Monday, December 28, 2009 @ Last post?
Hello guys!! Haha today may be the last post for the year of 2009!! Ok, is a 80% chance that today's post is the last one haha. This week is the last week before school reopens, nooooo!! Why does time travel so fast always only when I am having my holidays? Why time so slow when I go to school everyday? Hmm...haha. Well, this week will be the start of my revision for my Common Test 1 in 2010 which is in 2 weeks' time! AHHHH!!! I cannot possibly start my revision next week because I totally will miss lots of lessons next week in school since I am taking 1B(NA class) for sec 1 orientation. AHHHH!!

Hmmm... ....If I got a choice of taking 1B for orientation or staying in class to study, I think I would choose to stay in class. Hehe since next year is the last year I have in BPGHS, I must give it all I got for studies. Well so that is why this week must start le. Furthermore there is a topic of Biology about the eye that has not been taught but then is tested in Common Test 1, it is supposed to be taught next week when school reopens but since I will miss it, I have to study the whole chapter on my very own, boo hoo right? Haha. I hope time practice don't start on the first week when school reopens... otherwise DIE!!! O'levels, O'levels is coming!! OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHH NOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! O'levels!!! Just yesterday I was only in sec 1 haha and now I will be sec 4 le, haiz haiz.

Anyway I wanted to share a moive with you guys that I watched yesterday. Is a japanese movie and the title is "10 promises to my dog". Is a slow-going movie because is just about the life of this dog, so there is no action, romance all that, just love for a dog haha. However the movie is very nice to me because it is touching and is really like reality about people in life and how they look after a dog. The story goes like this:



"There is a girl named Akari. She is 14 years old and she was walking with her childhood friend, Hoshi on the beach. Hoshi is a guitarist but he only plays classic songs because his parents don't allow him to play any other songs. Akari saw a dog on the beach and carried it until the dog's owner came and then took the dog away. From that day on, her desire to have a dog is getting stronger. That night, when she went home, her mother had already finished making her birthday cake since it was her birthday. However her dad wasn't back because he was ,at that moment, engaging in an operation. Akari's dad was a doctor. By the time Akari's dad came home, Akari had already went to bed and that was when Akari's mum told him that she wanted to own a dog. The next day, after Akari came back from school, her mum was not at home and then suddenly there was a golden retriever puppy in her house's garden. She chased it around the garden but soon it ran away out of the house. That was when she received a phone call from her dad saying that her mum was admitted to a hospital.

The next day she went to visit her mum and Akari told her that she saw a puppy in their house. Akari wanted no other dogs but that puppy alone. One day, she managed to catch the puppy with her dad's shirt but that only occured in the house itself and not in the garden because the puppy ran into the house. This was also where Akari found out that her dad was afraid of dogs as he was climbing the sofa and stood at one corner. Soon, Akari's mum was dischared from the hospital and Akari, her mum and the puppy went to the beach where her mum settled down and drew something on the sketchbook. Her mum named the puppy 'Socks' and Akari liked it. Akari's mum then said that if Akari wanted to keep the puppy, she must make 10 promises to Socks, otherwise Socks could not stay with them. Her mum carried Socks and spoke on behalf of her. Socks was a female dog. The promises were,

01) Listen patiently to what I have to say.
02) Trust me. I am always by your side.
03) Play with me a lot.
04) Don't forget what I have feelings too.
05) Let's never fight.
06) If I don't obey you, I have a good reason.
07) You have school and friends, but I have only you.
08) Stay my best friend. We must get along.
09) I'll only live about 10 years. Make every moment count, every moment together.
10) Never forget our life together. When my time comes, please be by my side.


Akari made those promises. Her mum later passed away due to an illness that both Akari's dad and mum kept from her. Akari's dad was promoted and transferred to another hospital and so they had to change houses and schools as well. Before finding a new house, they would stay in a dorm but that dorm had a rule that disallow pets. Thus, Akari had to part with Socks, she left Socks in Hoshi's care and cried as the train left for the dorm. Akari was always alone at home as her father was always working so she was really bored. One time, Hoshi was accepted into a private school in Paris so he had to leave Japan. Akari promised Hoshi that if he was accepted, she would send him off at the airport. Her dad brought her to the airport but on the way there, he received a call and he had to go back to the hospital for an operation. Akari was angry at her dad so she took a taxi to the airport. By the time she reached the airport, Hoshi had left for Paris already. At the same time, Socks escaped from Hoshi's house and somehow went up the train that Akari went onto.

After the operation, Akari's dad said he would quit his job because the job had ruined his relationship with Akari. When he came home, he apologised to Akari and he received a call from the train station manager. Socks was there and they went to fetch Socks. Akari's dad learnt his lesson. However the dorm still did not allow pets, so they sneaked Socks into the dorm. By then, Akari's dad was no longer scared of Socks. Days later, they moved back into their old house since Akari's dad had already quitted his job. 10 years later, Akari had a job for herself and she worked in a zoo and hardly had any time to spend with Socks. Socks was old already. She was also reunited with Hoshi because Hoshi was a pro guitarisst now and had a performance on his own. The zoo that Akari worked at was far away from her home. Her dad became a doctor again and he set up his own clinic beside/inside his house.

Days later, Socks got really old and he could no longer sit up or walk. She could only lie down and stay still. Akari's dad called Akari, asking if she could come home to be with Socks, but currently Akari had an operation to perform on a pet. Her manager sort of overheard her conversation with her dad and said that she could go home. Akari then hurried back home and went to Socks' side. Her dad passed her a sketchbook that her mum once drew on and asked her if she remembered the 10 promises. Akari flipped the pages of the sketchbook and read the 10 promises. As soon as she read promise 9 onwards which is 'I'll only live about 10 years. Make every moment count, every moment together', she started bursting out into tears because she did not spend a lot of time with Socks as the years passed. Just as she finished reading all the 10 promises, Socks closed her eyes and Akari began to cry even more and called out Socks' name and apologising. Socks used the remaining of her strength to lift up her hand so that Akari would hold her hand. Akari thanked Socks for being a good friend to her and just then, Socks passed away. Akari just continued crying.


Days passed and as Akari's dad and her were cleaning Socks' kennel, they found pictures of Socks in them. Socks had hidden them because she loves to have pictures of her. In the midst of the pictures, there was a letter which Akari's mum had written addressing to Akari. Akari remembered the fun times she had spend with her mum and Socks. Days later, Akari married Hoshi.' THE END.

Nice story? Haha. The part when Akari remembered about her promises to her dog is really touching. Well I find the 10 promises are meaningful as well, if you want to own a dog, make sure you make that 10 promises to him/her ya? Haha. A dog has nothing except for his/her owner and family. A dog is also a living thing who as feelings like us. How would you feel if you were being neglected? Haha is exactly for your dog will feel so spend time with him/her if you want to own a dog. A dog's life span is short, so much shorter compared to a human's life span so treasure the times with your dog. Though 10 years may seem long but actually it is not long at all, before I know it, my dog(Joe) is already now 4 years + old. Thinking about the time when Joe will end up like Socks in the movie is really sad. ... ... ...

Anyway this can also apply to us. Life is short, don't waste your time doing things that are so insignificant in life. What is life for? Have you ever wondered about that question? As a teenager, life is not just about hanging out with friends going to arcade or to have fun. Have you wondered why were you even born into this world? Everything that happens has a meaning to it and you have a purpose in your life. God created everyone of us with a purpose for us to fulfill in life. If your purpose is unclear to you, ask God and God will let you know it in due time. But if you do not fill up to your purpose, I can say that your life is meaningless, meaningless to God. Whats imporatant is not what the world sees, is what God sees in your life. The world cannot see your heart but God can. Having praises from Man is nothing compared to the praises that God would give you. Because Man are sinners and God is Holy and has no sins. So think about how you would spend your life haha. Care for your loved ones as life really is short. By doing so, you won't regret as well.


Kk I shall go now le, haha see ya guys!

Wednesday, December 23, 2009 @ Dry run day!
Ohaiyo!! Been a while since I last post ya? Haha... Well I am back to posting today for a little while. Quite tired now actually but I just woke up from my evening nap already. Ahhh, my body feels so heavy...hmm shall make this post quick, talking about today, it may be long, it may be short, once again, let my hands do the decision wahahaha :) Before I start, one thing is for sure... ...2010 IS COMING!!!!!!! MY HOLIDAYS ARE GOING TO BE OVER!!!! BOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! Haha.

Ok lets begin. Hmm today at around 12 15pm, I had already finished my lunch and left for school... I reached school at around 12 47pm, woots!! I was supposed to be there at 12 50pm and I wasn't late, wahahahaha!! I thought I might be but I wasn't, oh yeah! I reached the student council's room, opened it and the first person I saw was Ayaka haha! Second girl was Amanda and after that I don't know le haha. Said 'hi' to Ayaka after she waved and said 'hello', I walked in and all girls I see other than Qi Kai and Zhao Wei lol... ...all the boys disappeared. Haha. I went to sit down at a chair together with the excos who were there and then I started to emo!! Wahaha!! Not emo la, just kidding, just not talking to anyone only cause I did not have anything to say, furthermore all girls!! Starting a conversation with girls is what I like doing but then still shy so never talk lor haha! Anyway was enjoying the air con in the couns room with the fan directly below me I think, don't remember and don't really notice. Waited a while for everyone, meaning the sec 1s, sec 2s, sec 3s to enter the couns room for a short briefing before we start off our day of our very first game.


Oh ya we went to school today because we were dry running the orientation games for next year secondary 1 orientation which is a 5 days 'adventure' or 'tortue'. Which do you think it is? Haha it all depends. Well first game was don't know what doughnuts...step the plate this and that, don't know why they love to keep repeating that game haha. Second game was I don't know what and third game onwards is also I don't know what haha. I don't want to crack my brain to try remembering which game comes first hehe. Hmm ok there is a game called 'spiderweb'. Jeshrei was like saying I stronger than him so I should be able to climb over all the strings lol haha. Strength got to do with climbing meh? Hmm hmm? Well at first I did not want to do haha cause I not considered 'small' and it will be harder for me to play this game but in the end, haiz haiz I think Sheryln started calling out my name and then so many people followed... BOOO!! And Terence and don't know who, I cannot remember who, pulled me up like as if I was a ghost jumping out of the coffin haha. Then so I played lor and managed to finish it haha.

Hmm... ...I lazy post already haha, I shall talk about two more things and then shall not mention about today le haha. First thing, today I managed to wet so many people wahahhahahahahhah!!!! At some of the wet games, instead of me playing, I go and help to wet people haha. After one game, I remember I took a pail full of water and ran towards where the other councillors were gathering. Haiz, 2-4 of them escaped cause Terence saw me and told them, but most of them turned to look and it was too late!! I splashed the full half filled pail onto the whole group of people and they were all WET!!! Woots!! So fun wetting people haha! Not fun getting wet! Well, I did get wet too, but not as much as them I guess haha, Terence wet me, Jasmine keep wetting me with a small hole of a water bomb lol.

Second thing is about a sort of forfeit thing after a game of passing the volleyball. We were supposed to do the 'nobody' dance, the song that goes "I want nobody nobody but you" haha. The girls were in front while the boys were behind. I was doing the dance with the girls lor, then don't know why suddenly they say boys never do and then the girls get to sit down and watch the boys dance that dance... ...YEEEEEE!!! NOT FAIR TO ME!!!! Haha..Well so in the end all the boys stood in a straight line facing the girls and we did together the dance...very embarrassing you know? Somemore do inside the indoor sports hall leh, where the volleyballers are there and they can see also, both B boys and B girls. Furthermore after doing one time just the boys alone, don't know why suddenly must do again and the game master says must one person stand in front to lead... ...AHHHH!!! STUPID!!! Jae Hyeong and Jun Xian pushed me to the front and then suddenly I became the one leading...AHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! Nobody beside me to accompany me, all behind me.. AHHHH!!! Maybe thats why got to dance 'nobody' dance cause nobody to accompany me haha. The curse of the NOBODY!!! LOl haha.


Yea so dance again lor, this time was even more embarrassing la, cause I was like the center of attraction!! YEEEE!! I was looking at the wall while dancing the steps...don't dare to look at the girls who were obviously looking at me haha! I took a peek though and everyone of them were laughing like as if they will not stop laughing!! AHHHHH!! SO PAISEH!!! AHHH!!!!!

Haiz haiz today was kinda fun but then got embarrassing moments of Tommy! BOO HOO! Haha. Didn't get to talk much to sis(Samantha) and Si Ying, or rather didn't get to interact much with the girls, other than those of my age haha!! Well kk I think I shall stop here for today, my hands do not feel like continuing haha, getting lazy these few days, well so see ya!! Enjoy a poem before you leave!

My love for you
I could never tell you my true feelings,
That I feel for you.
I'll keep them to myself,
What I feel is true, you see.
But I know we can never be,
Too many things to get in our way.
I can only dream of you holding me one day,
I think of you with every waking minute,
And long for you each night.
Wish I could share with you, what is in my heart.
But I am afraid you don't feel the same,
And my heart will be torn apart.
So for now, I'll keep my secret to myself,
I'll just keep Praying that someday,
You'll take me by the hand, and tell me you feel the same way.
Until then I'll just keep loving you,
And hope that one day, you will love me too...

Friday, December 18, 2009 @ 1 more week before revision time!
Hello people!! Haha, my blog seriously is sooooo dead!! No one tagging for the last 3 days... ...dead blog. DEAD!!! Hehe. OH never mind, I didn't post at all anyway so its fine! Time to update my blog again...woots! Today is the fifth day since my last post! And today is exactly one week before I start to revise for my common test 1...ahhhh!! 2010 is coming, coming real fast, just 13 more days and is January, the start of my sec 4 life. BOOO HOOO!!! Play time is soon over!!

Anyway lets talk about dance practice on Wednesday. Wednesday, next Monday and the following Monday will all be dance practice. Next Wednesday is dry run for next year's sec 1 orientation games. Haha. Haiz every year has a different dance and then this year's one I find is the hardest but then still am able to catch the dance steps hehe. At first when dancing the first few steps, I was like HUH??!!! How to do?? And somemore Sheryln teach dance steps horh, like superman like that one leh...so many steps and then after a while then start music then practise, how to remember like that?? AIYO!!! My mind is a human mind la, not a robotic one, that registers it immediately after seeing the dance steps haha. Oh well so just follow and the first time with the music was a big failure sia, keep don't know what steps to do, just following Sheryln as she was doing with us haha.
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Ok suddenly I don't feel like talking about the dance practice thing already haha, suddenly hand-tied(tongue-tied) and then don't know what to say.. ..ok shall talk one more thing that happen during dance practice. During one of the water break sessions that we had, I was playing arm wrestling! Woots!! I also don't know how it started la, suddenly ended up playing it. Joyce played with me first...I also don't know what, Si Ying keeps asking Joyce to play with me. Haha so yea we played...so as usual since she is a girl.. I give chance lor, I use 2 fingers while she use her whole right hand haha. I still win within 1 second and is not surprising at all cause most of the girls I play with, all are the same haha. Well if a girl has so much strength, then that is really really surprising, cause girls are usually the gentle type I guess and they prefer delicacy to strength unlike boys who are the other way round haha. But for Joyce, maybe not, she plays soccer(weird) haha and sometimes you cannot tell whether if she is a boy or a girl BLECK!! Kk thats all I shall say about the dance practice on Wendesday. Haha.

Hmm let me share with you guys how life is created on Earth and this is the story of creation haha, here goes!!

Can you imagine it? Those days of Creation? Do you recognise the miracles you see every day? With just a few words, God made everything that you can see with your eyes, touch with your hands, or hear with your ears. Furry kittens. Huge mountains. Beautiful music. Leaping frogs. Booming thunder. Crawling bugs. Crackling lightning. Leafy green trees. The blue ocean. And much, much more. This shows what an artist God is. What I am about to say will tell the story of creation using the Bible's own words from Genesis 1. Together those words make up this remarkable celebration of creation. Hopefully, through what I am going to say you'll be able to imagine what those six days in the beginning were like, and realise how great your Creator my Creator is.


In the beginning God created the heavens and the earth. And the earth was without form and void; and darkness was upon the face of the deep. And the Spirit of God moved upon the face of the waters. And God said, Let there be light. And there was light. And God saw the light, that it was good. And God divided the light from the darkness. God called the light Day, and the darkness He called Night. And the evening and the morning were the first day. And God said, Let there be a firmament in the midst of the waters, and let it divide the waters from the waters. And God made the firmament, and divided the waters which were under the firmament from the waters which were above the firmament. And it was so. And God called the firmament Heaven. And the evening and the morning were the second day. And God said, Let the waters under the heaven be gathered together unto one place, and let the dry land appear. And it was so. And God called the dry land Earth; and the gathering together of the waters He called Seas. And God saw that it was good. And God said, Let the earth bring forth grass, and the herb yielding seed, and the fruit tree yielding fruit after its kind, whose seed is in itself, upon the earth. And it was so. And the earth brought forth grass, and herbs yielding seed after their kind, and the tree yielding fruit, whose seed was in itself, after its kind. And God saw that it was good. And the evening and the monring were the third day.

And God said, let there be lights in the firmament of the heaven to divide the day from the night; and let them be for signs, and for seasons, and for days, and years. ANd let them be for lights in the firmament of the heaven to give light upon the earth. And it was so. And God made two great lights: the greater light to rule the day, and the lesser light to rule the night; He made the stars also. And God set them in the firmament of the heaven to give light upon the earth, and to rule the day and over the night, and to divide the light from the darkness. And God saw that it was good. And the evening and the morning were the fourth day. And God said, let the waters bring forth abundantly moving creatures that have life, and birds that may fly above the earth in the open firmament of heaven. And God created great fish, and every living creature that moves which the waters brought forth abundantly, after their kind, and every winged bird after its kind. And God saw that it was good. And God blessed them, saying, Be fruitful, and multiply, and fill the waters in the seas, and let birds multiply in the earth. And the evening and the morning were the fifth day.


And God said, let the earth bring forth the living creatures after their kind, cattle and creeping things, and beasts of the earth after their kind. And it was so. And God made the beasts of the earth and cattle and every thing that moves upon the earth after its kind. And God saw that it was good. And God said, let us make man in our image, after our likeness; and let them have dominion over the fish of the sea, and over the birds of the air, and over the cattle, and over all the earth, and over every creeping thing that moves upon the earth. So God created man in his image; and in the image of God He created him; male and female He created them. And God blessed them, and God said unto them, be fruitful and multiply, and replenish the earth, and subdue it, and have dominion over the fish of the sea, over the birds of the air, and over every living thing that moves upon the earth. And God said, Behold, I have given you every herb bearing seed which is upon the face of all the earth, and every tree in which is the fruit of a tree yielding seed; to you it shall be for meat. And to every beast of the earth, and to every bird of the air, and to every thing that creeps upon the earth in which is life, I have given every green herb for meat. Ang it was so. And God saw that every thing He had made, and behold, it was very good. And the evening and the morning were the sixth day.

This the heavens and the earth were finished, and all the host of them. And on the seventh day, God ended His work which He had made, and He rested on the seventh day from all His work which He had made. And God blessed the seventh day, and sanctified it, because in it He had rested from all his work which God created and made.

So this is how the world was created by our very own Creator of all, God who reigns above all things. Haha. Before I end today's post, I would like to share with you guys two verses from the God's Word and that is this,

Isaiah 41:10 ---> Fear thou not; for I am with thee: be not dismayed; for I am thy God: I will strengthen thee; yea, I will help thee; yea, I will uphold thee with the right hand of my righteousness

1 Peter 5:7 ---> Casting all your care upon Him; for He careth for you


These verses tell us that God love and care for all of us, for you and for me. Whenever we are frightened of things, whenever we have troubles or any concerns of this world, we can always look up to God because He is always there for us, He is always there to look after us because we are His very dear children. God has promised us that He will help us with anything if we ask Him in His name. Trust in the Lord and believe that He can do anything.

Well thats it for today, see ya guys!! Byebye!! Haha.

Sunday, December 13, 2009 @ Updating my blog!
Hello people! Today is sunday hahaha! :) Sunday~Sunday~Sunday! Long time time since I last post har? But is cause I don't have anything to talk about, actually today also nothing to talk about haha. Have you guys completed all of your homework? Haha I bet not right? For me, I have completed every single one of my homework already, wooooo hoooooo!!! For the rest of my holidays I can just relax already other than studying for my common test 1 of course hehe! OH YEAH!! 3 more weeks before school reopens!! AHHHHHH!!!! SCHOOL!! My sec 4 life is about to begin!! OH NOOOO!!! Sec 4 is nothing but pain! Nah just kidding, the joy of moving closer to no studying anymore is there haha but the pain is I HAVE TO SIT FOR MY O'LEVElS!! BOOO HOOO!!! And after that I will be graduating from BPGHS. Haha and moving on to Junior College.

Anyway, tommorrow I am going for a council outing haha!! My third time going to an outing I guess.. ...since my mum hardly allows me to go for outing. Oh ya I will say again that the power of prayer is truly amazing! I have been praying everyday, asking to God to soften my mum's heart to allow me to go for outings more often and God has really been a blessing to me heart and has answered my prayer. My mum surprisingly allowed me to for the outing tommorrow!! God is truly amazing and wonderful, isn't He? Haha. So Yup I am going tommorrow. We are supposed to meet at 11am at Vivo City before going into Sentosa. But... ...before that, I am going to meet a group of friends to go there together, for now it is 10am at cck control station and I will be meeting Sis(Samantha), Terence, Mei Mei(Si Ying), Rachelle and Jia Ying. Haha... ..4 girls and 2 boys only, sad right? But its ok. Haha I don't really like big groups as in more than 4 or 5 people but never mind! Its fine! Haha. Haiz the word "Mei" brings back memories about the times I had with Hui Yu...I shall say is fond memories... those joyful times until she suddenly change her attitude towards me...oh well..haha.

At first I was not really comfortable with more and more people meeting in the group but then I was suddenly reminded of something which makes me feel at ease. Ok not reminded but I went to lie down on my bed for a while for about 20 minutes or so I think and I prayed and talked to God again, a simple prayer like ,"Lord, please calm my heart. Please calm my soul. I ask in Jesus' Name, Amen" and soon enough my heart was filled with peace. Haha! See the power of prayer? Hahaa... ...and now I remembered something that I once said before but have forgotten. I think you guys have forgotten as well, let me refresh both our memories through the following verses from the Holy Word of God.

Ephesians 5:20 ---> Giving thanks always for all things unto God and the Father in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ;

Colossians 3:17 ---> And whatsoever ye do in word or deed, do all in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God and the Father by him.


Remember what I said before already? Haha. Yup we should always give thanks for whatever that has happened because if a bad thing happens, perhaps is it God's plan to nurture us and that bad thing need to happen for nurturing to take place so give thanks always. So this was a reason why I suddenly also don't mind having big groups le. We must not complain for anything, be contented with what we have and always look up to God, thanking Him for all things. I like to share another 2 verses that I like. One is to show that the Word of God is the absoulte truth and the other is just one of my favourites haha.

Colossians 3:8 ---> But now ye put off all these; anger, wrath, malice, blasphemy, filthy communication out of your mouth.

Haha isn't this one of the proof that the Word of God is true? Words that people express are all of the above. Filthy communication=vulgarities and other filthy words. People get angry at things that they shouldn't be angry about.

Colossians 3:13 ---> Forbearing one another, and forgiving one another, if any man have a quarrel against any: even as Christ forgave you, so also do ye.

This is one if the many verses that I like in the Bible. I really wonder, why do people not forgive one another, God has shown an example that even though He is the almighty Father, He has forgiven everyone of our sins, including the Roman soldiers who crucified Jesus Christ on the cross. Well, I wil try my best to be like God, to forgive others! I think I already forgive a lot of people haha, because i have the Holy Spirit in me to guide me along!

Before I end today's post, I like to say one more thing. Asking a question, don't you guys agree with me that sins cause unhappiness, sadness, war, anger, and other bad feelings in this world? When you lie, you may have hurt someone, you may cause a fight to occur when the person you lied to finds out about it. When you get angry over trival matters, you cause a fight to occur. When you steal someone's things, you caused an anger or hatred. When you kill someone, you caused unhappiness in this world and perhaps revenge may come when more killing occurs and then the world becomes in chaos. Seeee all the effects of sins?? Yes sin may cause a "joy" but that joy will not last at all... ..the outcome will still be your despair and everything will not be as happy as it once was before. So if you agree with me, why do you people still sin? Why do you still lie? Why do you do things that still displeases the Lord? This is what I do not understand.

Whenever the Word of God is preached, yes Satan will be there to stop it because he is trying to get people away from God. So do not fear of Satan, pray to God and ask God to come into your life. Trust and obey the Lord. Doing so will you grant an eternal life, isn't that just wonderful? The truth hurt doesn't it? Sometimes you want to do this but God permits it so it hurt right? Haha but God is making the commands not so that you will be hurt but He does not want you to suffer from the real hurt, the pain that sin will produced. I end with this haha.

(A poem for you to enjoy) See ya guys!!


Morning Light
In early morning stillness, before the glow has lit the skies,
I lie upon my bed and slowly open up my eyes.
Though gray is all around me as I glance around my room,
I know the Light is coming to chase away the gloom.

For darkness holds no power to corrupt or to deceive
If I but turn toward the Light and say, Lord, I believe.
As surely as the Son did rise, the dark will pass away
As truth and love come shining into the break of day.

Today I will not cower; there is nothing that I fear.
Whenever I call out his name, I know that he will hear.
Each morning he reminds me, when dawn becomes new day
That Christ the Lord has risen and comes to light my way.

Sunday, December 6, 2009 @ Sunday's post(rest day for me)!
Offering lyrics
The sun cannot compare
To the glory of Your love
There is no shadow in Your presence
No mortal man would dare
To stand before Your throne
Before the Holy One of heaven
It's only by your blood
And it's only through your mercy
Lord, I come

(Chorus)
I bring an offering
Of worship to my King
No one on earth deserves
The praises that I sing
Jesus may you receive
The honor that You're due
O Lord, I bring an offering to you
I bring an offering to you


The above lyrics is the song you are hearing right now! It is a song that I have added to my playlist and for the alternate choice playlist, I have added some westlife songs to it haha! Have fun hearing them!!

Anyway I'll make today's post simple and short haha! I just want to tell you the guys the amazing power of prayer to the one and almighty Father(God). God has promised us in His Word that if we were to ask anything in His name, He will give it to us. Ask and we shall receive. Ok before I say any further, the prayer you know may not be the same as the prayer that Christians pray! For Buddist, your simple prayer of respect may just be the burning sticks thing. Sorry but I do not know what that is called and that is all for Buddist. Well our prayer is simply meaning having a conversation with God Himself. Christian is known as a religion officially but it is not a religion. Why? You may ask? Well the reason is simply because religion means it is a belief but as a child of God(Christian), is not 100% a belief, it is more like a relationship with God. God creates us in His very own image and we are His dear children, God is our Heavenly Father. The fathers that we know on are just our Earthly fathers, but God, our almighty Saviour is our Heavenly and eternal Father. So when we pray, we are talking to God and not like any other religion's prater.

Yup! Yup!! Haha. I like to share that God's words are true and that the power of prayer is simply remarkable or amazing I should say haha. Well today as I went to listen to God's words preached by a Pastor who is from the United States because he came to visit us again after 2 years. There was like a voice inside my head saying things like "Don't listen! Daydream! Think about other things!". Really I am not kidding you, there is really something like that going on inside my mind. Satan was distracting me from listening to God's words. Before I continue, for those who do not know Satan, Satan is the angel that God created and whom God loves the most. However, Satan wanted power and he wanted to overthrow God so therefore God cast Satan out of Heaven. Satan's real life is called Lucifer. Ok back to where I was saying, yup there was Satan in my head. I was immediately reminded of my Father and I immediately prayed a simple prayer of asking God to remove Satan out of my head because I want to listen to His words and ask God to take control and remove those unworthy thoughts that were in my head.


Immediately and I really mean immediately, within 5 seconds, the thoughts of deceit from Satan and temptation to stray from God's message were gone. They were no more and I went back to listening to His words being preached. See the power of prayer? Ask and you shall receive and I got what I asked God for. Not only today but other days as well. When I had a stomach ache or was sick, I prayed to God, asking Him to remove the pain and it indeed happened. Perhaps without God to help me, I may be sick for a longer period of time! God really is merciful and the power of prayer is plendid!! Therefor I can say this, if you believe that God is the Saviour of your life, believe that He is the only way to have everlasting life, believe that He died that cruel day on that cross at Calvary for our sins(to bear our sins onto Himself who is has no sin), you can pray and talk to God and tell Him all your worries and troubles and God will come into your life to help you and to guide you along in your life! I am your friend and I am not lying to you! Firstly is because lying is a sin. Do you not trust your friend(me)?

So I stand here today, saying that if you got anything you have an uneasy mind about, pray and talk to God. Even a small matter, God wants you to kneel down before Him and tell Him... ...God is waiting at the heart of your door, waiting for you to let Him enter your life! Do not miss this wonderful plan that God has for you.

AND AS YOUR FRIEND, IF ANYONE OF YOU HAVE ANY PRAYER REQUESTS, I WOULD LIKE TO PRAY FOR YOU AND PLEASE TELL ME YOUR REQUEST EITHER THROUGH MY BLOG'S TAGBOX OR ON MSN! I REALLY WANT TO PRAY FOR YOU BECAUSE I BELIEVE THAT GOD CAN SOLVE ANYTHING AND NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE THROUGH GOD'S GRACE! I LOVE YOU GUYS AND I WANT TO ASK GOD TO HELP YOU GUYS BUT SALVATION IS ONLY YOUR CHOICE AND THAT IS WHAT YOU HAVE TO DECIDE ON YOUR OWN!

Prayer is communication between man and God. A family that incorporates prayer into their lifestyle are giving the ultimate gift to themselves. Life is difficult and suffering is an inevitable part of life. A family that prays knows that they can turn to God and be accepted and loved for who they are. Every human being needs to turn to God with his or her triumphs and failures and know that life is meaningful. A family that prays together has the ultimate support system.


(A poem to enjoy)

My request prayer
Dear Heavenly Father,

I have a prayer request
for a very special friend.

Help her to know you love her
beyond human comprehension.

Wrap her in your assurance
that it is your joy to help her
see her dreams come true.

Let her come to know you
in an even greater way,
that she knows who's she is
before your throne.

Give her victory before the
satanic accuser and help
her to walk proud to be
a child of the King.

Help her to see the wisdom
in not closing a door that
isn't closed.

Give her the faith to stand,
knowing that she was chosen
for a very special calling and
that you never make mistakes.

And let her know that her friends
love her and rejoice
in her victories, too!

In Jesus Name, Amen.


SO ONCE AGAIN, IF YOU HAVE ANY PRAYER REQUESTS, I WOULD LIKE TO PRAY FOR YOU!!!!

Thursday, December 3, 2009 @ Hey people!!
Hello guys!! Miss my posts??? Haha! I am just kidding. My blog tagbox is evidence that not a loy of people miss my posts haha, cause so few people tagging everyday. Well today is Wednesday but I am not posting because of Flyff maintainence. I have not been playing Flyff since the start of this month, December. I had planned before school holidays that November is the month of all play and no homework or studying but December is the month of study and homework(+play if there is more than enough time to do so) Study and homework are the first piority of the month of December haha. So I did not play Flyff and so I have proven that I am not addicted to games. I can stop whenever I want to haha!

Well so yea the past few days I have just been doing homework and revising my work! WHEEE!! I have completed one subject out of 9 subjects!! WOOOOO!!! The first subject that is done, know what is it?? Are you able to guess??? WHAHAHA!!! It is Additional Mathematics!! WOOOTS!! Now is my rest time haha because I have been doing homework and revising from 9am already and now is already 9pm. Haiz 12 hours you know???? Including my lunch of course, I have not had my dinner yet. And yesterday I was doing the same thing but from 11am to 10pm haha. Cool right? Not only I can play for so long, but I can study for a long time too!! I know when to study and when to play ya? Haha. Well tommorrow I plan to start on my Elementary Mathematics homework next. I plan to finish all my Maths homework first because it is the homework I love doing a lot since Maths is my most favourite subject and is what I am best in, compared to all my other subjects hahaha. Although Mathematics is what I love to do and can do non-stop without getting bored, it is time consuming as one question can maybe take up 10min of your time already and since I will be having my O'levels next year, you cannot imagine my pile of homework and the number of questions each homework has hahaha.

If only Joe did this hahaha!!!

So for sec 1 and students, enjoy your sec 2 life next year!!! WAHAHA!! For sec 2 students this year, I'm sorry but your turn is going to come soon!! WOOTS!! Haiz but for me is even worse, AHHHH!! I will be pushed by teachers so hard for O'levels that I think I can be so stressed up until I become totally bold haha!! Just kidding of course!! Well even if there is such stress, I wouldn't mind if I end up with 6 points and below for my O'levels haha!! Hmm anyway what shall I talk about today? Hmm hmm I have absolutely no idea on what to talk about! Because these few days I have not been going out at home and you know, staying at home, whats there to talk about? And when if I talk about everything that I do at home, won't you get bored? And I would have no privacy haha, I am revealing everything lol. Ok I shall just say some things that are really meaningful or at least they are to me... ..but but actually it applies to everyone of us haha so here goes!!

What is life to you? Is life just about studying? Is life just about your computer games? Is life just about hanging out with friends? If your answer to all these questions are yes, I'm sorry my friends, but you do not know what life is all about... ...life is so colorful and it has many interesting sections to it but you have only seen one part of life which is really so sad. Is life all about money? Is life all about getting a good family and getting a stable job? Are you really sure that all these things are life? Think about it... ...is your life worth? Do you think you have spend your life wisely? You only have one life on this Earth and you do not have a second chance once your life is broken because once it is gone, it is never going to come back. Nothing you do can change the things that you regretted doing, nothing you do can ever change the pain that you have caused others, nothing you do can ever change anything.

Hey God has promised us that if we believed in Him and put our trust and life in Him, we will have everlasting life. Isn't that great? I mean, isn't it great to worship our God who created us in His very own image? In Heaven, there will be no more sufferrings, no more pain, isn't is wonderful? You will not feel hurt anymore by anything or anyone. There will no longer be sin because in Heaven, it is a Holy place and sin is not present unlike Earth where there are lots of riots, wars, maybe just a minor thing like fightings between siblings and friends or children quarrelling with their parents. On Earth, we are not able to communicate with animals but in Heaven, In the Holy Bible, it is stated that we will be able to talk to animals, even to lions and tigers that we fear right on Earth. Isn't it wonderful?? I mean I rather be there than be on Earth when I feel hurt, when I feel sad or bored. So think about your life... ...what you do on Earth, once your life is finished, nothing will matter anymore, everything you gain or earn will be left behing on Earth and you can no longer take it with you.

There is a second life for you, yes thats true but is either you will spend it in Hell, buring in the flames forever and ever without stopping or you will spend it in Heaven together with our Father, our Creator. Second life is forever and you will no longer die again. So if you do not belive that Jesus Christ is the only way to salvation and that He died on the cross at Calvary for our sins, your destination is Hell for second life and it is not a place of fun where you can enjoy. Is a total painful place where you will be burnt in flames and it is everlasting, non-stop. You know how it feels on Earth when you are on fire? Yup that is exactly what you will feel in Hell but in Hell, the pain is forever and you will feel it forever and ever. It is definitely not the place you want to spend the rest of your second life in. And by second life, I do not mean the life that is what recairnation(I spell wrongly) or whatever, that is all just a belief and is not true at all. Do you actually believe a spirit of a person enters a pregnaunt woman's womb and becomes the new-born baby?? DO you believe such things actually exist?? Is just your imagination.

So once again, I ask you my friends to think about your life and think about where do you want to spend your second life next, in Hell or in Heaven? I said all these because I care for you, I care for all of my friends. Do you think I just waste my breath on all these? Do you think I am so free to do such things? If what I say is not true, I wouldn't even mention it because I have other better things to do but what I say is 100% absolutely true and is what the Lord says so Himself. So think, my friends, I care for you and I do not want to see you sufferring in Hell, I want to praise the Lord together with you, I want to spend my life with you in Heaven, I want to be with you always!! Like the saying "Friends forever!" I want to worship the Lord together with you. I want to do everything with you in Heaven. I say these because I care and I want you to have the blessings that I have, I want you to know our wonderful Saviour, Creator, Father because I too came to know Him only through a dear friend of mine many years back! And I rejoice the moment I am saved and thank God that I have such a wonderful and caring friend.


Trust me, when you believe and trust God as your Saviour, your whole life will change and you can sense that God is now with you because the Holy Spirit would then be with you always to guide you in your life! You will realise that this world is full of sin and will know that God is really God!!

Yup that is what I want to say today, I think I shall compose 2 poems!! Enjoy and see ya other times guys!!

I can't sleep
God, I can't go to sleep;
My eyes won't stay shut.
I've tried over and over
And still again, but,

My mind's not at ease
And although I have prayed,
My heart is troubled
And very dismayed.

Please give me peace
And give me rest.
May I wake up tomorrow
And do my best.

So now dear God
I will try it again.
I will go back to bed
And lay down my pen.

And hopefully this time
Without further ado,
I will fall right asleep
And have dreams of You.

God, I can't sleep,
Help me to leave all
my worries and troubles
into Your loving Hands.
Help me to forget all pain.
Lord, through you,
my night is peaceful!

Friends are made by God
God made the world with a heart full of love,
Then He looked down from Heaven above,

And saw that we all need a helping hand,
Someone to share with, who'll understand.

He made special people to see us through
The glad times and the sad times, too;

A person on whom we can always depend,
Someone we can call a friend.

God made friends so we'll carry a part
Of His perfect love in all our hearts.

We need someone to see us through,
Because there is someone out there,
Who is trying to tear us apart.

Friends are there to stop these,
Special people sent by God Himself,
To give us the strength we need
To fight off this someone!

Oh ya one more thing before I go, I shall comment about my current pm on msn(Do you love me? If no, don't tell me you do because it hurts when you fake it. If yes, tell me because I want to hear you say it)
: Lately the distance between us has been growing far apart even though you are just close by, so what you say is what I will hold dear to my heart. I am afraid that you may say the things I do not want to hear but I rather you do that then fake your feelings! If your heart is not in your words, please do not try to fake what you don't feel. Anything you ask me to do, I'd do. But if your heart is not in it, I rather walk away and I will not ask you to stay .

Yup thats my comments haha, actually is like a continued version haha!! Kk got to go!! See ya!!(*hint about those words wahaha!!!!)

That Love-Bird(me-me!!) ?

Heyy , Tommy Yuen Kai Weng 袁启荣 here (:
I'm 16 years old, going 17 next year(2011) July.
♥ I am single Lol!
Character: Tommy is a very happy-go-lucky person. He loves to chat, with girls or boys also never mind. He can be stubborn at times but he is very friendly. He is somtimes hardworking but sometimes lazy too. He is also sensitive at times when he is really concentrated on it. He never gets angry!
Handphone number: 92316552.
Email(add me on msn!): tyuenkw@hotmail.com
Birthday: 15 July 1994.
Ding Dong(doorbell ring): Cashew Heights Condominium
Schools studied in(Once a Bpian always a Bpian!): Bukit Panjang Primary School(last time). And Bukit Panjang Government High School(now).
PSLE score(really seriously bad): 240-250
Church: Gospel Light Christian Church
Position I uphold: Student Councillor, once an understudy of Functions
CCA: Volleyball(Haiz if got tennis better)

LOVES ♥
[♥] Her(In future maybe?)
[♥] Tennis
[♥] Sleep
[♥] Anime
[♥] Taiwan dramas
[♥] Korean dramas
[♥] Chicken rice
[♥] Arm wrestling
[♥] Tutoring primary kids
[♥] Young children
My Primary and Secondary classes [♥]
[♥] 1F - 2001
[♥] 2K - 2002
[♥] 3J - 2003
[♥] 4J - 2004
[♥] 5J - 2005
[♥] 6K - 2006
[♥] 104 - 2007
[♥] 204 - 2008
[♥] 3L1 - 2009
[♥] 4L1 - 2010

Whispers ...

Gooseberrys(Friends)

Listen ...
Message for everyone
The Lord is my shepherd. He guides me in my life, leading me in the path of righteousness. He is my Father! He is the best Father that one could ever have. He is my all in all. The Lord sees all, sees the heart but Man sees the outside. God makes no mistakes and He died on the cross for our sins. He loves us all no matter of who we are because He loves His dear children as He created us. We are all sinners and God gave us a chance to spend eternal life with him in Heaven. Heaven is a holy place and thus we cannot enter. But God is kind, loving and He cares for us, all it takes for us to enter into Heaven is just to believe in Him, to believe in His Words and repent from our sins. Take the step of faith and believe in God. Ask and you shall receive!
A little more?
Lord, I am Your child. Guide me along in my life. Lead me the way You want my life to me. Make me to be more like You.

I LOVE YOU!!!!! (To God, to Mei, to my girlfriend in future maybe?, Haha)

Do you think I have a girlfriend now or someone I like/love? Haha. Yes? No? Aiyo! Answer so obvious also don't know, BOO HOO! Hehe.
Relationship matter
A little more about me when it comes to relationship(BGR) haha.

If I love or like a girl, all I want is to see her smile. I will do anything for her to be happy. My heart will break whenever I see her being too close to another guy. However, if she is so so much happier with the another guy than with me, I shall let her go because all I want is her happiness and her smile. If she is happy, I will be happy.

Yes, my heart will break. But I will never show it(I think so) because I do not want her to know and I don't want her to have a hard time deciding and I don't want her to worry for me. As long as she can be happy, if I have to sacrifice my feelings for her, I will do it. It will be painful but it is the best I can do for her.
LOL ...
Memories ...