Saturday, March 27, 2010 @ Extra
A video to watch! I love it! You will too! It's about life and the things around you! Enjoy!



Song lyrics to first song on blog and this video(Background music)
Be careful little eyes what you see
It's the second glance that ties your hands as darkness pulls the strings
Be careful little feet where you go
For it's the little feet behind you that are sure to follow

It's a slow fade when you give yourself away
It's a slow fade when black and white have turned to gray
Thoughts invade, choices are made, a price will be paid
When you give yourself away
People never crumble in a day
It's a slow fade, it's a slow fade

Be careful little ears what you hear
When flattery leads to compromise, the end is always near
Be careful little lips what you say
For empty words and promises lead broken hearts astray

It's a slow fade when you give yourself away
It's a slow fade when black and white have turned to gray
Thoughts invade, choices are made, a price will be paid
When you give yourself away
People never crumble in a day

The journey from your mind to your hands
Is shorter than you're thinking
Be careful if you think you stand
You just might be sinking

It's a slow fade when you give yourself away
It's a slow fade when black and white have turned to gray
Thoughts invade, choices are made, a price will be paid
When you give yourself away
People never crumble in a day
Daddies never crumble in a day
Families never crumble in a day

Oh be careful little eyes what see
Oh be careful little eyes what you see
For the Father up above is looking down in love
Oh be careful little eyes what you see

@ 1 week after the holidays gone!
Hello People!! Waaa 13 days I never post already! Almost 2 weeks! Cool!! So contradictory of last year when I posted almost everyday. This year has soooo few posts. Well since lots of people have been asking me repeatedly to update my blog, I shall do so now today haha! Although homework is waiting for me after this. And some A-maths revision and practice maybe? Don't know, if I got the mood to do, I will, if not then I shall happily spend my time watching anime or talking on msn.

Or not haha! Because next week I have a biology class test and A-maths common test so I think I have to study as well. Hmmm... ...later then see how ba. Hmmm...lets see, what should I talk about today? First I shall express my happiness haha! Joy is meant to be shared, ok never mind what I said, I have no clue what I was talking about either. 2 days ago is my last day of volleyball training in the whole of my secondary school life!! WOOOOO!!! Cause I step down from my cca already, oh yeah!! Best thing is thursday has no timed practice, so I can go home after 1 45pm... oh yeah!! No need stay back like last time for volleyball!! WOOOOOO!! No more cca for now on until my Junior College days. WOOTS!! Feeling jealous/envious? Haha don't worry, you will have your turn when the time comes wahha! Well the bad side of this is that stepping down of cca would mean closer to my graduation. AHHHH!! I am graduating in 7 months' time! Or 6++. Haha. 3 months have passed just like that! Did anyone do something special for someone in these 3 months? Haha because if you haven't, do it now! Do it while the chance is still there for you to grap, do it when you still have time to spend with your loved ones, you never know what may happen tommorrow. Don't leave things to the very last because when you realise you haven't done something, you can never turn the clock back to the past so remember, treasure the moments you have now and move ahead with no regrets, never looking back.


Well I have mixed feelings. I can't wait to go to Junior College but I don't want to be separated from my friends, especially those who are much closer and dearer to me like... ... ...(Feel in the blanks yourself haha). Will you guys miss me when I am no longer in Bukit Panjang Government High School? Hmmm... ...haha. Oh well. For sec 3s, you are fortunate, you can still see me for one more year if you go to the same Junior College as me but then again, I doubt anyone will miss me, sad har? Nah just kididng. No need to answer that question. Wahaha!! :D

Ok lets talk about other matters now. Hmm lets talk about yesterday. Speech day!! Waaa I tell you ar, I was like sooooo happy when I heard from my chinese teacher that timed practice is cancelled for yesterday because I could go home after 12 45pm struck and then sleep all I want until happy happy! Then horh, my chinese teacher go and spoil my beautiful dream of wanting to sleep. He made 5 of us go for speech day and we cannot deny it. And soooo I cannot get my sleep, I cannot even go home after school, NOOOOOO!!! My sleep!!! Oh well doesn't matter, yesterday morning, Rachelle and I had asked Mark to play basketball before speech day's activity starts and he agreed. However Mark had NAPFA 5 stations after school from 1pm to 2 30pm. So after school, had planned to find Rachelle in her classroom to do some latecomers stuff. Went to look for some teachers, and then off we went to do our own homework. Rachelle went back to her class and did homework with her classmates. Si Ying ended up in her class too for some reasons haha. Didn't expect to see her there when I went to Rachelle's class after finding all the teachers that we needed to. Oh well, tooo many people there and I felt weird being there so I went out to the study area outside and did my homework as well with 1 ex-classmate(Chia Hui) and 1 ex + current classmate(Kester).

I did my chemistry while Kester did chinese which was a late work and Chia Hui was practising A-maths. Chia Hui felt bored so he used Kester's phone to play some music and most of Kester's music are all CHINESE!!! LOL!! No wonder Kester's chinese so good while mine is sooo pathetic. People know my chinese marks all confirm shake head man!! My chinese is horrible! If I can score a B3 for chinese in O'levels, I would be contented already haha. Ok yea Chia Hui and Kester asked some Chemistry questions and I taught them some. Chia Hui was like "WAAAA!!!" cause he did not know how to do while I knew how to do haha. Teaching others is really what I love to do but sometimes I may have no patience, especially when teaching boys wahaha!! I biased to girls, sorry boys! BLEH!! Ok time passed and Rachelle, Daryl, Delphine, Si Ying and some others went to the cafe to have their lunch while I stayed on to continue with my work, but by then I had already finished my Chemistry and was doing A-maths too, on differentiation on trigonomentrical functions. Chia Hui was saying I crazy cause I was doing a chapter that teacher has not taught yet because I was doing ahead of teacher. Like pre-reading! Woots!

K did and did and did, the girls were still not back yet but Mark appeared because he had finished his 5 stations. Went to look for the girls...signalled to them that we were going to play basketball already. Since they were still happily eating and chatting away, I went to play with Mark 1 on 1 first. I was in full uniform though because I didn't bring any pe attire. Mark is more professional when playing in a team but not that good when playing solo, so I kinda thrash him in solo haha, although I am not that good myself. Soon, the girls came, Si Ying, Rachelle and me were a team and Delphine, Daryl and Mark were the opponent to us. Haha... ...at first I was kinda solo-ing again because I am not that used to playing in a team but felt bad that I didn't let the girls in my team had a chance to play so off and on I passed to them. Hehe. Didn't count the points so didn't know whose team won. We played for a mere 25-30min and then rain started to pour and we could no longer play so we ended up going back to 3P1 classroom and all of us were back to doing homework again. I resumed my A-maths practice.


Bla bla time flied once again and had to assemble in the hall for speech day which was already around 3 55pm I guess. Marcus was sitting on my right and at first 3 seats on my left were empty. Then Rachelle and Delphine sort of had no space to sit and Joyce being an usher yesterday asked them to sit on my left wahaha!! So funny!! So in the end Rachelle sat on my left while Delphine was beside her. Off and on was talking to Rachelle as well as Marcus. Then, Zhao Wei saw that Rachelle and I were sitting together and here he comes to tease us again wahaha. He was like, "WAA seee, Tommy reserve the seat for Da Sao, don't want to reserve the seat for me" LOL!! Lots of people in the school now are calling Rachelle Da Sao. Want to know why? Haha not telling you, go find out if you want to know, BLECK!! Zhao Wei started to become cheeky and michievious, went to ask many camera man and ladies to talk our photographs so people will know that we were sitting together lol, so everything a camera person came to capture our photos, both Rachelle and I would try to hide our faces. Hahaha!! Ok Rachelle ba, sometimes I didn't.

We were happily sitting at our seats when suddenly more parents were coming into the school so we had to give up our spaces for the parents, so Marcus, Delphine, Rachelle and I stood up and went to the back(right hand side) of the hall and sat there where there were plentiful of seats available. This time, Marcus sat on my left while Rachelle sat on my right, followed by Delphine. This time Qi Kai took our photos lol... ...and they were uploaded onto facebook, AHHHHH!! Never mind, I don't mind. Hehe. Yea talked during the ceremony from time to time as well because it was really boring, almost want to fall asleep at the start of the whole thing.

Ok bla bla, speech day ceremony soon ended at around 6 10pm I think, cannot really remember the exact timing. But is around there ba I think. I left Marcus and followed Rachelle and Delphine down to the canteen, on our search for Mark because we wanted to play basketball together again before going home. So went to the canteen, Rachelle and I got teased once again by Amanda, Joyce, Charmaine, and some of her friends. One of whom even recited a cheer that she made about me to tease Rachelle. Wahhaa kinda cool cause I never knew that teasing would have a cheer, never hear before. That happened when Rachelle, Delphine and I went to talk some drinks to drink which apparently was bandung. Then a scene occurred wahaha! Delphine was the victim but I shall not talk about it. Next we took some food, saw Mark and Jeshrei and then 5 of us went to the level 1 study area to have our meal, not really a meal though because we took so little food. Then we fought over who should sit with who at the round table lol. I picked spot and then Delphine said she wanted to sit there lol, I chose the second spot and then Mark said cannot and mentioned that I should sit beside Rachelle so in the end sat beside her. Haha! Aiyoooo they horh, tease us until like that.


Haha but it was fun! I'm sure Rachelle had her share of fun as well. We talked while we ate, and wala, we were done and off we went to the basketball court near the entrance/exit of the school. We played there. I was once again in my full uniform. Delphine didn't want to play so she just sat there and watched us play. Jeshrei and Mark were a team, while Rachelle and I were another team. Ok we played and obviously teasing started again, created my Mark and Jeshrei. They kept on saying, "The Power Of Love" haha. So you get the whole idea, I am super lazy to explain everything in detail. After this, I shall leave all the incidents as confidential. WAHAHA because something happened to me and it was sooooo suey and embarrassing that I hid behind a pole for a while lol. Even Mr Lee(Principal) knows about it and he exclaimed it out loud for a lot of people to hear. AHHHHH!!!

You don't have a clue on what I am saying right? Haha never mind, not telling you. K so thats bascially it for yesterday, not gonna tell you anything that happened after the basketball game. And this post is like all my last year's posts wahaha soooo long and like a report like that. Kk this made up for all the times that I didn't post right? Hope you like this post, enjoy reading but don't fall asleep haha! If you really feel asleep, no worries, it is boring anyway, don't know how to make it sound any more exciting.

K I shall go off now, going to do my english homework, see ya guys!! Some inspirational words for you to enjoy! Here goes! Don't blink or you just might miss it! Haha :D

Let God handle everything, do not worry
Why do we tend to worry about the things we cannot change?
We only need to remember that God has our lives arranged.
He knew us when we were being formed within our mother’s womb.
He planned our life ahead of time from our birth until the tomb.

He knows our problems and our fears we have to face each day.
Just trust He’ll walk beside us and know He’ll be with us all the way.
When we think we can’t get through the day and let despair set in,
Just look above and ask for the help that He’s always ready to send.

Rather than placing our trust in God, we often think we can do it alone.
This is just part of our human nature; the sin of pride as it is known.
God loves us dearly and wants to help us; He’s just a prayer away.
Let’s call upon His wonderful name; He’ll get us through our day.

I have had many days I thought I would never get through.
But when I stopped and talked to God, He said, "I’m here for you."
When I heard His tender voice, it gave me the strength I needed.
My friends I’m here to tell you, with God you can’t be defeated.

There is no worry or problem that’s too big for our Lord to handle.
Remember that on our darkest days, His love is like a candle.
His love for us will light our way with a beam so very bright.
No matter what we have to face, God will help us win the fight.

Sunday, March 14, 2010 @ A first and last post for March holidays
Hey boys and girls!! Miss my posts?? Haha long time since I last post har? Sorry been busy with homework and stuff. Haiz practically everyday confirm got at least 2 homework de lol and upper secondary homework, mostly all are essays writing, regardless of what subjects they are. SIANZ right??? AIYOYOYO!!! I write essay until I become essay. Seee what I mean is I become crazy. Lol. Not only that, sometimes whenever I reach home, there will be a few Bpians or other school people asking me how to do maths, science, social studies, aiya practically everything other than Chinese which I am still at K2 level LOL and Physics which I did not take as one of my upper sec subjects haha.

Feels good to teach others, I love teaching others, I don't know why haha. But one thing I hate is when I do not know how to teach others, wahaha! But that rarely happens ba I guess? Hmm... ...sometimes only. Anyway how are you guys doing? Are the holidays doing great? Are you bombarded with homework? Loads and tons of them? Hehe... ...Jia you jia you!! I am left with only 2 chemistry worksheets to do, the rest are all done already because I do not want to spend my last few days of holidays rushing homework, I rather do them earlier haha. Suffer first and relax later.

Ok lets talk about sports carnival on friday! Nothing much to talk about hehe. So just gonna talk about that. Went to school early at about 6 45am and then sort of taught Kester and Zhao Wei how to play volleyball, just a little bit because I wanted to win the whole competition and get silver or gold. Great ambition har? Sec 4/5 boys are playing volleyball. By the time we were done and had to assemble for morning assembly, we were all perspiring profusely like as if we just ran 2.4km sia. And my long pants inside all full of my sweat, keep sticking to my legs, kinda uncomfortable but it was fine because going to change into my pe attire. The day started off with ACES DAY WORKOUT but I was kinda slacking, standing with the councillors on duty for selling food and drinks at the care and share corner. Soon later, it was my team's first match, we were supposed to play against 4P1 but when our game started, 4P1 was nowhere to be found so it was a walk over, we won by default haha. WOOOOOOOTS!!!



Bla bla bla time passed again and soon we had to play against 5B for our second game. AHHHH second game already vs-ing a normal academic class(usually normal is better than express in sports) and furthermore, they are sec 5, older than my class by a year. NOOOOO!!!! At first by looking at their team, I had confidence of winning because they were like don't know how to play la, only got one volleyballer in their team but it didn't matter. When the game started however, the opponents were so smart and they hit the ball towards my classmates and not a volleyballer on my team. I was setter, the person who set for teammates to spike. My classmates however did not even play properly, some even use one hand and anyhow hit the ball and some even so rash and tried to spike the ball, knowing that he can't even spike cause he don't know how to. HAIZ I did not want to lose, I think the score by then was already 5-NIL. My team had not even scored one point. I was kinda frustrated actually. I changed my mind and changed place to the centre position so that I could spike the ball to earn some points and hopefully win.

As time passed, my classmates still hit wrongly and eventually we lost. My teammates didn't score a single point, I scored 5 points against the opponent through spiking. Haiz haiz. We lost 9-5. CRAP!! Well Kester only touched the ball once and Zhao Wei didn't touch the ball at all so it was sort of like they learnt from me for nothing haha. Oh well is over already so didn't affect me that much anymore. Hoping to win gold in the first place was kinda ridiculous when only 2 people on my team knew how to play volleyball. AHHHH!!! BOOOOOOOO!!! At least we had fun, that was the most important thing, so it's ok!! Work harder next time guys!! Hehe.

K nothing more to talk about, shall stop here for today. Enjoy a poem as you finished reading this post!


I Love You
Because I love You
I'll apologize
Though anger in me burn,
I'll tell someone I'm sorry
Though it is not my turn;
I'll speak with love and kindness,
Though feelings in me churn...
I'll set my pride aside
Because I love You.

Because I love You
I'll forgive someone
When they have done me wrong,
I'll not give in to grudges...
I'll keep my spirit strong;
And though they turn their back on me,
I'll gladly suffer long...
I'll set my rights aside
Because I love You.

Because I love You,
Keep my focus staid
To always choose Your pace,
To put no one above You...
To keep You in first place;
To set Your *hands* aside, Lord God,
And seek Your Holy *Face*...
Hold me beneath Your wings
Because I love You.


See ya guys!!! Byebye!! Till next time!! Oh ya this will be my last post for the holidays because I will be going Japan from Wendesday morning to Sunday night!!

Friday, March 5, 2010 @ SPA
Hey hey!! Back to posting for today because you know why??? Because I have no homework for the weekends wahaha! I did every homework each day after school and some in school itself so that I can relax during the weekends! WOOOO!! I had like sooooo many homework this week sia and busy too, essay after essay, oh my! But i completed every one of them already, woots! SO happy lol. Had chinese and social studies class test on Tuesday, Biology class test was postponed until don't know when and had my O'level Biology SPA yesterday. Busy har?

Oh ya for the lower secondary who is reading this right now, if you do not know what SPA is, it is not the massage that SPA ar... ...totally different. Please don't link biology SPA with human SPA although biology has something to do with humans! Haha nonononono!!! SPA stands for Science Practical Assessment(S.P.A) Yup yup hehe. And O'level SPA is counted for O'level, duh! For any science subject, is 3 SPA each and the main paper itself. I think one SPA will be in term 1, term 2 and term 3 each then end of year is the main paper. I think only. I had my Chemistry first O'level SPA in February, forget which date in particular already. WOOOOO!! One SPA each for Biology and Chemistry down. 2 more SPA each left to go and of course all the main papers at the end of the year. Oh my is March already, 2 months had passed??? WOW! Time flies har? 8 more months and I will be sitting for all the main papers of O'levels le. OH MY MY hehe!

Well I have absolutely nothing to talk about these few days! Nothing good or exciting in school happened de, and I don't have the motivation to post like last year, super long ones and like report of my daily life like that haha. Everyday is just study, homework, study, homework, boring life har for me? Haiz but I seriously have much lesser time than last year le. So BGR stuff is really nono for me sia, cause no girls would want to spend so little time with their boyfriends, right girls? Haha. LOL :D K la, I shall stop le, see ya guys!! Next time!!

That Love-Bird(me-me!!) ?

Heyy , Tommy Yuen Kai Weng 袁启荣 here (:
I'm 16 years old, going 17 next year(2011) July.
♥ I am single Lol!
Character: Tommy is a very happy-go-lucky person. He loves to chat, with girls or boys also never mind. He can be stubborn at times but he is very friendly. He is somtimes hardworking but sometimes lazy too. He is also sensitive at times when he is really concentrated on it. He never gets angry!
Handphone number: 92316552.
Email(add me on msn!): tyuenkw@hotmail.com
Birthday: 15 July 1994.
Ding Dong(doorbell ring): Cashew Heights Condominium
Schools studied in(Once a Bpian always a Bpian!): Bukit Panjang Primary School(last time). And Bukit Panjang Government High School(now).
PSLE score(really seriously bad): 240-250
Church: Gospel Light Christian Church
Position I uphold: Student Councillor, once an understudy of Functions
CCA: Volleyball(Haiz if got tennis better)

LOVES ♥
[♥] Her(In future maybe?)
[♥] Tennis
[♥] Sleep
[♥] Anime
[♥] Taiwan dramas
[♥] Korean dramas
[♥] Chicken rice
[♥] Arm wrestling
[♥] Tutoring primary kids
[♥] Young children
My Primary and Secondary classes [♥]
[♥] 1F - 2001
[♥] 2K - 2002
[♥] 3J - 2003
[♥] 4J - 2004
[♥] 5J - 2005
[♥] 6K - 2006
[♥] 104 - 2007
[♥] 204 - 2008
[♥] 3L1 - 2009
[♥] 4L1 - 2010

Whispers ...

Gooseberrys(Friends)

Listen ...
Message for everyone
The Lord is my shepherd. He guides me in my life, leading me in the path of righteousness. He is my Father! He is the best Father that one could ever have. He is my all in all. The Lord sees all, sees the heart but Man sees the outside. God makes no mistakes and He died on the cross for our sins. He loves us all no matter of who we are because He loves His dear children as He created us. We are all sinners and God gave us a chance to spend eternal life with him in Heaven. Heaven is a holy place and thus we cannot enter. But God is kind, loving and He cares for us, all it takes for us to enter into Heaven is just to believe in Him, to believe in His Words and repent from our sins. Take the step of faith and believe in God. Ask and you shall receive!
A little more?
Lord, I am Your child. Guide me along in my life. Lead me the way You want my life to me. Make me to be more like You.

I LOVE YOU!!!!! (To God, to Mei, to my girlfriend in future maybe?, Haha)

Do you think I have a girlfriend now or someone I like/love? Haha. Yes? No? Aiyo! Answer so obvious also don't know, BOO HOO! Hehe.
Relationship matter
A little more about me when it comes to relationship(BGR) haha.

If I love or like a girl, all I want is to see her smile. I will do anything for her to be happy. My heart will break whenever I see her being too close to another guy. However, if she is so so much happier with the another guy than with me, I shall let her go because all I want is her happiness and her smile. If she is happy, I will be happy.

Yes, my heart will break. But I will never show it(I think so) because I do not want her to know and I don't want her to have a hard time deciding and I don't want her to worry for me. As long as she can be happy, if I have to sacrifice my feelings for her, I will do it. It will be painful but it is the best I can do for her.
LOL ...
Memories ...