Miss and Love, are they the same?
I sit here on this cold bed
thinking about you, those lips,
those eyes, that beautiful smile,
that brings a light to my world.

I love you so much and can’t
resist your love and the way you kiss
missing you I will be; here in my room
it’s nowhere to be without you
all I can do is cry. My goodness,
how much I love you.

There’s memories of you in my head
there’s loneliness in my heart
I wish my life wasn’t so hard
And that we weren’t so far apart.

I will never forget that day,
the day my world has been shattered,
the day you and I see no more of each other,
the day I am left alone.
But that just brings me closer.

I miss that fire in your eyes
I miss the way you smile.
You took away that empty feeling
and made everything worthwhile.

I love you so much
with all my heart that it hurts.
And more than anything in this world,
I wish you still loved me
the way I love you….

I want you to Love Me
I love you so much,
but I can’t tell you
Cause you're far away.

My life changed when I met you
loneliness became a thing of the past.
I really thank God that we met
for where would I be without you?

I am not a great poet so I won’t try to be.
I just want to tell you what you mean to me.
It is so wonderful that we met.
It’s something I will never forget!

My love for you, Is so very true.
I love you my love,
and now and forever.
I want you to know that
you are my only true love.

If I only knew what was on your mind,
my answers wouldn’t be so hard to find.
It’s hard for me to say the things I want to say,
but I’m going to because I can’t wait another day.

You opened my eyes and now I can see,
really how much you mean to me.
You are my angel sent from above,
and you showed me the meaning of true love!

I want you to love me,
yet you are so far away.
I miss you every moment I don't see you,
that is just how much I love you!

Will you come back to me, my love?

Can we just be friends?
You kiss my cheek and walk away.
I am waiting for you to say "I love you"
But instead, you break my Heart
with your unkind words "can we just be friends?"
I look away.

A knife through my heart. It felt like the end.
You try to touch my cheek. I turn away.
Why can't we be more than Friends?
That is all I ever wanted.
Why? Why?

And More!!!

When you said those unkind words,
you ripped my heart to shreds.
My heart was broken, until tears can no longer hide.
I won't forget you!

Every time our song comes on,
I will think of you and sigh.
I want you so to be mine,
but yet the only thing I get from you,
which feels like a tiger ripping off my flesh,
are those words "Can we just be friends?".

Every time you call me
I will hang up without an explanation
Why?

That is the question that I asked that day.
The day you said

Can We Just Be Friends?

Hello friends!! I am back for my weekly post haha, actually I would be posting in the afternoon for every Wednesday but this morning I went to school to help out in the open house although I wasn't really helping out, I was simply slacking but also not really slacking because slacking basically means to do nothing. I was slacking from the open house duty of showing parents and students around the school, but I was busy doing my A-maths homework on further trigonometry in A-maths textbook. Today was not really boring because I love doing maths and besides it was my homework so I had to do it sooner or later so I don't really mind.

Anyway so yea when I came home, I was dead tired because of one simple reason, I slept for only 5 hours last night!! AHHHH!! I slept at 11+pm but then I woke up at 4 30am. I was supposed to wake up at 6 45am to prepare to go to school but I woke up at 4 30am just to play Flyff for a while until 6am hahaha. I wanted to play because yesterday I bought something in the game that lasted for 1 day period only so I wanted to make full use of it hahahaha , stupid me har? Oh well, I sacrificed my sleep for that waha. I reached home at about 3 30pm and I slept from that time until 7pm I guess? I was really tired but I didn't want to sleep further than 7pm because I need to post ya? YEAH!! Ok, I have nothing much really to post about, I have been staying at home for the past few days just playing Flyff haha. Besides I should play as much as I want because December is coming and that is month that I have to start on my other homework and to study for common test 1 in Term 1 Week 2. Busy month har? But I bet next year will even be more busy since I and the other sec 4s would be preparing for our O'levels examination. I am starting to feel the stress just from saying that haha... ...well it will also be the year which I will be graduating and leave Bukit Panjang Government High School to a Junior College.

Will you guys miss me? Will my juniors or friends forget about me? Haha... ...that is a question that I would want to know the answer but oh well I shall worry about that when I am about to graduate, not now. Now is still the time for me to spend with all my friends right? Haha... ... BUT.. ..we can still meet in Junior College or University if we enter the same one of course... ...furthermore, I may be classmates with this year sec 1 girls in University, who knows? Ok shall not think about that now haha. Back to what I was saying earlier, before I continue my post, I would like to thank someone. Thank You Si Ying for your present/reward/belated birthday present, whatever you want to call it haha!!!

Oh ya I shall make this post a little different from the rest of my posts, you'll see at the last part of this post haha. Ok today I am going to post about "LOVE" wahahaha... ...I got nothing else to talk about so I am just going to talk about that, let me warn you, not all the things I am saying is about me, I am just saying that topic in a general manner. Or you can say most of it is not about me haha...maybe? I won't know until I start talking about it haha because to be honest, up to now, I still have not really think about what to say about "LOVE" LOL!!! Ok never mind, let my hands and mind just guide me as I am talking about it ba...here goes.


Love is strange at times isn't it? There will be a time when you set your eyes on a girl or boy. Before I continue, let me ask you a question. Would you fall for a boy who is popular with the girls or a girl who is popular with the boys? Well the strange part is this, if you would like a person of such popularity with the opposite sex, like any other people who have fallen in love, you would chase after that person, you would chase all the way until you get him or her. But then if you achieve that love, you should be happy wouldn't you? Because you have finally gotten him or her. But then your heart may experiencea pain like an arrow piercing through because that person still has his or her popularity... ...and it hurts when you see him or her being together with other guys of girls. Strange isn't it? Well that is a thing that can never be answered, love just works that way and..
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If you are feeling that way, it would just mean you really love that person because after all, love(as in BGR love), is a 2-people relationship, only one boy and one girl. As love develops and grows stronger, you will tend to be more aware of what your partner is doing. When you see your partner being with another guy or girl, it just feels painful at times because you want your partner only to yourself. Your thinking and mindset will all start to change. At first when you are still chasing after him or her, you know that it is difficult but the jealousy you feel is not strong yet because your mind is just so concentrated on how to get him or her but after doing so, it changes totally.

AHHHHHHH!! I don't know how to continue how? Never mind I think of something else. Hmmm... ...ok never mind I am not good at explaining it, I need a real situation before I can show my skills of love because I am the master of LOVE wahahahaa, since I watch so many romance anime and movies, just kidding hehe. I think I shall just write poems ba.. ..poems poems poems... ..oh yea!!

A poem
I have tried to find the words
To tell you what I feel inside.
The words that will convince you
That what I feel is real.

The words that I tried to find,
are difficult to be expressed.
I know you have been hurt of love,
And I've been wounded too.
But being together we heal the scars
of love which makes us blue.

I has spent time avoiding love
With its anguish and pain,
But since the time I first saw you,
The time my eyes set on you,
I've learnt to love again.

But seeing you with the rest
Can't seem to fill my heart with content.
I tried to run away from love again,
For I am wounded the second time.
The more I run, the more hurt I am.

If you could only see with my eyes,
The beauty you would behold.
And with my heart you'd really know,
The love of which I've told.

I know you feel the same as I,
When in your arms I lie,
I feel the love that is in your heart,
And I'm always yours until I die.

I love you!


Warmth of the heart
Your body feels so warm.
Your body embraces mine.

I could just stay there forever
cuddled into you.
But I was greedy,
I want to tell you my love.
Emotions running wild in my head.
My heart screaming out.
Tell her
Tell her you love her.
It is so hard to try and keep it all together
When I'm in your warm arms.
I never want to let go,
I never thought a simple hug
could have sooooo much feeling.
When you hold me
In a crowded place,
Everyone seem to disappear.
And is just you and me standing there.
Feels like Heaven,
You made all my worries,
all go away,
away from my heart.
My heart is only for your warmth!

The reason I love you so
You wonder why I love you
And start to have doubts
When I pause to answer.
It's not that I making things up,
I know exactly what to say.
To me, it's second nature,
Just like Common Sense.

But the reason I pause,
Is because words don't seem to come out.
When I want to answer,
all of my reasons want to come out at once.
It's like a little race they have,
Of who's to be the first?

Don't question why I love you,
Because I don't want you to doubt my love
And that's more painful than what a bullet
Can do to my heart.
But if you really REALLY wish to find out,
Then okay, I shall tell you.

I know that I really love you,
Because in your arms is where I can really call my home,
When I am in my lowest state of emotion,
When I am so sad, so lonely, so 'far away'
Just your smile brings me back on my feet.
And when we kiss, every single bit of me,
Even the smallest and thinest particle,
Get centered in my heart.
And even though I can't see it,
I feel the fireworks going around us.

That is the reason why I love you,
Don't doubt me again,
Because that reason stays and is what
That keeps me going!

I love you!



Ok that is the end of my poems, enjoy them?? hahahaha!! Now is time for the something different but is just... ..Well see ya guys!!

(This is the something different)
To Sis(Samantha): Hello!! So many days of Band wor!! Didn't get to see you in school today though. Were you in school? Haha. Oh ya this Friday I can't go Youth, I going my cousin(Kenneth)'s house the whole day. Are you going?

To Serena: Hihi!! Hows things going? Good luck with your dance training tommorrow!! Enjoy your last training for the holidays! Haha.

To Si Ying: Yo!! Thanks for your present(reward) again!! I have not removed it yet, wahaha!! My mum also has not seen it. Lol. Have fun in your next year sec 3 class with your new classmates! Haha.

To Marcus Chua: Hey!! Waaa you good hor? Now go overseas already!! I this year not going overseas leh!! AHHHH first time end of year I never go anywhere, not fair!!! Never take me with you!! ARGH!!! Bad Bad!!

To Xin Tong: Ohaiyo!! Long time no chat!! Do you visit my blog often? HMM cause long time no see you tag haha!!

To Joanna: Good evening!! Haha saw you in school today. You got Infocom Club right? I MISS 105!!! Wahahaha!!!

Hello people!! I am just being random, it has been a while since I last took photos and so I had taken 3 photographs of my dog, Joe today this afternoon! I am just being random here so bear with me, will you? Haha here goes, enjoy the pictures!! Joe is just so cute!! RANDOM!!


He is sleeping in between my bed and my bookshelf.


I disturbed him by putting my soft toy lion onto his body haha.


Joe in action!! A bit blur though(don't know how adjust focus)

Yup these are the three pictures wahahaa!! Kk see ya guys!

Flyff is having its maintainence again so here I am posting again to update my blog. I just came back from school though because today morning BPGHS is having its open house so I was there to help out. Kk lets see what is there to talk about... ...hmm I guess I shall start from last Friday ba. I shall talk about my visit to Pizza Hut with my friends who are councillors too, then about the time I spent at home from Saturday to Monday and maybe about today too, about the open house and such. Hmm lots of things har? I bet this is going to be a long post again if I have the patience to type and type and type(I think I have?) Haha. Lets start, shall we?

Hmm ok about last friday, I think it was after dance rehearsal was it? Hmmm it was last week after all and I don't really remember the event. Ya I think should be dance rehearsal. I have dance rehearsal because of the G7 campfire which is tommorrow from 7pm to 9 30pm in school. The Student Councillors who are attending the G7 campfire needs to perform a dance during the campfire itself so ya there are dance rehearsals. We were dancing 'Wonder Boys', 'Nobody' and 'Sorry sorry'. 'Wonder boys' is kinda super easy to do it but then there are lots of steps and I keep mixing them up and do not know which steps come first and what not haha. 'Nobody' as you know is better done when girls do it because there is shaking of body and then like girly girly actions like that hehe so there is a part too difficult for me to do I guess? Until now I still do not get it how to do that part. Must shake here and then hand actions, AIYOYOYO!!! I not flexible enough sia haha. 'Sorry sorry' was the easiest among every songs and it was the best that I did in, Sherlyn and Man Ling were like saying I dance really look alike. I don't know who they talking about sia, look like who? The 'Super Juniors' or Rui Feng dancing haha.

During 'Nobody' dance, there is the part where must lift up leg and then I was wearing long pants. I didn't wear pe shorts on that day. Haiz and guess what happened? My pants split lol!!! My pants got a small hole!!! AHHH the moment I hear the sound of the splitting, I quickly put down my leg man!! Later never, it split somemore, DIE!!! I no need to go home anymore le, haha because pants got big hole. Fortunately, when my pants split, it was outside the music room where the boys were practising on their own on how to do the 'Nobody' dance and no girls heard that or knew that, otherwise I am so gonna be so so so embarrassed haha! First time my long pants split man!!! ARGH!!! Ok yea and while dancing, Si Ying and a few others keep looking back to see me and Jasper dancing the steps la... ...YEEEE!!! They want to laugh at us de!! 'Nobody' already so hard, they still want to laugh at us!! BOOO HOOOO! Hehe. And miserably enough, there were only 4 boys dancing for the G7 campfire and I was the only secondary 3 boy there, excluding the student executive members themselves.

Ok that was about it for the dance rehearsal for that day. It ended at about 12pm I think and then I went to lot 1 with Rahmat(How to spell his name??? LOL!!). But on the bus '300', Si Ying, Delphine and Joyce were there too. When we alighted, 3 of them asked the both of us whether we wanted to have lunch with them. I was like 'anything' as usual and I said I go eat lor but Rahmat left me!! BOOOOOO!!! He wanted to eat at home so didn't went to eat with me and the 3 powerpuff girls(3 girls ma, then powerpuff lor hahaha). Haiz haiz so I was the only boy during that lunch time. Only secondary 3 too. They were all secondary 2. I am one year older!! AHHHH!! NO WAY MAN!! I am way younger I don't care!!! I am 5 years old!! HUMPH!!! Besides Delphine I play play with her, I call her "Jie Jie" or "Da Jie" too haha!! But Si Ying don't want play de!! So serious!! BLECK!! She says call me "Di Di" very weird so she still calls me "Kor" haha. I don't really mind though. Ok I am going off topic le haha, back to the lunch time. I thought they wanted to eat somewhere cheap, well not cheap really but somewhere cheaper, but then they said they wanted to eat at Pizza Hut! AHHHH!!! PIZZA HUT!!!????

My money!! NOOOOO!!! But they said there was a student meal which I didn't know of because I hardly eat student meal haha so I said ok lor. Besides one day spend more money only never mind lor. I ordered 4 pieces of sweet and spicy drumsticks and a oriental chicken(was it?) haha. It was a baked rice! GRAVE MISTAKE BUYING THAT!!! You will find out later in this post why haha. Si Ying's food was the first to come. Delphine's, Joyce's and mine were like taking so so so very long!! Si Ying wanted to ask them to faster but then in the end she didn't. Soon, she influenced Delphine haha cause she too exclaimed the word "Faster". Waited and waited while chatting at the same time. I was at first quiet throughout because I knew nothing to say. After all the people eating with me are ALL GIRLS!! And I very shy towards girls de, the lesser boys I have around me, the more shy I will be towards girld!! Don't know why but I am like that haha. Well I am special being me so still am proud of myself!! God created me to be this way, special in His eyes so I should be thankful. Hehehe. But soon later, I started to talk and I don't know why also, natural way of speech and attitude lol! I started to get into the conversation and then there was teasing here and there around the table! I shall not say the teasing!! As in shall not mention details of the teasing, not important and is confidental. BLECK!!


Minutes later, the food finally came and my food was so so not looking delicious. Becuase I hardly eat baked rice and it so did not look delicious. Nevertheless, I still took a bite since I had already ordered this and in my mind immediately struck the words, "YEEEEEE!!!" I did not want to show that I did not really enjoy the food so I ate it real slowly. It was okok but I did not really like the look of it and the taste, I still prefer my chicken rice hehe! While I was eating, conversation was still going on and Joyce, when she first received her food, she started to take the cheese bottle and added cheeze to her baked rice. She was saying, "I am so disappointed in Pizza Hut's level of cheeze" LOL!! She added added added and then stopped. After eating a while later, she started adding again. She like practically put so much cheeze into her food lor!! I never see people put so much like her de. Usually people eat anything, the most is just like sprinkle 2-5 times of the amount of appetizer into the food but Joyce was like RA RA RA RA all the way!! LOL!! Is like... ...somemore eating only cheeze on her plate! Well it seriously looked like that from where I was sitting, looking at her food.

Suddenly don't know why, the conversation suddenly came to talking about Higher Mother Tongue or just normal Mother Tongue. Si Ying was like my Higher Mother Tongue always get Distinction!! Haiz I know my chinese is so bad but she is saying until my chinese is really so so bad haha! The moment she said that, Joyce started adding more cheeze and I was like "... ..."!! She said she didn't even get distinction in her higher mother tongue before even though she kept on saying to herself that she must get at least once a distinction. I wanted face ma, so I said my higher mother tongue also got distinction. Haha but that was when I was in primary 5. I took higher mother tongue in primary 5. But then my higher mother tongue got distinction while my normal mother tongue flunk!! Haha that was really the case back then when I was primary 5. I also don't know why, I just find higher mother tongue easier to score than normal mother tongue hehehe! Weird har? So since I got distinction for higher mother tongue, I could continue taking it for primary 6 but whats the point when my normal mother tongue failed? So I dropped higher mother tongue in primary 6 and my normal mother tongue was 'A' grade all the way haha.

Joyce started adding really more and more cheeze to her food when I said that because she did not even get once a distinction in higher mother tongue. LOL and she added more!! CRAZY!! Look at her eat so much cheeze, I also losing appetite le lor haha. And guess at the end of the day, how much of a bottle of cheeze did she use up? 1/4? 1/2? If you guess that, you are WRONG!! She added the whole bottle of cheeze into her plate of baked rice!! And the thing is, she finished her food completely clean! ... ... ...can you imagine that? AHHHHHH!! Can puke man for some of you if you see her eat!! She stole Delphine's share of the cheeze haha, poor poor JIE JIE hor?? Well but at least Delphine got a little of the cheeze in that bottle. Ok apart from that, everything something in the conversation came up that could possibly involve teasing in the next statement, the first person I would always look at was Delphine or ... Dolphin! Haha. You know why? Because she is always the first one to come up with imaginative ideas and such and can tease me until don't know what, until so so so so extreme haha.

Ok enough about the lunch time le ba. After lunch, everyone took LRT home, I also don't know why. Delphine usually takes the bus home but then don't know why that day she took LRT too. On the way to the station, we met Ayaka. We bought Sweetie before going up to the LRT station. When we went up, I say Serena and someone(Crystal, Sabrina or Zoe) I guess? Haha I don't know who the other person was. I still not too sure. Well I waved to her cause the train already came and she boarded the train but that was Senja train and I was taking the Petir train so I don't want to make one round circle before reaching home. Joyce and Si Ying were supposed to take Senja train but then don't know why also they waited for the Petir train and boarded with me. Delphine could take anything because she was alighting at Bukit Panjang. As for Ayaka, she was taking the Petir train because she was going to her grandmother's house. I was sitting down while the rest were standing. The seat to my right was empty though. Joyce was asking Si Ying to sit beside me but then Si Ying don't want so in the end Joyce sat down beside me. I closed my eyes and rested. Ayaka was saying I was emoing haha, which I was not la, I was just tired I guess. Oh ya and that time It was raining super heavily and I got no umbrella!! Didn't know how I could go home.


Anyway, I was closing my eyes, resting when I could hear Delphine, Joyce and Si Ying talking. They were like saying "Pinch Tommy" Or something like that but then of course I could hear them la, they talked so loudly de, if I cannot hear, I think I have something wrong with my ears haha. I heard them so as soon as I heard those words, I would open my eyes de and then they wouldn't pinch me haha but after a while, I would close them again! Minutes later again, we had reached Bukit Panjang station and everyone alighted other than me and Ayaka. Bid farewell to one another and off the train went. When we reached Petir, Ayaka and I alighted and I still had no umbrella and it still was raining so so so heavily!! AHHHH!! Ayaka had umbrella but she only had one!!! ARGH!!! I didn't know where her grandmother's house was until she told me and then it was the same direction I was going!! WOOOOOO!!!!! She offerred to share with me her umbrella!! WHEEEE!!! SO kind right?? Thanks Ayaka!!! Haha. At first she was like holding the umbrella before we went under the rain(Obvious!! She was the one with the umbrella) but then she said, "The feeling weird weird de!! Because you taller and I shorter then I hold the umbrella!" I didn't even realised it until she told me that hahahah.

So I said I hold the umbrella lor. And off we went to cross the road by the traffic lights, I was sort of tilting the umbrella towards Ayaka because I didn't want her to be so wet. After all the umbrella was not mine and I would have been totally drenched if not for her. So I just sacrificed my right shoulder to keep her not so wet lor!! My right shoulder was sort of super wet though! Haha but it doesn't matter!! SEEEE, I so nice also right? Haha just kidding. She brought me to a flat where there was shelter and then asked me if I would be fine and I told her that I could manage on my own le and asked her to go to her grandmother's house and not to worry haha!! Well, so bid her farewell and thanked her and then I walked until the shelter till a point where there was no more shelter! That was under the void deck of another flat which was just a short distance away from my condo's back gate. I had no umbrella and I did not want to get drenched totally to the skin so I called my mother and asked her to bring umbrellas out to bring me back home!! Haha so my mum soon came out after I waited for a while and then I was back home!! WOOO WOOO!!!

Kk went home le, bla bla and the next day came. Next day was Saturday and it was supposed to be tennis day in the morning!! ARGH!!! However when I woke up at 7am, I felt terrible and my body was really umcomfortable. Haiz something was wrong with me! I felt a really irritating feeling in my stomach so I decided that I better not play tennis cause later something bad will happen so I cancelled the tennis game I had and continued to sleep again. I could not go back to sleep at first so I prayed and BOOOOOOOM!!! I fell asleep!! WOOOTS! God answered my prayer!! YEA!!! However I woke up at 10am again and then, I got out from bed because the feeling I had felt earlier had gotten really worse and I felt like vomitting. Soon, I couldn't resist the vomitting feeling and I ran to the kitchen and I vomitted into the sink! The feeling and taste in my mouth was HORRBILE!!!!! Vomitting is never nice!! It had been a while since I last vomitted haha, about 3-4 years I think. I vomitted out all the baked rice food that I ate the previous day!! AHHHHH!!! SEEEE WHAT I MEAN???!!!! GRAVE MISTAKE ORDERING THE BAKED RICE FROM PIZZA HUT FOR MY LUNCH!!!! HAIZ!! My stomach still felt terrible but then I went back to lie down...and slept again... ...slept slept slep all the way until 3pm. Because I seriously could not take it getting out of bed.


Feel like I could faint any moment. Did not eat anything for breakfast and lunch for that day. I started to have fever. My fever was so great that I was shivering even though no fan or air con was on and even when my body was under my blanket. I thought I was strong enough to not see a doctor so I continued to rest on my own in my bed. I rested and rested until 7pm when my mum woke me and told me that I was going to see a doctor at 9pm because my fever had not went down and I still had vomitting feeling. Well I got to force myself out of bed and went to see the doctor. After coming back from the doctor, I had to eat before I can take my medicine so I went back to sleep again while my mum was cooking. By then it was around 10 45pm already. My mum cooked porridge. That was the worst of the worst period for that day!! I was shivering really greatly and the coldness could not seem to go away. I prayed again, not really but just crying out to God, "LOrd, please help me remove this pain I am feeling at this moment of time!"... ...it sort of worked after a while and I got to sleep when my mum woke me up at 11 15pm. I went out and I got the vomitting feeling again. Oh ya the doctor said that I ate something dirty which just meant I had food poisoning.

I ate the porridge, just 4 bites and I could not take it anymore. I needed to vomit again and I went to the sink once again. I vomitted all the porridge that I ate a while ago and a few other things. I could not eat!! The stupid horrible feeling was back in my mouth haiz. In the end, so I didn't eat anything at all on Saturday. I just went to take my medicine and I managed to sleep again after talking to God. Thank you Lord!! Because of You, I am able to do anything and You are always there when I need You! Of course there were my friends too who were worried for me! Want to know who? Haha.... .... well they are Si Ying(Mei), Serena, Samantha(Sis) and Benhardi(Tennis friend). Know why only so little? Because they were the only ones who knew I was sick lol. Well so practically I slept the whole day and night for 3 whole days. From Saturday to Monday. Didn't get to play Flyff or go to church to see my sis(Samantha) after she came back from Shanghai and to didn't get to worship the Lord. Haiz haiz!! So so sad! My fever subsided only on Monday but I still got the vomitting feeling on Monday. On Tuesday, there was supposed to be the open house briefing, but I didn't attend cause I was still sort of sick although on Tuesday, I was well enough to get out of bed le.

I was playing Flyff since I could get out of bed haha and telling those who worried for me that I was well le. Si Ying and Terrence told Man Ling that I got food poisoning in the meeting and suddenly the whole council knew I was sick!!! Even My Hisham!! LOL!!! Haha. After the meeting, Delphine(DA JIE) also smsed me haha asking how was I but I was already near to recovering when she smsed me. Well but because she only knew it yesterday so can't help it lor!! Never mind de. Well so I like to thank my friends and others for worrying for me!! Thank you thank you!! I am well now! Recovered already! Haha. 100% recovered but still in the just recovered state so not going to do anything that makes me perspire a lot until this Saturday. Thank you, my loved ones!!! (My friends are my loved ones, cause I treasure them!!) Hahaha. I thank God for keeping me safe in His arms too and for putting His healing hands on me and for letting me have such loved ones!! Hehehe.

Note for Marcus Chua: That time when you say I sleeping at 8pm... ..that time on msn, I was sick so I didn't reply and so I needed to go back and rest.

Ok and now is Wednesday! Which is today la lol! Open house was in the morning from 7 30am to about 1 30pm. It was kinda fun especially when my primary school came!! Because I sort of know the primary school teacher and we were talking and talking. Miss Foo even was saying, "Waaa you catching with your ex-teacher ar?" hahaha!! Shall not talk much about today le, shall stop here because I think the post is really super super long already right? Should be haha, shall see the length after I press the 'publish post' button! Haha... ...Tommorrow is G7 campfire!! Haiz since I just recovered, I am no longer going to dance le, I am just going to watch! Haiz!! I actually wanted to dance together with my friends but then I fell sick, oh well it doesn't matter le since the days had already past.

Kk then see ya guys, but before I go, another poem for you to enjoy!!


God Knows Best For Everyone!
Our Father knows what's best for us,
So why should we complain...
We always want the sunshine,
But He knows there must be rain.

We love the sound of laughter
And the merriment of cheer;
But our hearts would lose their tenderness
If we never shed a tear.

Our Father tests us often
With suffering and with sorrow;
He tests us, not to punish us,
But to help us meet "tomorrow."

For growing trees are strengthened
When they withstand the storm;
And the sharp cut of the chisel
Gives the marble grace and form.

God never hurts us needlessly,
And He never wastes our pain;
For every loss He sends to us
Is followed by rich gain.

And when we count the blessings
That God has so freely sent;
We will find no cause for murmuring
And no time to lament.

For Our Father loves His children,
And to Him all things are plain;
So He never sends us "pleasure"
When the "soul's deep need is pain."

So whenever we are troubled,
And when everything goes wrong,
It is just God working in us
To make "our spirits strong."

Thank the Lord for everything in your Life!! Love Him as He loves Him! Every circumstances that you face in life, is what God plans but it is to build you up for further problems in life! Never fear because the Lord is here always with you, ask Him and you shall receive! Ask, it never hurt to ask Him! He is waiting for you! Call upon Him and open the door of your heart for Him to come into your life, to work in your life! Thank God always for everything that has happened because everything is planned and there is a good purpose and reason behind all of His doings! Trust Him! For God loves His little children!

Psalm 23:1--> The LORD is my shepherd; I shall not want.

Psalm 23:2--> He maketh me to lie down in green pastures; he leadeth me beside the still waters.

Psalm 23:3--> He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake.

Psalm 23:4--> Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; they rod and thy staff they comfort me.

Psalm 23:5--> Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over.

Psalm 23:6--> Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the LORD for ever.

(Pictures in this post has no link to the post, some of them)
WHEEE!! 4 days never post le... ...I am back to post once again! Haha but after this post, I will be playing Flyff again... ...so maybe I will only be posting once a week in the holidays? Haha. Now is maintainence of Flyff. And the thing is HOLIDAYS!! WOOO!! I just woke up! Haha, woke up at 11am. I was really tired yesterday after my tennis game with my friends but I didn't take any afternoon nap like I usually do after every tennis game, instead... ...you know what I would do right??? Haha... ..I was kinda addicted to Flyff so I went to play it even though I was so so so tired. Hehe. Kinda stupid of me, isn't it? To be honest, I am still tired right now. Anyway lets start talking about events for the past few days... ... ...ok wait, nothing much to talk about because I had been staying at home for the past few days, AHHHH!!! I never go out at all, I was just at home playing Flyff, boring life har? Excluding going to church and playing tennis.

Ok, lets talk about yesterday's tennis game with my friends before continuing to talk about other things(While doing so, I can think of what other things there are to talk about, hahahha). Before 8am, Serena smsed me to wish me fun for tennis while I wished her fun for her class outing haha. At 8am, Zi Yi smsed me that he was approaching the back gate of my condo already, so I left my house and went to the gate to bring him in as usual. We walked to the tennis court, played for a little short while for about 20 minutes, and then Benhardi called me. He was also at the gate already, thus I stopped playing and walked all the way back to the gate and opened it for Benhardi to come in. AHHHH!!! Tennis is not the only thing that made me exercise, haha, walking up and down to the gate was too!! Haiz. Oh well, so this time walked with Benhardi to the tennis court and then we started playing. Since I was kinda the better one there, Benhardi teamed up with Zi Yi to play against me, but we were only practising and not competitive that kind.

Play play play and then I was a bit exhausted, so is Zi Yi. Zi Yi got exhausted easily. Haha. I was a little tired because after all I was playing against 2 person, so I would use more effort to try to score and I would actually have to run more than both of them hehe. Benhardi wasn't tired then, so only Zi Yi and I went to buy drinks first, Benhardi was practising how to serve by himself. We bought drinks and went back to the court. Benhardi saw that Zi Yi was drinking a glass of soya bean so he wanted to drink that too, thus he asked Zi Yi to help him to buy. While waiting for Zi Yi, Benhardi and I continued to play tennis. Zi Yi was soon back and that was the commence of our first water break. It was roughly about 10minutes of rest only. Benharid and Zi Yi started to be very lame... they used their glass bottles to spin on the ground to play truth or dare!! LOL!!!!!! They were just spinning the bottles to see who was the victim but we didn't play the game haha. Just spinning of bottles and see who it pointed to, thats all. Oh well, anyway water breaks were boring so just did that while resting lor. Haha.


After which, first water break was over. I cannot remember the time haha. Since just now Benhardi was teaming up with Zi Yi to play against me, I wanted them to get a chance to really play tennis, so I stepped out and asked them to play against each other while I just watched haha. SEEEEE!!! I so good right? So kind!! Haha. Well thats me!! No la, just kididng, self praise not counted!! So lets ask those who are reading my post, AM I KIND?? YES? NO? Haha. Ok so in order not to be bored from not playing, I went to help them pick the tennis balls... ...ball picker haha and at the same time, I served from either side of the court while they played with my serve balls. Was my serve really that hard and fast??? Haha cause whenever I serve, they would always change their look on their faces into the serious type, seeing properly to receive my serve. But whenever either one of them serve, they would always give that kind of look which says, "AIYA!!! Easy serve la!! Surely won't serve over" that kind haha. Oh well, if that is the case, I am so proud of myself. Hehehehe!!! Soon, I think Javier called and said that asked if we were still plaing because he wanted to come and play with us too since this Saturday he couldn't make it as he would be in China.

So he said that he would be leaving his house soon. I continued to do what I was doing, until I was really bored from serving and picking balls only haha. I went to join Zi Yi first to play against Benhardi. Haha. I could react very fast and I kinda snatched lots of Zi Yi's balls!!! Sorry sorry!! I guess the tennis steps and movements are already registered in my brain and I just reacted whenever I see the ball coming... ...SORRY!! After a while, Benhardi looked more tired already and so I joined Benhardi this time to play against Zi Yi. This time I sort of learnt my mistake when teaming up with Zi Yi that time, I told my brain to stop reacting, yup yup!! And let Benhardi get an equal share in receiving the balls. Hehe I was having an internal battle with myself while battling outside in tennis haha. Sounds complicated, haha never mind. Well Javier soon smsed and said that he was about to come already, so we stopped for our second water break. Water breaks are important becuase our body need water and we were losing lots of water through perspiring already. Zi Yi went to help me to buy my bottle of water, the big big one. Very bad to drink soft drinks everytime I play tennis with my friends so this time I drank water only.

Zi Yi came back and I asked him to throw the bottle to me. AHHHHHHHH!!!! Biggest mistake ever man!! He threw the bottle and I thought he would throw to me properly but I guess he didn't have much strength. He threw the bottle so far away from me, in front of me and it fell to the ground!! AHHHHH!!! Water started to gush out from the bottle. OH NOOO!!! The bottom of the bottle has a hole. ARGH!!! So I must tilt the bottle the other way to prevent leaking. I place it on the bench near the tennis court to prevent it from falling over while Zi Yi suggested to buy another bottle of water so that when that bottle is empty, we can use the broken bottle to refill. Haha good idea!! But it was me spending more money on just water la. So throughout today's whole tennis, only 2 water breaks but I got 3 big bottles of water!! WAAAA!! Drank quite a lot har? Well, tennis is a very tiring sport anyway. After our second water break, Javier said that he was at the gate already so one of us had to go bring him in. I was lazy already, because I brought Zi Yi and Benhardi in le, so I asked Zi Yi to go. Zi Yi was so stubborn and refused to go, then Benhardi had his heart soften so he helped me to go bring Javier in. Haha. Thanks Ben!!! You're the man!! lol

I played with Zi Yi while waiting. Benhardi and Javier soon came into the court and then Javier joined me while Benhardi joined Zi Yi!! WOOOO doubles time!! After playing a while, it was getting really really boring. Because the amount of times you can actually hit the balls are lessen. And for a partner like Javier, he was so lazy to pick up balls and I always had to do it, otherwise no balls to play with. LOL. Javier too was bored and he suggested to play one vs one, cause the court beside us was empty, no one was using it so we got 2 courts to use. But of course I only booked on court to use but never mind. I played with Javier while Benhardi played with Zi Yi. Javier said he wanted to play with someone who can play better so that his skills would be able to come back to him cause he had not played for a while. He chose me because of that... ...hahaha seeee!! They all know that I was the best of them hahahaa, just kidding lol. Tennis is a weird sport isn't it? If you do not play it for a long time or for just a short period of time, your body tends to forget how to play it and you need a while before your body remembers everything again. So I played with Javier. I was playing like normal when Javier kept missing the ball or could not catch up to the ball, he finally said, "Hey dude, can don't hit so hard or not???"


I was like, "HUH?? This call hard meh?" but I didn't say it to him, just thinking to myself so I just replied, "OK i hit softer". Then I really reduced the strength I used to hit the ball. Javier was now satisfied haha and we rallied lots of times because Javier was able to catch the ball but still Javier was always the one losing points and the balls were all at his side of the court. Since he was the lazy type, he took quite a while to pick up the balls which made the game a bit boring but I was still kinda happy that I can play tennis. It was a bit unfair though haha, cause Javier used all his strength to play while I had to hit the ball soft soft for him!! ARGH!! Oh well doesn't really matter cause his strength wasn't that great! Javier is the type who plays normally and does not care about power haha unlike Benhardi. Benhardi was the type who as long as can over the net can le, but must have power and strength haha. So played with Javier for a while and then I think Benhardi was bored playing with Zi Yi and requested for a change of partner haha. Benhardi changed with Javier and so now Benhardi was playing against me while Javier was playing against Zi Yi.

Played with Benhardi for about 20mintues and then I asked to stop because don't know why I got a little stomach ache and I could not run properly so of course I would not catch up to lots of balls. Before I had stomach ache, I caught up to lots of Benhardi's balls which I usually does. When I was resting, Benhardi also rested and said a comment, "You really react so fast and run so fast sia. Your turning so quick de. Normal people won't be able to react to slices". Slice is a skill of tennis. Then I replied while drinking my water, "That means you saying I abnormal la?" LOL hahaha. But of course I know that Benhardi was not meaning that but I loved to joke around haha. Well that was a compliment! WOOO WOOO!!!! Yay for me!! Zi Yi saw that we were resting and so he also came to use and rested. Javier on the other hand, wanted to play somemore. By then, my stomach ache surprisingly was gone, and Javier asked me to play with him again. He said he wanted to see if he could make me run because whenever I play tennis, I always make my opponent run up and down or left and right of the tennis court. Javier wanted revenage haha.


So I got up and played with Javier. Benhardi and Zi Yi were kinda tired already and so they rested and chatted throughout the time I was playing with Javier. At first, yea Javier could make me run but it was a mild 3 times only, the rest of the times, I was just standing at the same spot, only moving like 10cm to the right or left to hit back the ball which was not really running, it looked like I was just staying still haha. Because Javier was basically just hitting back to me at the same spot so I need not even move. Haiz I guess Javier couldn't aim at the left or right, only know how to hit back the ball haha. Well as for me, I still played like usual but since Javier wanted to make me run, I instead made him run and I made him run even more than usual. After he ran to the extreme end to the left, I made him run to the extreme end to the right for the next ball. I very bad har?? But Javier did not mind haha. Of course sometimes Javier could not make it on time to hit the next ball. After a while, Javier said, "I still can't make you run!!!" Haha. At the same time, I could hear Benhardi saying to Zi Yi, "You see, his way of hitting the ball quite nice!"

I continued playing with Javier and sort of took a peek to see who was Benhardi referring to. Javier or me? And I found out that they were looking at me while playing so of course they were referring to me la. Hahaha. Well, I learnt how to hit the ball is through a tennis coach ma after all. But I had 3 tennis lessons only before I quitted tennis lessons to play on my own le. Continued playing with Javier a while until he totally gave up on trying to make me run so we rested together with Benhardi and Zi Yi after that. After resting, before we really ended our day of tennis, We played for the final time. I played with Zi Yi this time while Benhardi played with Javier. This was where Si Ying smsed me haha, she thought that I forgot to sms her because yesterday she asked me to sms her when tennis is done but tennis was not done yet haha. After playing, we packed up and we went off to my condo's washroom to wash our faces and for them, would be the changing of clothes. After which, we went to my condo's cafe to have our lunch. While eating, I smsed Si Ying and Serena. Si Ying was having her 202 class outing while Serena was having her 102 class outing hahaha. Both of them had class outing. Zi Yi ate spagetti and fried rice, both Benhardi and Javier ate 2 plates of chicken rice while I ate one plate of chicken cullet(with more chicken and add shao rou) and one plate of mui fan. Hahaha cool right? All of us ate two servings!!

Tennis is just so energy-consuming that we need to eat so so so much!! Haha so don't ever think that tennis is not tiring and is an easy sport hehehe. My knees were about to break then when I was in the cafe eating lunch and my arm now still hurt if you press it, but only if you press it. If you just leave it, I won't feel any pain at all haha. You know why my knees were about to break then?? Haha cause I had been standing for like 4 hours and playing tennis. We played from 8am to 12 30pm... ...4 hours and a half man!!! People will say we siao!! haha but we don't care. We just want to play!! WOO WOOO!!!!

ok thats all about tennis yesterday and WOAH!!! SO long already!! Haha so shall not bore you by talking about more things le. Shall just add one poem of the day. Enjoy and see ya guys!!! Before that, I MISS EVERYONE!!! I NEVER SEE EVERYONE FOR SO SO SO LONG!!!!!! I MISS ... .. ...(Fill in the blanks!!!) Haha I think you would know who... ...there is no need for me to say, BLECK!!!!


Keep Going (Move on)
When things go wrong, as they sometimes will,
When the road you're trudging seems all uphill,
When the funds are low and the debts are high,
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh,
When cares are pressing you down a bit,
Rest if you must, but don't you quit.

Life is queer with its twists and turns,
As every one of us sometimes learns.
And many a fellow turns about,
When he might have won, had he stuck it out.
Don't give up, though the pace seems slow,
You may succeed with another blow.

Often the goal is nearer than
It seems to a faint and faltering man;
Often the struggler has given up,
When he might have captured the victor's cup;
And he learned too late when the night came down,
How close he was to the golden crown.

Success is failure turned inside out,
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt.
And you never can tell how close you are,
It may be near when it seems afar;
So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit,
It's when things seem worst that you mustn't quit.

James 1:12 -----> Blessed is the man that endureth temptation: for whe he is tried, he shall receive the crown of life, which the Lord hath promised to them that love him.

Haha a memory that is found in my Bible which is so dear to me, I wrote down this when my heart was troubled and the Lord answered my prayer and gave comfort to my soul and heart. I cannot remember when I wrote this exactly, but it should be when I was primary 5 or 6. I wrote, "Lord, show me the way. You are my Saviour, please help me. I am lost in the woods, and you are the only one who know the way out. Show me Lord!" Haha... ...God is really wonderful in the ways He does things. Somehow we just do not see the way God is doing, but He knows and we should trust Him in whatever we do and believe that God is able to solve every problems and challenges that we may face in life. Do not weary when times are bad, look up to God. Remember that He is always there for you. Believe and take comfort in His wings of happiness, hope and peace. GOD IS GREAT!!

Hihi!! These few days I will not be posting very often haha, cause I can play Flyff and when I got a game to play, I sort of neglect my blog maybe? Haha... ...oh well off and on like today I will still post to update my blog but it won't be that long of a grandmother or grandfather story anymore haha, so relax and enjoy reading. Well whats short to me may not be short to you, BLECK!!!!

This morning, woke up at 7am to switch on the heater to shower later and then I went back to sleep. OH NOOO!!! I would have overslept if not for Si Ying and Serena's smses. Both of them smsed me around the same time of 7 30am. WOOOOO!!! Thanks!! Thanks!!! I managed to wake up, woooo!! Otherwise I think I would have overslept. Thinking back now, I think I rather overslept than wake up at 7 30am hahaha, you will know why soon. Well since I woke up at 7 30am already by their smses, I looked at their messages and off I went to bathe before replying them! Since my heater had been left on for 30 minutes already haha. Went to shower and my way of showering is very unique I guess? WAHAHAHA!! Usually you undress or put on clothes in the toilet right? I am very different hehe. Hey hey, I know by now you would be thinking something weird right(Especially people who are dirty-minded or think wrongly hmm hmm like Marcus Chua maybe hehe)?????

Well first thing I do is I will take my towel from the toilet that is in the center of my house or near the center. Then I will go into my room, put it onto my bed. Next, I will undress in my room and then wrap the towel round my waist, covering from my waist to my knees I think. Then, I will take my clothes and put into the basket beside the washing machine for my mum to watch them later. After which, I will go into the master bedroom with my mum still sleeping and enter the toilet there to shower. Bla bla shower shower and then finish. After bathing, will do the same, dry myself clean in the toilet and then wrap the towel round my waist again and walk out of the toilet and from the master bedroom to my room and there is where I will put on my new set of clothes hahahaha!!! Unique way right?? Oh well... ...cause I guy ma so top reveal also nobody cares right right??? I bet if Marcus is reading right now, he will definitely say, "Tommy loves to enjoy watching his chest muscles!" LOL right MARCUS???

Ok I am off topic already haha. After showering, I went back to my phone again and then replied to the both of them. Serena is going to don't know what library to do don't know what orientation thing with young children I think? AM I right Seremy?? Hmm hmm I think so. Then Si Ying is going to Singapore Poly to do don't know what science thing... ...ahhh boring boring haha. At 8am, Zi Yi was still nowhere to be found and nowhere to be heard. I smsed him but no reply, so I predicted that he overslept. Waited for him in my room until 8 15am, then he finally send an sms, saying "Sorry, I overslept a bit", .... .... ... ... .... A BIT!!!! Is not a bit lor, is a lot!!! One minute of normal time is one hour's of my time!!!! No la, haha just kidding. Ok waited and then 8 20am, he messaged me again and said that he was arriving my condo's back gate already so I left my house and went to the back gate. Went there, Zi Yi still had not come yet so I walked out my condo through the back gate, and sat at a bench in one of the flat's void deck hehe. Waited and waited and AHHHHHH!!!!! Zi Yi still wasn't there, smsed him and he never reply, good way of being late har? Haha. I waited until finally, it was 8 40am when Zi Yi came!! He made me sit at the bench there for 20min!!!! AHHHHH!!!!! I will slaughter him to the pig sly man!!



Ok went to play, bla bla... ...my tennis skills sort of puncture haha!! Since I never play for 2 whole weeks already. Benhardi who was supposed to come at 8 30am also did not reply me and so I presumed he overslept as well but I already got Zi Yi to play with already. Until 10 15am when Zi Yi wanted to go for his tuition, then Benhardi smsed me and said that he overslept!! OH well!!! Never mind!! I am not angry haha, never get angry over such trival matters. So played tennis for about 1.5 hours today only, haiz so short but it was fun!! Tennis is always fun no matter what happens!! OHHH YEAAAA!!!

Kk thats all about today and lets talk a little about yesterday, shall I? Hmm hmm... ....yesterday during recess..walked past the school hall to accompany Kester to the canteen. I did not feel like doing anymore A-maths for recess yesterday so I just accompanied Kester lor. As soon as I walked past the hall about 20-30metres(I have bad estimation of length), I saw Serena!! Haha cause she was waving at me!! She was with two of her friends, Zoe and Vanessa, they seemed to be pulling her around and don't know what they doing la. Hahaha!!! From what I heard from Serena and from her blog, she said that they were trying to get her to talk to me!! Haha so funny!! I waved at her too and looked at Kester after that. He was like having this big wide smile on his face!!! WOAH!!! HAHAAHHA!!! And he was nodding his head... ... ...oh well, after which saw Sherlyn and we said "Hi" to one another. Walked down the staircase and then saw Clarrisa and Xin Tong!! Said "Yo!" to Xin Tong as well after she said "Hi Tommy!!" as usual again!!! Hahaha!! Serena said that Crystal was with Clarrisa and Xin Tong, AHHHHH!!! I cannot remember how Crystal looks like!!! ARGH!!! Bad memory!! Hehe.

Walked down to the canteen and saw Joanna eating something, don't know what she eating... ...said "hi" to her too!! Haha. Then followed Kester to buy his food while I just watched him eat, because I usually don't buy anything to eat or drink during recess. Most of the time, I would be staying in the classroom, either doing work or to chat with other friends or to sleep!! Haha these few days I never sleep during recess!!! WOOOOO!!! SO COOL!!!

Kk I guessed thats about it for today's post!! Short right?? Not long at all, not even one bit hahaha. Everyday in school, I am always hearing, stalker, watermelon, bla bla bla names said by Thomas or Marcus hahahaa!! They refer to certain girls!! Anyway yesterday was the end of forward track and was the start of my end of year holidays!!! WOOOOHOOOO!!! Oh yea!! But holidays must also study, NOOOOO!!!! ANd I got tons and tons of homework!! NOOOOOOO!!!!!!! AHHHHH!!! Haha ok, I shall stop my typing here, see you guys next time!! Tom Tom signing off!! WHEEEE!!!

WOOOOO!!! Today is Wednesday!! Two more days to Friday and Forward Track will finally finally be over!!!!! WOOOOOO!!! Anyway today so sad, Flyff having its weekly maintainence again so I cannot play for today. Thus I slept from the time I came home until 7 30pm I guess... ...and now I got the time to post haha. Hmm hmm I shall talk about yesterday's excussion to the discovery centre and today's adventure!! WAHAHAHAHA!!! Everyday is an adventure, ya? Hehe. Without further delay, I shall start my post... ...for some reasons that are unknown to me, these few days my post is no longer as long as long long long ago right? Haha. I also don't know why. Nothing to talk about without my dear sec 1 and 2 friends haha... ...

First lets talk about today. Present is more important than the past..Haha... Never remain stuck in the past, always move forward to experience what life has for you, what God has planned for you in your life. Ok, today morning, no one smsed me haha cause Serena is sleeping I guess and Si Ying, I told her not to because since she does not have forward track, means no school, I told her to get more rest and there is no need to sms me haha. Seee I so nice right??? Nah, just kidding. Went to school, and I don't like fourth floor classrooms!!!!! In the morning already make me exercise!!! ARGH!!! And somemore instead of seeing a nice classroom, it is 201 classroom which is so so so much smaller than the sec 3 classroom!! AHHHH!!! Next year somemore my classroom is on the fourth floor!!! ARGH!!!! But at least there is air-con hahahahhahaa since only sec 4 classes have air-con in them. Oh yea!! I love air-con!!!

Enough about air-con!! Haiz I am being distracted by the talk of air-con haha. Back to where I was, erm where was I? Oh ya, ok, erm I went into class as soon as the auntie unlocked all the classroom doors and once again I took out my A-maths textbook and started doing them. I had been doing them in the morning for the past few days. Cause no 105 for me to visit(HEY I MISS THEM A LOT, YOU KNOW???), I just have to stay in class do my own work lor. Boring boring!! Haha. Kester soon came and then Marcus and then Thomas bla bla. It was almost 7 45am and off I went down to the first floor to my gate duty as usual. OK bla bla have lessons, some interesting but some are boring!! I wanted to sleep but I never sleep in class before, so although I looked like I was paying attention to the lessons haha, I was actually fighting with the "Sleeping bad-guy" in me... ...beating him up and throwing him up and down in my body so that I can stay awake haha.

First lesson today was E-maths, had a short test!! Dots... ...is only 3 questions with of course the sub questions under each question. At first teacher gave us 30min to complete it, from 8 15am to 8 45am. I was like thinking, waaaa 3 questions give half an hour, must be very difficult la. Indeed first question, I looked at it and I was sort of stuck?? Haha didn't want to waste time so I did question 2 and 3 first before going back to question 1. When I got back to question 1, I don't know why but suddenly saw how to do it so I did it lor... ...while doing the questions, everyone was saying, "How to do?" and teacher was being kind or don't know what haha, instead of the half an hour only, he extended the time to 45min for just 3 questions.... WOAH!!! LOL!!! I finished the 3 questions in 20-25min though and wanted to hand up my work but then, teacher said I go sleep first haha. Then he asked, "Have you finished the paper or are you finished?" LOL!!!!! Haha didn't get what he meant for the first 5sec but then I got it... ...hahahaha!! Of course I finished the paper la, if I am finished by just a meer 3 questions, I am so pathetic man!!! Somemore is MATHS!!! My best subject!!! Haha.

Ok other lessons got nothing much to talk about... ...Oh yea notice something, Hui Ling' expression changed and she looked like she was in a bad mood or did she cry??? Haha during A-maths, the second period after recess, she came back to class with that sad or angry look on her face. During the time from recess until A-maths period, she was nowhere to be seen. Haiz haiz, what happen? I have no idea.

1 30pm soon came and lessons for today were finally over!! I went to have my lunch in the cafeteria(school canteen) with Sze Kai, Syafiq, Marcus Liau and Zheng Lun. All of them were staying back in school to play soccer I think but I staying back cause I had to practise dance steps to prepare for the performance during the G7 campfire on 17 November I think, if I didn't get the date wrong which I don't think I got it wrong haha. We were talking about level ranking and stuff. AND WAAAA!!!! 204 of 2008 seems to be doing well in their studies, well most of them. Mostly all below 100 de.... waaaaa!! Impressive haha! I think if I was now in 204 of 2009 with the same group of classmates, I think my class position would be 20+ or 10+ man!!! And my level is only 94 so you see, how well my ex-classmates are doing?? Haha. Well, we finished our talk and our food and off I went up to the hall with Shahera(Not 3L1 Shahera but 3P1 Shahera) cause she was also going for the dance practice. Went up to the hall and the dance instuctor was nowhere to be seen, the dance instructor was Sherlyn Wong. She had not even come to school!!! LOL!!!!!


A picture to see from yesterday's excussion(to brighten the post up)

Waited a bit, then (someone-a sec 2 male councillor, I forgot his name haha) came, followed by Charmaine and Jia Qi and then Sukruth. Pathetic man!! Today only 6 people learning the dance steps!!! PATHETIC!!!!!!!! Haiz haiz ok never mind we practised for a bit, and I was like "how to do this? How to do that?", AIYOOOOO!!!! The steps so confusing de and Sheryln like superman like that, do do all the steps so quickly and never pause to ask us to start from the beginning!!! AIYOOO!!!! My mind exploded sia haha. The dance steps were a modified version of sec 1 orientation in the year 2008. We did a bit and then suddenly at 2 45pm, a group of girls came into the hall and I thought they were the fencing people!! Cause the dance people were supposed to use the AVA room, Sherlyn and Serena told me de. But then they were all girls and the first girl who was like leading the group looked like from dance. And when they walked closer to where we were(on the stage), the person really was from dance and the whole group was from dance!!! AHHHHH!!! Paiseh liao, don't want practise dance le!! All of us went to hide behind the stage or at the side of it behind the red big fat thick curtains haha.

I was like telling my group of councillors... ...haha my group of councillors. I am trying to get back my high position in the council you know? Since they are sec 2s and Sherlyn is not an understudy and Shahera is only half-understudy, I used to have more hmm hmm authority last time??? Haha yea... ...haiz now new excos le, no more understudy for me le!! Stepped down le... ...sad right? Haha. Ok I told them that professional dancers come liao, then we unprofessional don't dare dance in front of them let them see haha. Furthermore, there were people in dance that I know. They are Serena, Xin Tong, Clarrisa and Crystal. Well but these four were not there at the moment yet. After a while, after discussing the dance steps at the side of the stage, saw Xin Tong and Clarrisa. Xin Tong was saying, "HI TOMMY!!!" and I just waved haha. I wanted to copy the way she called me to call her but then don't know why my voice didn't come out, oh well its fine! After another 10min or so, I saw Serena!! OHOH!!! Haha... ...I think she saw me too but then I think I was doing something and in the process I saw her haha. I forgot liao la!!! AIYO!!! I young inside but old in my brain!!

Well since the dance people were using the hall all of the sudden, they kicked us out of the hall haha. No la, just kidding, is cause we got so little people practising the dance steps anyway so we called it a day for today. Bla bla, met Jasper on the first floor and then we walked to lot 1, haiz he didn't want to take bus and I today suddenly didn't want to take bus alone so I walked with him lor. Haiz haiz. We talked about many things, about the song that we performed on stage last time and I talked about him and Delphine on that day which I saw them on the way homr from my Forward Track programme haha!!! WOOOOO WOOOOOO!!!!

Ok I think I lazy talk about yesterday's excussion liao!! Shall skip it!! Very tired from posting all of the sudden so I shall stop here for today. Going to watch anime now I guess, no wait!! First is blog hopping, oh yea!! So see ya guys!! Remember that God always love His dear children!!! Byebye!! So I will love you guys too!! Hahahha!!!

If you have watched the movie above, nice trailer right? Haha but that is just a trailer about a Christmas Muscial Play last year. It is about a story where a boy named Ryan is upset because on his birthday, his mother is busy at work and break her promises about bringing him out for dinner while his father is also busy at work overseas. Ryan was disappointed and he soon went to be part of a gang on the streets. At the same time, a man named Guo Tao was released from jail after being caught for assulting a lady becuase he was in need of money and he was also taking drugs, part of the gang that Ryan is involved with. However when before Guo Tao was caught and sent into prison, he met the lady that he had assulted. He wanted to run away from her because he didn't want to get caught but as soon as he was about to run, the lady stopped him and told him that he need not run anymore because she has forgiven him like how God has forgiven all her sins. Guo Tao was shocked because how can a person forgive him when he almost had taken her life. Guo Tao saw that God has worked in the lady's life and he started to place his trust on God and surrendered himself to the police.

Guo Tao was a completely changed man after he was released from jail. Guo Tao met Ryan who already had became part of the street gang. One day, Ryan was desperately in need of help because he had offered to help the gang sell drugs to his classmates but he did not dare do it due to fear of getting caught and sent to jail. Guo Tao saw that Ryan was in the exact state that he was because he was sent to jail. He shared his story to Ryan, and told him that even though Ryan had done so many bad things, so many sins, taken up drugs that harmed the body that God has made for Ryan, Guo Tao said that God forgives all of our sins and that He gave up his life to die for our sins on that very cross at calvary. Ryan still had a wavering heart. Just then, the gang appeared and took Ryan away to see the boss because he did not manage to sell away the drugs. Guo Tao followed where they took Ryan to the boss. However, the rule was that "Only one was able to leave the place, either Guo Tao or Ryan". Guo Tao tried to persuade the boss to let Ryan go but the boss was determined to kill one of them. Guo Tao wanted Ryan to see that Jesus sacrificed His very own life just to save us from our sins so that we can have everlasting life with Him in Heaven.

Thus Guo Tao stood there and let the gang stab him with a knife. Guo Tao sacrificed his life so that Ryan can see that Jesus is the only Way and that he will change over a new leaf. Ryan soon believ in God and his life also changed for the better and that was the end of the musical play. Quite a nice story har? Yea I love it!! I went there to watch and I love it. Of course there are songs during the play since it is a musical play haha. So come down for this year musical play by my church again!! It is on the 24 and 25 December as usual. The details I am not too sure, I will comfirm in another date. But should be in Singapore Chinese Girls School, from 5pm-7pm.


Comments on my new first blog song
1. Come, now is the time to worship. -
This is basically just saying that if you have not been praising God, now is the time to do so. By singing praises to Him, this is an act of worship to the Lord. God is happy whenever His dear children are singing praises. He delights to hear us.

2. Come, now is the time to give your heart. -
Life sometimes is rough and sometimes we can just forget that God is just there, waiting for us to call upon Him, to ask Him to come into our life to help us, to guide us, to comfort us. We sometimes forget that God wants to help us, we simply think that our way is the best and do not see the "how" that God is going to help us, and we simply neglect God. So this is to tell you give your heart to God, surrender your life to Him for He knows what is best for you.

3. Come, just as you are to worship. -
God does not want us to worship him just because people tells us to or what the Bible has told us to do. God wants to have the right attitude, the right heart, the willing heart of wanting to praise God to worship. So even if you are out of bed and your hair is messy, you still can worship Him. Worship Him just as you are right now. God is happy whenever we sing praises to Him with the feeling of really wanting to praise Him.

4. Come, just as you are before your God -
Well of course you are singing praises to God, to thank Him in the way for the things that He had done and provided for you in life. You do not just sing the songs for fun, but is to sing it as an act of worship to the Lord. Seeing the songs like any other ordinary songs has no meaning to it so sing praises to the Lord!! Yea yea!!!

5. One day every tongue will confess that you are God / One day every knee will bow. -
The Bible has mentioned that when the world is coming to an end, the Gospel will be spread to everyone. Everyone would have heard the Word of God, but not everyone will believe just yet. When the world finally comes to an end, God will descend from Heaven to bring us all up and it would be called the "Judgement Day". God will questioned all our wrongs and the things we had done on Earth... and if you do not belive in Him, Hell is waiting. If you believe and accepted Him as your Saviour, you are able to spend eternity in Heaven with God forever. This is where everyone will know that God is really God, that Jesus died for our sins many years ago... ...but this happens and they want a change of mind, it is too late because God wants to to believe in Him, to believe and to faith is not by seeing. Thus, one day every tongue will confess that you are God.

7. Still the greatest treasure remains for those who gladly choose you now. -
God has prepared a mansion in Heaven for those who have believed and trusted Him as their Saviour. This is one of the treasures that God has promised us. For those who believed in Jesus, God will provide whatever that they ask, giving him happiness in life and providing them with the gift of everlasting life. There are the greatest treasures that are waiting for us!! Isn't is exciting? God is able to solve all of our problems, although we may not know how He is going to do it, but He is slowly working in our lives. If it takes long, continue praying and continue to seek God, continue to ask Him, because if you stopped, it would just mean you have lacked faith and have doubt that God is able to solve your worries and troubles. So all these wonderful things are waiting!! Why not take it? God wants to give it to you!




A video about "Vibe" that is a group activity and program thing by my church once again. This "Vibe" is to bring in unsaved ones to share with them the joy that God has. "Vibe" is to allow the youth in our church to mingle with others whether saved or unsaved around to the world, allowing us to have fun together! I don't know why the video mostly take girls' pictures but that is not my point here haha. In a way, the purpose I posted this video on my blog is because this is a thanksgiving video that Jia Hao, the leader of "Vibe", made. Seee, whatever your friends had done for you, thank them because they will rejoice in hearing you thank them. At the same time, there is someone who has done so much and so many things for you in life. Have you noticed? He is there for you when you need Him. He is always there... And He is none other God, the Lord of all. God has provided the things that you have asked so thank Him in your prayer. Even if it is just a little thing like you getting an eraser from your mum, thank God! Thank God for everything.

Even things that may affect your feelings by making you feel upset, still thank God because maybe by doing so, God is strengtening your feelings and He is working in your life. He has his purposes in the things He does for us and God is like a father to us so He would want only the best for us like how your fathers and mothers want the best for you. God's way is always the best way and so follow it even though it may not seem too "good" to you. But that is just the surface of it, the result is always satisfying. So... ...THANK GOD!!!!!! THANK EVERY LITTLE DEEDS THAT GOD OR ANYONE HAS DONE FOR YOU IN YOUR LIFE!!!!!! (This video's song is nice too, don't you agree? Haha)

Kk that is all I have for today!! See ya other time!!! (Haha today cannot play Flyff, game don't start, oh well, it doesn't matter.) Byebye!!!

Hihi everyone!! WOOO!! One day down and 4 more days to go, 4 more days before the sec 3s' forward track has ended... ...before I start today's post, let me refresh my memory on some A-maths equations!! See if I am remember!
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(Do not read the following if you have not studied trigonometry....under Additional Mathematics haha cause this may demoralise you or maybe may make your brain confuse!! Cause I seriously am confused now and trying to remember all the formulas haha)

cot x = 1/tan x or cos x/sin x
tan x = sin x/cos x
sec x = 1/cos x
cosec x = 1/sin x
(sin x)^2 + (cos x)^2 = 1
1 + (tan x)^2 = (sec x)^2
1 + (cot x)^2 = (cosec x)^2
cos(A+B) = cos A cos B - sin A sin B
cos(A-B) = cos A cos B + sin A sin B
sin(A+B) = sin A cos B + cos A sin B
sin(A-B) = sin A cos B - cos A sin B
tan(A+B) = (tan A + tan B)/(1 - tan A tan B)
tan(A-B) = (tan A - tan B)/(1 + tan A tan B)
sin 2A = 2sin A cos A
cos 2A= 2(cos A)^2 - 1
tan 2A= 2tan A / 1 - (tan A)^2
a cos x + b sin x = square root(a^2 + b^2) cos(x - y)
a cos x - b sin x = square root(a^2 + b^2) cos(x + y)
a sin x + b cos x = square root(a^2 + b^2) sin(x + y)
a sin x - b cos x = square root(a^2 + b^2) sin(x - y)
sin A + sin B = 2 sin(A+B / 2) cos(A-B / 2)
sin A - sin B = 2 cos(A+B / 2) sin(A-B / 2)
cos A + cos B = 2 cos(A+B / 2) cos(A-B / 2)
cos A - cos B = -2 sin(A+B / 2) sin(A-B / 2)

(That is the end, well not exactly but is the end of where I stopped reading of the chapter haha, teacher is just a little bit behind from where I stopped)
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Ok back to my post for today haha! Hmmm hmmm what should I post about? I have absolutely no idea. After trying to remember all those formula, my mind goes blank hehe. Ok never mind haha, I have no idea on what to post about since today is just school and normal lessons and furthermore, only those taking O' levels and the secondary 3s are in school, so boring boring!! All my cute lower secondary students not in school, boooo hoooo!! So basically just going to school to prepare for sec 4 haha.

Well tommorrow got chinese period and will I have 听写？ Tommorrow I shall find out haha. Everytime I take 听写, always score so badly de cause firstly my chinese is like sooooo pathetic and secondly, I cannot put in more chinese words into my brain otherwise it would explode haha. Got maths, science, aiyooyoyoyoyo!! My brain is full of stuff, cannot put in so many things. Ok nothing more to say about today and today is really really a very short post to update my blog haha. See ya guys!!

Heyy , Tommy Yuen Kai Weng 袁启荣 here (:
I'm 16 years old, going 17 next year(2011) July.
♥ I am single Lol!
Character: Tommy is a very happy-go-lucky person. He loves to chat, with girls or boys also never mind. He can be stubborn at times but he is very friendly. He is somtimes hardworking but sometimes lazy too. He is also sensitive at times when he is really concentrated on it. He never gets angry!
Handphone number: 92316552.
Email(add me on msn!): tyuenkw@hotmail.com
Birthday: 15 July 1994.
Ding Dong(doorbell ring): Cashew Heights Condominium
Schools studied in(Once a Bpian always a Bpian!): Bukit Panjang Primary School(last time). And Bukit Panjang Government High School(now).
PSLE score(really seriously bad): 240-250
Church: Gospel Light Christian Church
Position I uphold: Student Councillor, once an understudy of Functions
CCA: Volleyball(Haiz if got tennis better)

[♥] Her(In future maybe?)
[♥] Tennis
[♥] Sleep
[♥] Anime
[♥] Taiwan dramas
[♥] Korean dramas
[♥] Chicken rice
[♥] Arm wrestling
[♥] Tutoring primary kids
[♥] Young children
My Primary and Secondary classes [♥]
[♥] 1F - 2001
[♥] 2K - 2002
[♥] 3J - 2003
[♥] 4J - 2004
[♥] 5J - 2005
[♥] 6K - 2006
[♥] 104 - 2007
[♥] 204 - 2008
[♥] 3L1 - 2009
[♥] 4L1 - 2010

Message for everyone

The Lord is my shepherd. He guides me in my life, leading me in the path of righteousness. He is my Father! He is the best Father that one could ever have. He is my all in all. The Lord sees all, sees the heart but Man sees the outside. God makes no mistakes and He died on the cross for our sins. He loves us all no matter of who we are because He loves His dear children as He created us. We are all sinners and God gave us a chance to spend eternal life with him in Heaven. Heaven is a holy place and thus we cannot enter. But God is kind, loving and He cares for us, all it takes for us to enter into Heaven is just to believe in Him, to believe in His Words and repent from our sins. Take the step of faith and believe in God. Ask and you shall receive!

A little more?

Lord, I am Your child. Guide me along in my life. Lead me the way You want my life to me. Make me to be more like You.

I LOVE YOU!!!!! (To God, to Mei, to my girlfriend in future maybe?, Haha)

Do you think I have a girlfriend now or someone I like/love? Haha. Yes? No? Aiyo! Answer so obvious also don't know, BOO HOO! Hehe.

Relationship matter

A little more about me when it comes to relationship(BGR) haha.

If I love or like a girl, all I want is to see her smile. I will do anything for her to be happy. My heart will break whenever I see her being too close to another guy. However, if she is so so much happier with the another guy than with me, I shall let her go because all I want is her happiness and her smile. If she is happy, I will be happy.

Yes, my heart will break. But I will never show it(I think so) because I do not want her to know and I don't want her to have a hard time deciding and I don't want her to worry for me. As long as she can be happy, if I have to sacrifice my feelings for her, I will do it. It will be painful but it is the best I can do for her.

LOL ...

Memories ...