Wednesday, September 30, 2009 @ Ok... ..time for my blog to hibernate I guess???
Haha I'm back to post one last post until next Monday. Because tommorrow I'm having English EOY, Friday Chinese EOY and Monday Social Studies EOY. Just like any exams days, you woulnd't find me to be posting, well maybe once or twice but rarely. So yea today will be a short post again telling you guys I won't be active on my blog for these few days, hohoho!!! Good luck for all your exams!!! I will work hard on my part too!!! Haha. Kk see ya guys!!

Monday, September 28, 2009 @ The day I rush to school
WOOOOOHOOOOO!!! Today is a very very very hectic day for me in the morning haha. The night before I had forgotten to do something and thus cause the hectic day of today. That was the first time I ever forget to do such a thing man...!! I forgot to acitvate the alarm clock on my phone before I slept on Sunday... ...OH NOOOOOOO!!! So you should be able to guess what happened today le ba??? If you can't guess, I seriously will have nothing to say haha.

I woke up from bed, and my room was sort of lighted a bit. As in there was a ray of light shinning into my room from outside the window. I KNEW SOMETHING WAS WRONG LE!!!!! AHHHHHH!!! Because everytime I wake up, the room would be totally dark and not a single bit of light at all!! I jumped out of my bed and my watch says, "6 45am". AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! 6 45am!!!!!!!! I usually wake up at 5 45am everyday.. and I woke up 1 hour later today!!! NOOOOO!!! I thought to myself, "Even if I rush to school and take a cab, most probably I will be late so... ...AIYA!!! Don't go to school la!!" and off I went to pop onto my bed again. However, exactly after 10 seconds, I jumped out of bed again, because I just remembered that I had History Timed Practice today and I might get to play basketball for PE. And I didn't want to miss my History Timed Practice so I had decided to go to school even though I would be late and get scolding from Mr Tan but I tried my best to be on time for school. I quickly went into the master bedroom and switched on the heater while saying, "DIE DIE DIE DIE!!!!" to wake my mum up at the same time haha. My mum got up and I told her to call a taxi and prepare my water bottle.

I think I looked like this? Haha.

Usually I would have my bath first and then brush my teeth and wash my face but since today I woke up late and had just switched on the heater only, I went to brush my teeth and wash my face first after switching on the heater. I did it real quickly, I was rushing through the whole process hehehe. Before brushing my teeth, I had already switched on my handphone. After brushing my teeth, I quickly checked my phone cause I knew that I would have messages cause I woke up so late... ...and true enough I had messages haha. I apologised to Si Ying because I kept her waiting at the LRT I think and I apologised to Serena because I cannot meet up with her today. I type really quickly too and I think my messages sounded really panicky!! Haha, cause I was rushing everything. I quickly went to take my shower after that and if there was a camera in the shower, I think you would laugh man!!!! I did everything so quickly, put soap so fast and anyhow scrub my hair with shampoo and I think I did everything in about 3 minutes only and I was done!! Haha amazing right? Some people said I rather not shower haha, ture but my hair is always in a mess or not nice hair style if I do not shower in the morning hehehe!!! Vain har?? Oh well... I admitted it!!

I went out from the bathroom in just my towel round my waist to my room. Haha. I quickly put on my PE attire and then my unifrom over it. I forgot something then but I didn't realise it. I put on my unifrom the slowest though out of everything else that i did because I was like seeing if it looked ok or not and such hehehe!!! I looked at my watch and it said, "7 02am". PRO RIGHT!!!!????? See how fast I did all my preparation for school? Only 17minutes sia. I went to the living room, put my water bottle into my bag that my mum had helped me prepare a while ago and went out of my house. Thanks Mum!! Love you lots!! As soon as I put on my shoes, I realised the thing that I had forgotten. I had forgotten to put on my school belt!!!! AHHHHH!!! I went back into the house and got my belt and went out again to the lift. In the lift, I quickly put on my belt and managed to do it before I reached the first floor. By the way I stay on the fifth floor. Haha. I went down to the lobby with my mum and found out that the taxi was waiting at the guard house of my condo. OH NOOOOO!!!! Wasted more time haha!! My mum called the taxi again and he drove to the lobby, by then it was already 7 08am. I boarded it and told the uncle my destination and asked if he was able to reach before 7 25am. The uncle was shocked and he proclaimed, "HUH!!! 不可以啊!!因为现在的时间有很多车。没关系,我会(try my best)的."

While he was driving, I was like, "DIE DIE DIE DIE!!! DM will kill me le!!!" Of course I didn't say that out loud la, I think if I did, the taxi driver will think I siao haha. As he drove, there were really so many cars and it was like a traffic jam and I think I was really going to be so late. But then, I was reminded of the Lord then and so I prayed from the very bottom of my heart, deep down I was praying, "Dear Lord heavenly Father in Heaven, please help me to reach school on time, please allow a smooth traffic so that I will not be late. In Jesus' name I pray, Amen." I closed my eyes as I was talking to the Lord in prayer, and I said it many times with my eyes still shut. As soon as 10minutes had passed, I was almost at my school!!! WOOOOOHOOOOO!!!!! The Lord has helped me and saved me!! I would not be late for school, I was so so happy and I thanked God immediately for it after that. I just couldn't believe that I would make it on time but I really did!! God is really merciful and wonderful!!! Love you God!!! When the taxi driver was driving at the last moment before reaching the school, he was driving real quickly because he was trying to make me to be on time for school, and I was like moving up and down in the taxi la hahaha, a bit fun though... because I did not put on my safety belt which I always did not do so hahaha.

When we reached the school, I paid the uncle and I thanked him before alighting from the taxi haha. Mr Tan was standing at the foyer area there while I was paying the driver. Fortunately, when I alighted, he had already walked away otherwise confirm he would say something to me de hahaha. From the foyer, I saw that everyone was almost gathered at the assembly area le. Oh ya and I reached school at 7 26am, wooooohoooooO!!!!! Thank the Lord!!!! Late was 7 29am, WOOOHOOOOO!!!!! I was not late!!!! I put my bag at the tables outside the conference room there and while signing in, saw Joyce and Rachelle standing at the tables area to do gate duty haha. I signed in but then there was still one thing I was panicking about. I DID NOT HAVE MY TIE WITH ME!!!! AHHHHHH!!! And monday is the only day of the week that students have to put on their school tie!!! AHHHHHH!!!!! Because I had lent my tie to Wei Xiong from 102 on last Friday for his oral examination. And I was supposed to go 102 and get my tie from him before morning assembly but then I overslept!! AHHH!! NO TIE!!!! During the singing of the national anthem and the school song and the reciting of the pledge, I was not wearing my tie!! OH DEAR!!! My Tan sees me and I am a goner!! HAHA!!

Mr Tan was being discussing some stuff after morning assembly so he didn't go to where i was, the latecomers there. Everyone was being dismissed and I saw Wei Xiong holding a tie and was like looking for me and so I ran all the way to where he was and I forgot to thank him!!!! ARGH!!! Was so caught up in getting my tie until I forgot to thank him! I just took from him and ran back to where the latecomers were. ARGH!!! Haha cause every morning I helped out in catching latecomers!! HAHAHHA!!! And this morning I was almost late!! How ironic!! Oh well yea that was my late morning and hectic one!! Panic like siao!! But I had God to rely on and I always will have Him to rely on haha. I didn't get to meet with Serena in the morning, I didn't get to see my dear 05 students, didnt' get to play arm wrestling with some people and I didn't get to take LRT with Si Ying to school. Haiz haiz. Ok First lesson was History, and you know what???????? !!!!!! AHHHHH!!! I walked into class and found out that the time practice was not today!!! NOOOOOO!!! I rushed to school for nothing!!! I should have slept and stayed at home haha.


Played this for PE, sian!!!!!
Next lesson was PE and you know what??? We played soccer only today for the whole of 1 hour and did no other sports, did not play basketball which I longed to play early in the morning!! AHHHHH!!!! Disappointing man!!! I dislike playing soccer so I found today's PE to be seriously horrible!! ARGH!!! I seriously should have slept and not come to school, cause the purpose I rushed to school was all gone!!! YEEEEEEEEE!!!! How can like that???? Haiz haiz. Oh well, PE soon ended and it was YMP and then recess. Recess I was standing almost for like 20min outside the school hall. I was standing at the back of the hall but I guessed no one saw me or noticed me. Cause Mr Chan wanted to see about something and asked me to look for him during my recess and there he was giving a talk about LEAPS to the dear sec 1 and 2 students haha. I did not know what time he would end and so I just stood there and listened to his talk as well, of course when my recess was close to its end, I went off and went to assemble in the assembly area. Haha. Following lesson was English and HAHAHHA!!! Zhao Wei could not escape from his public speaking any longer!! It was his turn today!! HAHAHAH!!! TOO BAD ZHAO WEI!!!!!! Hehe. Final lesson was Literature and wooohoooo!!! Homey time!!!

I went down to the first floor, waited and waited... Charmaine(202) walked past le but the main person didn't show up LOL!!!! Si Ying wanted to go home with me cause at first she said she wanted to exchange pencil case with me and would return me after school but I was almost late for school, so didn't change pencil case!! As we were about to leave the school, I saw Samantha!! WHEEEE!! My 'older' sister haha since I am only 5 years old... ...!!! Hahahaaha, since she was an older sister, she really treated me like a younger brother and pampered me by patting on my head haha or squishing me sometimes. She asked me to bend down a little and she patted my head haha. Although I am only 5 years old, I am taller than her!!! WOOOHOOOO!!!! Hahahahaa.... I taller than Jie Jie!! I taller than Jie Jie!!! MUMMY!!! I taller!!!! SEE SEE???? Haha. Yea haha so walked home and here I am posting!!! NOONONONONONONO!!! I mean I walked to lot 1 and took LRT home!! Hhaa not walk home!! Siao!! If really walk home, I think my leg would break sia haha.

Ok thats it for today ba... ...Before I close again, shall let you enjoy a poem once more. And apologises as well.. ..
1) Sorry Serena!!! Sorry cannot meet you at the foyer even though you're looking forward to it!! Sorry!!!
2) Sorry Si Ying!! Sorry that I kept you waiting at BPP station and I didn't reply cause my phone was off!! Sorry!!!!
3) Sorry 105!! I couldn't see you guys today!!! Sorry!! I overslept!! BOO HOOO!!!
4) Sorry Wei Xiong!! Hahaha, sorry I cannot play with you arm wrestling today!! NO time for me to go to your class!!! Sorry!! (But good, your face is not thrown hahaha)



Saying I’m Sorry
How many times have you thought of someone from your life and wish you could change things that happened?

Is there someone from your past that brings sadness to your heart?
When you remember something you did, that tore you both apart.
If you have, you’re not alone for we all have sadness from our life.
The things we did, the things we said were sometimes uncouth.

But it’s never too late to say I’m sorry if we hurt someone, sometime.
We can try to find them, let them know our sadness for being so unkind.
Some say you can never repair a relationship that has gone astray.
But I believe you can with honesty and love, and in a loving way.

If you’re truly sorry for what you did, it will come bursting through.
Driving all their doubts & misgivings away, and they will believe in you.
Sorry is not a hard word, but so many of us find it’s difficult to say.
If you mean it when you say it, it can change your life, in a very loving way.

Sorry is not as hard as Love. But sincerity comes with it!! Even if you troubles in saying "sorry", perhaps your heart is too hard so ask the Lord to soften it and change you for the better!

Saturday, September 26, 2009 @ Primary Tuition
Saturday's post!! WOOOO!! Unusual for me to post on Saturdays. Oh well cause I did not post yesterday so I shall post today lor, talking about yesterday. Anyway I had finished playing tennis this morning with Zi Yi from 8am to 10 25am. Was really tired after I entered my house after that, in fact now I am tired. And I had sleept already too. Ok lets talk about yesterday's events, shall we?

Friday... ...I went to school(DUH!!!). Saw... ...wait, who did I see? AHHH I don't remember haha. I went to class and put my bag. Talked to Zhao Wei a bit, enquiring about the Announcement Book. I was supposed to meet Serena like on Wednesday at the foyer area, but then she smsed me to say that her father was fetching her friend to school as well. So.. ..being a shy and not so talkative boy, I told her next time then we meet again haha, cause confirm I will not talk a single bit if she was with her friend hehehe. BOOO HOOO!! So didn't meet her on Friday, oh well, I still went to my 105!!! WHEEEEE!! When I walked down the staircase, I looked at 05 classroom and it was pitch dark!! LOL, they switched off the lights and closed all windows and doors. LAME!! Like as if playing "Blind mice" har? Nevertheless, I went into the classroom and everyone's eyes were like looking at me, like as if I was some intruder haha, and I think everyone said, "Yo Tommy!!" or was it just a few of them? Hmm Hmm?? Don't know la, sound like all of them cause the room was enclosed so the sound volume will be louder haha.

I went over to sit near to the back door area beside Ahmad and in front of Putra and Ignatius. They were doing their Malay homework in the dark. GEEEE, spoil eye sight man!!! SIAO!! Do in the dark. Of course not really in the dark la, cause there was a bit of sunlight but is still dark. They were using their handphone lights. I saw Ignatius's composition first word, "Orang" , it means "people" in Malay, but I played a fool and said it is "Orange" haha, cause if add an "e" behind, it really becomes "orange" ma. LOL! Vernice soon came and since Ahmad was sitting on her chair, she sat on her table. I was at first kicking her shoe, but she wasn't able to feel my kick haha cause i think I did it too lightly. Oh well.. ..I talked to them for a bit and Samantha, my sis soon came. Once again she said Hi to me, "Hello!! Hi little brother!!" Haha. I said, "Hi sister!!"...haha. (I don't remember what I talked to her about!!! AHHHHHH!!!!) Oh I remember liao, we talked about our Youth worship on yesterday's night. Yup!! She told me that she was not gonna go for the worship!! Oh well... I didn't go like 99% of the times, hehe!! Talked to her for a bit and then I needed to go to the assembly area to prepare for my pledge taking le.

I stood up from the chair.
Samantha(sis): Byebye!!
Tom: Bye!!
Sis: Wait!! Bend down a bit!!
(And she squished my head!!!) Haha. She might have ruined my hair style so I adjusted it a bit before going to the assembly area haha.

Ok went there. Charmaine Phua soon came down cause she was doing flag raising. She told me that there was a little drizzle which I didn't quite feel... oh well...since she said so, I went over to where Mr Tan was and told him there was a drizzle. HEHEHHEE, anyway even if there is no drizzle, I would get to say the pledge through the PA system and not in front of the school, hahahahaa!!!! I told Mr Tan and he soon announced that it would be through the PA system, wooohoooo!!! So good!! I went back to the assembly area and asked Qing Xi to accompany me for the PA system. We went into the general office and we were like talking and laughing in there before I said, "Bpians, please rise for the national anthem". Anyway, did the pledge and I pronounced a word wrongly again but fortunately I asked my friends, they said they did not hear any pronounciation error, Hahaha!! PHEW!!! Went back to class and I stripped!! WHEEEE!! Obviously not everything la, I stripped off my uniform and underneath is my PE attire. Went off to the indoor sports hall for PE lesson.

First game of the day is BASKETBALL!!!! WOOOOHOOOO!!! Gonna be fun! Basically, the boys divided ourselves into 4 groups. We were playing half court. 2 teams the other half and 2 teams another half. Lol. I shall talk about my team and my opponent's team only. Oh wait, at first we decided on the captains of who managed to score into the ring first. The first to score was me, then Thomas, so both of us were captains. I chose my members and Thomas chose his. My team was Zhao Wei, Marcus and me. Thomas's team was Yi Chen, Min Jian, Kester and himself. At first I was supposed to have 4 players because I selected first but then I gave the last player to Thomas. So we are 3 vs 4. Haha. Advantage or disadvantage? You'll see for yourself later!! HEHEHEE!! Since my team only has 3 players, I started the ball. And since it was the first point, my teammates were kinda dead and not hyper yet, so I played solo for the first point. The game started and I dribbled past 2-3 people... ...and scored in less than 20 sec. Opponent started to panic a bit but I scored so fast and I did it so easily. Well maybe not all of them but Thomas was...

Basketball!! Oh yea!!

So yea we played. There was one part where it was like a showdown between Yi Chen and me. Lets describe Yi Chen, he is about 180cm and his size is like 2-3 times bigger than me! 180cm!!! I am like 170cm only!! AHHHH!! Thomas threw a ball to Yi Chen for him to catch and then score(DUH!!! That is basketball, of course la!!!). However I was near Yi Chen and I jumped first to catch the ball. Yi Chen jumped about 1 sec after me and his position was in a way like bumping into me. When I caught the ball in mid air, that was when he bumped into me!! Mid air attack!! Haha. Guess what happened?? Did I manage to hold onto the ball? Did I get thrown backwards and fall? Haha cause Yi Chen is taller, bigger size wor!! The only thing is that i jumped higher than him lol. Ok the result was that we clashed in mid air. However, instead of Yi Chen managing to push me down and make me fall to the ground since he bumped into me, he fell to the ground and he slided against it. Since the ball was still in my hands, almost lose it though cause his impact was so great, I landed onto the ground safely quickly scored. WOOOOHOOOOO!!! Haha. But I was very surprised!! I thought I would be the one who fall cause I was like so skinny!! Oh well, it seemed like my body has an impact reflector or something haha. No la just kidding only.

Oh well... ...as the game was about to end, my team was leading 5-3 with one man short. WOOOO!! An acheivement!! Thomas wanted a change of players so Zhao Wei from my team swapped with Min Jian from Thomas's team. Played played played, and as soon as I scored one more ball, our PE teacher blew the whistle for us to change game to soccer.. Haha. YAYYY!!!!!! My team won 6-3...WOOOOOO!! I scored 4 balls out of 6. Zhao Wei at first was in my team, so he was winning, but then he swapped so he became from winning to losing. AWWWWW!!! Too bad Zhao Wei!!! No victory feeling haha. Min Jian however from losing became winning!! Haha. Ok, next went to play soccer. Ok not really, I didn't play much cause it was in the field. Firstly, I dislike soccer. Secondly, I do not want to get my legs and shoes dirty haha-the field was muddy and wet!! So I just stood near the goal post, not doing anything hehe. When I went to the field, saw 05 girls playing soccer too!! Vernice and Samantha shouted "Hi Tommy!!" to me. I just waved haha, a bit tired after the basketball. Played played played again, ok I didn't, so wasted time wasted time wasted time, and bell rang. Time to go for Chinese class. 05 was dismissed first from PE and Xin Tong asked me to shake her hand, so I shook her hand lor, but I also don't know for what. Sim Shuang came over and wanted to touch my face with her dirty hands!! YEEEE!!! I don't like to get dirty!!! Hahahaa...

Went over to the chin up corner to do a little bit before going back to class. My sis and Vernice saw me doing chin ups, OHHH NOOOOO!!!! Haha. They saw me do 2 only though, cause I did 6 before that but they didn't see. .. ... .. .. ... ... ... ... ... ... (fast forward... ... ...) Bell rang!! It is the end of school!!! WOOOOO!! Time to go back home!! Kester and Marcus Liau followed me back to my condo to have our lunch there, since in my condominium, there is a cafe. We were so so so hungry!!! Guess how many servings we ate? Haha the number is not big but.. ...we ate 2 servings. I ate two plates of "chicken + shao rou" rice and a drink of chin chow, Kester ate two plates of chicken rice, Marcus on the other hand ate one plate of chicken rice with a side dish of vegetables, a bowl of curry noodles and a cup of ice milo. Haha, a lot har??? Is cause we were just too hungry and were not full after the first plate so we ordered more... We are GLUTTONS!!!! WHEEEEE!!!

After which, we went to Bukit Panjang Primary School, just beside my condo and it was my primary school too!!! We went there for tuition, we tutored the primary 6 kids there every Friday. Unless the Friday is a holiday or they are having PSLE oral and such. At first, the class was like super noisy and we could not manage to get them to keep quiet and do their work quietly. I had no choice so I smsed the teacher-in-charge of the tuition programme...my message said, "The class is in total chaos. I am unable to control them". Soon, after about 5min, WAAA the teacher-in-charge, Mr Ravi who is also the DM of the primary school, came in and shouted, "WHY ARE YOU MAKING SO MUCH NOISE?? I AM HAVING A MEETING AND YOU ARE MAKING SO MUCH NOISE. WHO ARE THE ONES WHO ARE MAKING NOISE??? YOU DO NOT WANT TO STUDY, GET OUT!! TOMMY, WHO ARE THE ONES WHO ARE MAKING NOISE?? IF THEY EVER ARE MAKING NOISE AGAIN, YOU CAN SEND THEM OUT OF THE CLASS AND WRITE DOWN THOSE NAMES AND I WILL CANE THEM ON MONDAY!!! YOU GUYS WANT TO BE CANED... ...I WILL CANED YOU ON MONDAY!!!" While he was saying those words in raging anger, he was slamming the desk in front of him. AHHHH, OH MY GOOODNNESSSS!!! Mr Ravi is so fierce, befitting of what a DM should be. His voice is much much more louder than Mr Tan in BPGHS!!! I wondered whether Mr Tan was like that too when he was younger haha, maybe he couldn't shout as loud as Mr Ravi cause his age is more. Haha don't know la.

This cat looks angry to me?? Haha

Well, Mr Ravi soon left the class back to his meeting and the class was quieter than before but still not as quiet, ok ok only. I was very shocked that day too!! Because in my whole six years of primary school, I didn't hear Mr Ravi scold someone as fiercely as he did that day before. Time passed and when I was teaching someone, Le Tian called me to come over. I asked someone else to teach the girl whom I was teaching and then went over to Le Tian. At where he was, 2 persons were looking eye to eye at each other and saying some things and were about to start a fight maybe??

(The conversation goes as follows. The two students are named as A and B. Is not as detailed though.)
Tom: (facing A) What happened?
A: (talking to B with an angry face) Why you do it?
B: (talking to A) I never.
Tom: (Pulls A to face me) Tell me what happen.
A: He writes my name and scolds me on a paper and just now he showed it on the visualizer.
From here on, my tone changes into a harsher one.
Tom: (facing B) Why did you write such a thing?
B: (looking at me) I didn't he anyhow say.
Tom: Ok I don't know whether what he said is true or not, but whatever you do, think of the consequences!!
B opened his mouth, wanting to say something but I interrupted him.
Tom: Do not do such a thing again!
Tom: (facing A) And you!! Do you ever learn what is forgive and forget?? Even if he really did scold you on that paper, can't you just not fight? Even if you are angry, you can always tell a teacher about it.
A: (facing me) Easy for you to say. If is you leh? People scold you, you will not be angry meh?
Tom: I won't.
A: You talk only... ...(then he walks away)
I also walked away until I saw that B started to cry and put his head on the table. So I went back to B. Since he was crying, I could no longer use a harsh tone and changed into a gentle one... I guessed I scolded him too much.
Tom: (standing beside B) Hey, you ok?
B: (no response)
Tom: Tell me why you cry.
B: (look up) Because they say things that I didn't do.
Tom: Ok tell me truthfully... ...don't lie to me. Did you do it?
B: (pause for a while) I didn't.
Tom: Ok. But if you didn't do it, then why are you crying. If you are noy guilty of anything, why are you crying?
B started to wipe away his tears.
Tom: Even if your friends say that you do it when you didn't, it is alright, really. As long as you know that you didn't do it, then is fine. Do not put others' comments about you at heart. As long as you know that you did not do it, then is ok. So don't cry ok?
B: Ok. (Continues with his work)
Tom: Don't cry worz!

That was the end of our conversation. I couldn't really remember what I said to them but it was something similar. I scolded some others who were walking about in class too and not doing their work. It seemed like I need not raise my voice to get them to do things. They seemed to be afraid of me when it comes to me scolding. I just use a harsher tone than my usual friendly tone and just stared into their eyes haha. Ok the tuition soon ended and then all of us went our seperate ways. WOOOO!!! Back home!! And it is now Saturday!! HAHAHAHA!! LOL!!!

Kk nothing else for today le.. see ya guys!!

(one short poem to enjoy)

I Am Here, My child
I lay in bed all alone
Tears steaming down my face
I cried out His Name, Jesus, Jesus!
He came in haste

Father, hold me please
I cried
Wrap your arms around me
Be by my side

His Presence filled the room
Perfumed my bedroom air
I heard His Voice say
"I am here, My Child!"

His angles sang to me
My sorrow began to ease
In My Fathers Arms
I slept in peace

Thank you my Father for being with me at all times,
and bringing your comfort in the darkness of the night.
Thank you my Father,
because you are always there for me when I need you.

Thursday, September 24, 2009 @ CCA stand down.
Posting again! Today no devotional message again but I would to thank the Lord that my flu is gone and never coming back!!! WOOOOOOO!! At least I think it wouldn't come back but even if it does, all I need to do is just to pray! Haha. The Lord wants us to put our faith and trust in Him and believe that only through Him is anything possible and so I pray! Prayer need not just be because of prayer requests and such, is also a form of way to talk or communicate with God. Haha. Kk...shall start on today's post!!..

When I reached school, around the foyer area, I was walking to the signing in system to sign in, and as I was walking, suddenly Mr Tan called out my name, "Tommy!". At first, don't know why but I couldn't recognise Mr Tan's voice because I think I was used to his shouting voice? And he wasn't shouting when he called me. I turned around and wondered who called me, I didn't see anyone who called me, only saw students behind me and thats all so I continued walking again!! I walked about another 2-3 steps and that voice called out my name once again. This time I was finally able to recognise Mr Tan's voice haha. Xin Tong was like smiling at me while she walked past. Oh well, I went to where Mr Tan was and he told me that there was prize presentation today and told me to see him after I had put my bag into my classroom. So I signed in, put my bag, and back I was again at the foyer! Haha. I saw Victor sitting there at one of the chairs because he got caught for his long hair. Anyway, Mr Tan gave me the prizes and I went over to talk to Victor. Suddenly Mr Tan said to me, "Tommy! Go away!" GEEEE I wanted to talk to Victor also cannot... LOL!! And furthermore there were students coming to school and heard Mr Tan tell me that. Haiz!!! Like as if I get scolded la... ...AHHHHH!!! Oh well... Mr Tan is always like that de, so must get used to it.

I went to the assembly area and waited for Si Ying and Valerie, the prize givers for the day. Si Ying soon came and you know what? Haha she wanted to scare me from the back but she failed to!! HAHAHAH BLECK!!! I heard her footsteps before she managed to scare me. SHE FAILED!!! TOO BAD!!! After which, I asked her to look after the certificates while I went to fetch a table from the place just outside the conference room. Valerie soon came too by the time I carried the table to the assembly area haha. I arranged the certificates on the table and told Si Ying and Valerie which one to give first and stuff like that. After which I said to Si Ying, "Know already right? Ok I go 05 le!! Byebye!" Haha... and off I went to see 105!!! WHEEEE!! 05 05, here I come!!! I went there and the first person I saw even before I entered the class was my 'older' sister, Samantha!! Haha. Once again, she said "Hello little brother!!" and I said hi too. Talked to sis and Terrence at first. WAAA SEHH!! Terrence think like as if I was his bodyguard like that sia. Cause Samantha squished me again and so did Terrence and Samantha got mad at Terrence for squishing me without her permission haha. Not say got mad la, but play play getting mad?? Haha. Then sis and Terrence played 'catching' round me. AIYOYOYOYO!!!!

Soon after that, went to sit down at a chair(Cheryl's chair, she was not in school yet at that time) beside Vernice's. Haha. Xin Tong said hi and I said hi too!! My sis squished me again while standing beside me. Oh boy, I have become her squishing bag or something haha...she sure loves to do that!! And everytime she did that, I would adjust my hair a bit haha, afraid she might change my hair style. HOHOHO!!! Terrence soon sat down at Ahmad's seat and wanted to play with me arm wrestling. LOL!! He knows that he will lose, still play with me haha. Never mind, this is called "Never say die" spirit so good good!! First I played whole hand with him, as in the normal arm wrestling, and I asked him to use his strength while I just maintained our position without winning or losing. Samantha was looking, I think she sat with Vernice? Hmm hmm I didn't take much notice today. Haha. Until after 1min I think, I started to use my strength and Terrence lost in less than 1 sec from the time I used my strength haha. Sis was saying, "WOAH!!" cause out of the blue, I just used my strength and Terrence lost already. Nex up, Terrence wanted to play a second time but this time I used only 2 fingers while he used his whole hand. Guess whats the results??? Hehehe... I won him again!!! WHEEE WHEEE!! But this time it was around 10sec, because I was using only 2 fingers ma, so not much strength. WOOOOO!!! Terrence can't win my 2 fingers hahahaahha lol. Sis was saying to him again, "AIYO!!! 2 fingers only leh!!!".

OH MY GOODNESS!!! I couldn't remember what I did after I played arm wrestling!! AHHHH!!! What an old man I am, even though I claimed to be a 5 years old kid only. Haha. Anyway, I don't know what I did but I knew I went out of 105 classroom when I saw that the sky became really really dark all of the sudden and there was already a little drizzle. Bid farewell to Samantha and off I went to the assembly area again. Everyone was like panicking haha, cause it was drizzling le. In the end, there was no prize presentation because pledge taking was done through the PA system. So Si Ying passed me the prizes and off I went again to find Mr Tan to return them to him. I went to the foyer, saw that all chairmen were gathering outside the general office and sis was there!! Haha... She waved, I waved and I stood about 5 metres away from Mr Tan. He was scolding a boy who was like arguing with Mr Tan. I just stood there and hear his loud scolding!! Haha. After he was done, I passed the prizes back to him and I did my usual gate duty again. Sukruth(I spell his name wrongly) was doing gate duty today and I told him that there was no need to stop anyone for today because it suddenly rained and so the time for being late would be extended a little.


Rain clouds, WHEEEE!!

Bla bla bla gate duty was done and I went back to class. First lesson was English. Zhao Wei was currently having a meeting with Mr Tom Chan and thus was not yet in class. Mr Osgodby came into class and saw that Zhao Wei was missing and know what he said?? Haha. He was smiling and said, "Pathetic! Zhao Wei skips class because he does not want to speak to the class! How pathetic is that?" haha was just so funny. Because Mr Osgodby said that today Zhao Wei would be doing his public speaking but then Zhao Wei was not yet in class. Haha... so he said that lor. Zhao Wei soon came back to class though of course, but surprisingly, Zhao Wei didn't say his public speaking today again!! NOOOOOO!!! Zhao Wei, you are sooooooo.... ..ARGH!!! How can Mr Osgodby skip Zhao Wei for today?? YEEEEEE!!! NO fair!! I did mine already and Zhao Wei still had not done his!! NO FAIR!!! HAIZ!! Second lesson was Chinese and third was EL-Read. I was like don't feel like reading so I took out my National Geographic and changed my postion into a reading position and pretended to read while actually I was closing my eyes and resting haha!!! Of course off and on, I will open them and flipped the pages because I couldn't possibly be at the same page for 40min right? Haha. So yea, reading, I was sort of sleeping!! Haha was so boring.

Next was recess. At the end of recess, I asked Kester to follow me to the staftroom to get our files back from our chinese teacher's pigeon hole. We went there and the files were not there!! LOL!!! And Mr Phang told us to get it back from there. LOL!!! So we walked to the notice board on the first floor after that, he looked at his NPCC board while I looked at the Council board. After seeing, we went up and I was surprised and was wondering how come all the sec 1s were missing.. Not one soul was in all the classrooms. Wanted to find out what period was it so I went into 105 classroom again and took a quick peep at the time table and it was MT-Read!! So they must be in the hall. I was a little kpo and since I got nothing to do, I asked Kester to follow me up to the hall. We walked past the hall once and that was when the sec 1s were about to be dismissed le(We are at the left side of the hall). LAME RIGHT??? Haha is just because we didn't have things to do and was getting bored.

Oh well recess ended and next was History, haiz Mr Tan's lesson haha. Mr Tan seriously always loves to talk about boyfriend and girlfriend things, or things that are related to that sia. AIYOYO!! Mr Tan was talking about tone at first...and he said to Shahera, "If a boy whispers to you saying, .. ... .." LOL...all the mushy mushy stuff came out from Mr Tan's mouth haha. After which, he was talking about a History flim that he had watched before and that it was rated "RA". He even explained why it was rated "RA", OH MY GOODNEESSSS!!! Please be advised that the following is not suitable for children below the age of 18. Haha. Just kidding. Mr Tan said that the show was "RA" because of two things. Firstly, there was a love scene. And you know what he SAID??? Haiz, he said, "All you see is just the bed shaking only what, alright." ... ...LOL? Haha.. ..Mr Tan loves to talk about all these kinds of things de, AHHHH!!! The second thing was that the Germans were cruel and stripped all the girls totally naked before killing them, thus it was "RA". He then added that it shouldn't be censored just because they were stripped naked, because that was showing the cruelty of the Germans and would create much horror if it was not censored... ...Haha so lame. The next thing he said was really really "THROW MY FACE MAN!!!!!!!"

Do you want to know?? Haha... I don't even know why he said that la. He humiliated me!!! AHHHHH!!! Always like to throw all the bad examples on me de... NO FAIR!!! My reputation is soo ... on its last days!! Haha. Do you really really want to know??? Haha fine fine I shall say it but... ...is not true horh, is just Mr Tan's example only hehe. Mr Tan continued his speech, from the last part, "... ...if it was not censored. But for people like Timo...". This part he was already pointing to me and he wanted to call me Timothy LOL, he suddenly forgot my name even though he knew it just this morning. He was poor memory haha just like me... ...Oh well can't blame him, his age is really catching up!! HAHAHA!! Continuing his statement, "... ...for people like Timo... ...YOU!!(Pointing at me) always loves to look at girls' breasts!!" and then he walked back to where his laptop was. AHHHHHHHHH!!!!! MR TAN SAID THAT ABOUT ME!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! MY FACE IS NO MORE!!!!!!!!!! Everyone started to laugh la, even myself... AHHHH!!! I can't believe Mr Tan said these types of things and used me as an example. ... ...Last time he said I sleep with every girl in the school and now ThiS???!!!!! NOOOOOO!! Haha. And yea that was History lesson. Next was A-maths and finally Chemistry.

Lesson ended and I told Marcus to go buy ice cream with me before taking the bus 300 to lot 1! I wanted to talk photos of him eating ice cream which is so funny and unglam la, but he wouldn't let me. Haiz haiz the last time we ate ice cream...WAAA I couldn't stop laughing seeing him eat. Usually when you bite, the whole part will enter your mouth but then for Marcus, OH MY GOODNESS!!!! I don't know how he eat ice cream de sia, after he bites on a part, the whole thing enters his mouth but then one long strang of bread will be hanging out.... ...HAHAHHAHAHHA sooooo very funny la!!! ANd he said he eat ice cream is like that de... ... .... ...LOL!!!

Ok went home bla bla. Now I am posting Haha. I shall post a poem once again and add 1 or 2 photos for today... ...Hope you enjoy!!!

My Hand in God's loving Hand
Each morning when I wake up, I say,
"I place my hand in God's today!"
I know He'll walk close by my side
my every wandering step,
He will guide.

He leads me with the tenderest care
when paths are dark and I despair,
no need for me to understand
if I but hold fast to His Hand.

My hand in His! No surer way
to walk in safety through each day.
By His great bounty I am fed!
Warmed by His love, and comforted.

When at day's end I seek my rest
and realize how much I am blessed,
My thanks pour out to Him, and then
I place my hand in God's again.

God is my strength!! My everything!!

Photos

JOE!!!! Cute right? He just woke up though and is a little blur.


GEEE I look so ugly!!!! ARGH!!!!

KK see ya people!! Byebye and good night!! Oh ya one more thing, today Marcus very strange. Usually always tease me with Pumpkin, E.T, Watermelon and Stalker, but this time he talked about Serena only haha. MARCUS loves to tease me!!! I so fun to tease meh? Hahaha...

Wednesday, September 23, 2009 @ First encounter!

Just one random picture!! WHEEE nice view though!!

YOU-HOOOO!! Had a great day at school today? Haha.. ..for me is always the same, just that today I was way way way too tired. I just woke up and I slept for 4 hours as my nap today...incredible right? Haha. Yesterday I slept at around 12 45am and so I couldn't take it today. I usually sleep at 10+ or 11+ pm so I was tired lor. Oh well anyway lets start today's post, I don't have much time haha.(Sounds like I'm dying? LOl don't care la!! Hehe) But actually is true, my fellow sisters and brothers in Christ, if you have not reached not to your friends, now is the time!! Because the world is coming to an end and you never know when Jesus would come down again so use your time wisely and spread His loving Word to your dear friends!!

Anyway, today went school as usual and WHEEE!!! No duties early in the morning so I can go visit 105 today, oh yea!! I went to 105 after putting my bag into my class. I was in there for about 2-4min, not really sure, was talking to Kelvin for a short while and off I went to the foyer!! Know why did I go to the foyer??? Hmm hmm? Know or not?? Don't know right? If you know, it is very very weird, it must be you have been stalking me hahahaha!! Lol. LAME!!! But never mind. I went to the foyer to wait for Serena hehehe because I received her sms that she was about to reach school le. When I went there, saw Mr Tan with all the latecomers bla bla, did not want to ask me something like "What you waiting for?" so I stood at a pillar which is roughly about 20-30m away from Mr Tan?? Haha don't know la, I am bad at estimating length without a ruler. LOL!!! Waited a while, since was really tired, I closed my eyes for a little while. After about 3-4min I think, not too sure, I opened them and WOOOOOPPP!!!! Serena popped out!!! Haha!! Talked to her for a bit while accompanying her back to her class. GEEEEE, I was a little shy(AHHHH!!!) and I bet she was too... because she was talking so little and I ran out of topics on talk about...

I was like, "What to talk about?? AHHHHH!!" These words were running in my mind wildly. Well I am the type that do not really know how to start a conversation so naturally I will think that lor haha. Oh well nevertheless, I walked with her to her class, without saying much things, just a little, and off I went, back to 105... WHEEE WHEEE!!! Went to sit in front of Xin Tong, Cheryl and Vernice.... Xin Tong was don't know doing what, just talking while Cheryl and Vernice were doing their E-maths homework on geometry. WOOOO!!! Sum of interior angles---> (n-2) X 180. Haha. LOl. While I was looking at the maths questions, OHHH MMYYY GOOODNESSS!!! I forgot something!!! YEEEE ERRRR!!! I left my phone on the table...and then when Ahmad came to school, he snatched it away.. ARGH!! He was like, "I see your messages, hahahaha!!!" ... ...DOTS!! I very lazy to get it back but fortunately, there is nothing much for him to see!! HAHAHAHA!!! Cause I deleted all my inbox and outbox le, the only message there was just one from Serena about her reaching the school le. Thats all!!! Actually got others but I stored them at another area!! HAHAHA BLECK!!! And phew!!! But Ahmad was saying, "OHHHH SE-RE-NA!!!" Lol.

Few minutes passed, and Samantha soon came to school and she said, "Hello little brother!!!" to me. Haha. I just replied, "Hello!!" Know why she said little brother?? Hahahaa because I love to be little (i.e childish!!). Xin Tong then spoke out something, "Obviously he is bigger than you? Still little brother?" Samantha suddenly got so high, don't know what happened, like as if she took drugs!! HAHAHA just kidding, she was so high and said, "I don't know!! He wants to be little!!!" Haha so funny. After which don't know what happened, she came and squish my head... and then it was not really a squish so I told her that and then she did a more severe one hahaha!! She squished me until my body was totally flat against the table, ok not really my head wasn't haha. But YEEEEEE!! SAMANTHA SO SCARY!!!!!! MUMMY!!! JIE JIE SCARYYYY!!!! BAD BAD!!!!! Haha... no la she wasn't, it was fun actually..hehehe. She soon went away to announce to the class about their sport games allocation...The bell soon rang and off I went down to do my usualy gate duty in the morning haha. Gate duty date duty, here I come!!!!!!

Bla bla. First lesson was Chinese. We had a test!!! OH NOOOOO!!!! During the test, I think I sneezed for more than 15 times.. LOL!!! I was not really able to concentrate on it la.. .I felt so horrible. Sneeze and sneeze.. ...Haiz haiz. Oh well did the test anyway and second lesson was English...Today near to the end of the lesson, ARGH!!! Mr Osgodby asked me to be the first one to do public speaking!! NOOOOO!!! I was picked today... YEEE and my topic was "Talk about a funny character in your class.. .... ..." so I talked about Marcus and his lame love theories again!! WOO WOO!!!! I could see why I was doing my public speaking, Mr Osgodby was laughing non-stop!! HAHAHAHA!!! Oh well, funny funny. Next lesson was CME, we did an anti-drug survey and the canteen survey and next up was recess. Recess was the best!! I slept throughout!! WOOOOOOO!!! The whole 40min of recess, all I did was just BOOOOM!!! Rested my head on the desk and slept. Marcus went to the canteen to buy his food first but later joined me to sleep as well. Bla bla bla... we slept.. ..DING DONG!! Bell rang and time to assemble... YEEEEE interrupted my sleep!! NO GOOOD!!!!! Outside the class just looked so bright haha!! Since I slept for a while.

The sun seemed to be so bright!!

AND ELVINA!!!!! She took my lion down to the assembly area again!! Don't know for what la haha.. she just loves my lion. Oh well can't help it. My lion got lots of charms worz!! Hahaha. GEEE and my flu was back again. I started to sneeze again. AHHH!!! This time, something struck me. I realised that I had forgotten to pray during Chinese lesson. OH NOOO!!! God was waiting for me but I didn't. However this time, I remembered that the Lord will always be there for me so I prayed and God had answered my prayer. My flu stopped for the rest of the day!!! WOOOOOHOOOOOO!!! Thank you Lord!!! Anyway next period was Social Studies. Mr Siva gave us back our worksheets that he had not marked yet and asked us to mark our friends' ones, everyone of us did not get our own paper. Of course, he provided the marking scheme for us to follow. At first, I received someone's paper(cannot remember who, OH DEAR!!! I am losing memory haha), then don't know why Aminah took mine and changed with hers.. ..LOL!!! And the paper she got was Hui Yu's(Mei's?). And so I had to mark hers lor, since Aminah changed it and I was lazy to ask for a change again. Oh well anyone's paper is fine. Zhao Wei don't know why suddenly told Mei that I marked her paper.. ..I didn't want her to know at first de..but haiz!! Because currently Mei is ignoring me and I did not talk to her much so... ...ya. Oh well, so I marked and marked and I wrote lots of things..haha on why she was wrong in whatever areas.. that is how I always loves to mark things hehehe. Hope she is not annoyed by it.

Anyway Social Studies soon ended and then it was E-maths lesson. And finally Literature. Haha. In Literature lesson today, Miss Foo teaches us a new word, "Orrwuay". Know what that is? It is a crying sound... The onomatopoeia of crying!! Haha. I know this is just reading, so I cannot pronounce it for you, but try to read it until it becomes a crying sound. Break the word apart, "Orr-wuay!!!" Haha. You are wondering why Literature Miss Foo told us that right? Is because sometimes Lit can be really really boring and Miss Foo would talk about other things to sort of awake us up I guess? Haha so yea learnt a new thing. Of course is not an English word so please don't use it in your Compositions!! Haha. Is just msn talking, WOOO WOOOO!!! Literature lesson ended and then I went down to the canteen to have a quick lunch haha cause had Council meeting at 2 30pm. I sat with my 05 people again!! WHEEEE!! 105 105!! GOGO!! Love you guys!!! Haha. Not girlfriend-boyfirend that type of love ar.. ..is a love between friends!! YUP YUP!! Haha. Was sitting beside Samantha and Terrence was opposite me. Sim Shuang was beside Samantha on her right and bla bla...

Samantha squished me again!!! GEEEE, she loves doing that haha. Terrence was a little playful and he did what Samantha did too but with more force?? AND AHHHH!!! MY face almost got smashed into my food if he had exerted more force haha. Samantha then said, "Hey!! Who says you can squish my little brother?" and told me that if ever Terrence bully me, I must tell her. Haha. AWWWWWWW, just like what an older sister would say to a young young brother. WOOOOOO!!! Good sister I have right? HAHAHA!!! Sister-In-Christ!!! Samantha is my 'older' sister!!! HAHAHA!!! Oh ya and suddenly don't know why, Sim Shuang came closer to Samantha and did the kissing face look and the sound effect. YEEEEE!! Gives me the cold shoulder haha. Fortunately I was not the target sia, I think I would have fallen from the chair if I was the target hehehe. Anyway after I had finished eating my lunch, I ran all the way to MP2 for the meeting. Because I was sort of running late I guess, I ate so slowly today. Haha.

Ok 1 hour+ was the meeting and then went home and slept and here I am posting haha. Ok today's post quite short right? I cut short on a lot of things le leh... Ok la, I go do other things le, thats all for today. But before I really go, a poem for you to enjoy.

Have Faith My Child
Look not, to the storming waves.
Look not, to the thundering storms.
But look to the horizon of Grace.
Look now, upon His Holy face.

Have Faith My Child

Look not, to the enemies front.
Look not, to doubting questions of 'why'.
But look at the cross at calvary.
Our Father's in control and draws nigh.

Have Faith My Child

Look not, at the circumstances of grim.
Look not, to the heartaches of woe.
But look to the Master of comfort;
Upon Him, your head, lay down low.

Have Faith My Child

Look not, to the attacks of this world.
Look not, to the struggles of men in sin;
But lay your building burdens down.
By Grace, through faith, trust Him.

Have Faith My Child

Look not, to trumpeting failures.
Look not, to the regrets of the world.
But look to our heavenly mansions;
And walk in the meadows of might.

Have Faith My Child

See then, the victorys of mountains removed.
See then, His power and might, so divine(so great).
When walking in faith, the path of His grace;
Sweet joy and great peace you will find.

Have Faith My Child

Walk on waters of assurance.
Live by faith, in the hand of our God
Stand strong, sing praise, cheer and applaud.
Walk in faith of the Lord.

Have Faith My Child, For I am with you always!

Tuesday, September 22, 2009 @ School life yet again - My life!
WHEEE WHEEE!! I am posting again!! Before I talk about my school life again... lets have a heart to heart talk first, shall we? Haha. Ok it may not be as inspirational, but is something that I would like to say and share with you guys ba.

Q1. Have you ever felt that everything is lost and no one else seem to be able to be there for you and solve your problem? Have you ever felt that your life no longer has its purpose anymore?

Well before I continue any further, let me share an experience with you. Ok I know this may sound a little silly but what do you know? I was only about the age of 7 or 8 I think. My mum always scolded me for things when I had bad results or when I did a lot of wrong things. She always caned me too!! That time since I was really young, the pain of the cane seemed to be so great and I couldn't tolerate it. Everytime I got whacked, I would cry like crazy but my mum would just continue to cane me. It was around that period that I really thought that life has no meaning. I did not really know the reason why my mum keeps on hurting me and I was really lost. I had no one to turn to, no friends that I could confine in. I was all on my own! Sometimes I even entered my room and started saying things like , "What is life for? I want to die!" Something like that. I tried to knock my head against the wall, hoping I could just faint and not feel anything anymore. I was really depressed at that very point of time.

However somehow my heart was softened as I listened to the Word of God from my Sunday School teachers. As I listened, it felt like as if God is talking to me. God is like telling me, "Pray Tommy. I am always here for you. Tell me all your troubles." I was really shocked at that point of time because it was really like a voice that was talking to me as the Word of God is being preached by my Sunday School teachers. That very day, I went home and decided to pray to the Lord for my very first time in my life. I was really young that time so I just prayed a simple prayer, "Lord, I am feeling very troubled right now. I feel like dying and I do not know what to do. Help me Lord.". Thats was all that I said and prayed to God. Within a few moments, there was a change in my emotions and God had really answered my prayer. The Lord comforted my heart and I was really thankful. I felt like a new person and was no longer depressed. It was then that I realised that no matter what happens, God is always there for me when I need Him, all I have to do is just to pray and ask God to help me.

My friends, so you see, God has worked in my life, He has changed me completely. Don't worry if you have problems, if you have any troubles or worries, God is always there waiting, waiting for you to humbly pray and ask Him to guide you in your life. You may not believe me but it is true. God is amazing, God is great! If you need Him, just call out to Him. He will comfort your soul with His love and all your worries will be gone forever! All you need to do is just to pray and thats it. Pray to Him, believing that God is able to solve all your problems in life.


Q2. Have you ever experienced that not every prayer requests you make will ever be granted? Have you ever wondered why is that?

God knows everything that will happen! He knows what happens tommorrow or the day after which are things you do not know of. Yes, in Matthew 8:7, the Bible says, "Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you" and John 14:14, "If ye shall ask any thing in my name, I will do it." However God knows the outcome of everything, He knows everything! When your prayers seem like they have not been answered, there are probably three reasons for it. One is because you still have sins that are not yet confessed unto the Lord, two is because God is still working on your request, just that you have not realised it and lastly, is because perhaps maybe If God were to give you that particular thing you want, He knows that it is going to ruin your life so He did not fulfill your wish. God loves us and He wants the best for us, He is our Father, wanting the best for us, like how a father wants the best for his children. There is one more reason actually, and that is God is testing your faith for Him. If for example you ask for something and you only prayed once, and if God wants to test your faith for Him, He will deliberately not answered your prayer for the moment. If you stopped praying and asking for that thing over and over again, it just means you do not trust the Lord very much and your faith is not strong. God wants you to continue asking for the things you want.

Let me give an illustration of what it means that perhaps if God has granted what you want, it will be harmful or bad for you. Since God knows everything that will happen in the future, maybe you are asking for a girl's hand in marriage, and your prayer seems to be unanswered, perhaps maybe in future, the girl whom you marry is going to hurt you a lot and will make you feel so miserable and will turn you away from the Lord. God forsees this event and He does not want that to happen because He loves us for we are His dear children. He created us and we are very dear to Him, special in our own ways. There are some people in this world who ask for like things like, "I want money. Can I rob the bank?" Something like that and if God were to answer that prayer, won't the whole world be in total chaos and the world will be ruined? So yes, God will give you everything that you ask Him, provided that the things you want are not 'harmful' and will be able to serve Him better.

Q3. Do you want a life of happiness? Do you want a life that has no sufferrings, no pain, no sorrow?

God loves us so so much, don't you think He wants us to lead our days in happiness? God has a way for us to spend eternity in Heaven with him forever and ever, isn't that exciting? God promises us that we will be able to experience no sorrow, no pain, no hardship in Heaven, and we will be able to eat any fruits and drink any drinks we want in Heaven without worrying about getting poisoned. We will be able to communicate with animals too!! Isn't that so cool?? God has a way for us to go to Heaven...even though we are sinners while He is Holy. There is no way for us sinners to spend our lives with the Lord in Heaven, but God is great and He has a way for us to do so. Isn't that great? Through God's grace, we are granted everlasting life. John 3:16 in the Bible says, "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life." God sent His Son, Jesus Christ, to die on the cross at Calvary for our sins. On that very day, Jesus carried the burden of all our sins and died at that very cross where the Romans crucified Him. At that point of time, Satan(Lucifer) thought that victory was his, as the Son of Man, the Son of God has died but he was so wrong. Three days later, Jesus rose from the dead and He was the ultimate victor. Satan was defeated.

Because of Jesus, dying on the cross for our sins, we are able to be saved. If not for Jesus, we could never have eternal life. However, in order for you to obtain everlasting life, is just a simple thing that you need to do. Just take the step of faith and trust in the Lord. Believe in Him that Jesus died for your sins, believe that only through Jesus will you have eternal life. All it takes is just to believe in Him and thats all. Is nothing hard. The Lord is waiting for you to open the door of your heart, waiting for you to allow Him in come in.

If I have moved you today and you have decided to trust God as your Saviour, will you pray with me in this simple prayer(below, isn't any "official prayer" but rather a sample prayer to follow when asking Jesus into your heart. You can pray to God in your own words.) :

"Dear God, heavenly Father in Heaven, I acknowledge to You that I am a sinner, and I am sorry for my sins and the life that I have lived; I need your forgiveness. I believe that your only begotten Son Jesus Christ shed His precious blood on the cross at Calvary and died for my sins, and I am now willing to turn from my sin. You said in Your Holy Word, Romans 10:9 that if we confess to the Lord our God and believe in our hearts that God raised Jesus from the dead, we shall be saved. Right now, with my heart, I believe that God raised Jesus from the dead. This very moment I accept Jesus Christ as my own personal Savior and according to His Word, right now I am saved. Thank you Jesus for your unlimited grace which has saved me from my sins. I thank you Jesus that your grace never leads to license, but rather it always leads to repentance. Therefore Lord Jesus transform my life so that I may bring glory and honor to you alone and not to myself, bringing honor to your name. Thank you Jesus for dying for me and giving me eternal life. In Jesus' name I pray, Amen."

If you have problems and worries that you need help or someone to rely on, you can tell them to me. I will listen to you and I can help you. Trust me, trust the Lord. God is able to solve any problems that you have.


Ok, wow!! My post is already so long!! WOOOOOO!!! Oh well I have not talked about my school life today haha. So here goes... ...

In the morning today, I am not able to visit 105 because I got prize presentation preparation to do!! BOO HOOO!!! I cannot see them on the first day of school this week, so so so sad!! Oh well, I saw Xin Tong, Pi Gin and Putra on the way to school though. Haha. Actually my job for every prize presentation day is just to supervise the sec 2s on what to do only. However being a kind soul(Hahahhaa!!), I decided to help them today. I helped them take the medals from the teachers instead of them doing so hehehe. The people on duty for it was Jolle and Shi Ling. I told them to meet me at 7 10am at the assembly area. You know why I did that??? Hahahaha, is because I went to 202, supposingly to play a quick arm wrestling with some of the guys there. I went there like 7am and I thought that there would not be so many people there as it was quite early, to my horrow, WAAAAA!! Almost the whole class is like there le la!!! AHHHHH!!! Will definitely feel awkward when I entered the class lor. Nevertheless, I went in and stood beside Marcus Phua. I talked to him for a bit about Si Ying saying him being a pervert and stuff haha. Si Ying at the same time was asking Xin An to play with me arm wrestling. I heard Xin An said that his hand was injured but I don't think that is the case lor hahaha, I think he chickened out hehe!!

Besides I am not that good in arm wrestling as well, so don't know why he did not want to play with me haha. There was a group of boys in the class playing poker cards though. I went there to just have a quick look and suddenly, a girl behind me to my left said, "Hello Tommy!" I turned around(DUH!!! Natural human reaction haha) and said, "Hi!" I looked at her and didn't know who she was, but she knew who I am!!!! AHHHHHHH!! Since I didn't know who she was, I turned back because I seriously did not know what to say other than "Hi" and one more reason, I am very shy on the first few meetings with girls! Hahahahaa. After which, before I wanted to leave the class to prepare the prize presentation thing, Si Ying asked me to show her how to play arm wrestling with just 2 fingers, because she had never seen anyone playing with that method before. Well so we found a table and 2 chairs, sat down and started playing haha. She was using her whole right hand while I was using only 2 fingers from my right hand. I let her use her strength first because she is a girl ma, so must at least give in a bit lor. After the used, wow!! I could feel her amount of strength but then I started to use my strength and I .. .. won her ba? 2 fingers vs whole hand in less than 1 sec? Maybe? Haha not sure, but of well she is a girl after all so is not so bad!! Her strength is ok too, quite good!! HEHEHE!!

Anyway after that I left 202 and bla bla bla. First period was Literature. Second period was Chinese. Third period was English but Mr Osgodby didn't come to school so is free period!!! WOOOHOOO!!! Oh yea!! Ok la, not exactly free period because he has assigned us work to do through our english rep, Alvina. We had to write a summary on a topic in the National Geographic. I finished it in 30min I think and I slept for the next 30min haha. Don't know why but felt so so so tired in school... I am usually like that de though hehe, I just cannot help it but feel tired. The moment the bell rang which signified that it was recess, I woke up haha cause i didn't really sleep ba? Just resting so I could still hear my surroundings. I could hear Marcus' voice, I could hear Aminah's voice, I could hear Elvina's voice. HAIYO!!! All talk so loud de... no peace!! Hehehee. Anyway I asked Marcus to accompany me to the staftroom as I had to hand in my chinese file in my chinese's teacher pigeon hole and have to pass back Mr Tom Chan his cds for the council project thing. As I walked past 106 classroom to go to the staftroom, saw Debbie sitting at the back of the classroom door. I thought it was Jessica?? Oh man, is so confusing.

After going staftroom, went to the canteen to buy drink with Marcus, and back to class we went. Elvina took my lion!!!!! AHHHHHH!!!! My lion!!!! She took my baby!!!! NOOOOOO!!! I tried ways and means to get it back from her but I failed. You know why?? She put my lion in between her legs on her skirt. OH MY GOODNESSS!!! HOW TO TAKE??? Later she shout, "Molest" I die sia haha. Each time I tried to get it when she was hugging or holding my lion, she would slap my hand. LOL!!! MY LION!!!!! DON'T LEAVE PAPA!!!! Haha. To make matters worse, she brought my lion down to the assembly area after recess has ended. NOOOOOO!!! My poor lion!! Hehehe... oh well after recess, she returned me. Next was Biology lesson, and once again it was a free period and this time was really free period because Miss Aza did not come to school and did not set any work for us!! WOOOOHOOOOO!!! I forgot what I did in this lesson though. Oh well skip!!! Next was A-maths. And finally Chemistry lesson!! The last period of the day!! WOOOOOOOO!!! Shiok!!!!

Chemistry lesson was really funny sia!! Can't help laughing non-stop when Miss Lee said something really funny. She was teaching us about metals. Something like "Mg + Ag2O ----> MgO + Ag" She was saying Mg was Kester and Ag was Zhao Wei. Kester likes Miss Lee more than Zhao Wei so Kester kicks Zhao Wei away from Miss Lee and joins up with Miss Lee haha. Mg kicks Ag20 and forms MgO and left Ag all on its own. Haha she gives this type of example is just way way too funny la. She was laughing too when she was saying that and she sort of blushes!!!??? AWWWWW Miss Lee, you love us, don't you?? Haha just kidding. Anyway yea it was really funny. We had 10min free time before the dismissal bell rang. Lucas suddenly came up to me and wanted to play with me arm wrestling haha. Don't know whats gotten into him haha, lose me don't know how many times le still never gives up. Oh well so played with him both my left and right hand and the results are obvious ba? I no need say. After that, I challenged Kester haha. Kester whenever he plays arm wrestling, his face will turn super duper red sia and his hand will vibrate strongly. I played with him and I did not play to win, I play to see his face turn red haha. I let him use all his strength until he was exhausted haha, he still didn't manage to win me, but I managed to see his bloody red face!! WHEEEE!!! Hahahaa.

Kester was something like this girl haha, just that his face was red!!!

Ok bell rang.. ..went down to the signing in and out system. Serena had third language but everytime didn't see her leave the school de haha!! Did I leave the school first? Or did Serena leave the school before me? Hmm hmm. Oh well.. ..Marcus and I walked to lot 1, while Si Ying and her friend too. I was speaking to Marcus hokkien hahahaha... ...haiz Si Ying's friend was able to translate for her... .YEEEEE!!! I at first wanted Si Ying to wonder what we were saying de sia. YEEEEEE!!!!! Si Ying was saying that Marcus and I were old man though cause only old people speak hokkien lol!!!!! I became old today? Hahahahaa. MARCUS?!!!!! I OLD MEH?????? YEEEEE!! I am 5 years old only!! NOT OLD!!!! BULLIES!!!! BULLIES!!!!! BULLY SMALL KID LIKE ME!!!!!!! MUMMY!!!!! DADDY!!!!!!!!!! HELP ME!!!!!!! Haha.

Ok la, don't want to drag this post le la... I lazy type also le. I have been posting since 6pm and now is almost 10pm!!!! Can you believe it????? Haha. Kk nightz everyone!!

Monday, September 21, 2009 @ Public holiday
WOOOOO!!! Today is a public holiday... I still have homework to come though haha. Tommorrow got to go to school again!! BOO HOO!! I want to stay at home and SLEEP!! Sleep is what I do best wahahaha. Not exactly, but yea. I really have no idea what to post because weekends and holiday I don't really go out so nothing much to talk about hehe. Anyhow today shall talk about random stuff haha... ...

Friday
(I don't remember exactly what happened on Friday so typing only what I remembered) In the morning, after visiting 105 for about 15min, I went down to the assembly area to prepare for my pledge taking. Saw Zhao Wei there already and he asked me to see if the height of the microphone stand was ok. So I went there, tested it and it seemed fine. However as time progessed and it was like 3min before the bell would ring, anxiety caught up with me haha so I went to test microphone again and you know what?? There was no sound!! DIE!!!! Left 3min only and there was no sound!!! I told Zhao Wei and he went to tell Agnes I think and she ran all the way to the general office to adjust the microphone volume hehe. Nevertheless, the national anthem started with the microphone still having no sound haha. While singing the national anthem, I was like "DIE DIE!! Later how?? Wait still no sound??".

Oh well, sing sing sing, and finally time for me to say the pledge. AHHHHH!!! Haha. I walked up and to my horror, OH NO!!! The microphone stand I think dropped a bit or something, it suddenly became not suited for my height. YEEE!! So I bent a bit(makes me look weird) and said the pledge. But good thing!! The microphone was activated on time. WOOOOOO!!!! Thank the Lord!! WHEEEE!! I bent my body backwards a little so that I could speak into the microphone haha!! Friday that time does not have any announcements. OH YEA!!! So good! Hehe. Mr Lee said this short little speech about wishing a blessed Hari Raya. Then it was Mr Tan's turn!! Bla bla bla cannot remember what he said. Hehe. After which was my turn again, "Class chairman please report to your form teachers". I had to bend again, look retarded man!! My body was not straight haha. Oh well, it doesn't really matter! After I said that, Mr Tom Chan was behind me(below the platform) and he told me to see him after the morning assembly. I did not know for what, but I just said, "Ok". Haha. Mr Chan wants to see me!!! WOOOOOO!!! Something big is happening, that was what I thought hehe.

Assembly soon ended after I dismissed the students to go back to their respective classes and I went straight to the canteen to meet Mr Chan after that. Mr Chan wanted me to take up a project. With 2 other councillors and an Infocom Club member. We talked a little about the new project in the canteen but Mr Chan did not want our lessons to be disrupted so he told us to meet him again later during our recess. ... ... ...(cannot remember anything le)


Meet up during recess, talked about it and then we decided to stay back after school to continue with the project. Is a council thing by the way, needing the Infocom Club member to help us, so roughly can guess what we are doing le ba? Can guess? Hmm hmm? I'm not telling you!! BLECK!! Mr Chan has kindly booked Computer Lab 3 for us to do this project. When we went there straight after school, 101 was still having lessons in the Com Lab 3 with Miss Susana Lee. WAAAA!! Music lesson in a com lab?? I didn't know that. Hehehe. We asked for permission if we could use the computers(basic manners since there is a teacher) haha, and she gladly welcomes us, wooooo!! Haha. A few minutes later, a group of sec 1 students came in too and wanted to use the com for their literature podcast I think, not too sure. Haha. Qi Kai and Zhao Wei are now this project oo hehehee. When the sec 1s came in, I was telling Zhao Wei, "I thought Tom Chan book the whole place?" Zhao Wei then replied me, "The lab you using meh?" Then I thought to myself and didn't bother about the sec 1s le haha, since we need not use the whole lab. But the only thing is we were doing a council stuff and there are others seeing,.. .. .. a bit? Hmm oh well since the Secretary of Student's Council don't mind then ok lor haha.

It was really boring in the lab lor. Zhao Wei at 1pm went to do his O'art. The Infocom Club member went home to get his equipment and stuff. So left Qi Kai and me at the computer lab. The infocom club guy is coming back to school at 3pm and I think Qi Kai and I finished what we needed to do at around 2pm. GEEE we got like 1 hour la and we did not know what to do until that guy came back haha. Was just so bored. Oh well, there was a little entertainment though and that was the lit project podcast just behind us. Some parts were really funny and I dared not laugh...Was like controlling my laughter. Oh well since Qi Kai and I didn't really know what to do, we soon went down to the canteen to have our lunch because we had not eaten anything then. We went down to the canteen and oh my GOODNESS!!! There was like nothing left to eat. Haiz our lunch is gone!! We only ate a bun and a drink and thats basically it for our lunch!! ARGH!! I ate a watermelon too! WHEEEE!! Long time never eat fruits... No proper lunch that day haha.

Oh well we went back to the lab again and slack slack until the Infocom Club member came back to school. Haha. We went home at 6+pm sia!!! AHHHHHH!!! And we did not manage to complete the whole project thing. YEEEEE!!! NO GOOD!!! At first I thought I had nothing on Friday after school de lor, and then suddenly got an assignment. Haha.

Ok nothing to talk about le. Due to unforseen circumstances, I cannot post any further. Got no time ba and nothing to talk about too!! WHEEE!! (Below are poems again for you to enjoy) Hahaha..

Felt so alone
Yes, I have felt these feelings, but they are a long long time ago when I have not yet known the Lord. I doubt that I'd be here today if it weren't for God showing me His love. If you are feeling lonely, just call on God.

I'm sitting here feeling so alone,
Like I haven't a friend to lean on.
I thought many times of ending it all,
So many times I'd trip and fall.

A friend of mine told me today,
All that I need to do is pray.
She said it would ease the pain,
And so much peace I would gain.

I considered what my friend had said,
I prayed to God laying in my bed.
After I prayed I felt such peace,
All my troubles seem to cease.

I never dreamed this could ever be,
That God would love someone like me.
I had a past that was of the devil,
God has brought me to another level.

God can help you just like he did me,
If you call on Him, you will be free.
You'll have no more loneliness and fear,
Now finally, your mind will be clear.

God is always there,
waiting for you to call for Him,
waiting to enter your life,
knocking at the door of your heart...

Don't keep Him waiting!!

Open your heart
Just close your Eyes and open your heart,
And feel your worries and cares depart.
Just yield yourself to the Father above,
And let him hold you secure in his love.

For life on earth grows more involved,
With endless problems that can't be solved,
But God only ask us to do our best,
Then he will take over and finish the rest...

So when you are tired, discouraged and blue,
There is always one door that is open to you,
And that is the door to The House of Prayer,
And you'll find God waiting to meet you there.

And The House of Prayer is no further away,
than the quiet spot where you kneel and pray.
For the heart is a temple when God is there
As we place ourselves in his loving care.

And he hears every prayer and answers each one
When we Pray in His name - Thy will be done.
The burdens that seemed too heavy to bear
Are lifted away on the wings of a prayer.

"Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest." Matthew 11:28

"Casting all your care upon Him; for He careth for you." 1 Peter 5:7



Calvary
The cross on calvary
Stood up many years ago.
The man in the middle,
Died there for our soul.

He died there with nails
In His hands,
Bleeding for His life,
To take us to the promise land.

Hs said I shall leave you now
For I am coming back soon.
So be ready for me,
It could be day, night or noon.

I'll show you signs in the sun
Signs in the stars,
So be ready, watching and waiting,
For I am not very far.



(ok thats all for today, see ya!!!)

Friday, September 18, 2009 @ Exhausted
... ...Today I am seriously exhausted.. ..I do not have the proper mood to start a post haha. But I love writing poems so I have thought of some.. Here are some you yo enjoy today. Nothing much today, just poems.. ..I will tell you why I am exhausted tommorrow. Wait tommorrow is a weekend so maybe next Monday, provided I can still remember about today... Hahahaha!! Kk enjoy today's post!! As usual the poems are Tommy's edition!!! OH YEA!! Some are Christian poems and some are normal poems, you can differentiate, can you? Haha.

Always remember, don't forget
When you feel tested and tried
And all worn out inside,
Always Remember...
God is by your side.

When you have lost your best friend
And it feels like the end,
Always Remember...
Another He'll send.

When you feel like a good cry
But you just don't know why,
Always Remember...
God is standing by.

When the day seems to grow cold
Because you're getting old,
Always remember...
Your hand He will hold.

When there's a heart you can't mend -
That needs someone to tend,
Always Remember...
Jesus will be your friend.

Never forget that He is always there for you,
ALWAYS REMEMBER!!!

A Friend of yours
If I could catch a rainbow
I would do it Just for you
And share with you Its beauty
On the days You're feeling blue

If I could build a mountain
You could call Your very own
A place to find serenity
A place to be alone

If I could Take your troubles
I would toss them In the sea
But all these things I'm finding
Are impossible for me

I cannot build a mountain
Or catch a rainbow fair
But let me be What I know best
A friend That's always there

A friend who loves you,
A friend you can confine in,
A friend you can trust,
A friend who dotes on you!!

Let me be such a friend!!

I love Jesus


I love Jesus because He first loved me
He rides the waves with me through the stormy sea
When I'm sailing smoothly across the bay
And a raging storm comes my way
He is the Master of the sea
He says "Peace be still" and it will be
I want to love him even more
for he brought my boat safe to the other shore

I love Jesus because He loves me
He loved me first and made my eyes see
My savior loves me even when I fail
And His loving kindness does always prevail
I'm so glad His love is so true
and I always have Him to look to
He is always there and a true friend
His love is too wonderful to even comprehend

I love Jesus because He loves me so
He loves me and keeps me and will never let me go
He sees me when my steps are going astray
And gently leads me back to Him and shows the way
He is always waiting with His arms open wide
And with His love and mercy I am never denied
His love grows sweeter and sweeter each day
for He is my constant hope and stay

I love Jesus because He is always there
I know He loves me and will always care
Others may fail me, but Jesus never
I am His forever and ever

Jesus, I love you!!

Is Online Love real? Love!
It's very strange, when suddenly, your heart will realize,
It has been taken by someone with words before your eyes.
It is so strange to fall in love while starring at a screen,
With someone who is miles away that you have never seen.

You read about it in the news and see it on TV,
About an online love affair as real as it could be.
A couple fell in love online and one day finally meet.
The love was real for both of them and now they are complete.

You think this couldn't happen, because it is all a game.
The people that you read about already were insane.
To meet a perfect stranger may be asking way too much.
The people who set up these dates have gone completely nuts.

You don't know who you're talking to, and can they be sincere?
And if you've never seen someone, how can they really care?
So then you play your silly games, while trying to have fun,
And if someone seems serious you click your mouse and run.

Nobody can convince you that relationships can brew.
It's just a game that people play, because it's something new.
You talk to people everywhere as if the world is right.
Then, when your tired of talking, you just click them off at night.

But, one day you will meet someone, as strange as it may seem,
And they will make you feel as tho you're living in a dream.
You will feel emotions until now were undisturbed,
And as they type upon your screen you'll hang on every word.

You'll not understand it, how this person makes you feel,
But emotions that you're feeling suddenly are real.
You will feel emotions and you'll think that it's insane.
How could words upon a screen cause happiness and pain?

When you realize the words are from a person's heart,
Then you understand, within your life they have a part.
Relationships online is something you think you're above,
But deep within your heart you know you're falling deep in love.

Love is love, no matter what the world will try to say.
What difference does it matter how the love has come your way?
True love is so precious and it is so rare to find.
How can you doubt some people find true love when they're online?

It may be hard to understand how you can love someone,
When all you wanted was to go online to have some fun.
You may think relationships online may not be smart,
But I have met some people that I love with all my heart!

Love is always strange, no matter how you see it.
Before you know it, love may have entered your life!
Love is mysterious, not knowing when it may come.
But when it does, take care of it for, precious it is.

However, love should not be taken for granted.
Even though obstacles may come to shatter that love of yours,
Protect it, Save it, Treasure it, Cherish it, Keep it,
because you WILL NEVER regret having that love.

For LOVE is great and strong!!




(The following is a motivating message... ...They are done by someone's else and not me.)

The job of Christians
As Christians, we’re disciples of Jesus. We should share His message of hope. For those who are lost and without it, Life is a continuous uphill slope. They might be suffering an illness, Or have sinful habits they cannot break. They might be experiencing depression, Or they’re lonely with hearts that ache. Many feel they have no future, And it’s hard to face life’s daily strife. So share with them Jesus’ message, "I’m the Way, the Truth, and the Life."

Jesus would’ve shown compassion. They’d know He’d heard their cries. He would’ve lovingly reached out to them, With love shining in His eyes. They’d know that someone cared for them, One who was concerned about their plight. They could face a brighter tomorrow, For with Jesus, dark is as light. Since we are children of the living God, We should strive to be more like His Son. We should care about our fellow man. And share God’s love with everyone. We can tell others how Jesus saved us. And how for all, He laid down His life. We can tell them about His gift of grace.
For He is the Way, the Truth, and the Life.

(Kk that is the end of today's post... WOOOO!! I am a little tired after thinking of the poems haha... ...so see ya!!)

Thursday, September 17, 2009 @ Volleyball.. ..
WOW!! I am dead tired today man!! In fact, RIGHT NOW!! Haha. Just came back home from Volleyball training.. ..GEEE the warming up sessions are always the most tiring part of the whole training! Hmm hmm should I keep my post short today because I am tired? Well, I'll see where my hands take me today... ...MY hands control me and not me who controls my hands hahahahaa. Today shall be a little different way of structuring my post... ...you'll see!

Erm erm..I shall start off with my volleyball training today. First off, is again the physical training part which is made into out warming up sessions!! AHHHH!!! Is always very very tiring. Those warming up exercises can make one perspire like as if one has just run 2.4km...can you believe it?? Haiz haiz. The whole volleyball will be filled with our sweat even before we started training with the volleyball haha. An example of the warming up exercises would be shuttle run. We had to run and touch every straight line we see on one side of the indoor sports hall. Total there about 13 lines I think. We had to touch each and every line, running back to the original line after touching each line. Waaa can you imagine it?? Is like so... ...exhausting!! Haha. Sometimes after doing these warming up exercises, you may tend to feel like you are about to vomit but thank God I wasn't in this type of situation today haha. I was tired, yea but I still did my best and 'fight' to the very end! Hehe.


If the floor was clean, I would have done this man!!!

Well anyway after these warming up exercises, we had our first water break for the day!! After which we went out of the indoor sports hall to play at the outdoor court!! Haha. Ok not really play but to train! We train train train(Not as tiring as the warming up sessions) until it was about 5pm I think, not too sure or maybe it was 5.15pm but it was around that time. We stopped our training and we played 4 vs 4. We divided ourselves into 2 teams. My team consisted of Victor, Marcus Liau, Marcus Chua and myself. The opposing team was Yu Kiat, Darren Tan, Zheng Lun and Derrick Cheng. We played the first set...and we won!!! WOOOO!!! I don't believe but we won!!! WOOOOHOOOOO!!! Haha, but it was just a little points away only so oh well not much of a acheivement there. Next was the second set, but since we won the first set, the coach gave the opposing team different formations to play out and tell them our weakness and such... ...and changed their play style everytime!! NO FAIR!! The coach didn't gave us formations and such when it was the first set. Oh well, doesn't matter. We played the second set and guess the results?? Haha, the coach helping the opposing team worz!! So you think which team won the second set?? Hmmm hmm?? Haha.

... ... ... ...Is the suspence killing you? Hehe just kidding. The second set was won by .. ..US again!!!!! WOOOOOOOO!!! So happyyyy!!! My team won for the second time! First set we won, 25-23, which was just 2 points difference la.. ..but second set we won 25-18!! WOOOOO!!! Haha. Even with the coach's aid in their team, we still won them!! OH YEA!!! We are the best!!! WAKAKAKAKA!!!! I am so proud of myself!! Can't believe I am so pro!!! Haha, no la just kidding of course. What made us win both sets is the teamwork between my teammates and I!! And not my effort's alone!! It takes many hands to clap you know, for volleybalL?? HAHHA, ok that sounds so not right but it's fine. After the 2 sets, it was already 6pm and we went back into the indoor sports hall for "free serving", means just serve serve serve until we were asked to keep the nets and bla bla.. Hehe, went home... ...(Not for you to know anymore!! HAHAHAHA!!!)

Thats all about it for volleyball today. About 3 hours ago, at around 12.05pm, it was Additional Mathematics lesson. Mr Tai came into class and returned marked assignments to us. I searched through the whole stack of worksheets for mine but couldn't find mine, in fact mine was still not yet returned, Mr Tai has not finished marking!! NOOOO!! How can like that?? Haha he said I did his work until so far ahead so he don't mark mine first, mark others that done what he had asked them to do!! YEEEEE where got like that?? Treat me like that?? Mr Tai cheated my feelings!! Haha. Mr Tai had asked us to do until exercise 6A to exercise 6F of the textbook I think, but I handed up the whole of Chapter 6(Exercise 6A to 6G + review questions) and a whole Chapter 9 exercises that he just started teaching only. Haha. I so hardworking right? I did finish the whole of Chapter 9 even without Mr Tai teaching completely on that Chapter. Haha... ...but in the result, my assignment was still not given back to me yet!! BOOO HOOOOO!!!

Thomas got back one of his assignment exercise and he got a BIG FAT ZERO!!!!!!!! Hahahahahahaahaah!!!!! Can you believe it??? Thomas, who always get so high for A-maths(lose me though), get a ZERO???!!!!! Waaa this is so unbelievable man!!! I told him to continue to be this way for EOY too!!! Hahaha, in a joking manner of course. I was like saying "Pathetic pathetic!! ZEROOOO!!!!!!!!!!!! Thomas get ZEROOO!!!!! I am so gonna post about it man!!!" and true enough, I am posting about it right now haha. Thomas' reply was "Damn it!! You dare?? That fellow talking bad about me!!" And Marcus Chua(sitting in between us), Thomas and I started laughing.. ..over his BIG EGG of ZERO marks haha!! A-maths was just so funny!! Laughed my head off!!! But sadly enough, that is all I have to say about A-maths lesson. Hehehehe.


I probably had this face then!! Haha so cute the cat!!!

Just 20 minutes before Mr Tai came into the class, before A-maths lesson started and before English lesson was about to come to an end, there was a short public speaking session in the class. At first Mr Osgodby said that he would call out those who had not spoken for the public speaking before I was fearing that he would call me out!!! Because I had not had my turn yet!! OH NOOOOOO!!! The public speaking is a sudden kind of thing, never have time to prepare for a day de.. ..once Mr Osgodby calls you to do the public speaking, you will be given a topic and have to start talking about it for 2-3min. Haha, I was so afraid that he might call me sia, because I am not so good with a sudden type of public speaking hehehe. However, My Osgodby soon changed his words and said that he would choose people who irritated him yesterday. Haha, I heaved a sigh or relief man!! Cause I didn't irritate him yesterday!! WOOO HOOOO!! I won't be called. Haha. In fact, I never irritate him before!!!! Oh yea!! I am safe!! Hehhe. He called Aminah first because yesterday Aminah did not do his homework I think, not too sure.

Well Aminah's topic was "Describe your class and two or three of its interesting charactors". Haha.. ..it was our English new English Writing topic too lor... ...TOOO BADDD!!! Aminah had to talk about it and write about it haha. I cannot really remember what she said but roughly is like this, "My class is an interesting one. It has many different kinds of people in it, the good girls, the not so good girls, the smart ones and the not so smart ones. The first interesting characters are Zhao Wei and Kester." At this point of time, Zhao Wei's face was like "NOOOOOOOO!!!" haha and Kester was already starting to giggle a bit. Aminah continued, " Zhao Wei is sitting on my left and Kester is sitting on my right. Zhao Wei is noisy and irritating. Kester is quiet and nice." Zhao Wei and Kester did not say a word but they were starting to laugh and laugh, in fact, the whole class including myself were laughing. HAHAHAH!!!, it was just so funny... ...talking about classmates...!!

However, 2min was not yet up and Aminah had not completed her speech yet. I looked at her and she looked at me and I was doing body language, telling her never ever to talk about me!!! Haha... ...but... ...(You should know what comes next le ba? Since I say "but" hehehe)... ...Aminah once again continued from where she left off, "Then for the three people behing me, Thomas, Marcus and Tommy, they are also interesting people because they are always talking about girls and I always listen to their conversation. They even create nicknames for the girls they are talking about so that others won't know who they are referring to." After she said that, everyone was like laughing out loud la, everyone broke out into a thunderous laughter man!! Even Mr Osgodby was laughing!!! AHHHHHHH!!!! Of all things to say about us, she said that we talked about girls!!!! OH MY GOODNESSSSSS!!!!!!!!! Our reputation is so damaged man!! AHHHHH!!!! Marcus and I started to laugh out loud, until we almost had stomach aches haha!!! It was just too hilarious to not laugh at all!!! Waaaa... ...I cannot believe she said that!!!


Think I looked like that!! Haha.. Laugh until stomach pain!!!

The truth is, is not that I talked about girls de lor.. ..Marcus was always talking about his enjoyable time with BC(the girl he likes, BC is the nickname he gave her a moment ago), and he loves to mention all the girls whom somehow I got teased with... ...want to know who those girls are?? Hmm hmm? Haha. I'm not telling you!! BLECK!!!! Let me give you an example of what Marcus had said to me before... ...is so lameeeee la... ..his lame theory of love. He got great imagination sia. He once told me.. ....

(The story goes like this) Pumpkin and E.T met at the MRT station. Pumpkin then asked E.T, "Do you like Lion?" E.T replied, " Of course I do!! I love him!! I won't let you have him!!" Pumpkin got mad and answered, "NOOO!!! Lion is mine!! I won't give him to you!! He is mine forever and for me to keep!! I won't share him with you!!" Pumpkin and E.T quarrelled at the MRT station just because they would not give in to let go of Lion. However, one day, Pumpkin felt that she should do something about it first, figuring out that this was a love triangle between them so Pumpkin decided to back out from the triangle and let go of Lion. Whenever Pumpkin saw E.T being together with her, her hearts breaks even though she showed a strong outward appearance that she was not bothered about E.T and Lion being together. Her heart longs for Lion but he seems so far!! (The end of story)

LAME RIGHT??? How lame can Marcus be?? Even when he was saying this lame theory of his, he was placing his hand on his heart area and saying his theory in the correct mood and manner!! Oh MY!! Whenever he was saying such things, we would always burst out into laughter and Thomas would always want to hear our conversation haha!! So funny la! MARCUS, YOU ARE LAME!!!!! Maybe, as lame as me?? Oh well hahahahhahahaa!!! So yea, that was one of his theories, he has many of them! GOSH!! By the way, Pumpkin and E.T refers to a girl.. and Lion refers to a boy. Hehehe, only I know who they are... ...This is what Aminah meant by "Giving nicknames to the girls they were talking about" Hahaha..... ...But the way Aminah says the whole description of us, was like so... ...hmm hmm making us sound so desperate over girls?? AHHHHH!!! Aminah!!! I will kill you!!! Haha just kidding.

Ok thats all about English lesson... ..I wanted to talk about E-maths lesson too but I think I shall skip that part.. ..I shall stop my posting le!! WHEEEE!! I think is enough le. Quite tired too!! Haha. Oh ya, one last thing I shall talk about my 5min trip to 105 classroom today. Since I had some Council stuff to settle in the morning today, I didn't have time to see 105, only left the last 5min before the bell rang haha. Nevertheless, I went there and the first I hear was Xin Tong saying, "Hello Tommy!" to me haha. I went to stand where Cheryl and Vernice was sitting. I said "Hello" to all of them and Cheryl said, "Haha I came earlier than you!! You cannot sit my seat le!!" GEEE, cause I got Council stuff, NO FAIR!!!! Ahmad was standing at his seat beside Cheryl, I looked at him and said, "You were crazy yesterday, mad already. Suddenly add so many people to msn and then talk rubbish!! SIAO!!"

Ahmad started to laugh while I still continued to talk about it. Haiz haiz!! Don't know what happened, but suddenly Ahamd gone mad again and started acting so hyper and saying, "Tommy don't like Vernice le!! He likes Serena!!!" I did not reply, I just kept quiet. Vernice and Cheryl were like, "REALLY?????" Xin Tong then showed a really shocked face and said, "Serena is my friend!! OHHHHHH!!!!" After she had said that, before I even say anything, the bell had rung and so I bidded them farewell as I went out of the classroom and down to the first floor for my usual gate duty. Hahaha. I bet they were disappointed that I did not respond to our conversation.. .Hehehe well too BAD!!!!! BLECK!!!!!

YEA!!! That was my trip to 105 today, only 5min!!! SO SAD RIGHT???? BOO HOO. Haha. Kk la, shall stop here for today le. So nightz everyone!!!

GOOD NIGHT ALL!!!!

That Love-Bird(me-me!!) ?

Heyy , Tommy Yuen Kai Weng 袁启荣 here (:
I'm 16 years old, going 17 next year(2011) July.
♥ I am single Lol!
Character: Tommy is a very happy-go-lucky person. He loves to chat, with girls or boys also never mind. He can be stubborn at times but he is very friendly. He is somtimes hardworking but sometimes lazy too. He is also sensitive at times when he is really concentrated on it. He never gets angry!
Handphone number: 92316552.
Email(add me on msn!): tyuenkw@hotmail.com
Birthday: 15 July 1994.
Ding Dong(doorbell ring): Cashew Heights Condominium
Schools studied in(Once a Bpian always a Bpian!): Bukit Panjang Primary School(last time). And Bukit Panjang Government High School(now).
PSLE score(really seriously bad): 240-250
Church: Gospel Light Christian Church
Position I uphold: Student Councillor, once an understudy of Functions
CCA: Volleyball(Haiz if got tennis better)

LOVES ♥
[♥] Her(In future maybe?)
[♥] Tennis
[♥] Sleep
[♥] Anime
[♥] Taiwan dramas
[♥] Korean dramas
[♥] Chicken rice
[♥] Arm wrestling
[♥] Tutoring primary kids
[♥] Young children
My Primary and Secondary classes [♥]
[♥] 1F - 2001
[♥] 2K - 2002
[♥] 3J - 2003
[♥] 4J - 2004
[♥] 5J - 2005
[♥] 6K - 2006
[♥] 104 - 2007
[♥] 204 - 2008
[♥] 3L1 - 2009
[♥] 4L1 - 2010

Whispers ...

Gooseberrys(Friends)

Listen ...
Message for everyone
The Lord is my shepherd. He guides me in my life, leading me in the path of righteousness. He is my Father! He is the best Father that one could ever have. He is my all in all. The Lord sees all, sees the heart but Man sees the outside. God makes no mistakes and He died on the cross for our sins. He loves us all no matter of who we are because He loves His dear children as He created us. We are all sinners and God gave us a chance to spend eternal life with him in Heaven. Heaven is a holy place and thus we cannot enter. But God is kind, loving and He cares for us, all it takes for us to enter into Heaven is just to believe in Him, to believe in His Words and repent from our sins. Take the step of faith and believe in God. Ask and you shall receive!
A little more?
Lord, I am Your child. Guide me along in my life. Lead me the way You want my life to me. Make me to be more like You.

I LOVE YOU!!!!! (To God, to Mei, to my girlfriend in future maybe?, Haha)

Do you think I have a girlfriend now or someone I like/love? Haha. Yes? No? Aiyo! Answer so obvious also don't know, BOO HOO! Hehe.
Relationship matter
A little more about me when it comes to relationship(BGR) haha.

If I love or like a girl, all I want is to see her smile. I will do anything for her to be happy. My heart will break whenever I see her being too close to another guy. However, if she is so so much happier with the another guy than with me, I shall let her go because all I want is her happiness and her smile. If she is happy, I will be happy.

Yes, my heart will break. But I will never show it(I think so) because I do not want her to know and I don't want her to have a hard time deciding and I don't want her to worry for me. As long as she can be happy, if I have to sacrifice my feelings for her, I will do it. It will be painful but it is the best I can do for her.
LOL ...
Memories ...