My heart aches whenever I look at you. Not because you did something wrong, is because I am afraid to lose you. I am afraid that one day you will disappear from my very eye and I will not be able to see you again. My heart aches whenever I see you being sad. My hearts aches whenever I am not able to talk to you. I don't want you to go. Or rather I don't want to let you go.

You are essential in my life and I feel that with you, I am complete. Without you, the world seems to stop moving and without you, I just feel so empty. You are the only person that I would want by my side. I am like a tree. You bring fruits to my tree and brighten up my life. Without you, I will be dull and will lead a boring and meaningless life. Only with you, will I be happy and will I lead a good life. I love you!

If you really have to go, I can't stop you. Although my heart will ache so badly, I will see you off with a smile. Seeing you smile on your face is enough for me. So don't worry about me, I will be fine. Be happy always. The memeries I shared with you, I will treasure and will always remain them in my heart. Because I love you so much!!

Haiz, I don't know why I typed that... ...lol. I just suddenly thought of it so decided to post it. AHHHH! CRAP!!! I started playing maple again after so many years and I seemed to play non-stop sia. CRAP, Mei, Marcus Chua, Thomas and Pamela talked to me on msn and I didn't respond. NOOOOO!!! I ruin my chance to talk. ARGH!!!! I stopped my mapling today at 11 45pm. Haiz. I think will continue to play maple until last 2 weeks of holidays. Then back to no playing again and anime!! Haha. Kk byebye!!

Finally the June holidays have arrived haha!!! Waited so long for it but now I don't really look forward to it le. You know why? Cause I have over 20+ homework that need to be completed over the one month holiday. Haiz haiz.

Anyway nothing much to say today too since it was a short day. Short day=short post. And Zhao Wei and Wei Shi were being lame today. No wonder both got the name Wei inside. Wei=lame. Haha, just kidding. Whenever I walked up to the third floor, they would say something like "Finding Hui Yu ar?". Lol... ...Well, ... ...aiya. Never mind. I thought Mei was coming to school at afternoon time, instead she came in the morning. Today was really boring. Had to stand outside the class of 105 for 3 hours, argh!! Boring boring. After the whole Parents meeting session at around 12 15pm, we had free lunch provided by the school I think. Hanafi was saying jokes which I did not really laugh at while we were eating. On the way when walking to the canteen, I realised that Mei and her group of friends were at the study area level 1 chit chatting. I did not see them at first cause I was looking straight but somehow they called me so I turned and saw them there lor.

Haha. Hold on, lets move the time back a little. Just as we were about to end our duty, I walked up to the third floor and saw Eileen and 2 other volleyballers(girls) in my class. I walked past and just gave Eileen a look and she said "Whats that look for?" Haha, I just continued to walk while shaking my shoulders. Hehehe, rewind time back further a bit. Marcus Chua came to school with both his parents and 2 other cute little girls. They are either his sisters or cousins. So cute!! Haha I like young children!!! HOHOHOHOHO!!!! So young and innocent.

Kk thats all I will say for today. One more thing to add though which is in the picture above this blog site, "When I kissed you, I was afraid to love you. Now that I love you, I am afraid to lose you" YEA!!! Haha.

Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry
Call I'm desperate for your voice
Listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember
Butterfly, Early Summer
It's playing on repeat, Just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Stripped and pollished, I am new, I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh
Cause every breath that you will take
When you are sitting next to me
Will bring life into my deepest hopes, What's your fantasy?
(What's your, what's your...)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home
[X4]
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

"I was born to tell you I love you, and I am torn to do what I have, to make you mine, stay with me tonight" Haha I love this part especially "I was born to tell you I love you".

Nothing much today again so today's post is really gonna be so so so so so short!!! Haha, don't worry, is true this time, it will be short. All I will say is everywhere I go, I always hear people calling out my name haha. Everywhere in school or just outside school I mean. Usually is my class people, ex-classmates, 105 students or some sec 1 students whom I know like Jessica. Suddenly will just call me and I will be like a lost sheep, so blur looking around, trying to figure out where the calling comes from and who calls me. Haha. Haiz.

Today after volleyball, I changed back into my uniform cause my PE was so dirty and black. Since I am a person whom don't like to get dirty, so I cannot stand wearing the PE home. As I was out of the school, walking towards the bus stop with Qi Kai, I heard this time a group of people calling me. Haiz, I turned around(DUHHH!!! Natural reaction) and looked here and looked there but I did not know who called me. I asked Qi Kai and he said should be the sjab people haha. Well, since I was not sure who called me, I just continued on to the bus stop. Bus came, boarded it and then as it drove to the next stop, I saw a group of sjab people, including Mei across the road walking so it really was them calling me hehe. Haiz long time never walk home with Mei le, only one time only!! Sad sad haha. I don't dare ask though hehehe cause i am shy type de.

kk thats all for today! Short right? Haha haiz everyone tommorrow only come to school for about 10-30 min for parents' dialogue session but I must report to school from 7 30-12 30. BOOO HOOOO! I am helping out Mr Thomas Lee with the session thing for 105 from 8-12 30. ARGH!! Kk la, thats really all. See ya!!! Oh ya I need a tennis partner for June holidays!!! I can't find anyone cause Benhardi is going back to Indonesia.

Hihi, nothing really interesting happened today leh, so got nothing to say about today. Just want to say that Mr Phang(did I spell my chinese teacher's name correctly?) sang pretty well. Haha. I mean he could sing. So much better than me lor I find. Hehe.

Anyway the only thing I am going to talk about today is the time I went home from school. I left the chinese classroom(MP5) and went straight out of school. Just on the way out, met Jin Wee and he asked me where was tiger... ...At first I was like what tiger? Then he said tan tan. I knew it was Mr Tan le, haha. Cause he was late for school today and Mr Tan clearly said he wanted to see all latecomers after school today. But I did not know where he was so I just told Jin Wee to either find him in the general office or in the staffroom. As we were walking along the cloaking in system corridor, we spotted Mr Tan, he was sitting at a bench just outside the general office. Jin Wee walked to him while I went out of school. I went to the bus stop and after a while, while waiting for the bus, Mei and Ruth also were at the bus stop. I did not see her until the bus came. Cause that was the only time I turned to see who was behind me. So yea Mei and I smiled at each other and we went up the bus. Haiz these few days I find myself being tongue-tied many times, I also don't know why. Haha. Maybe too disappointed with results? Nah, I don't think that was the reason. I think my reason was that something was bothering me. I just could not get that particular incident/scene/image out of my mind. It gave me a jealous/envy/sad feeling. Haiz haiz, I think that particular thing will not leave me for a while, maybe for months. Hehe. Do you want to know what it was? Haha, don't think I will say it.

Anyway back to where I was earlier, yea we went up the bus. Mei and Ruth stood at the front of the bus while I went to the back of the bus. I didn't say a word to anyone on the bus even though I knew about 7-9 people. When I alighted, I saw Zheng Lun on the bus. Oh my, I didn't realise he even boarded the bus. I only talked to him but about 2-3 sentenses and then I walked alone to the LRT. Jason was also going home and I was like walking so much faster than him and he asked me to wait for him to buy his lunch before we board the LRT. Since he is packeting his lunch, I didn't mind waiting for a while. He took about 2-3min and then off we went to the LRT station. I was perspiring a lot then, since I brought everything that I left under the desk home. My bag got like 5 books in it and a file and I was carrying CME and BIO file and water bottle on my hands. So many things la, I sweat a lot. So yea train came and bla bla bla. When it came to Petir, I alighted and bid farewell to Han Wei and Jason. Han Wei reached the Chua Chu Kang LRT station about 4 min later. I walked out of the station and walked to the hawker centre to buy my lunch and went home. On the way, since now I was under the bright sun, I was perspiring even more, I could feel my whole shirt wet. I bought my lunch and somehow by then, I was panting, as in I was breathing really hard and fast. I also did not know why. The feeling was like as if I just ran 1.6km. I controlled it until I reached home. It was a 5-7 min walk. I felt like I was going to faint but would not faint. I just had too much weight on my shoulders and in my hands I guess haha. What I gurantee is that if today I had fever like the day I sat for A-maths exam, I would most probably had fainted half-way. So good thing I did not have fever today. YEA! Thank you Lord for the safety home today! Haha. The feeling was terrible, trust me! I reached home at 2+pm today, nearly 3pm.

So yea thats all about it for today. Hmm.. ...I want to add something different to the post. Here goes.

If you have a friend whom you only talk to when you are hurt or when you need someone to talk to to express your feelings, don't forget to thank him. Because you never know when that person is gone or when you are gone from this world. Treasure him and don't forget that he is always there when you need him. Likewise, lend him your strength when he too is down. Don't take things for granted. Yes he has helped you many times with your problems or have comforted you whenever you are sad, but he too will have difficult times of his own. So he is putting his own problems at the side just to help you, be thankful and you can repay the favor by supporting him in his times of need too and just saying the words "Thank you!" will be just the words he would ever want to hear. Help and cherish each other.

If you still have your parents by your side right now, tell them you love them and give them a hug. Tell them the very same thing too, "Thank You!" Think about those who have lost their mum or their dad or both their parents, those children would never ever have the chance ever again to apologise to their parents for their wrong acts, would never have the chance to thank them for their love and care, would never have the chance to tell them "I love you". These three words are very stong and very special. Do not regret the moment your loved one leaves you. Treat each moment you spend with your loved ones as a precious moment. Your loved ones care for you and they love you. Yes they may seem unreasonable at times but they are like that because they care. Tell your loved ones or whoever you want to, tell them "I love you" or "Thank you" and give them a hug. This will surely brighten their days and would also be what every parents want to hear from their dear precious children of theirs. Apologise if you have to. Don't take things for granted and appreciate what they have done in your life.

Don't you think it is regretable if someone you ever care about left this world and you have never ever show him your appreciation? Yes that someone never want anything in return from you because that someone cares for you but the best thing that you can do for that someone is just tell him or her "Thank you". "Thank you" and "I love you" are words which are pleasant to the ears and can help to improve relationships. Don't wait till the day that you will never be able to say those words to that someone ever again. Regret is something you don't ever want to experience.

To conclude, love others as much as you love yourself. Care for your friends, your loved ones. When they are in need, help them. Don't ask for anything in return, just help them and care for them. UNCONDITIONAL LOVE!!!

Haha kk byebye! Hope you enjoy reading. Haiz! I don't really know how to say those things haha, so... ....yeah!

Hihi, posting again. Don't know if it will be a long post or not, but I think it most probably will haha. Have fun reading! It is boring, yea I know, trying to improve it if I can. Hoho. Lets not hold the suspence and start the engine going! Haha.

Nothing much to talk about today leh. Hmmm lets talk about three things then. In the morning when I came to school, during E-maths lesson and volleyball training. Aiya, these are the main points I am going to talk about today but I will briefly talk about other stuff too. Today, I went to 105 classroom again as usual after putting my bag into my classroom. I went there, sat at Samantha's seat beside Terrence and he gave me a sweet. I realised something, he really does loves to eat sweets cause like everyday he would have one. I took it and I ate it lor, obviously. I was feeling tired at that time, like totally no energy at all. So I chatted for a while and then I went into my sleeping mode. I lay my head on the desk and closed my eyes, falling into dreamland. I'm just kidding, I was resting but I did not fall asleep. Terrence tried once again to make me feel irritated. Lol. He failed of course since I hardly or never get angry easily. First he kept on putting a kikapoo(Haiz I don't know how to spell sia) bottle into my shirt. I removed it and went back to rest. Then he tried zapping me by the sides but I was immune to that. Not really but I am able to control it. After a while, he gave up and I heard Joanna shouting from the front of the class, saying "Tommy, why you emo?" I was not lor, I was jut resting only. Man Ling soon came in too from the back of the class and stood beside me. She was talking with Terrence and was saying Yong Shin's name.... ... Bla bla. I was still resting and did not really bother. Soon, Man Ling left and I heard a girl's voice coming from my left ear saying, "Tommy, don't emo" Haiz haiz, why everyone think I am emoing? Aiyo, keep quiet means emo meh?

I did not recognise the voice sia. I did not who that person was, maybe was because I was almost falling asleep and I became blur blur le. All I knew was it was a sweet girl's voice. I was curious to know who that was so I turned and took a look. CHEY~~~!!!! Was only Xin Tong. Haha. Couldn't believe it lor. I thought was someone else, yea someone else. Must be she changed her voice when she said those words. Hehe. Before that, was Sim Shuang's voice. She said to me "You lose your girlfriend ar?" SO LAME!!!!! I don't even have one in the first place haha. (Believe or not, hehhehehe?) After hearing Xin Tong's voice though, I woke up, as in I opened my eyes and did not close them anymore, excluding blinking of eyes hahahaha! Anyway it was almost time for my gate duty so there was nothing much left for me to rest about. Putra was standing in front of me that time, and bla bla. Forgot liao haha. When Samantha switched the lights off, signifying that it was time to assemble in the multi purpose hall, I went out of the classroom, said byebye to some 105 bombers first and went to the cloaking in system for gate duty... ...Did gate duty, after that was sort of assembly which I managed to skip history lesson cause the sort of assembly was one hour long. YEA!! No history haha! Assembly was prize presentation, the school counsellor's talk about holidays, purity(virginity), bla bla, boring I find haha. But I was paying attention though. After that, Chemistry-relief teacher hohohoho, then Biology but Miss Aza never showed up. We had free period!!!!! YEA!!!! However, about half an hour passed and Mr Siva(form teacher) came in and sort of gave us a wake up call, since our class did badly compared to others.

Want to know my ranking?? Haiz, should I say? Cause I think I would embarrass myself. Is like so bad!!! I think I shall not. Mei so pro... ...lor... ...aiya she is always so pro in the first place haha. After Bio lesson which is Mr Siva's for today only, is recess and after that was E-maths. E-maths was Mr Chiam! Haiz, the teacher who loves to joke or simply talk things that make no sense haha. He spent about 25 min talking about the drawing on the whiteboard haiz haiz. AHHH. The drawing was a boy and a girl with a heart above them on the beach under the coconut tree enjoying the bright sun or setting sun. At first, it was Chua Jeng and Yan lin(Yan Yan) lor... ...haiz. Don't know why suddenly can become me and Eileen... ...What man!!! That rumor(Rumor leh, is it? Or is it a fact?) still exist ar??? Oh well, it won't go away until I end secondary school I think. Haiz don't think so, wait got classmates go same Junior College as me then ... ....ahhhh! Haha. Out of the blue, someone(don't remember who) told Mr Chiam that Hui Yu is Mei Mei and I am Kor Kor. Haiz, then Mr Chiam said "ORHHHH!!! Then it is supposed to be Kor Kor and Mei Mei" Haha. SO funny! I was like laughing la. So funny, Mr Chiam was talking loudly for the class to hear to Mei though. Never really talk to me cause I was reading the E-maths chapter that he was starting on today... ...I heard he said something like Mei would meet a monster in her dreams, instead of me. Haha. I laughed at that too. Funny funny.

After E-maths was over, it was A-maths. Mr Tai came in and he too started on a new chapter. It was Coordinate Geometry, oh man so much more harder than E-maths's Coordinate Geometry. ARGH!!! Common test 2 may be the time I said byebye to my A1 for maths??? Maybe?? Do you think I would say goodbye? Haha. After A-maths was English lesson. Haiz again another relief teacher, today got 2 in total sia. Mr Osgodby was not in school today and the relief teacher just gave us May's reader digest worksheet for us to do. The whole one hour I was spending on that worksheet la, so hard to find the answers haha. The time was 2 20pm and dismissal time was 2 25pm. However, the teacher allowed us to leave the class. YEA!!! 5 min earlier, haiz, 5 min only I seemed so happy hehe. Went to find Qi Kai on the second floor cause today got volleyball. On the way out, saw Mei and (someone, forget who), haiz I forget things easily sia. I bid her farewell and we talked a bit about level position and stuff before I really walked away. She so pro!!! Well I knew it from the very start all along haha. Must learn from her hohoho! I met Qi Kai and then blablablablabalbalablbalbalablabalablabla, volleyball time!!! Nothing much to say about this le la, my hands getting a bit tired. All I can say about volleyball today was so much more fun than last time. And we are back to proper training. Not used to it today though. Cause so long never really did proper training le. Haha.

Kk thats all today! Anything you want me to add? Haha just kidding. Bye bye! Hope you enjoy reading if not, you DIE!!!! Kidding!

Yoyo! Play yo-yo! Haha. Haiz today I have realised one thing, I act better than I sing haha. Anyway lets start today's post before I go to sleep, maybe?

Today went to school as usual. Went to 105 classroom with Jasper to practise our singing. Lol. After which at around 7am, we went down to the first floor study area to practise with Jasmine and Amanda. We planned to meet there at 7am. HOWEVER, when we went down, none of them were there! ARGH! Jasmine told us to go there at 7am and she herself wasn't there at 7am. Jasmine came 5 min late and Amanda came 10 min late. Haha. So yea we practised our singing with actions and stuff. Haiz the practice sounded ok and it was kind of going smoothly. I was not very confident about the rose part though. Well we practised about 2-3 times, then off we went back to our respective classes for temperature taking and singing of the national anthem and saying of the pledge. When I walked back into my class, Mr Siva stopped me after greeting him. Haha, I was so damn shocked la at that time. I thought he wanted to scold me or something. But... ...my thought was so wrong. Instead he said "What is the flower for? You want to give to who?" I was like LOLLLLL. I simply just replied it was for my performance. And you know what he said after that????? Haiz, surprise surprise. He said "Oh, I thought you wanted to give me or something and give me a kiss". SO LAMEEEEE!!!!! I didn't know Mr Siva was so lame! Haha. He stopped me cause I was holding the rose in my hands when I entered the class. (Errrr... ... ...)

Well thats that. I settled down and closed my eyes for a bit, cause was really tired. I looked around to see who was here and who was there. I saw Mei with an expression I don't know how to explain then I went to sit in front of Kester. Aminah, Jason, Zhao Wei, bla bla went to take sweets out of my plastic bags(also for performance) and ate them. LOL!!! TAKE MY SWEETSSS!!!! YOU ALL DIEEEE!!!! Haha just kidding. Suddenly, I heard Eileen's voice saying something in chinese, forgot what it was le. Haiz I didn't see her when I stepped into the class haha. I talked with Kester a bit about why he wore PE t-shirt when I sent an sms saying to wear house tee. Haiz he said he didn't receive my message, only receive Charis' one which stated half-u only. I thought he would ask me the same thing la, but he didn't. Cause I was also wearing PE t-shirt even though I told everyone to wear house tee. I don't like to wear house tee ma so I wore PE t-shirt lor. After talking to Kester, while waiting for 8 10am to arrive, Lucas suddenly walked up to me and asked me to challenge him left arm wrestling. Haiz... ...play then play lor. Haha. So yea I played with him and I won in like 1 or less than 1 sec? Right arm he got no time to react, that was what he said. Since he already lost to me, he asked me to slowly win him. So I did as he asked lor,... ...LUCAS!!! No strength, aiyooooo , must train more la. You need to carry (someone) in the future you know???? Haha. (Don't kill me after you read this hor... ...if you know what I mean, someone!!!)

When it was about 8 10am, Mr Siva asked us to check our results. Wow, I checked my results and I got no faliures overall. Thats cool. I thought I failed chinese in CA1 but I got 51.7 haha. So surprising lor. One thing I am really not happy, my overall for Chemistry was 74.9(A2), nooooooo! 0.1 mark also cannot give me, what is this?!!! My CA1 I got 86%, so you should know how badly I did for SA1, booooo hoooooo! I deprove by so much! Anyway, yea sign sign and off I went with Zhao Wei to the hall to prepare ourselves. Zhao Wei is a helper while I am performing and a helper too. Fast forward... ... ...It was my turn to perform. Haiz, it totally screwed up la. My group memebers one part sing wrongly and I also confused le. And then the PA system got the ZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZz sound until what we sang all also not clear and could not be able to hear le lor. Besides, my singing is horrible... ...haiz to be honest, if I sing loud, my voice would be worse than when I sing softer. ARGHHHH!!!!! I so prefer acting... ...don't really prefer singing, well at least on stage. Acting is so much more better and more fun. I still remember my acting on Chinese New Year "Daddy, why must we go to the reunion dinner? It's so boring! I rather stay at home and play computer games like Star Wars." Haha. Do you guys remember? Ahhh, never mind. Next time I shall act again if there is a chance to in council's activity.

Bla bla bla.. ..after that was Bpian idol. And during recess, I just recalled that today had council photo taking. AHHHHHHHHHH! I forgot to bring my school shirt, my tie, my name tag, my council badge, all never bring!!!! DIE!!! I asked around and almost everyone got bring. DIEEE!!!! I was so dead la! I understudy somemore forgot to bring. ARGH!!! So I quickly went to call my mum to bring my stuff to school for me and I told her to come at 12 15pm. I was saved, got my mum to help me bring my stuff, otherwise I would die so badly la. At 12 15pm, I went down to where the security guard was and my mum was waiting there for me le. I asked Jasper to follow me, at that time, we were still in our home clothes and had not changed back into our uniform. I took my stuff from my mum, and then I bid her farewell. Lol, you know what Jasper said? He looked at my mum and then while we were walking away, he asked me "Is your family very rich?" WU LIAOOOO!!!! Ask this type of question suddenly, obviously I said no la, cause my family is not rich haha. He said the way my mother dressed and bla bla like rich family like that. He asked my pocket money and I could see his jaws open wide haha. I went back to the hall with Jasper after that and I put my stuff beside my bag behind the stage. After which, I went back to the voting boxes there and Qi Kai asked me to go change for photo taking. I did so, changed already and by the time I came out of the changing room, Jasper told me "Photo taking has been postponed!" WHAT MAN!!!! I finished changing and then tell me POSTPONE!!!!! YOU GOT TO BE KIDDING ME!!!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!! At least tell me earlier la, make me trouble my mum for nothing.

So I went back into the changing room and changed from my full-u back into my half-u. With Jasper in one of the cubical. I need not use it haha. So man fan!! People change into full-u already then tell me postpone, argh!! I shall strangle Irna!!!! No la, just kidding. I think in the end would be she strangle me ar... ...Haha. Bla bla bla concert ended and we were going home. YEA!!!! Home sweet home! "A home, a home sweet home"(camp shouting!!) Didn't manage to see any classmates before I went home, other than Lucas, Kai Ting and Geok Min. Haiz!!!! So bad!!! Haha. I was like walking on the way out of the hall... ...then a group of people called me and I got to go help out haha. The group of people are councilor-mates and Geok Min. She shouted something but I don't want say what haha. Otherwise... ... ...(It will go wild!!! Something like that) Qi Kai and I helped Geok Min carry the piano from the stage to the back of the stage. 2 boys carrying a piano, amazing right? Haha. After that went home but before that, went to eat with Ting Fang, Pamela, Qi Kai and Jasper at lot 1 mac. While eating, Qing Xi, Chong You, Madeline, Jia Yi, Cheryl Lim and one more girl came to eat mac too! Qi Kai was like smsing Qing Xi and keep on spamming him haha. Chong You asked me a question and I just gave a look. Haha he said when he asked Mei, she also gave the same look! Haha. Of course ma, that is why we are brother and sister, hor Mei? Kor and Mei share the same thing! Yea thing! Hehehe.

After eating, went seperate ways and bla bla bla. Waaa, long post again haha. Thats for today! Byebye. Haiz tommorrow got volleyball again!

Hello! I am back from camp!!! WOOOOOO! So happy haha. Haiz haiz, aiyo wei, nobody tag my blog during the time of camp de... ...BOO HOOO!!!! My blog is dead, noooooooooo! Anyway, lets talk a bit about the camp and about today after the camp. Hehehe here we go!!

The camp was boring at the start and at the end to be really honest. However, when it went on, the camp became more fun but overall I still find Ngee Ann Polytechnic camp(YLA) is so much better! You know why? Cause YLA the sleeping area are like home or hotel la. Haiz the camp is sleep on hard wood or on the ground. Like army style la. Back and neck ache de la. Haiz haiz. Oh well, it's ok. Then hor bathe also must like 3-5 min must finish le, so so so so not fair!!!! Bathe also not clean clean de lor, still body so itchy. Haiz. Worse still, bathroom, so damn small!!!! What man! Somemore got toilet bowl when we bathe de, no place to hang clothes for the boys, then any moment got fear that clothes or shampoo, etc can drop into the toilet bowl la, haiz. The boys' bathing area like so miserable. I think if I stay any longer for the camp, meaning is more than 3 days, I will die!! Cause firstly, no proper bed. Secondly, bathe also still so dirty. Thridly, food served is nice but so little, not filling to me. Haha. A very brieg description of the bathing system. I go into the toilet, take out my clothes, have not even turned on the tap, the PM(Platoon Mentor aka group-in-charge) shouted from outside that I had only 3 minutes left. OH MY GOODNESS!!!!!!!!! How to bathe in 3min??? I am so not used to it la, cause at home can take own sweet time and I usually will take about 7min.

On the first day of camp, I got real muddy. Not my front, but just my back. Cause we must crawl in mud or roll in mud. BOOO HOOOO! I hate getting dirty la!! Somemore bathing time also so little! I would just have to put shampoo on my hair and soap on my body at the same time when I wash them off, haiz. So so so so so jia lat!!! Not only that, sometimes we would have to sit down and listen to the PM(NOT PRIME MINISTER AR!!!!!!) or the so-called officer talk and sit down can be like a few hours!!! Cross-legged you know... ...Leg all pain la, as in tired. Not only that, butt also pain, cause keep on sitting on rocky ground. No smooth place. ARGH!!!! This camp is a military style camp so wherever you go, you will see millipedes crawling here and there. Just imagine, millipede crawling up into your sleeping bag when you are sleeping!!!! EWWWW, gives me a creep haha. Well, these so far were all the bad points about the camp. Now lets talk about some things that I like during the camp.

Firstly, is the "Salute Panther". I don't really know how to explain it but it is nice to do it haha. Is we must jump a little and then show a peace sign, aiya! I don't know how explain la, only know how to do haha. Aminah said I looked cute doing it, lol!!! So ask me to do ba, if you want to know what is the "Salute Panther" is all about. Secondly, I like the 'scolding' that we had on the last day of the camp. The so-called one of the officers scolded us today before we had our final ceremony and before we left the camp site to go home. Because of some people who did not go up and claim their lost and found belongings, we got scolded. He said about us not appreciating what our parents have ever done for us. He said that we must think about our parents, put ourselves in their shoes. He added that mother had to suffer for 9 months and had to go through labour to give birth to us and her figure would not be as nice as before she was pregnaunt. Father on the other hand had to sacrifice his time with his friends and have to work harder to provide money for the child because he could no longer spend a lot of money on himself. Our parents did so much things for us, yet how we repay them? We shouted at them when we are angry, we do not listen to them at times. But we did not realise, when our parents scold us, they are hurting inside. Obviously, when we are hurt, they are hurt because every parents would love their own dearest children. No parents would not want the best for their child. But yet why do they still scold us if they are hurting? The very reason is because scolding us will make us realise our mistakes and we will become better person. So whenver you receive a scolding, don't be too sad or don't be angry with your parents, because if you are hurt by them 100%, they will hurt 200% inside. Our parents will feel more pain than us(although they won't show it in front of us). So yea I like the 'scolding' given by the so-called officer.

After the 'scolding', he told us to write down at least 4 letters to express our gratitude to someone or our love to someone. Guess who I wrote to? Haha. I did not give the letter to the person I wrote to though. During the 'scolding', he also added that we do not know when people die, cause it happens anytime and anywhere. He added "when was the last time we ever say I love you Mum or Dad or thank you Mum or Dad?" Life is unpredictable! So we took the opportunity of the 4 letters to write to those whom we want to express our gratitude or love to. Since some of us are shy and dare not say those words face to face, we used the letters. One moment, our parents may not be there cause an accident occur, at that very moment, we will cry, won't we? I bet we will be regretting that we did not treasure the moments that we had spent together and will regret for not pleasing our parents before they leave the world. The time we would most probably realise our mistakes and the wrong doings we have done is the time when our love ones die. But why wait till then to realise? Why not start now? From this moment onwards. So if you are reading this long post, please do not forget that your parents love you. Your parents want the best for you! Never forget that. Love them, don't raise your voice at them when you are angry. Because they will be hurt. Care for them, express your love to them. If you have not done so today, go to both your Mum and Dad, and tell them you love them and give them a hug. I gurantee you that those words are the sweetest to their ears, especially coming from their very own dearest beloved child. They will be touched. The magic of "I love you" is far too great for you to imagine!! Trust me! If you think is too mushy or stuff like that, write it out in a letter. Love your parents as after all, they are the ones who raise you up and nurture you into the way you are now. Be thankful and tell them these 3 words "I love you!"

Haha. Well thats about it for the camp! Before I end about the camp, lets talk about one more incident during the camp. Is the second night of the camp when we had a performance done by each platoon(group). The MCs for the performance is Mei and (someone). Haha I forget his name liao. First time I see Mei without her hair being tied haha. Well they were the MCs and whenever song was being played and such while waiting for something(don't really know how to explain) haha, they would so called perform according to the music. During one of it, they held hands and danced. HMMMM... ...how to explain it??? Aiya, ask them can le la. Haha. Well Rodericks was sitting beside me and he was saying to me "WAAA, your Mei want to 嫁人了, don't be sad." Something like that, haha. I think I laughed after hearing that from him. ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...Erm when the camp was over and we were going home that time, we were at the bus stop and I told Kester, Zheng Lun, Wen Xiang "BOOOO! Mei want to 嫁人, want to cry le, will be left alone le" Haha. Something like that. Well, its cool! Anyway during the camp, hardly see my own classmates lor, cause all the classes are mixed together and classmates are scattered all over the place. Whenever I see Mei during the camp or she sees me, we will say "Hi!". Not exactly but in the form of saying "Hi" hehe.

Thats all about camp!!! Haha but today had not ended just yet. We were dismissed at around 11 45am and we(Kester, Zheng Lun, Wen Xiang, Qi Kai's group and me) had tuition at Bukit Panjang Primary School at 2 15pm. YAY!!! My primary school!!!! O~O~O~O~LEI!!! QI Kai's group members went home first before going for the tuition. Zheng Lun, Wen Xiang, Kester and I went to Bukit Panjang Plaza to eat first and then to my house. They put their bags in my house so as not to waste time going home first and then coming back. We were tutoring primary 6 students Mathematics for the CME project thing. When they went to my house, the first thing they heard after a while was my dog barking haha. So so funny!!! They so damn funny la, my dog bark so loud, they so scared le. Got one time when I ask them take thier bag after we ended the tuition to go home, they like dared not la. Cause there is a gate at the corridor of my house for Joe, my dog to walk out. Erm.. ...when I opened the gate and they walked nearer to their bags, my dog heard their movements and started barking. Joe scratched the main door too and when he did that, those 3 boys ran from the gate there to the lift area. OH MY!!!! They so scared Joe would open the main door and chase after them la. Haha so very very funny!!! Can't stop laughing!! HOHOHO! Anyway so yea we went tuition, and at about 2pm, we reached the primary school(Just beside my condo). We started tutoring the kids there even though Qi Kai's group had not arrived yet. Brief of what happened, the kids were behaving well, very good! But however QI Kai's group could not manage to find the school and they lost their way, HAIZ!!!! CRAP LA!!!! QI Kai kept on calling me asking for directions and such when I was already in the primary school tutoring le. Anyway, in the end, they did not turn up for the tuition. So is just us 4 people tutoring around 30 students. Nothing too difficult! In fact it was fun and enjoyable. Funny too at times. Some of them call me 'teacher', my reaction to that was I said I am still a student. Some of them call me 'Tom' or 'Tommy", my reaction to that was nothing. Some call me 'Mr Tom', the feeling was weird weird de haha, cause not used to have the word Mr in front of my name. So funny la. They call Kester 'Mr Yellow' cause he was wearing yellow house tee, they call Zheng Lun 'Mr Green' cause he was wearing green house tee. They call Wen Xiang 'Mr Serious', I also don't know why haha.

Well thats about it for today! Yay! Done posting, phew!!! Enjoy reading! Oh wait, you already finished reading if you read this haha. AIYA! Never mind, see ya! Playing tennis again tommorrow at Benhardi's condo(Eileen's too). Haiz.

Haha 4-5 sentences today. Today is the last day of school for this week, not exactly but yea. Tommorrow until friday all sec 3 will be away for level camp! NO NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO IT LOR!!!!!!!!!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOO! I rather have normal lessons but oh well. Kk Byebye!

ARGH!!! Today I promise it will be a short post. Cause I am too devastated with my results haha!!! NOOOOOOOO! I scored real badly this time!!! This can't be happening!!! I must improve on common test 2 and end-of-year paper le. NOOOO! BOO HOOO! Feel like crying in school today le. But because of wanting my reputation, I got to hold back a little haha. Not gonna cry now though. NOOOOO! First time my Chemistry and English get so low!!!! BOOOOOOOO! I will gonna die tommorrow or other days cause once I tell my mum my results, she is so so so gonna nag and nag for don't know how many hours. I might not get to play le. BOO HOOOO!

I almost flunk my English!!!! Never happen before!!! I usually get B3 and above for it de.. No, this is my very first time I almost flunk English. I should not have improved my social studies!!! I want my English marks back!!!! ARGH!!! And my Chemistry!!!! ARGGGHHHHH!!!!!! Why??? I did not manage to scold A1 for it, noooooo! My mood is so ruin... ... ... ...I can only hope my Biology will be A1, if not I am so so so so so so really dead! Haiz, 4 A1s in my class for A-maths. Wonder who is the fourth person.. ...Is it Eileen? Haiz since I remembered Mei said she did not scold an A1 fot it. ..... ...ARGH!!!! My A-maths is in center of 85%-90%. ARGH!! So not good enough yet! My results are getting from bad to worse. Bye bye my 4 A1s... ....ARGH!!!

kk see ya!! Bye! I angry and sad le. Haha. BOOOOOOOO!

Yay! I am back to posting! Haha. Expect long posts again yea? Maybe not today though cause today is exam day and is pretty short. FINALLY!!!! Exams are no more!!! Until after June holidays. Can play and relax le!!! YAY!!!! Anyway lets just talk about happenings today. Here we go... ...

Today, early in the morning, I woke up. I took my shower. I brushed my teeth. I washed my face. I drank milo. I went out of the house. I went to school. I signed in. I went up to the third floor. Then back to the second floor. Then to 105 classroom. Ahhhhh, LAME!!!! Fast forward... ...I had biology exam paper in front of my eyes. AHHHH! Practically I rushed through the whole biology paper and I almost could not finish the paper, cause I wrote too much for the essay questions and I spent a lot of time on it. I think I took about 30-45 minutes just on 2 of the essay questions. ARGH!!! Especially the enzyme question. Draw the experiment and the graph took up a lot of time sia. BOOOOOO! Well after the paper, I was happy!!! Yea! I looked in front and then Mei looked at me and signalled don't know what to me, I didn't understand her sign language and thus I just shook my shoulders haha. Before we were being dismissed from the hall, Mr Tom Chan spotted me and asked me to put the fans after dismissed at the back of the hall. BOOOOO! So I did so. After which, I went down to the first floor with Marcus Chua, Kester and a few others to the foyer. Got Class photo taking!!! I will be damn ugly in the photo, I bet!!! 100% ya! First was council meeting, a really short one about the parents' dialogue session thing since the class photo taking has other classes going first. One councilor will be asigned to help out a teacher on Parents' Dialogue Session Day. Since Zhao Wei already snatched Mr Siva away, ARGH, I had to take another teacher so I look at the list of teachers and selected Mr Thomas Lee. Haha. COOL MAN!! I am taking my 105 class again!!! Not only that, Mr Lee is in charge of volleyball too so yea.

After which, was photo taking time. The man... ...yea the man(I don't know who) arranged us on how we were going to stand for the photo taking. We sat down and bla bla. We took our photo and next up was volleyball survey. HAIZ, they did the survey just right after exams and so 3L1 volleyballers did not do the survey haha. There was no volleyball survey for 3L1 volleyballers but there was another volleyball meeting. In fact it was an annual general meeting(AGM). Mr Tom Chan gave us a talk, and thus he talked(DUHHHH!!!!!) and we were dismissed. It was about 11 45am then. HOHO. After the meeting, I went with Marcus Liau bus stop outside school. Cause we planned to watch X-men in Lot 1 cinema after school today. Marcus Liau, Zheng Lun, Benhardi, Javier and me. At first don't know why, Marcus and Zheng Lun decided to eat the volleyball buffet so they went back into school. Based on this, I decided to go home first since the show starts at only 3 10pm. The bus drove to the next time. WAAAAAAAAA! I was shocked man!!!!! Marcus Liau and Zheng Lun boarded the bus!!!!!! What!!!!!!!!!!!! I thought they went to school and they ran to the next bus stop so fast!!!!!!!! They told me that they changed their minds. Haiz. So we went to lot 1 to have our lunch first haha. We met up with Benhardi and Yong Kuang and (don't know his name) before going to Food junction. These 3 were having their lunch at PizzaHut hehe. SO RICH RIGHT????? Haha.

Yup so yea bla bla, Benhardi, Marcus Liau, Zheng Lun, (don't know his name) and me went to Food jucntion to meet up with Javier and to have our lunch, for those who had not taken like me!! At the food junction, I saw Terrace(105 student) and he then sat at a table eating by himself with was behind our table. Terrace asked what we were doing and I told him that we would be watching a movie later and he wanted to tag along, so yea he tagged along with all strangers to him except for me and Benhardi haha. Terrace was full of a lot of questions sia. He asked and asked and asked and I just answered them all hehe haha. At first since we had nothing to do before the movie, Benhardi and (don't know his name) went off to a void deck of a flat near opposite of Lot 1 to play badminton. Javier was challenging Kester pokemon on the DS, Marcus was playing psp(soccer) and I was too. I was sharing with Terrace though. We played the game called DJ Max haha. So fun!!!!! Music is nice too!!! But I suck in it when it comes to above 5 buttons. I only could manage four buttons haha. Terrace was worse though. After which, we became bored so we went to look for Benhardi. We went to the block of flats and on the way there, I saw some people whom I never expected to see there. I saw... ... ...MEI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Haha Mei and a few other Sjab members were sitting down at another block void deck chit chatting I think. Not too sure. Well since I saw her, we bid "Hi" to one another and then off I continued to walk to the badminton void deck.

I played badminton too for a good half an hour I think. By then, I was perspiring profusely and it was around 2 35pm when we ended. We settled down for a while. Terrace lent me tissue to wipe off my sweat! Thanks Terrace!! Haha. After that, we walked back to Lot 1 to buy our tickets for the show. I wanted to say "bye" to Mei on the way but could not see her cause I think someone blocked her so in the end I did not manage to do so. BOO HOOO! Haha. On the way to the basement, I saw Hui Yan and gang(volleyball girl members), no Eileen though, haha don't think wrongly. They waved at us(Benhardi, Zheng Lun, Marcus, Terrace and me). Javier was not with us as he went home after Food junction that area first to do don't know what. They waved at us but no one waved back. Since there were so many of us, I did not know who they were waving to. I dared us wave back cause they might not be maving at me, if that was the case, they might say something like "Also not waving at you!!!" Haha. Then very malu de so I did not waved back. We went to the basement to get ourselves drinks to settle down after the badminton exercise and I treated Terrace to a bottle haha. Since he asked me to. We went up the escalator and then to the cinema level. Bought our tickets. I bought popcorn and drink and I had to carry so many things and I carried the popcorn like as if I was hugging it. I looked like an idiot la and my hands were tired waiting for Javier to show up. Cause I was in that position until we sat in the cinema itself. HAIZ!!! JAVIER!!!!! DIE MAN YOUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!!! I met Irna while waiting for Javier haha. When the show was about to start, Hui Yan and gang came up to te cinema too. AND THEY WERE WATCHING THE SAME SHOW!!! Oh my, so coincidence lor! Haha.

Anyway when Javier came, we went inside and sat down. During the movie, I talked to Zheng Lun a bit about the movie and asked Terrace to help me finish my popcorn but he refused to do so so I ate it all myself haha. HAIZ!!! People watching movie, Zheng Lun halfway got mother call me. For me, Qi Kai and Jasmine Sin smsed me. AHHHHH! Well the movie was nice, we watched X-men!!!! Super nice!! Got kissing scenes too haha, 2 or 3 times I think, forgot lo. Ater the movie, all of us parted and went home. So right now I am posting at home, obviously!!!!!

Haha kk thats for today! Wooooaaaaaaaa, long post today haha. I don't know, my hands just kept on typing and typing! Haha. Kk See ya!

Well, this is a letter that I would like to share haha. Don't think I will ever write this type of letter to a person though. Well, this method is used for people who is super shy and dare not confess face to face I guess. Hehe. Here goes!


Dear (someone 1),

I don't know how to start this letter, because I'm afraid it might be the end of our good acquaintance, or if I'm lucky, the realisation of my dreams which is for you to love me as I love you. I told myself that I might as well take the risks because it's the only remedy I know that could unburden this feeling I've been keeping ever since the first day I met you. The day I met you is a day I could never forget! You showed me the ways of life, you were there whenever I am down. You were always by my side whenever I need you.

(someone 1), I love you. I know you'll find it hard to believe me if I tell you now how much you mean to me. I could hardly understand what I feel for you, knowing how to endure those long sleepless nights just thinking of only you. I have found out that I could not live without you. You are like the roots of my life. Without the roots, a plant would not be able to survive. You are all that I have and I don't ever want to lose you. I've never been like this before. I just don't know how to pour out my feelings for you. I wanted to find the perfect words to make you realise how much I need you and love you, but words continue to elude me, what would they be? Something poetic which creates a romantic scene or aura? I'm sure it should be heartfelt and out of the ordinary. I'm afraid it's no use; every time I look at you, the words just came out the same... ...I love you!

Love always,

(someone 2)


Haha so yea thats the letter! How was it? Hehe.

Hihi I am back but may go off soon! I cannot stand not posting haha, my hands are just too ichy. I shall rephrase my pervious' post sentense. I shall not post everyday until the end of examinations-meaning I will post lesser. Anyway today was interesting!

Firstly was during English lesson, short brief of what happened today. Today was the last group of people to do public speaking in class. Although it was in an air-con computer lab 3(My favourite, AIR CONNN!!!!), I was still nervous at first because I had to say my speech in front of everyone today and I knew that I would be called out sooner or later. Well, my topic was on "hugging". Bla bla bla, classmates laughing, I also laughed and then boom! I finished my speech haha. And I got a prize!!! For the top 3 best speakers of the day!!! WOOOHOOOO! But I think I did badly lor cause the last part I suddenly got too excited and became nervous so I rushed through the speech. ... ... ... ...Brief intro right? Haha.

The main event of the day is not the English Public speaking but is after school! OH YEA! I wanted someone to accompany me to go and eat lunch at lot 1. Did not see Mei(Even if I see Mei, I think I don't dare ask haha) so I asked Kester and I knew he would say no. Zhao Wei accompanying Kester home since both of them stay in Jurong area. I added that I would treat Kester and Zhao Wei said I treat him too! Haha. After hearing that, they agreed to go Lot 1 to eat with me for the first time! WOOOOHOOOOO! Sze Kai tag along too, cause Dominic and Marcus Chua abandoned him hohohoho! So off we went and we met Lucas and Kai Ting on the way up to the Food Junction at lot 1. All of us were like signaling to Lucas and saying WOOOOOO! Lucas tried to chase after us but he failed. At first at a courner I did not see Lucas and only saw Kai Ting, I thought they spilt but then Zhao Wei spotted Lucas coming after us haha, but then he couldn't catch up with us and he went back to Kai Ting's side. WAAAAA!!!!! We sat at a table of four and then went to order our food. When we went back to our seats, we were shocked, how come Lucas and Kai Ting sat beside our table of four in another table of four. They should have sat at another place to have a better time! AIYOOOO! LUCAS!!! HAIZ!!! BAD CHOICE MAN!!!

At first we were just talking and Lucas and Kai Ting were like so silent. OH MY GOODNESS! LUCAS!! SAY SOMETHING!!! I could smell the romance in the air blowing up and down my hair, the aura around me filled with romance but LUCASSSSSSSSSS!!!! He was not using the environment to assist him in his love affair! ARGH!!! Zhao Wei then asked us to keep quiet for Lucas to have a good time with Kai Ting. We kept silent for a while and Lucas starved at me with a look and then I also copied him and then he started laughing haha. He lost to me in starving. I carried on with my eating and then Lucas started to answer phone calls and sms people. LUCASSSS! I would strangle him man!!!! He was talking on the phone in FRONT OF KAI TING!!!! ARGHHHHH! He spoilt the nice mood!! He should have told the caller that he was busy at the moment and would call back later. AHHHH! Lucas!!! I told him that as we were leaving the twos to have a pleasant time with their meal together. Haha. Brief info too. Nothing to say le. All I would say is I envy Lucas and I am jealous haha. And another thing, LUCAS IS BAD WITH RELATIONSHIP!!!! ARGH! Kai Ting, I feel sorry! Haha.

Thats all for today! See ya!

Quiz!!!!!!!!!!!!!

1) What is your full name?
Click on "Me", it's there.

2)Do you like your name?
So-so haha.

3)How long you like the person you currently like?
I don't know... ...BLECK!

4)Have you kissed anyone before?
Nope, want to but nope!

5)Did you cry today?
NOOO!!! I hardly cry.

6)What are you doing at 8am in the morning?
Social studies examination!!! BOOOOO!

7)What are you doing at an hour's ago?
I was on 300 service to go home?

8)What are you doing right now?
The quiz? DUHHH!

9)Who last text you?
Do I need to reveal?

10)Have you told someone I love you today?
Erm... ...nope, not yet, maybe later.

11)Are you missing someone right now?
YESSS! Of course!!

12)Any plans for tommorrow?
I don't know. Just got to say my English speech.

13)What is the reason you last cry?
Watching a touching anime... ...Hahaha

14)Anyone you want to be with now?
YEAA! The same person who I miss now.

15)Have you kissed someone who starts with "S"?
Kiss? Nope but hug yes!

16)Did anyone make you smile today?
Obviously... ...I smile everyday.

17)Name anyone that starts with "Z"?
Zhao Wei

18)Which friend of yours stay near you?
A lot! Lazy to mention, same condo.

19)Do you prefer to be called or texted?
Depending on the caller or texter.

20)Are you mad with anyone today?
Nope! I never get angry with anyone.

21)Who did you hug before?
Yong Shin! In primary 2. Haha.

22)Which subject do you hate the most?
Chinese! Should be.

Heyy , Tommy Yuen Kai Weng 袁启荣 here (:
I'm 16 years old, going 17 next year(2011) July.
♥ I am single Lol!
Character: Tommy is a very happy-go-lucky person. He loves to chat, with girls or boys also never mind. He can be stubborn at times but he is very friendly. He is somtimes hardworking but sometimes lazy too. He is also sensitive at times when he is really concentrated on it. He never gets angry!
Handphone number: 92316552.
Email(add me on msn!): tyuenkw@hotmail.com
Birthday: 15 July 1994.
Ding Dong(doorbell ring): Cashew Heights Condominium
Schools studied in(Once a Bpian always a Bpian!): Bukit Panjang Primary School(last time). And Bukit Panjang Government High School(now).
PSLE score(really seriously bad): 240-250
Church: Gospel Light Christian Church
Position I uphold: Student Councillor, once an understudy of Functions
CCA: Volleyball(Haiz if got tennis better)

[♥] Her(In future maybe?)
[♥] Tennis
[♥] Sleep
[♥] Anime
[♥] Taiwan dramas
[♥] Korean dramas
[♥] Chicken rice
[♥] Arm wrestling
[♥] Tutoring primary kids
[♥] Young children
My Primary and Secondary classes [♥]
[♥] 1F - 2001
[♥] 2K - 2002
[♥] 3J - 2003
[♥] 4J - 2004
[♥] 5J - 2005
[♥] 6K - 2006
[♥] 104 - 2007
[♥] 204 - 2008
[♥] 3L1 - 2009
[♥] 4L1 - 2010

Message for everyone

The Lord is my shepherd. He guides me in my life, leading me in the path of righteousness. He is my Father! He is the best Father that one could ever have. He is my all in all. The Lord sees all, sees the heart but Man sees the outside. God makes no mistakes and He died on the cross for our sins. He loves us all no matter of who we are because He loves His dear children as He created us. We are all sinners and God gave us a chance to spend eternal life with him in Heaven. Heaven is a holy place and thus we cannot enter. But God is kind, loving and He cares for us, all it takes for us to enter into Heaven is just to believe in Him, to believe in His Words and repent from our sins. Take the step of faith and believe in God. Ask and you shall receive!

A little more?

Lord, I am Your child. Guide me along in my life. Lead me the way You want my life to me. Make me to be more like You.

I LOVE YOU!!!!! (To God, to Mei, to my girlfriend in future maybe?, Haha)

Do you think I have a girlfriend now or someone I like/love? Haha. Yes? No? Aiyo! Answer so obvious also don't know, BOO HOO! Hehe.

Relationship matter

A little more about me when it comes to relationship(BGR) haha.

If I love or like a girl, all I want is to see her smile. I will do anything for her to be happy. My heart will break whenever I see her being too close to another guy. However, if she is so so much happier with the another guy than with me, I shall let her go because all I want is her happiness and her smile. If she is happy, I will be happy.

Yes, my heart will break. But I will never show it(I think so) because I do not want her to know and I don't want her to have a hard time deciding and I don't want her to worry for me. As long as she can be happy, if I have to sacrifice my feelings for her, I will do it. It will be painful but it is the best I can do for her.

LOL ...

Memories ...