Love

A revival of my blog, probably for a day only

2011-05-29T23:44:00.005+08:00

Hi everyone, (not sure who is going to see this because my blog has been dead since LAST YEAR!!!!)

Wow it has been a year since I last blogged har? Now enter Anderson Junior College already, do not have anymore time to spend on blogging. OK maybe have just a little but since studies have already become more hectic, I can't spend my free time on blogging, must use it more wisely LIKE chatting with friends (CLOSE FRIENDS) or facebooking or playing games wahahhaha!!! Must have some time out for my meimei (s) too! :)

Well now is past midnight and I wanna go sleep, still have school tomorrow. Today I am just being a little random so I went into my dead blog and decided to post one today. Gonna go back to BP to give a small talk to the current 4L1 and 4M2 on tips on how to score well in O'levels and promoting AJ to them. Since not everyone will get to see the slides, I shall upload the powerpoint over the internet for everyone else to see it. :) The link is http://www.slideshare.net/tyuenkw/anderson-jc-8161917 . View it if you want but please... do not comment on my O'levels results because it is seriously SERIOUSLY HORRIBLE. (The score there is raw score, have not minus off the bonus points from CCA or HMT) I was expected to do at least 2 points better than my current score but I failed that expectation somehow... sadded! Stupid sciences dropped unexpectedly, it shocked everyone, including me and my teachers. I could still remember their words, "What happen to you, Tommy?" OH MAN!!! My results really suck ttm... ... *sigh* I think probably cause I was too complacent after getting my prelims results and thought I can maintain my science results for O'levels. The mindset of "getting this results for prelims sure get better/same for O'levels de la since prelims is sooooo much easier" made me score pathetic results...

Oh well, can't change the past, must is GOGO A'levels! GRRR stressed haha. Shall de-stress by thinking of love and romantic poems and watching anime with such genres HAHA because those topics are my favorites. I always score well when I write a composition on love HAHA. :D

Kk going to sleep now, see ya! SCHOOL TOMORROW!!! NOOOOOOOOO!!! :O

Signing off,
Your dearest Tomtom. ^_^

Coming to the end of term 2

2010-05-14T18:29:00.002+08:00

Wow!! Mid year is over already!! Man am I glad that it is finally over!! Haha. But then I think I did badly for my mid year so yeah I am not really that keen on finding out my results next week. Something went wrong when I was sitting for both ma maths exams, because I kept looking at the clock to check for time, I kinda panic when I had so little time left. I rushed and in the process of rushing, I got lots of signs wrong like + become - and this and that. Hehe, I haven't gotten my paper back yet but I kinda know what mistakes I make already and I am not confident over my maths this time round for the very first time in my entire life! HAIZ!!

Anyway term 2 is over soon! Left with 6 more months before I am out of BPGHS, or around 6 more months. MAN!! Time travelled fast! Just a week ago, I was complaining about timed practice because sec 1-3 did not have timed practice and now have to always come home 1 hour and a half later and now already 4+ months have passed with at least 4 timed practice each week! WOW!! Haha. Thinking of prelims is enough to kill me, let alone O'levels. And 31 May is Chinese O'levels, AHHHH!! My worst subject is the first paper that I will be sitting for, oh my my!! Wonder how badly will I do for it... ...Hope I can do well but then again who am I to kid? CHINESE???!!!! IS CHINESE!!!! Me, doing well in chinese?? I can hardly believe when that day would come. BPGHS chinese already I do so badly.. ...getting C grade all the time for it. THe most O'level I can go is a B I guess? Haiz, hope it can at least be an A2 so I need not retake my O'level again haha, as in retake Chinese O'level at the end of the year together with all my other subjects.

Well, talking about exams, I am starting to have a bad feeling about English mid year. My Osgodby mentioned that 16 people in my class failed the comprehension!! WOW!!! 16!!! When my class is supposed to be the best class for English across the whole level. I hope that one of them is not me because if I really did fail, my L1R5 is definitely going to be so screwed! But then again I don't think I would fail because the paper is a bit do-able i guess? Hmmm.. ...my composition and letter writing must be really high to boost my marks up. Well I will know the results next week. AHHHH!!! So not anticipating them. This might be one of the few times which I am not looking forward to results. I only look forward when I am super confident I do well for all of the subjects, excluding chinese of course bcause that is like fixed results. LOL!!

Nothing much to talk about, thats all for today I think haha!! Just an updating post for my blog. See ya guys!!

Updating post

2010-04-25T15:37:00.004+08:00

Konnichiwa! Woooo!! 2 weeks since I last posted haha. Sorry guys, I don't really have a lot of time to spend on blogs these few days. Been busy with homework, with msn talking, with studying, with preparing for examinations especially O'levels stuff and with some other stuff. I got lots of things to do this year, hmmm not a lot of time left before I graduate. April is coming to an end soon and just about 1month and 5 more days, is time for my O'levels chinese paper(31 May), BOOOO!!! So not looking forward to it. Ok, so lets see, whats there for today? Hmm... ...nothing much to talk about once again, I am lost for words, AHHHHH!!! What do you want me to talk about? ... ...

I shall talk about Friday. Two things happened on Friday which happened for the very first time in my life out of all these 15 years, 2 months and 20+ days. CAN YOU BELIEVE IT???!!!! FIRST TIME!!! Haha...one thing is kinda expected while the other is really embarrassing. Lets start with the expected one first and that is hinese oral. On Friday, at the end of school, the sec 4s had to stay back to sit for our prelim oral, both English and Chinese. Chinese was first, followed by English. I would have preferred English first, followed by Chinese though because I am not one bit good in Chinese so it will ruin my mood by the time it comes to English oral. Haha. I read the Chinese passage with hesitation here and there and when it came to the conversation part, I was like "DIE!!!!!" And really DIE!!!! Hehe. I understood exactly what the topic is but the problem was that everything I could think of, the reasons, the feelings whatever all were forming in my head but were all in ENGLISH!!! I kept saying, "Errr ...errr...errrr" to the examiner while thinking of how to translate into Mandrain in my head.

The Chinese words just didn't form at that point of time. Worst of all, the examiner only knows how to speak Chinese so I asked him how to translate some words from English to Chinese, he couldn't help me at all. Instead, he just rephrased the whole question agian which was pointless cause it was not that I couldn't understand what he was saying, but because I don't know how to express my views in Chinese haha. NOOOOOO!!! That was the first time my Chinese oral ever is like that man!!! Previously is all either I answer the questions until good good or I don't understand the topic no matter how many times the examiner repeat the question hehehe. I am such a failure at Chinese. Well, it runs in my blood I guess? :D

English oral afterwards was kinda good cause I received good comments from the examiner. Haha after the reading of the passage, the comments she gave was "Good reading!" After the picture discussion, the comments were "Great idea of intepretation" After the conversation, she said "Nice conversation!" Haha. Sooooo cool!!!!!! My mood was greatly brightened up after those words. Kester and Marcus were saying that my conversation so long lol. I don't even find it long lor, like very short or moderate length. Anyway after oral, went to lot 1 with Marcus and Thomas to have our lunch! After that, went home on separate ways, Thomas and I to the lrt while Marcus to the mrt. On the way to the lrt direction, saw Eileen(3P2) and her friend and she said that Rachelle was just a few metres behind her. I was looking and looking but didn't see Rachelle LOL!!!! Wanted to wait until Rachelle popped out but then got Thomas with me so better not keep him waiting haha.

Right on, went home and alighted at Petir lrt station. Here comes the embarrassing part. I tapped my card against the sensor thing, and then I kinda pushed the turning thing, the thing that you need to turn in order to get out of the station, so hard until it turned before I even went out LOL!!! FIRST TIME!!! I was stuck in the station and could not get out unless I climbed over the thing but that would be total embarrassing because there were so many people around!! I was already embarrassed enough!!! Haha. No need for anymore malu-ness. LOL! So I walked to the place where I could press the button to talk to the operator, is that person called the operator? AIYA don't know la!! I not working in train stations haha. Pressed it and then wait wait wait, no one picked up!!!! I was having these words, "DIE LA!! HOW TO GO HOME???!!!" going on in my mind while waiting. Until after 1 minute, the operator finally picked the phone up or something. Haiz I told him my situation and he asked me to tap my card on the sensor thing again to tell him the error code, so I did as he requested and it was error code 4. After I told him that it is 4, he said that he would helped me open the gate LOL... ...so he opened him and I thanked him before going off.

I walked away from the station as fast as I could!! I was like total embarrassed!! AHHHHHHH!!!! First time such thing happened to me at a train station. HOW COULD THIS HAPPEN??!!! My strength too great le la. Haha I'm just kidding. I don't have much strength, my body so small size. Like skeleton like that. Yeah so thats the embarrassing one! I am so gonna control and take note of how much strength I use next time round. I don't want that incident to happen again haha.

Just a little thing before I end. EVERYWHERE I GO IN SCHOOL, ALWAYS I HEAR DA SAO OR RACHELLE's NAME!!!!! Especially from Zhao Wei, he says Da Sao countless amount of times haha. Last time whenever I see Jia Qi in school when I came to school, she would say, "AAA? Da Sao leh?" Then I would always reply, "Coming to school le" Haha. So funny and fun!! Zhao Wei used to sing the "Rachelle and Tommy sitting on a tree" song. Marcus always irritate me by using his tone of speech and words like as if he is interested in Rachelle too! Haha his true intention is unknown. Mysterious guy haha. These few days I will be getting the "OHHHHHH!!!!" and "AWWWWWWW!!!!" sound effect from a lot of people hehe. But is still quite fun to me!! But to Rachelle is.. .. ask her to find out!! WAHAHA!! Although I know, or I think I know. Hmmm... ...

Oh well kk thats it for today! Got to go now!! Byebye!! Enjoyed reading the post? :P

Extra versions of song

2010-04-11T20:29:00.002+08:00

What I am about to post now is fully copy righted.

This is the video of "How deep the Father's love for us", the song that is playing now! Because the words are meaningful, I would like to share it with all of you! I have explained this song my way in my previous post, this is another person's perpective which I find very meaningful as well!! You might miss the words out so I shall type them out for you to see and read!

First video's words
For all have sinned, and come short of the glory of God; (Romans 3:23)
There is none righteous, no, not one: (Romans 3:10)
Everyone is a sinner

Some people says that they are basically good people, they haven't killed anybody or committed adultery. But James 2:10 says "For whosoever shall keep the whole law, and yet offend in one point, he is guilty of all".

The Bible says that if you sin only once, that you have broken every law and are guily of every sin. So everyone is a sinner. What is the consequence of sin? Romans 6:23 says, "For the wages of sin is death".

Sounds hopeless but the rest of Romans 6:23 says, "but the free gift of God is eternal life". The FREE gift of God is that He sent Jesus to pay the penalty of sin so we didn't have to.

John 3:16 says, "For God so loved the world, that He gave His only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in Him should not perish but have everlasting life."

God loves you so much that He sent His only son to die on a cross, the most painful and humiliating death of that time. It was so bad that if you were a roman citizen, you couldn't be crucified on a cross.

Romans 5:8 says, "But God commendeth His love towards us, in that, while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us." WOW!! Christ died for us when we couldn't help ourselves. He died for a world full of wretched sinners. That is amazing!

All you have to do is believe that Jesus Christ died for your sins and give your life over to Him and live for Him. Salvation is a FREE gift. The Bible says that God shows Himself through His creation, so we are without excuse. (Romans 1:20) There is no excuse not to believe in Jesus Christ. Even though salvation is a FREE gift, people are still trying to get into Heaven by doing good. Being good is not good enough. God demands perfection.

And the only perfect Man that can pay our price is the God-Man, Jesus Christ. By His wounds, we are healed. Ephesians 2:8-9 says, "For by grace are ye saved through faith; and that not of yourselves: it is the gift of God: Not of works, lest any man should boast." Saying that good works save you is like saying, "Jesus, you are not good enough to get me to Heaven. I'll do it myself." Would you really say that to God?

It is a direct insult to God to try to work to get to Heaven. He died for you, and you are blowing Him off. If that's not insulting, I don't know what is.

But Christianity is not a religion, It is a way of life. People say, "Oh I'm a Christian, I go to church, I believe in God." You are not truly a Christian until you put your faith in Jesus Christ and become born again. You will know that you are truly born again if you want to live your life for Him. Christianity isn't a Sunday thing, it is an everyday thing. Don't go to church, Be the church.

God bless you and may He open the hearts of those who have not trusted Jesus Christ as their Saviour. I really hope you think about where you will do when you die. It could be at any time. If you have not trusted Jesus Christ as your personal Lord and Saviour, you will go to Hell.

This is by the same person just that he/she remade the video and is still meaningful so like to share it with you guys once again!! Enjoy!

Second video words
In the beginning, God created the Heavens and the Earth... God saw that all that He had made, and behold, it was very good. (Genesis 1:1 and 1:31) But Creation didn't stay perfect. Genesis 3:6 says, "And when the woman saw that the tree was good for food, and that it was pleasant to the eyes, and a tree to be desired to make one wise, she took of the fruit thereof, and did eat, and gave also unto her husband with her, and he did eat."

God created the world perfect but Adam and Eve fell and brought sin into the world. It wasn't just Adam who sinned, the Bible tells us that everyone who has ever lived has sinned. Romans 3:23 says, "For all have sinned, and come short of the glory of God;"

You have sinned(we've all sinned) and we know it. If God judges you today, you would be guilty, you and everyone else would be guilty of sinning. We know that everyone has sinned. What is the consequence of sin? Death. Romans 6:23 says, "For the wages of sin is death." There is an everlasting death of fire and brimstone and gnashing of teeth. Hell.

You might ask, why such a punishment for just 'little' sins? It is because God is a perfect God and a perfect judge. He must judge sin because of His nature. We transgressed God's law by sinning and, being the judge, God must condemn us. But that is not the end of the story. The end of Romans 6:23 says, "but the free gift of God is eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord."

Romans 5:8 says, "But God commendeth His love towards us, in that, while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us." Jesus Christ, the Son of God, came to Earth to pay your penalty. The penalty for sin is death, and Jesus died in your place. You broke the law and Jesus paid your fine. God can now legally dismiss your case. But He can only dismiss your case if you have accepted Jesus' gift.

To accept the free gift of salvation, all you have to do is to repent of your sins(turn away from sinning) and give your life over to Him and live for Him. Salvation is a FREE gift. You cannot get to Heaven by being good. We have already seen that we are all sinners and the penalty for sin is not good works, but death. "without shedding of blood, there is no forgiveness" (Hebrews 9:22)

We are not saved through works. Trying to work your way to Heaven is like saying, "Jesus, your way was not good enough." It is a direct insult to God to try to get to Heaven. All you must do is ask for forgiveness for your sins and ask Christ to come into your life. And give your life to Him.

Stop trusting in yourself. Is as simple as that. If you haven't trusted Jesus Christ as your personal Lord and Saviour, I pray that you would do that today. Please don't wait another day, because you don't know which day will be your last.

May God bless you.

A meaningful song

2010-04-11T15:51:00.002+08:00

Hihi guys! I have shifted one of my songs in my playlist to the first song and that is "How deep the Father's love for us". The words that are about to come in bold and italic are the lyrics... ...the lyrics are meaningful and sometimes we just sing those songs without digesting those words into our hearts so I shall explain each and every stanza of the song. Is really very touching and meaningful. As the song suggests, is about God's love for us. Well here goes! Enjoy!!

How deep the Father's love for us,
How vast beyond all measure
That He should give His only Son
To make a wretch His treasure
How great the pain of searing loss,
The Father turns His face away
As wounds which mar the chosen One,
Bring many sons to glory

God loves us like no other! He loves us from the very beginning and never stop even till now. Even though we are sinners and are unlike Him who has no sin and it Holy, He still loves us like a father's love towards his dear children. Because of that strong love that God shares for us, He sent His only Son to Earth to die for our sins, to go through any hardship like all people on Earth, except that He has no sins. His Son is called Jesus. Like any father, a father would not bare to give his son away, furthermore to die for others. But because God loves us so so much, He gave His only Son to us, to pay on that cross for our sins! "A wretch" refers to us, sinners. Because of Jesus who paid it all for our sins, we can be saved and we can be a treasure to God. God's love for us cannot be expressed into words because it is too great! Even though the pain that Jesus went through is so great as well, but God still gave Jesus to us. The Bible states that Jesus was tortued by the Romans before being crucified onto that cross, He was whipped several/many times, and each whip tore a part of His flesh away. Can you imagine the pain? It is said that Jesus was no longer a human, you cannot even tell that He was a human because He was whipped, flesh torn apart until He no longer has a figure of what a man has. Furthermore, being crucified is not just hanging on the cross, nails were pierced through His two hands and feet into the cross to keep Him on it. Jesus did so much just so that we can be saved from our sins. God knew this has to happen and because He loves us so, He sent Jesus for our sake, to pay for the terrible sins we have.

Behold the Man upon a cross,
My sin upon His shoulders
Ashamed I hear my mocking voice,
Call out among the scoffers
It was my sin that held Him there
Until it was accomplished
His dying breath has brought me life
I know that it is finished

"the Man" refers to Jesus. As He was hung up there on the cross, He was bearing all the burden of our sins. Only through the shedding of His blood will our sins be cleansed because His blood is Holy and has no sin so that is the only way. Without Jesus dying on the cross, we cannot be freed from the burden of sin. As Jesus was being crucified, the Romans were mocking Him, saying, "If you really are God, why don't you bring yourself down?" The thing is that the purpose of God sending Jesus down to Earth is to die for our sins, so that we may be freed from the clutches of sin. Jesus can come down from the cross any moment but if He does that, His purpose of coming down to Earth is no more. However Jesus did not answer their questions that day but He only talked to God, the Father, and said these words, "Forgive them for they know not what they've done!" God loves us so much that He is able to forgive each and every one of our sins. Because of our sins, we have put Jesus on the cross.. ..all because of our sins. When Jesus' purpose on Earth was done, we were given a new life, a salvation, a chance to accept Him as our very own Saviour, a brand new life. A life with the Holy Spirit in us, guiding us always in life. Before that day, we were all spiritually dead but after salvation, we are born again in the spirit and is now spiritually alive.

I will not boast in anything
No gifts, no power, no wisdom
But I will boast in Jesus Christ
His death and resurrection
Why should I gain from His reward?
I cannot give an answer
But this I know with all my heart
His wounds have paid my ransom

The things on Earth, the achievement you have on Earth is nothing in God's eyes! Is only something to Man and you will only get praises from Man if you have good results or win a trophy or competition. I am not saying that God won't praise you for that but is not important in God's eyes. You know, whenever there is something good that has happened or someone/something who/which is amazing, you will talk about it, won't you? Like for example, a moive star whom you find to be handsome? For example, you have scored A1 for a particular subject and you would go around telling almost everyone. Right? Haha. Well in this case, Jesus has done a great time, He has given us water so that we will not thirst again, He has given us the bread of life so that we will never hunger, He has given us the opportunity of salvation. He came down to Earth to pay for our sins so lets boast in Jesus and not in Earthly matters. We are all sinners so we do not deserve such deed from Jesus, we do not deserve His love. But God loves us and He is willing to give us anything, even if He has to give His only Son. JESUS LOVES US!!

Therefore my friends, I would like to say, come to know Jesus if you have not yet known Him. Come to have a intimate relationship with Him. Come to receive His blessings which He is waiting to give it all to you. Come to Him in prayer! Boast in Jesus Christ, tell everyone the good news. Good news are meant to be shared!

Before I end this post, I would like you guys to sing this song again from the bottom of your heart. Sing it to God, sing it with everything you got, praising God as you sing, praising God as your slowly pour out those words unto Him. I do not care whether you can sing or not, God doesn't care if you can sing or not, God wants a cheerful heart. Even if you can sing but you do not sing with all your heart, God does not want it. So just sing it to the Lord, not because God wants you to sing to Him, but because He deserves it!

Once again, the lyrics of the song "How deep the Father's love for us"!! See ya guys!!

Lyrics
How deep the Father's love for us,
How vast beyond all measure
That He should give His only Son
To make a wretch His treasure

How great the pain of searing loss,
The Father turns His face away
As wounds which mar the chosen One,
Bring many sons to glory

Behold the Man upon a cross,
My sin upon His shoulders
Ashamed I hear my mocking voice,
Call out among the scoffers

It was my sin that held Him there
Until it was accomplished
His dying breath has brought me life
I know that it is finished

I will not boast in anything
No gifts, no power, no wisdom
But I will boast inJesus Christ
His death and resurrection

Why should I gain from His reward?
I cannot give an answer
But this I know with all my heart
His wounds have paid my ransom

April is here!

2010-04-03T18:55:00.006+08:00

OH MY MY!!! Mid-year examinations are coming! I mean common test 2 haha because sec 4s do not have mid-year other than for English and Chinese. Hmmm I think certain subjects like Additonal and Elementary Mathematics have 2 common test which means common test 2 and then 3. Haha. Cool har? Very complicated, geee, I myself also confused. Don't know la, don't care haha, as long as I got sit for the exams then ok. Well A-maths common test 2 is over already, it was last Wednesday. How was it? Hmmm... ...don't tell you!!! BLECK!!! When get back my papers, then I shall reconsider telling you, bleh!! AHHHHH!!! April already!!!! NOOOOO!!! 31 May is O'level Chinese paper, OHHHH NOOOOO!!! SO FAST!!! 1 more month plus then BOOM!!!

... ...Anyway apart from that, I got nothing more to say for today!! LOL!! :D Well I like to share something with all of you so sit back and relax as you read and reflex on your own life as you read what I am about to tell you. Get a cup of coffee if you want to, haha. (I'm being lame once again!! Tom Tom for you!!)

3 full months have already passed in the year 2010. Or rather, more than 10 years have already passed in your life but have you ever wondered about the things in life? Have you ever stopped to pause, to think about the beauty that this world has? Have you ever done something meaningful in life? The past few years have been hard, isn't it? You may have quarrelled with your parents, you may have fought with your siblings over the silliest, you may have times when you despair and didn't feel like living anymore. Everyone definitly have faced hardships and in the past few years. Even the world has them. Many lost their jobs and hard times were upon even those who managed to stay employed. Prices in supermarkets rose and the quality of living went down.

Currently if you think that life is meaningless and nothing you do seem to be going right, do not break down and crash. Romans 12:2 in the Bible says, "And be not conformed to this world: but be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind, that ye may prove what is that good, and acceptable, and perfect, will of God". You need to break free from the negatives of the world and look forward to the hope that there is through the love that Jesus has for you.

Awful memories, forget them! Move on in your life with a bright future, move on and make new wonderful memories. Life can have its beauty blossomed upon you if you want it to. Do not look back but keep your eyes firmly before you. Whenever you are looking back at the past, you miss what is lying ahead in the future. For just 2 minutes, try walking backwards. When you are walking backwards, you can not see where you are going and you walk into obstacle after obstacle. You trip and you fall. So is our life. When we try to get through life constantly looking at the past, we fail to see what is ahead of us and trip and fall at every obstacle. We start repeating the mistakes that we once did before, the same mistakes that we hate, the same mistakes that caused us to drop to the floor, giving up all the hope in life, giving up everything. 2009 has gone and every other year before that. Whatever happened to you in 2009 or 2008 or even yesterday has absolutely no right to interfere with what is happening to you today. Jesus is the way, the truth and the life, and what Jesus has planned for you is far greater than anything that you have ever encountered before. Keep your eyes on Jesus and concentrate and feed on the love of Jesus.

The following is a story of another person:
As I went outside for a few minutes this morning, I was met with an amazing sight that it seems as if the Lord had prepared just for me. It was early and was just starting to get light. The sky was clouded over. There were flying ants flying around and a whole host of birds were swooping down and feeding on them. The odd thing about this is that looking up and down the street in front of my house, the flying ants and birds were only in front of my house and nowhere else down or up the street. As I said, it was as if God had created the show just for me. As I was watching the show it dawned on me that what I was seeing before me was life. God created the flying ants for the birds to feast on. The birds from the whole neighbourhood came to feast on the flying ants.

Some points to take note from this short story of that person:
1) The flying ants were in abundance. God gives us plenty of food in the form of opportunities.

2) The birds had to come to where the flying ants were. God did not send the ants to the birds, but rather the birds had to see that the flying ants were there and had to come to where the feast is. Sometimes we wait around hoping that God will bring the food to us instead of going out to where God has placed the food for us. We wait for opportunities to come to us when they are actually just in front of us, given to us by God. We sometimes are not like the birds, even though we can see it and can catch it with a hand, we just let it go, slipped away.

3) The show lasted about half an hour. Feed time was over. The birds had eaten their fill and the fresh rains chased the flying ants away. God created the food for the birds and fed them. Tomorrow He will feed them again, possibly in a different way, but they will never go without food. If you trust and abide in God, you may need to change and adjust constantly, but you will never hunger or thirst. Always remember that you are far more important to God than the birds. God created us in His very own image, He loves us just like how your father and mother loves you. God is like our Heavenly Father, He cares for each and everyone of us. He wants the best for us just like a father.

Right at the beginning, I quoted Romans 12:2. ” Do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed through the renewing of your mind, that ye may prove what is that good, and acceptable, and perfect, will of God". Do not allow the ways of the world to shape and form you, but rather take on a new shape and form and be totally transfigured when you start to believe in the words of God. This is the most important scripture for you through the entire 2010. Memorise it. Do not allow the world to determine your future for 2010, but rather place your future in the hands of God and allow Him to guide and lead you so that you will never hunger or thirst again. Not only is it for 2010, for the years that are about to come.

Never allow the devil in life to eat you away. Watch what you click on the internet, watch the words that come out of your mouth, watch what you watch on television, watch what you hear, because they may look like entertainment and pleasure on the outside, but actually they are substances that will eat you slowly, eating away your peaceful life, and before you even realise it yourself, your life has already changed for the worse. Be careful of the things on this Earth because this Earth is filled with lots of sin. Every now and then, you read about people getting murdered, people getting raped, people stealing things, people committing adultery on the newspapers or in the news. Even a small lie is a step of obedience to the devil. A lie may seem nothing to you but in God's eyes, a lie is equivalent to killing someone because a sin is still a sin, be it small or big ones. Pray to God when you are having difficulties, ask God to strengthen you, ask God to comfort your soul when you are troubled. God is always with you, in fact He has never left you, He is always walking with you every moment of your life, He is by your side right now, waiting for you to put your life and to entrust your life to Him.

God is knocking on the door of your heart, asking if you will let Him in, to protect you from the sorrow and worries of this world, to protect you from the clutches of sin. God is like your father, He wants the best for you, He wants you to lead your life with nothing but happiness. However there are times when you felt angry, you felt sad over some matters, and then you start to blame God for it. Have you ever stopped to ponder over why are you sad or angry? Is not because God is not there for you, is not because He has left you, is not because He does not care about you but because you did not seek the advice that God has given you and did not follow His way. You have given in to temptation, given in to the devil, committing sins over and over again without the slightest guilt of upsetting your Heavenly Father. Listening to the devil and committing sins like the devil wants you to is a sign of you wanting the devil to be the controller of your life, wanting the devil to be your father instead of God. God creates you, like a father, if you acknolewdge someone else as your father instead of your very own biological father, wouldn't your biological father be sad? Is the same thing as with God.

God prepares everything in place for you to be happy, for you to live a life with no bitterness, but are you willingly to give up everything and let God lead your life, let God guide you along in your life? Sure there are times when still you are tempted to sin, maybe tempted to watch pornography on the internet, maybe tempted to take things from your friends which do not belong to you, because we are still born of the flesh, we are still sinners, but always remember God is with you always. Pray to Him, talk to Him, tell Him of your worries and ask for His help and He will help you through the tough times, giving you comfort. Matthew 8:7 in the Bible says, "Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you". God is always there, waiting for you to talk to Him, waiting for you to confine in Him, waiting to help you in your life, but you need to ask Him.

There will always be temptations in life for you to disobey God because the devil is at war with God. The devil is known as Satan but his real name is Lucifer. Lucifer disliked God, he wanted to have the same power with God, he wanted to overthrow God, therefore waging war against God. We are all born sinners due to the first generation of mankind- Adam and Eve. Adam and Eve have everything they can ever want in the garden of Eden but there was a rule, the only rule that God said to them, that they cannot eat an apple from a particular tree but they can eat all the other fruits they want from other trees. Satan, disguising himself as a form of a snake, deceived Eve and she listened to him, eating the apple and passing it to Adam. Both of them had committed sin by disobeying God and were thrown out of Eden into the world. That was how sin came into this world. Why did I say we are born sinners? This is one of the reasons. Another thing is, do our parents teach us to lie? Did our parents teach us to steal? Did our parents teach us to be rude? NO! All these are natural and we learn them by ourselves, that is why we are born sinners.

That is why even though we have accepted Christ as our Saviour who died on the cross to save us from our sins, we still will have the tendency to sin against Him. Therefore, we must always trust Him and know that He is always there for us, ask Him to take whatever temptations away and I guarantee that your life will change completely. Once you have accepted Christ as your Saviour, you are no longer in the bondage of sin, sin no longer has a control over you but instead you have a control over sin with the grace and power of God, your Father. With your own strength and power, there is absolutely no way to overpower sin, Satan will always have a power over you and you are bondaged to him. But with God, anything that is impossible will now be possible because God can do anything, with just a word from His mouth, the world can come to an end.

To be strong in our walk of faith with God, it is very important for us to have a quiet time with God alone everyday. Luke 6:12 in the Bible states, "And it came to pass in those days, that He went out into a mountain to pray, and continued all night in prayer to God". A quick look through the Gospels tells us that Jesus spent a lot of time alone with God in prayer and meditation. Is there any space or time for that in your life? Our quiet time with God is important, because it is when you pray when you hear him saying that he loves you, sustains you and calls you to work for his Kingdom. There are many other voices speaking too – loud voices. They say: “Prove that God loves you. Prove you’re worth something. Prove you have a contribution to make. Make a name for yourself, then people will love you; then people will say you’re wonderful, you’re great.” The loud voices represent evil temptation. Those loud voices are lies that are spoken through the mouth of Satan, are the words to confuse you, are the words to bring you away from God and are words to break your relationship with God so that when you die, you will join him(Satan) in Hell.

As with Jesus, we have to pray and listen to the voice of God. When we do we can deal with evil, and we will understand God’s purpose for our lives. Jesus spent the night in prayer. We too need to pray. We too need to spend time alone with God. Take a passage, or even a verse of Scripture(Bible). Think about it for a while. Let it fill your being, your thoughts, your heart, until the words are written on all your inner places. Then listen prayerfully what God wants you to do for him. Time alone with God is where serving God’s Kingdom practically begins. It is where it began for Jesus and where it begins for us. Reading God's words is like as if God is speaking to you, giving you comfort in your soul and peace as you read on.

May you be blessed when your quiet time with God enables and empowers you for your challenges and confirms your calling to work for Him. May God show you your gifts and your assignments in his Kingdom.

But before I end, you may be saying right now that you do not believe in God, can I ask you a simple question? Everyone comes from our parents right? I mean, our parents gave birth to us, that is how we come into this world, right? Ok, but then how do Adam and Eve, the first man and woman come about? They do not have earthly parents. Is obviously someone who creates them and that would be God. Science has said that it is evolution that we comes from monkeys, but scientists till this very day still are not 100% sure of that statement even though they said it because they are unable to prove it. We got a tail from fish when we were in our mother's womb? We got features from animals? That is nothing but utter rubbish. I mean, think about it for a moment, evolution??? How can that be possible? If it is, then why no future evolution takes place? The sky around you, so blue and so beautiful, just exist just like that? The cool breeze that you enjoy at the beach, the birds singing early in the morning, the beauty of this world... ...they come by chance? Take some time to pause and think. How can they just pop out of nowhere? God is the one who creates them, God creates us, God loves us.

Therefore, I end by saying this, God is waiting for you! If there are times when you proclaimed that no one cares for you and no one ever loves you, let me tell you the good news that God is always there for you, giving you all the care and love you need, but He can only extend it out to you, not forcing them unto you, you have to stretch out your hands to grab them and receive them for yourself! Make the right decision, friends! I have accepted Christ as my Saviour when I was in primary 3 and have been baptised that year. My life has changed ever since that day when I made that decision. Is like I have a new life and that I know that God is in me, guiding me along and I, from that day on, have nothing to fear in life.

Well, make your choice today if you haven't! Come to God in prayer! Love you guys! Have a blessed year ahead!!

Extra

2010-03-27T18:32:00.003+08:00

A video to watch! I love it! You will too! It's about life and the things around you! Enjoy!

Song lyrics to first song on blog and this video(Background music)
Be careful little eyes what you see
It's the second glance that ties your hands as darkness pulls the strings
Be careful little feet where you go
For it's the little feet behind you that are sure to follow

It's a slow fade when you give yourself away
It's a slow fade when black and white have turned to gray
Thoughts invade, choices are made, a price will be paid
When you give yourself away
People never crumble in a day
It's a slow fade, it's a slow fade

Be careful little ears what you hear
When flattery leads to compromise, the end is always near
Be careful little lips what you say
For empty words and promises lead broken hearts astray

It's a slow fade when you give yourself away
It's a slow fade when black and white have turned to gray
Thoughts invade, choices are made, a price will be paid
When you give yourself away
People never crumble in a day

The journey from your mind to your hands
Is shorter than you're thinking
Be careful if you think you stand
You just might be sinking

It's a slow fade when you give yourself away
It's a slow fade when black and white have turned to gray
Thoughts invade, choices are made, a price will be paid
When you give yourself away
People never crumble in a day
Daddies never crumble in a day
Families never crumble in a day

Oh be careful little eyes what see
Oh be careful little eyes what you see
For the Father up above is looking down in love
Oh be careful little eyes what you see

1 week after the holidays gone!

2010-03-27T11:21:00.003+08:00

Hello People!! Waaa 13 days I never post already! Almost 2 weeks! Cool!! So contradictory of last year when I posted almost everyday. This year has soooo few posts. Well since lots of people have been asking me repeatedly to update my blog, I shall do so now today haha! Although homework is waiting for me after this. And some A-maths revision and practice maybe? Don't know, if I got the mood to do, I will, if not then I shall happily spend my time watching anime or talking on msn.

Or not haha! Because next week I have a biology class test and A-maths common test so I think I have to study as well. Hmmm... ...later then see how ba. Hmmm...lets see, what should I talk about today? First I shall express my happiness haha! Joy is meant to be shared, ok never mind what I said, I have no clue what I was talking about either. 2 days ago is my last day of volleyball training in the whole of my secondary school life!! WOOOOO!!! Cause I step down from my cca already, oh yeah!! Best thing is thursday has no timed practice, so I can go home after 1 45pm... oh yeah!! No need stay back like last time for volleyball!! WOOOOOO!! No more cca for now on until my Junior College days. WOOTS!! Feeling jealous/envious? Haha don't worry, you will have your turn when the time comes wahha! Well the bad side of this is that stepping down of cca would mean closer to my graduation. AHHHH!! I am graduating in 7 months' time! Or 6++. Haha. 3 months have passed just like that! Did anyone do something special for someone in these 3 months? Haha because if you haven't, do it now! Do it while the chance is still there for you to grap, do it when you still have time to spend with your loved ones, you never know what may happen tommorrow. Don't leave things to the very last because when you realise you haven't done something, you can never turn the clock back to the past so remember, treasure the moments you have now and move ahead with no regrets, never looking back.

Well I have mixed feelings. I can't wait to go to Junior College but I don't want to be separated from my friends, especially those who are much closer and dearer to me like... ... ...(Feel in the blanks yourself haha). Will you guys miss me when I am no longer in Bukit Panjang Government High School? Hmmm... ...haha. Oh well. For sec 3s, you are fortunate, you can still see me for one more year if you go to the same Junior College as me but then again, I doubt anyone will miss me, sad har? Nah just kididng. No need to answer that question. Wahaha!! :D

Ok lets talk about other matters now. Hmm lets talk about yesterday. Speech day!! Waaa I tell you ar, I was like sooooo happy when I heard from my chinese teacher that timed practice is cancelled for yesterday because I could go home after 12 45pm struck and then sleep all I want until happy happy! Then horh, my chinese teacher go and spoil my beautiful dream of wanting to sleep. He made 5 of us go for speech day and we cannot deny it. And soooo I cannot get my sleep, I cannot even go home after school, NOOOOOO!!! My sleep!!! Oh well doesn't matter, yesterday morning, Rachelle and I had asked Mark to play basketball before speech day's activity starts and he agreed. However Mark had NAPFA 5 stations after school from 1pm to 2 30pm. So after school, had planned to find Rachelle in her classroom to do some latecomers stuff. Went to look for some teachers, and then off we went to do our own homework. Rachelle went back to her class and did homework with her classmates. Si Ying ended up in her class too for some reasons haha. Didn't expect to see her there when I went to Rachelle's class after finding all the teachers that we needed to. Oh well, tooo many people there and I felt weird being there so I went out to the study area outside and did my homework as well with 1 ex-classmate(Chia Hui) and 1 ex + current classmate(Kester).

I did my chemistry while Kester did chinese which was a late work and Chia Hui was practising A-maths. Chia Hui felt bored so he used Kester's phone to play some music and most of Kester's music are all CHINESE!!! LOL!! No wonder Kester's chinese so good while mine is sooo pathetic. People know my chinese marks all confirm shake head man!! My chinese is horrible! If I can score a B3 for chinese in O'levels, I would be contented already haha. Ok yea Chia Hui and Kester asked some Chemistry questions and I taught them some. Chia Hui was like "WAAAA!!!" cause he did not know how to do while I knew how to do haha. Teaching others is really what I love to do but sometimes I may have no patience, especially when teaching boys wahaha!! I biased to girls, sorry boys! BLEH!! Ok time passed and Rachelle, Daryl, Delphine, Si Ying and some others went to the cafe to have their lunch while I stayed on to continue with my work, but by then I had already finished my Chemistry and was doing A-maths too, on differentiation on trigonomentrical functions. Chia Hui was saying I crazy cause I was doing a chapter that teacher has not taught yet because I was doing ahead of teacher. Like pre-reading! Woots!

K did and did and did, the girls were still not back yet but Mark appeared because he had finished his 5 stations. Went to look for the girls...signalled to them that we were going to play basketball already. Since they were still happily eating and chatting away, I went to play with Mark 1 on 1 first. I was in full uniform though because I didn't bring any pe attire. Mark is more professional when playing in a team but not that good when playing solo, so I kinda thrash him in solo haha, although I am not that good myself. Soon, the girls came, Si Ying, Rachelle and me were a team and Delphine, Daryl and Mark were the opponent to us. Haha... ...at first I was kinda solo-ing again because I am not that used to playing in a team but felt bad that I didn't let the girls in my team had a chance to play so off and on I passed to them. Hehe. Didn't count the points so didn't know whose team won. We played for a mere 25-30min and then rain started to pour and we could no longer play so we ended up going back to 3P1 classroom and all of us were back to doing homework again. I resumed my A-maths practice.

Bla bla time flied once again and had to assemble in the hall for speech day which was already around 3 55pm I guess. Marcus was sitting on my right and at first 3 seats on my left were empty. Then Rachelle and Delphine sort of had no space to sit and Joyce being an usher yesterday asked them to sit on my left wahaha!! So funny!! So in the end Rachelle sat on my left while Delphine was beside her. Off and on was talking to Rachelle as well as Marcus. Then, Zhao Wei saw that Rachelle and I were sitting together and here he comes to tease us again wahaha. He was like, "WAA seee, Tommy reserve the seat for Da Sao, don't want to reserve the seat for me" LOL!! Lots of people in the school now are calling Rachelle Da Sao. Want to know why? Haha not telling you, go find out if you want to know, BLECK!! Zhao Wei started to become cheeky and michievious, went to ask many camera man and ladies to talk our photographs so people will know that we were sitting together lol, so everything a camera person came to capture our photos, both Rachelle and I would try to hide our faces. Hahaha!! Ok Rachelle ba, sometimes I didn't.

We were happily sitting at our seats when suddenly more parents were coming into the school so we had to give up our spaces for the parents, so Marcus, Delphine, Rachelle and I stood up and went to the back(right hand side) of the hall and sat there where there were plentiful of seats available. This time, Marcus sat on my left while Rachelle sat on my right, followed by Delphine. This time Qi Kai took our photos lol... ...and they were uploaded onto facebook, AHHHHH!! Never mind, I don't mind. Hehe. Yea talked during the ceremony from time to time as well because it was really boring, almost want to fall asleep at the start of the whole thing.

Ok bla bla, speech day ceremony soon ended at around 6 10pm I think, cannot really remember the exact timing. But is around there ba I think. I left Marcus and followed Rachelle and Delphine down to the canteen, on our search for Mark because we wanted to play basketball together again before going home. So went to the canteen, Rachelle and I got teased once again by Amanda, Joyce, Charmaine, and some of her friends. One of whom even recited a cheer that she made about me to tease Rachelle. Wahhaa kinda cool cause I never knew that teasing would have a cheer, never hear before. That happened when Rachelle, Delphine and I went to talk some drinks to drink which apparently was bandung. Then a scene occurred wahaha! Delphine was the victim but I shall not talk about it. Next we took some food, saw Mark and Jeshrei and then 5 of us went to the level 1 study area to have our meal, not really a meal though because we took so little food. Then we fought over who should sit with who at the round table lol. I picked spot and then Delphine said she wanted to sit there lol, I chose the second spot and then Mark said cannot and mentioned that I should sit beside Rachelle so in the end sat beside her. Haha! Aiyoooo they horh, tease us until like that.

Haha but it was fun! I'm sure Rachelle had her share of fun as well. We talked while we ate, and wala, we were done and off we went to the basketball court near the entrance/exit of the school. We played there. I was once again in my full uniform. Delphine didn't want to play so she just sat there and watched us play. Jeshrei and Mark were a team, while Rachelle and I were another team. Ok we played and obviously teasing started again, created my Mark and Jeshrei. They kept on saying, "The Power Of Love" haha. So you get the whole idea, I am super lazy to explain everything in detail. After this, I shall leave all the incidents as confidential. WAHAHA because something happened to me and it was sooooo suey and embarrassing that I hid behind a pole for a while lol. Even Mr Lee(Principal) knows about it and he exclaimed it out loud for a lot of people to hear. AHHHHH!!!

You don't have a clue on what I am saying right? Haha never mind, not telling you. K so thats bascially it for yesterday, not gonna tell you anything that happened after the basketball game. And this post is like all my last year's posts wahaha soooo long and like a report like that. Kk this made up for all the times that I didn't post right? Hope you like this post, enjoy reading but don't fall asleep haha! If you really feel asleep, no worries, it is boring anyway, don't know how to make it sound any more exciting.

K I shall go off now, going to do my english homework, see ya guys!! Some inspirational words for you to enjoy! Here goes! Don't blink or you just might miss it! Haha :D

Let God handle everything, do not worry
Why do we tend to worry about the things we cannot change?
We only need to remember that God has our lives arranged.
He knew us when we were being formed within our mother’s womb.
He planned our life ahead of time from our birth until the tomb.

He knows our problems and our fears we have to face each day.
Just trust He’ll walk beside us and know He’ll be with us all the way.
When we think we can’t get through the day and let despair set in,
Just look above and ask for the help that He’s always ready to send.

Rather than placing our trust in God, we often think we can do it alone.
This is just part of our human nature; the sin of pride as it is known.
God loves us dearly and wants to help us; He’s just a prayer away.
Let’s call upon His wonderful name; He’ll get us through our day.

I have had many days I thought I would never get through.
But when I stopped and talked to God, He said, "I’m here for you."
When I heard His tender voice, it gave me the strength I needed.
My friends I’m here to tell you, with God you can’t be defeated.

There is no worry or problem that’s too big for our Lord to handle.
Remember that on our darkest days, His love is like a candle.
His love for us will light our way with a beam so very bright.
No matter what we have to face, God will help us win the fight.

A first and last post for March holidays

2010-03-14T16:27:00.002+08:00

Hey boys and girls!! Miss my posts?? Haha long time since I last post har? Sorry been busy with homework and stuff. Haiz practically everyday confirm got at least 2 homework de lol and upper secondary homework, mostly all are essays writing, regardless of what subjects they are. SIANZ right??? AIYOYOYO!!! I write essay until I become essay. Seee what I mean is I become crazy. Lol. Not only that, sometimes whenever I reach home, there will be a few Bpians or other school people asking me how to do maths, science, social studies, aiya practically everything other than Chinese which I am still at K2 level LOL and Physics which I did not take as one of my upper sec subjects haha.

Feels good to teach others, I love teaching others, I don't know why haha. But one thing I hate is when I do not know how to teach others, wahaha! But that rarely happens ba I guess? Hmm... ...sometimes only. Anyway how are you guys doing? Are the holidays doing great? Are you bombarded with homework? Loads and tons of them? Hehe... ...Jia you jia you!! I am left with only 2 chemistry worksheets to do, the rest are all done already because I do not want to spend my last few days of holidays rushing homework, I rather do them earlier haha. Suffer first and relax later.

Ok lets talk about sports carnival on friday! Nothing much to talk about hehe. So just gonna talk about that. Went to school early at about 6 45am and then sort of taught Kester and Zhao Wei how to play volleyball, just a little bit because I wanted to win the whole competition and get silver or gold. Great ambition har? Sec 4/5 boys are playing volleyball. By the time we were done and had to assemble for morning assembly, we were all perspiring profusely like as if we just ran 2.4km sia. And my long pants inside all full of my sweat, keep sticking to my legs, kinda uncomfortable but it was fine because going to change into my pe attire. The day started off with ACES DAY WORKOUT but I was kinda slacking, standing with the councillors on duty for selling food and drinks at the care and share corner. Soon later, it was my team's first match, we were supposed to play against 4P1 but when our game started, 4P1 was nowhere to be found so it was a walk over, we won by default haha. WOOOOOOOTS!!!

Bla bla bla time passed again and soon we had to play against 5B for our second game. AHHHH second game already vs-ing a normal academic class(usually normal is better than express in sports) and furthermore, they are sec 5, older than my class by a year. NOOOOO!!!! At first by looking at their team, I had confidence of winning because they were like don't know how to play la, only got one volleyballer in their team but it didn't matter. When the game started however, the opponents were so smart and they hit the ball towards my classmates and not a volleyballer on my team. I was setter, the person who set for teammates to spike. My classmates however did not even play properly, some even use one hand and anyhow hit the ball and some even so rash and tried to spike the ball, knowing that he can't even spike cause he don't know how to. HAIZ I did not want to lose, I think the score by then was already 5-NIL. My team had not even scored one point. I was kinda frustrated actually. I changed my mind and changed place to the centre position so that I could spike the ball to earn some points and hopefully win.

As time passed, my classmates still hit wrongly and eventually we lost. My teammates didn't score a single point, I scored 5 points against the opponent through spiking. Haiz haiz. We lost 9-5. CRAP!! Well Kester only touched the ball once and Zhao Wei didn't touch the ball at all so it was sort of like they learnt from me for nothing haha. Oh well is over already so didn't affect me that much anymore. Hoping to win gold in the first place was kinda ridiculous when only 2 people on my team knew how to play volleyball. AHHHH!!! BOOOOOOOO!!! At least we had fun, that was the most important thing, so it's ok!! Work harder next time guys!! Hehe.

K nothing more to talk about, shall stop here for today. Enjoy a poem as you finished reading this post!

I Love You
Because I love You
I'll apologize
Though anger in me burn,
I'll tell someone I'm sorry
Though it is not my turn;
I'll speak with love and kindness,
Though feelings in me churn...
I'll set my pride aside
Because I love You.

Because I love You
I'll forgive someone
When they have done me wrong,
I'll not give in to grudges...
I'll keep my spirit strong;
And though they turn their back on me,
I'll gladly suffer long...
I'll set my rights aside
Because I love You.

Because I love You,
Keep my focus staid
To always choose Your pace,
To put no one above You...
To keep You in first place;
To set Your *hands* aside, Lord God,
And seek Your Holy *Face*...
Hold me beneath Your wings
Because I love You.

See ya guys!!! Byebye!! Till next time!! Oh ya this will be my last post for the holidays because I will be going Japan from Wendesday morning to Sunday night!!

SPA

2010-03-05T19:37:00.005+08:00

Hey hey!! Back to posting for today because you know why??? Because I have no homework for the weekends wahaha! I did every homework each day after school and some in school itself so that I can relax during the weekends! WOOOO!! I had like sooooo many homework this week sia and busy too, essay after essay, oh my! But i completed every one of them already, woots! SO happy lol. Had chinese and social studies class test on Tuesday, Biology class test was postponed until don't know when and had my O'level Biology SPA yesterday. Busy har?

Oh ya for the lower secondary who is reading this right now, if you do not know what SPA is, it is not the massage that SPA ar... ...totally different. Please don't link biology SPA with human SPA although biology has something to do with humans! Haha nonononono!!! SPA stands for Science Practical Assessment(S.P.A) Yup yup hehe. And O'level SPA is counted for O'level, duh! For any science subject, is 3 SPA each and the main paper itself. I think one SPA will be in term 1, term 2 and term 3 each then end of year is the main paper. I think only. I had my Chemistry first O'level SPA in February, forget which date in particular already. WOOOOO!! One SPA each for Biology and Chemistry down. 2 more SPA each left to go and of course all the main papers at the end of the year. Oh my is March already, 2 months had passed??? WOW! Time flies har? 8 more months and I will be sitting for all the main papers of O'levels le. OH MY MY hehe!

Well I have absolutely nothing to talk about these few days! Nothing good or exciting in school happened de, and I don't have the motivation to post like last year, super long ones and like report of my daily life like that haha. Everyday is just study, homework, study, homework, boring life har for me? Haiz but I seriously have much lesser time than last year le. So BGR stuff is really nono for me sia, cause no girls would want to spend so little time with their boyfriends, right girls? Haha. LOL :D K la, I shall stop le, see ya guys!! Next time!!

AHH I'm bored

2010-02-28T16:53:00.003+08:00

Hello guys! Haha I don't have the motivation to post these few days haiz haiz, kinda lost interest in posting unlike last year haha when I post almost everyday after school. One reason is last year got lots of time for blogging but this year is like everyday got homework and then come home soooo late since I have timed practices as well. Hmm today nothing much I guess, just want to share some poems that may be inspiring for your life. Though times be bad, always with you God is. Through the difficulties in life God will take us. Enjoy the poems!

The need to pray
I have the urge to pray for you,
and on my knees, this will I do.
We've never met, you may think it's silly,
but according to God, we are family.

More than likely, I've been where you are.
So, I know the light seems so far.
But if you trust God, He will be there.
Reach for Him, your troubles He will bear.

Sometimes our load gets so heavy, we can't pray.
It seems like our Lord is too far away.
That's when your fellow christians come in,
to help you pray that this battle you will win.

So, after I finish this poem I'm writing,
I will pray for this battle you're fighting.
Whether it be family, finances, fear, health or whatever,
God can fix it, and you will be thankful to Him forever.

As I pray for your needs, believe with me.
Believe that God will answer... just believe.
One more thing before I go, try praying again.
This battle of not being able to pray, this too, you will win!

The comforter
We live on this alien planet,
And as we journey through this life,
It can make us or it can break us,
As we seek God's everlasting life.

When worries cause us to stumble,
And our tears begin to overflow,
Praise God for His ray of sunshine,
That gives us the courage to grow.

When we dwell on our sorrows,
We'll wonder if we can make it through,
Give it all to our Holy Father,
He will always comfort you.

We all need a shoulder to lean on,
A friend to hold our trembling hand:
Jesus is our Master Healer,
When we follow His Father's command.

Count your many blessings,
In the midst of your darkest night,
Our Savior will reward us,
And our worst fears will take flight.

Do not regret your actions
I've heard it said don't go to bed
while hanging on to sorrow,
you may not have the chance to laugh
with those you love tomorrow.

You may not mean the words you speak
when anger takes its toll,
you may regret your actions
once you've lost your self control.

When you've lost your temper
and you've said some hurtful things,
think about the heartache
that your actions sometime bring.

You'll never get those moments back,
such precious time to waste,
and all because of things you said
in anger and in haste.

So if you're loving someone
and your pride has settled in,
you may not ever have the chance
to say to them again...

"I love you and I miss you
and although we don't agree,
I'll try to see your point of view,
please do the same for me."

Best of friends
What is a Best Friend?

Someone who loves you

Someone who cares for you

Someone you share your secrets with

Someone you go places with

Best friends are a treasure

An all around pleasure

They pray for each other

And always stick together

Through good times and bad times

For the rest of their lives

They don't betray you or use you

Or even pressure you into doing wrong

Because they've loved you all along

If your best friend doesn't see eye to eye

And their tempers start to fly

Calm yourself and always be forgiving

Cause that's part of God's holy living

God rewards us when we are forgiving.

Kk guys!! Enjoyed the poems? I hope they brighten up your day haha! :D K got to go now, see ya!!

170th post

2010-02-18T19:41:00.002+08:00

Hey guys and girls!! Practically hardly anyone visit my blog nowadays, because I haven't been posting much lately! Well today not much homework so just do a short post ba, yup short short!! AHHH!! This is my seocnd post this week, wahhaah! I usually will post once a week from now on only! Not much time anyway! Kk today shall just simply share a little bit about today, about what happened in school bla bla. Boring post, it will be one haha! Happy reading, nothing much to read anyway! :)

Straight right after I put my bag in my class on my seat, I went out of class and climbed up one level and then walked to 205 classroom haha. Oh ya I was carrying my Literature text, my file and my lion pencil case with me because first lesson was Lit and it is at MP1 so I am lazy to go back to class take and then go MP1 later on! Teehee! And always everyday whenever I step into the classroom, I will either see people like Joanna waving at me or hearing Xin Tong saying, "TOMMYYYYYYYYY!!!" haha. Cool har? I am sooo welcomed there! Boys in 05 usually do their own stuff, sometimes come to me, sometimes didn't! Some will either be rushing homework or playing psp lol hahaha!! Come to me because usually I will sit around the girls' there and chit chat... hmmm around Jill, Justina, Vernice, Cheryl and Xin Tong that area ba. The moment I sat there, Jill started saying my lion pencil case was cute and then took it and played with it. I too played but I played with a hammer that belonged to Erica, a hammar that produces a sound effect whenever it comes into contact with something. Was hitting Vernice's left arm with it lol!!! SO fun!!!! Not pain anyway.

K chit chat for about 20mintues and then left 5mintues before morning assembly. That was when I got out of 205 and went down the stairs to visit 1B for a while, since I long time didn't go there. The first person I saw was Eugene, he was sitting on the table which was closest to the door! Next I look around in the class, but then soooo many people, I didn't bother finding who and who haha. Just talked with Eugene a while, then Vanessa asked how I know her blog, said hi to so many people. Denise-Mei soon walked out of class with Vanessa don't know go where, maybe find Rodericks!! WAHAHA!! Just kidding. Then Nuraini and someone, who was that again??? AHHHH I forgot!! Their turn to go out of class and soon there was "RINGGGGG", time for morning assembly. Since there was a slight drizzle earlier, assembly was in the hall but I was doing gate duty so I remained on the first floor. Soon met Delphine, Rachelle and Jasmine. They were doing gate duty as well. Delphine willingly helped me carry my file and lit book while my lion was being played with by Jasmine haha. Bla bla, duty over and I got back my stuff and off I went to MP1 for my lesson.

Kk fast forward time! Now I shall talk about volleyball training today!! Wahahaha!!! Haiz haiz didn't manage to spike much today. I somehow lost my touch again! Haiz when I jump faster, the setter set ball until sooo high and my timing was totally off. So the next time he set again, I jumped slower and then he set so low, so timing off again! Haiz haiz!! To spike must be able to know the height of the ball when the setter set it haha. Oh well, its ok. Anyway we were playing "King of the courts". And at that point of time, Denise-Mei, Daphne, Shang Mei and don't know got who esle were looking from outside the indoor sports hall door. HAIZ People looking!! Putting more pressure on me hahaha!!! And that was when I landed on my butt twice! HAIZ!!!! Although from volleyball perpective, people will "WAAAAAAA!!!" because it is sort of a volleyball move/skill but from other people who do not know volleyball, people will think I trip and fall hehe. First time I landed on my butt was because I was expecting the second ball to be near the net so I could spike but then somehow the setter sort of missed and then shot all the way to the back when I was at the net already, so I had to run all the way to the back to reach the ball before it dropped to the ground haha. ANd so I slided and hit the ball over over the net, with just one hand and my back was facing the net!! I scored doing that, kinda cool har?? TeeHee!!

The next time I landed on my butt was when the setter did not manage to block opponent properly and opponent dropped a ball somewhere near the net when I was behind at the back of the court, anticipating a spike. But then when I realised it was a drop ball, I had to run so fast to the net but still could not make it on turn, so had to slide again and landed on my butt and then scored afterwards haha. What why am I haha-ing??? My butt hurt for about 15min after that man!! Like as if blue black like that LOL!!!

When it was around 5pm, we played matches, those 6 vs 6 kind! But instead of the usual 25 points, we played only 15 points! There were three groups, team A, B and C. I was in team A. We vs team B. It was pathetic man!! I was in a sian sian mode at that time and did not play properly! Because the thing that we did before the matches was boring!! So we lost to team B, 11-15. Haiz the matches were played "Winner in, loser out". Team C soon won Team B though, 15-13 I think. Then this time the lost previously opened our eyes hahaha!! We didn't want to lose again and this time we played much better. We won team C 17-15 because we dueced two times! Next was team B again!! Our revenge time and wahaha we really took our revenge and thrased them totally. We won 15-6. LOL!!! Haha.

Yup so yea thats about it for volleyball! Haiz lazy to talk about other things le so other time ba! My next post should most probably be next week le. :D Well but before I end, I shall let you guys enjoy a poem like my previous post! Enjoy!! And byebye guys!!

Valentine
He still puts the stars to bed
And plants each tiny seed;
Puts every petal on each flower,
Provides our every need.
Yet He who knows our future paths

Veils our eyes here below;
Although we strain to see ahead,
Love says we must not know.
Eternal Wisdom planned it thus ~
No human comprehends,
The child of God must learn to trust
In faith, what our Lord sends.
No matter what the future holds,
Entreat your soul to rest;
Secure to know,

Day
After day,
Your Father does know best!

~ ~ ~ ~ ~

Some photos taken yesterday

2010-02-15T11:51:00.003+08:00

Hey people!! My blog is dead and I got nothing to post about haha, just uploading some photos, enjoy!! Is taken during my visiting of my relatives' houses yesterday hahaha.

Haha this is Joey, I mean the dog, not the person LOL!!! Joey is the dog of my youngest paternal uncle! Cute har? But soooo small, I prefer bigger Joe, at least Joe's size wahaha!!

Handsome or not??? Haha my full view of my this year chinese new year's clothes, wahaha! Everything I wear all from Levi's other than my shoes and socks! Hehe. Ok on second thought, don't answer that question cause not that handsome horh? Haha just kidding.

I looked retarded right????? Haiz haiz glued to the television but a bit blur, don't know why as in the photo. I was playing xbox 360 at my cousin's house(Kenneth's house) haha. Benjamin another cousin was taking this photo was Kenneth was don't know doing what, cannot remember hahaha. RETARDED ME!!!! WHEEEE!!

This is me again. On the left is actually Benjamin. And on the right is Kenneth! Haha. Kenneth was saying he was pro in taking self-photo can will be able to take all three of our photos. But then as you see, Benjamin's face cannot be seen lol!!! And whats more!!! THe photo is blur!!! So much for his pro-ness!!! WAHAHAHAHA!!! :D

The one that the person is carrying is Joey! That person is my paternal youngest uncle haha. WEARING RED!! LOL!! Anyway the other 2 dogs are Sumo and Nato. Nato is a female dog and is the black one. Sumo is a male dog and is the brown one. Sumo is older than Nato haha!! Sumo and Nato belongs to Kenneth!! WOOTS!! So many dogs har!! I love dogs! I played with them actually but didn't take photo of me playing hoooooo!!

Kk guys!! Thats all for today! Enjoyed the photos? Haha well see ya!!

R.I.P blog

2010-02-07T15:55:00.002+08:00

My blog is dead! My blog is dead! Both the posts and tags sections are dead! I don't have time to post!!! BOOOO!! Not yet the month of O'levels and I already got no time haha, so O'levels that month confirm I am not going to post at all. But actually, O'levels is starting next week. Next Tuesday I have Chemistry spa and the end of this month I will have Biology spa. Spa is O'level practical work which means is lab work. Chemistry is just titration though, quite easy actually but must do within an hour so is a little challenging as well. Hope I do well haha. Wish me luck!!

I am actually quite tired now, don't know why, but after this post I would either go to bed to rest a while or study a little. These few days I have not been watching anime either haha. Simply just because I am occupying my free time with either reading the textbooks or practising on some maths questions(Usually). AHHHHHHH!!! Oh ya, O'level Chinese is in April or May, sooo early!! And if never score at least B3 and above, we will have to take it again for the second time! AHHH!! Me scoring B3 in chinese???!!! Seems so difficult to achieve! Haha, my chinese is like no hope man!! I can't even speak chinese properly(just kidding). To be really honest, if I pass my chinese, I am already very happy!! See how bad my chinese is? Hehe.

To start off today's posts again, I am gonna once again share 2 Bible verses with you guys. Not much, just 2. 2 very meaningful ones, actually all verses are meaningful haha. Here goes!

Philippians 4:13 --> I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me.
What is the definition of God in your mind? What you do think God can do? If your thinking is the same as mine, then God can do anything right? Cause He is God and He creates everything in this world. Since He creates the world, He can do anything, correct? In an instance, He can destroy the whole Earth just like how He created Earth in an instance. Therefore if God gives me the strength and helps me whenever I ask Him to, I can do all things as well because it is not by my own strength, but by using the strength of God. Nothing is impossible! Though chances may be really really slim at times, but through God's grace, nothing and I mean nothing will ever be impossible to accomplish.

1 John 1:9 --> If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.
Isn't our God so wonderful? He is the Lord of lords and God of gods yet He forgives us of all our sins! So much so that He sent His only begotten Son to die for us. Although Jesus won't be coming down to Earth for the second time to die on a cross again, there is a much faster way that we can use. Just pray and ask for forgiveness. Just talk to God and ask Him to forgive you of your sins and He will put it all behind Him and not bring it up again. This is how much God loves us, if we are sincere when confessing and repenting from our sins, God will forgive us. God is loving, so pray to Him daily asking Him to work in your life to be a better person and ask Him to run with you in the race of faith. :D

Thats the Bible verses I like to share with you guys today! Haha for some reason I don't really feel like posting anymore, nothing much to post as well and I am seriously tired. Hmm perhaps other time when I am more free to post then I will post more.

Anyway before I end today's post, I came across a poem which I find it quite nice, check it out!

This New Day
I woke up early this morning,
Simply felt I needed to pray;
Looked out into the star filled sky,
I thanked the Lord for this new day.

Needed to feel closer to Him,
Wanted to have a good, long talk;
Wrapped my robe tightly around me,
In the back yard, I took a walk.

The air was so cold, crisp and clean,
Yet, I felt the warmth of His touch;
Starlight reflected off the snow,
Thanked Him for loving us so much.

And though I had much more to say,
He knew what was deep in my heart;
He simply said, Good morning my child,
Use this new day for a brand new start.

A perfect start to the morning,
What more could we ever ask for?
Than to start off each bright new day,
Feeling God's love throughout our core.

By Paul D. Berube

Haha kk see ya guys! Love you all!! Precious friends that God has given to me! :D May God bless your life each day and every day!

The last day of January 2010

2010-01-31T15:06:00.005+08:00

Woots!! My blog is dead, hahaha both the posts and the tagbox are DEAD!! My blog is beginning to R.I.P le. Oh well it doesn't matter, busy year for me, cannot spend so much time posting haha. Everyday always reach home around 4+pm near 5pm, other than Thursday which will reach home around 7pm. Haiz haiz. After which I will always have my afternoon nap and then do homework, no time to go about posting man!! Especially when I take soooooo long just to post a post hehe. Anyway, today's post won't be that long because my hands are telling me that they are tired :D

Lets start off today's post with some songs lyrics, shall we? Haha.

What can I do lyrics(First song on blog)
When I see the beauty of a sunset coming
Amazing artistry across the evening sky
When I feel the mystery of a distant galaxy
It awes and humbles me to be loved
By a God so high

Chorus:
What can I do but thank You,
What can I do but give my life to You
Hallelujah, hallelujah
What can I do but praise You,
Everyday make everything I do a hallelujah
A hallelujah, hallelujah

When I hear the story of a God of mercy
Who shared humanity and suffered by our side
Of the cross they nailed You to, that could not hold You
Now You're making all things new by the power
Of Your risen life

My rewards lyrics(Second song on blog)
I want to hear You say the words to me "well done"
I want to hear You say "good and faithful servant"
I want to hear You say "I've prepared a place for you"
Let all the treasures of this world fade away.

Jesus, You are my reward.
To hear Your voice on that day is all I'm living for.
Jesus, You are my reward.
To see Your face on that day is all I'm living for.

In the twinkling of an eye, we'll all be changed.
We'll meet You in the sky,
We will meet You face to face.

Lord, I give you my heart lyrics(third song on blog)
This is my desire, to honour You
Lord with all my heart I worship You
all I have within me
I give You praise
all that I adore is in You

Chorus:
Lord I give You my heart
I give You my soul
I live for You alone
Every breath that I take
Every moment I'm awake
Lord have Your way in me

Next up, I am going to share with you guys more Bible verses again. The Bible just thrills my soul whenever I read it. No matter what verse it is, there is always a wonderful meaning behind each and every one. So here goes, some more verses which I like.

John 20:21 --> Then said Jesus to them again, Peace be unto you: as my Father hath sent me, even so send I you.
My Father here repesents God, the Father. God sent his son Jesus to die on the cross to pay for our sins and when Jesus gave up his spirit that very day, his work and task on Earth was done but at the same time it was not yet finished as well. This verse is saying God sent Jesus and Jesus sent us. The whole world is still filled with sin and a lot of people are going to Hell when they die. We as Christians are therefore sent by Jesus to tell everyone else about the good news, to share the love that Jesus has for us to others so that they may know our God, our Saviour. Through us will then the work be finished.

Galatians 1:4 --> Who gave Himself for our sins, that He might deliver us from this present evil world, according to the will of God and our Father:
This world is evil because there are fightings, there are sin everywhere in our lives. Even a little lie of saying you forgot to bring your homework when actually you didn't do at all is already a sin. Jesus did not literally deliver us away from this world but that He saved us by paying for our sins on the cross. He bore all the sins that we had on that very cross and we were forgiven of all our sins. Through this love that He shared with us, we were granted eternal life so that we would be able to spend our lives in Heaven with Him when we die.

Galatians 1:10 --> For do I now persuade men, or God? or do I seek to please men? for if I yet pleased men, I should not be the servant of Christ.
If we are to please men rather than God, we are not serving God, we are not faithful servants. Men are all worshippers of idols, men rather have prasies from other men than have praises from God. Whats the point of hearing praises from men when God is not happy at all? I'm not saying that hearing praises from men is wrong but if what you are doing is making God happy but is making men happy, is it worth it? I doubt so. For example, your whole class made a mistake and your friends ask you to join them in telling a lie to a teacher so that your class won't be scolded. Will you do it? Maybe to you, a lie is nothing much but to God is committing a huge sin. By telling that lie, your friends will still like you but God is unhappy with you. By not making that lie, your friends may hate you forever but God is pleased with you because you did not lie. Your friends do not know Christ and that is why they do not know that lying is a dreadful thing to do. Would you rather have men's praises or God's? I don't know for you guys, but for me I rather have God's praises.

Galatians 2:20 --> I am crucified with Christ: nevertheless I live; yet not I, but Christ liveth in me: and the life which I now live in the flesh I live by the faith of the Son of God, who loved me, and gave Himself for me.
When we accept Christ as our Saviour, we are born again in the spirit. Is like our seond birth in life. This time is called spiritual birth. The moment we said that salvation prayer asking God to come into our lives, God has always been in our heart as the form of the Holy Spirit. We still have our sinful body, just that Christ is living in us, guiding our lives. There are times when the flesh will take over and we will have temptations to sin, but we can always pray to God asking Him to take control again and help us in our walk of faith because God is always there for us when we need Him for He loves us so much that He gave His only begotton Son to come into his sinful world to die on the cross to wash away our sins.

Mark 12:30 --> And thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with thy soul, and with all thy mind, and with all thy strength: this is the first commandment.

Yup yup these are the verses that I want to share with you guys!! I actually want to talk about one more thing but then don't want le. Haha. Now for the last thing is just a chinese song which is no published by anyone because I wrote the lyrics hahaha!!! But I don't know the tune because I never create the tune for this song. I just read the lyrics, is about Singapore. Is actually a chinese homework that I need to do. Well enjoy!! And then see ya!!!

新加坡歌曲（没有一个地方是很远的）
我想不出任何更大的恐惧,
比我醒过来之后找不到我的 durian 更惨，
虽然太阳依然照,
我全世界都已经消失了，
但肯定不会长久。

如果我需要跑，
如果我需要抓，
如果我需要游过一百河，
如果我需要爬上一千墙，
需要知道我会找个办法，
到你那边儿去，
没有一个地方是很远的。

为什么我们分开并不重要，
孤独月，两顽固的心，
虽然我们总是吵着，
没有任何东西可以使我离开你的爱，
我真的很需要你。

如果我需要跑，
如果我需要抓，
如果我需要游过一百河，
如果我需要爬上一千墙，
需要知道我会找个办法，
到你那边儿去，
没有一个地方是很远的。

。
。
。
如果我需要跑 (如果我需要跑),
如果我需要抓 (如果我需要抓),
如果我需要游过一百河，
如果我需要爬上一千墙，
需要知道我会找个办法，
到你那边儿去，
没有一个地方是很远的。

因为没有一个地方是很远的。

Give thanks to the Lord

2010-01-24T15:37:00.004+08:00

Hey guys, one short post for today before I am off to do my homework haha :) Hmm before I start my thanksgiving, as requested from Si Ying, she wants me to post this on my blog and on msn. But msn is just shortcut, it was supposed to be "Baby Tommy has a big tummy" but I changed it to "Baby Big Tummy Tommy" haha and for the one on blog, here it is (FROM SI YING ONCE AGAIN!!! WAHAHHA!!!)

Baby Tommy Has A Big Tummy
Baby Tommy has a big tummy,
Tommy loves to eat gummy,
Eat eat eat until so yummy,
Soon he becomes a big fat dummy.

Ok thats all to it. Haha a one paragraph long poem. Now onto today's main post.

What is worship to you?
What is worship to you? Is it just about singing to the Lord? Is it just on Sunday that you worship God? Is it only at church where you can worship God? If your answer is Yes to all these questions, I can cleary say that your worship is not true worship and is not a worship that God wants. People tend to get caught up in where they should worship, what music they should sing in worship, and how the worship looks to other people. Focusing on these things completely misses the point. True worship is God-centered worship.

John 4:24 --> God is a Spirit: and they that worship Him must worship Him in spirit and in truth.

This means that true worship only comes through a pure heart, you can worship God wherever you are as long your heart is pure with the spirit. Worship God with all of your heart. If you worship without a pure heart, that is the same as not worshipping God at all. Worship can include praying, reading God's Word with an open heart, singing, participating in communion, and serving others. It's not limited to one act, but is done properly when the heart and attitude of the person is in the right place.

Revelation 19:10 --> And I fell at his feet to worship him. And he said unto me, See thou do it not: I am thy fellowservant, and of they brethren that have the testimony of Jesus: worship God: for the testimony of Jesus is the spirit of prophecy.

This tells us that worship and praises are only reserved for God because He only is worthy of such praises and worship and not His fellow servants. We are not to worship saints, prophets, statues, idols, angels, or any other false gods.

My thanks to God in prayer
I would like to share with you guys in simple thanksgiving prayer that I prayed to God. I removed a person's name due to privacy. Haha.

Dear Lord, Heavenly Father in Heaven,

Thank you Lord for always answering my prayers. Thank you Lord for giving me the strength to live my life day after day. Without you, I may even be so depressed over the things in life, over the sin that others have committed but you are always there for me when I need you, when I need someone to talk to. Lord, your ways are what's best for me. Though I do not understand sometimes about the way you do things, I know that your ways are to nurture me, to grow me into a stronger person. Thank you Lord for the things in life, for giving me such wonderful friends around me. Though each and every one of them are different in many ways, they are still special for being who they are so I thank you Lord for giving me friends.

Thank you Lord for loving me and dying for me on that cross on the day of Calvary to wash away my sins. For your word has spoken that only through you will I have eternal life so without you dying on that cross that very day, I will not be able to receive this gift and I will not able to spend my life after death in Heaven with you because I have sin in me. But you came just to wash away my sin and gave me this wonderful gift that no other can ever give, so great so mavelous. Thank you Lord.

Lord, yesterday I ask you to help someone in her walk of faith. She believes in you but she does not fully commit her life into your hands. I ask you to help her, to strengthen her, to provide opportunities to let her know that you are there for her whenever she is upset and to remind her of the love that you have for her and to remind her and you are the only one who can solve whatever problems that she face in life. Today, you have answered my prayer Lord. Through Pastor Jason's semon, you have created that opportunity and I believe you are working in her heart at this very moment. Thank you Lord for answering this simple care of mine.

Lord I pray and thank you so very much,

In Jesus' most precious name, Amen.

Some extras to add
Hey guys, I remember last time I said that prayers are really effective but did you guys pray as I ask you to? I have shown you another example of God answering my prayer and it is indeed true about the power of prayer. So pray guys, trust God because He knows everything about you, don't think that God does not understand you just because you are feeling down or perhaps have experienced a downturn in your life. God made you in His very own image, God knows your sufferings, God wants to help you but He can't do so unless you extend your hands out to Him, unless you open that stubborn door of yours in your heart to let Him come into your life. God is waiting, waiting for that time to come. So trust Him and let Him lead your life.

God has also taught me to forgive and to forget. You know why sometimes your heart will feel troubled, it is because you choose not to forgive and to forget some things in life. Perhaps, your best friend did something bad and you cannot bring yourself to forgive him or her. You see, around 2 thousand years ago, Jesus Christ died on the cross to wash away all our sins. Before He gave up His spirit which means before He died, He asked God who is actually Himself because God is 3 person in one, The Father, The Son and the Holy Ghost. He asked God to forgive the Roman soldiers because they know not what they have done. If Jesus could ask God to forgive others, why can't you forgive others as well? I mean Jesus forgive the Roman soldiers for nailing Him on the cross, it is so much more cruel that what you claimed to can't forgive. Compared to Jesus dying on the cross, yours is nothing. So Jesus has shown us that we must forgive one another.

Not only forgive but to forget. Once you ask Jesus to forgive you of whatever sin you have done, Jesus will never bring up that incident again because once He has forgiven you, He will forget it. So this is also the thing that you must do. Forgive and to forget. Is easy if you actually practice it. One reason why you become upset over something is because you cannot get over it, so just forgive and forget. Like for me, how often do you see that I am depressed or unhappy? You seldom see me in that kind of state because firstly I don't take things to heart and I forgive others like how Jesus forgive. Secondly, I pray and trust in God that He will do whats best for me and that He will take away all my sorrow and grief.

I would like to share 3 verses in the Bible.

John 3:16 --> For God so loved the world, that He gave His only begotton Son, that whosoever believth in Him should not perish, but have everlasting life.
John 3:17 --> For God sent not His Son into the world to condemn the world; but that the world through Him might be saved.
John 3:18 --> He that believeth on Him is not condemned; but He that believeth not is condemned already, because he hath not believed in the name of the only begotton Son of God.

Because of God's love for us because He is like a Father and we are like His dear children, He sent His only Son that He has to die on the cross to wash all our sins by bearing them all onto Him. And God has given us a present that no one else can give, He gave us eternal everlasting life. All it takes to receive this gift is just to believe and trust in God, and believing that Jesus Christ died for your sin and He is the Saviour of your life. Thats all it takes to receive the wonderful gift of everlasting life. God sent His Son not to crticize everyone of their sins but to save everyone so that everyone can spend eternity in Heaven with Him. Those that believe in God and ask for forgiveness for every sin and repent from the sin, they are not condemned, but those that do not do so are already condemned because sin in unholy and sin cannot take you to Heaven because Heaven is a righteous and Holy place and because you do not belive that Jesus has died for your sins and you have not accepted Him as your Saviour.

What a wonderful thing that God has done for all of us. His love for us is uncomparable!

Hey guys!

2010-01-22T18:41:00.006+08:00

Hello people!! Haha I don't even think there are people lor since my blog is sooo dead but never mind. AHHHH sec 4 is sooo busy. Everyday got Timed Practice after school other than Thursday and then come home late late. Not only there, homework is still the same amount of load and once reach home need to do them. I hardly have any time to post on my blog!!! YEEEEE hehe! Well today I have time because homework can be done in the weekends and I need not rush. Oh ya for those who do not know what is Timed Practice, Timed practice for the sec 4s is stay back an hour after school to do a worksheet on a subject. Different day is a different subject. The worksheet is sort of a test where everyone is supposed to do it quietly but soft discussion is allowed as well. However, is it not counted for any CA marks. So school usually ends at 4pm on a day which has Timed Practice.

I'm gonna talk about four things today. Firstly about Wednesday's Timed Practice, secondly about yesterday's volleyball training, thirdyly my results and fourthly, you will find out later. Haha.

Wednesday's Timed Practice
On Wednesday, the Timed Practice was on Additional Mathematics. For those who have dropped A-maths, they will do Elementary Mathematics. At first I was thinking like the worksheet will be soooo easy and not think much but when I started doing, I was suddenly stuck on the first question lol!!! I was like HOW TO DO!!!!???? Thomas, the maths pro in class like me, also says AAAAAA!!! WHAT CRAP IS THIS??!!!! Haha so so funny. We took like 5 min or so staring at the stupid first question and nothing comes into mind. Thomas then saw on the board that teacher wrote, "Do not do question 1" and he told me that. He straight away jumped to question 2 but I was still doing question 1 because by the time he saw those words on the board, I knew how to do question 1 haha. Soon I finished question 1 and then 2 and then 3 and 4. Altogether there were 7 questions. 1 A-math question can roughly take about 5-10min to solve if you know your stuff. If don't know, then will take much longer haha.

This was when the fun started. By the time I was at question 5, everyone else other than Thomas were still at question 2 because they were stuck at question 2 and were trying to crack their heads on how to do it when I already completed it long ago. Hehe. Aminah was the first person who asked me to teach her how to do because she said Thomas so unfriendly and his method not detailed and so I stopped my work and then taught her. Then don't know why, more and more people kept coming to me!!!! After I taught Aminah, I wrote a statement for question 5, just one and Kester came running along to me. The funny thing is before they approach me, they will call out "Tommy!!" Then I think because of this, more people heard that I knew how to do and more came running along!! AHHH!! Haha. Just when I finished teaching Kester, I wrote 1-2 more statements and then "Tommy!!!" came again!!! Another person shouted and this time was Darren. AHHH!! Taught and showed him the working and then he went back. After 1min or so, he was back and called "Tommy!!" again. AHHHH!! I couldn't even finish question 5, so many people kept coming and kept calling my name haha!!

So funny! So from that time onwards, whenever someone called me again, I will say, "Tommy again!!??" so loud that I think the whole class could hear haha. About more than 15 times people approached me sia. Even Zhao Wei who was doing E-maths, came and asked me how to to simple interest... ... ...And he commented they must all ask the pro how to do so all came to me haha. I think the moment I finished my paper, almost half the class would have already completed it haha because they came to me and then they knew how to do while I am still concentrating on teaching another person afterwards haha. What made this whole Timed Practice interesting was the "Tommy!!!" part haha which made me so anxious on that day while Aminah was laughing. Kester was giggling a little while Thomas was laughing his head off at me. ARGH!!! Hehe while but I am glad I was able to help my classmates. After all, they might learn from this simple worksheet and they could improve on their A-maths.

Thursday's volleyball training
Woots first volleyball training for the year of 2010. I don't really like going volleyball because it makes me have to rush my homework once I reach home and I cannot take my afternoon nap. Oh well Thursday is the only day that has no Timed Practice and thus school ended at 1 45pm(half an hour earlier than other days). At first Marcus Chua and I wanted to go to Lot 1 to have our lunch since 3pm then training starts and we had lots of time. But there were no one else who wanted to go Lot 1, all of them wanted to either play soccer or basketball while waiting so in the end we ate our lunch in school instead of Lot 1. After lunch, went out to see Marcus Liau they all playing soccer and soon it rained so we went into the indoor sports hall to wait for training to start and thats when we saw Qi Kai stripping in the hall haha. Stripping as in taking off his long pants and shirt cause his pe attire was already inside haha.

Marcus Chua soon went don't know where on his own and Qi Kai and I were walking about the school while waiting for 3pm to come cause he said waiting in the indoor sports hall was boring. We walked behind the hall and band people were there. We met Man Ling, Qi Kai was talking to her and I saw Sis(Samantha). She was playing her don't know what is that call haha, so we just waved at each other, never talked. After Qi Kai was done, we went back into the indoor sports hall but before that, bid farewell to sis. By the time we went back in, the C girls and B girls were already setting up the volleyball net. C girls is sec 2 girls while B girls is sec 4 girls. There were like so many people and we(sec 4 boys) thought that we wouldn't have enough space to play at all but then when training started, the new coach, don't know what name, told us that our job were to help him coach the sec 1 boys and girls haha. At first, we were just playing among ourseleves because the sec 2 girls played with the sec 1 girls, and there were enough sec 3 and 4 boys to coach the sec 1 boys, so I wasn't coaching anyone at that point of time.

So I was playing with Qi Kai and Victor and Marcus Liau and Zheng Lun volleyball. Surprisingly I got back my touch in about 20min or so. Fast har? Usually it would take longer since I never played volleyball for months le. Haha. Soon was water break and then sec 2 girls had another coach training them so now those earlier who did not have anyone to coach has to pick any of the sec 1 girls to coach that the sec 2 girls were doing earlier. We were like AHHHHH!!! Must pick girls!!!!! Haha. So no choice, just pick one lor, is coach one to one de. I picked don't know who, never ask for her name. So basically I just played with her thats all because that was what the coach instucted us to do. Well since she was a sec 1 and newly joined volleyball, she did not know exactly how to play it or rather she was doing it wrongly. I didn't teach her the correct method because coach only said to throw the ball for her to receive and never said need to correct them hahaha. She must be able to receive the ball 23 times in a roll but of course she couldn't. Instead of we receiving to each other, I had to go pick the ball don't know how many times all over the indoor sports hall haha.

She hit the ball wrongly and it flew. WHEEEEEEE~~~~!!!! Haha. So most of the time was spent getting the ball back. Well at least the highest she could go was 8 or so and not like 3 or 4 so it was ok for a beginner. It was water break again and after which, the sec 1s were training against the wall or themselves haha. The sec 3 boys went to train by themselves with another coach because they still had one more year in volleyball so they cannot waste precious time helping to coach the new volleyballers. This time however, we were coaching the sec 2 girls. We as in the sec 4 boys. There were no sec 2 boys, ok have, all girls and 1 boy only. Hahahah. I looked at the girls and then I was only sort of close towards 3 girls. Ok not really close but then is closer than the rest. Only Justina, Crystal, both from 205 and Farlisher(How to spell her name???!!) from student council. Haha. I don't know who to pick so I just picked Farlisher, wahahaha!! SHE DIED UNDER ME!! Nah just kidding, I'm just exaggerating. At first was just a light spike to her and she was supposed to receive to me.

However I don't know why but she wasn't that good at volleyball haha. Even a light spike, the ball she received could fly to the other court. Oh well never mind more practice makes perfect like maths. So yea continued for a while and it wasn't tiring for both her and me at because there was like no running at all. About 20-30min later, the coach said to change. Now it was to do a little spike and to drop ball afterwards. HAHAHHA this time she had to run so I thought it would be more fun!! CAN BULLY!!!!!!!! No la, I not that bad de, I didn't bully her, it was just what I was told to do. But the first few times I was unable to drop the second ball because she couldn't receive the spike back to me. Oh well sometimes we just played normally haha, because if she couldn't receive it would be like not fun and so we just played. HMMM I don't know how to explain but somehow she got tired from my spike and dropping of balls haha so as a kind person(Hehe!!) I allowed her to rest.

Ok bla bla volleyball was soon over bla bla. I lazy talk about volleyball le haha. BLECK!!!

My Common Test 1 results 2010 and End-of-year results 2009
I seriously screwed up my Common Test results, ARGH!!! My E-maths and Chemistry dropped...NOOOO!!! I was supposed to be scoring in these two subjects but I didn't. They weren't A1 this time round. NOOOOO!!!! STUPID!! Just when E-maths was supposed to be my best subject, now it is like pathetic!! ARGH!! Seriously lor, I did not know what I was doing during the exam time. Haiz haiz. I must definitely score better in the next Common Test which is around mid year. Well I shall tell you my last year EOY results first and then you can compare to this year's results.

EOY results of 2009(Sec 3)
English: B4
Chinese: C5
E-maths: A1
A-maths: A1
Chemistry: A1
Biology: A2
Combined Huamnities(Social studies + History): F9
Pure literature: A2
3A1, 2A2, 1B4, 1C5, 1F9
L1R5: 4+2+1+1+1+2= 11

CT1 results of 2010(Sec 4)
English: A2
Chinese: C6
E-maths: A2(DROP!!!! ARGH!!!!!!)
A-maths: A1
Chemistry: A2(AHHHH!!! Just when it was easy!!!)
Biology: A1
Combined Humanities: A2(At least it improved)
Pure Literature: B3
2A1, 4A2, 1B3, 1C6
L1R5: 2+2+1+1+2+2= 10

Pathetic results right? Drop like siao la!! E-maths and Chemistry drop!! Haiz haiz... ...and this is just the grades, I didn't state the exact marks, if I state it, you could see that it is a HUGE drop! Haiz haiz! Ok I shall state just my E-maths results last year, I got 92 marks and then now what???!! A2???!!! Haiz... ...so much marks gone la, so much difference! And EOY was supposed to be much harder than just a meer Common Test so is a great deprovement. Haiz and the number of A1s drop from 3 to 2... ...A1 is so important in L1R5. Haiz ACJC needs 6 points to enter and I only got 10 points!!! I am way too far away from ACJC... ...the fourth of fifth best JC in Singapore. Never mind, I must and will try my best to improve on the next common test coming up in 4 months or so.

Actually I wanted to write about something else, a gospel message for you guys to read but then I forgot which verse was it from the Bible haha. So I shall just post some poems for you to read! :D

God will be with you all the time
Do you sometimes feel so all alone,
And wish someone would call you on the phone?
Are there days when you wonder why you are here
And why your heart's so full of fear?

Do you think no one else has felt that way
And that all the others are having a great day?
What you're thinking may be true,
But chances are, others are feeling just like you.

Ask God to undertake for you,
To show you what He'd have you do.
There may be someone you should touch,
Someone who needs you very much.

God has a reason for you being here
And He can overcome your fear.
Go to Him, boldly, in Christ's name.
He'll take away your guilt and shame.

He'll lead you into the bright sunshine
And show to you His will divine.
Just follow Him with what you know.
He'll teach you more and with you go.

You can know He's with you every day,
Leading and guiding you along life's way;
Giving you peace and joy within,
Forgiving and cleansing you from your sin.

So, don't give up and don't despair.
God will go with you everywhere.
Christ understands the way you feel.
His fellowship and love are real.

God's testings in our lives
Passing through the furnace of affliction,
The Saviour's with us through it all
Yet how hard it is to trust His word,
We slip, stumble and we fall.

Like gold tested and finally purified
In the goldsmiths expert hand
We too have to endure the test
With grace alone to help us stand.

The furnace so hot and fiery,
The metal twists and bends
The trial so difficult to endure
He knows. His Spirit He sends.

To lovingly help and mold us,
Guide us along the way
Supreme Comforter and Counselor
You protect us from going astray.

Help us know why God gave the trial,
Make us understand its for our best
Reach deep within our very souls
Gives us peace, comfort and rest.

As the fire burns, the metal melts
Conforming to the goldsmiths design
Our souls pass through life's hardest test
We come out transformed - only thine!

K I think I shall stop here for today, see ya around!! :D:D:D:D Till my next post, which I don't know when haha.

The end of Common test 1

2010-01-15T19:00:00.003+08:00

Woots!! Today is finally the end of my common test 1 of 2010!! WHEEEE!! Waaa I never post more than 10 days already haha but because studying for common test so never visit blogs as well. I am back to visiting blogs I guess, as usual, before I sleep and is once per 3 days was it? I don't remember but never mind.

Well first off let me talk about my Common Test! There are subjects which I screw real badly and there are subjects I am confident of getting high marks. Well if you are thinking that what I am confident in are both my Additional and Elementary Mathematics, all I can say is TOOO BADDD you guess wrong!! Wahaha *Evil laugh* Nah I am just kidding with the evil laugh thing. English was ok, as usual, is just a composition and I wrote the topic "Talk about a time when you lose something valuable and what did you do about it". Since is just a composition, I don't know how much I can score but mostly probably within the range of B4-A2. As for Chinese, I don't know how well I fare because I never judge correctly for it. My chinese is always so bad and whats worst, teacher says there are 3 failures, 2 boys and 1 girl. AHHH!!! Could be me I don't know but even if I pass, I will barely pass it only haha.

For Elementary maths, I screw it up for the first time. Just when I always got 85 marks and above for it, this time I think I cannot even get an A1 but can get an A2. Haiz I screw it up big time even though is usually the best subject out of everything else. For Additional maths, I screw it up as well, ARHHHHH!!! I have no confidence of even getting a B3 when I usually got 80 and above marks for it as well since is my second best subject. I don't know what happen to me but during A-maths, my mind simply just blank out and I couldn't think straight. AHHH I seriously screw both my top 2 subjects and it will turn out to be one of my worst subjects for this common test already, oh noooo!! Something is wrong with me haha. Never mind I will bring both my maths up to the top again during common test 2. As for Chemistry, usually my third best subject, I will definitely get an A1 so it will either be my best subject or second best subject for this common test because my Biology is also going to be A1. Yea haha. This time my sciences are getting better than my maths. AHHH something is wrong with me. Since when my science was that good and my maths that bad? Hmm hehe I don't know.

For Literature, it is also the same as usual haha, usually get B4-A1, soo see what I get this time lor. Is text based and not essay based so is harder to score better marks. For social studies, is 2 essay in 50min, I didn't manage to complete the conclusion part so will be getting at least a B3 grade I think and for history, is just source based questions but I think I will kinda do badly for it even though it is my first time being able to complete a history paper haha. Perhaps will get more than B4 grade ba but not so sure. Will get back all my results next week and is time to see who are the students who will be dropping A-maths and dropping to combined science instead of pure sciences haha. I will 100% not drop anything, that is what I am confident in wahahaha.

Ok thats all for my Common test 1 this week. WOOOO!! Time to relax for a bit haha! Common test is pressure pressure pressure. Do badly, you will drop a subject, how great is that? Well is ok... is for our own good that we got examinations. Hmmm I shall briefly talk about orientation again ba. Lets just say I miss the orientation because it was a time of fun and relaxation, nothing much to do really, just relax haha although there was homework too but it doesn't really matter. Continuing from my previous post about my feelings for 1B, hmm lets just say "Yea my feelings have been changed" Good job 1B!! Even though throughout the first 4 days were kinda dead and all for 1B(eg. everyone in the hall is cheering and 1B is like so expression, never even want to cheer bla bla), at least on the campfire night, 1B did their best to perform in front of the whole crowd. Even though they did not win as well, they did try. Well basically I think they didn't win is not because of campfire day itself, is because on the previous they were not enthusiastic enough and did not play the games well.

I still find that 1B is not as cooperative as compared to 105 last year but 1B is still 1B and 105 is 105. 1B is special for being who they are and I respect that. Well about my feelings being changed, at least I started to scold 1B during campfire day. On the previous days, I was leaving the OIC and AIC to do it but apparently they didn't so I did lor. I was actually kinda worried for 1B at that point of time because they had not prepared anything for the performance at all and they were still talking away and not really into the performance so yea. I actually didn't want to raise my voice at them because I don't really like scolding, I avoid scolding if I have to but I had to do it so that they would listen. Well in the end the boys did and is kinda a good thing so haha. At least my shouting was worth while. In the end, 1B came up with a good coordination and stuff so good job!!

Well I believe 1B had their share of fun during the orientation itself. They looked so excited when playing the wet games just like who 205 were last year haha. Well on the whole, I think 1B will soon grow to be a better class and they will soon make a good class spirit although at the start they may not seem to have. Work hard 1B to be promoted to express. With determination and perservence, you guys can do it! I know you can!! Haha.

As for 205, I really miss out orientation last year as well, especailly the shouting of "Everywhere we go" cheer whenever and wherever we walk about in the school. Hearing this year's 05 cheers remind me of last year the way I cheer together with you guys. Is memorable and I appreaciate all the memories you guys have given me, no doubt 1B as well haha.

I will still continue to visit 205 every morning like what I always do haha, cannot bear not to see you guys :):) ...as for 1B, hmmmm be more welcoming first ba and I will consider heheheh. kk thats all for today, see ya next time!! And I am playing tennis tommorrow again!! WOOOOO!! Can't wait!

The start of sec 4 life!

2010-01-04T15:52:00.003+08:00

Today is the first day of school in 2010!! AHHHH!!! Holidays end just like that. Just a snap of a finger, and is the start of school again. Whats more... I will be taking my O'levels at the end of this year, ahhhh!! Furthermore my examintations are next week, as in the first major exam of the year---> Primary school you call it CA1, secondary school you call it Common Test 1. Haha. Ok I shall not drag for too long, and I don't really want to post as long as I did when I was in sec 3 which was just last year haha, so I shall talk a little bit about the sec 1 orientation.

For this year, I am the IC of class 1B. There is the OIC(Overall-in-charge), AIC(Assistant-in-charge) and the IC(In-charge). OIC is basically the one leading the whole class. AIC as the name Assistant goes, is to assist the OIC whenever needed. As for IC, since IC has the most amount of experience in sec 1 orientation due to being the oldest and the longest in the Student Council, the IC will guide the OIC and AIC on what to do and what to say and help them when needed as well. Of course, the IC can scold if the OIC and AIC are not performing up to standard but no IC is that mean to really scold wahahhaa. Just kididng. Ok yea so I am the IC for class 1B of 2010. I got another role as well. There are scholars who are from other countries and they are in sec 3 and new to the school as well so they will also be participating in the orientation. Yup and so I am the IC for the scholars as well. For scholars, there are only 2 ICs in total, no OIC or AIC. Hehe.

Well I find that as compared to last year's bunch of sec 1 students who are this year sec 2 students, I find that my class 105 of 2009 better than my class 1B of 2010 hehe. Class 105 is so much more lively and more hmm respectful I guess? Don't really know how to explain but is just a feeling. My class 105 is still much much better than my class 1B, wooooooo 205 of 2010 go go!!! Well as for class 1B, change my feelings ba for the rest of the orientation. But jia yous too!! WHEEEE!!

Today's orientation is just form class period, a few ice-breaking games, school tour, the learning of the school song and school cheers. Yup that is just the first day. Is fun yea if you really put your 100% into it but it will be super boring if you do not participate at all. Oh ya there is actually one similarity with class 1B and class 105(last year), the girls always soooooo shy and sooooo gentle and they do not really talk much. Yup yup!

AHHHH my goodness!! I suddenly don't really feel like posting already, a little bit tired, well is a school day and I always take an afternoon nap if it is a school day haha so I think I shall stop here for today... ...but before I go, I shall say this, :I will still continue to visit class 205 before morning assembly from this friday onwards, woooooooo!!!

Last post?

2009-12-28T11:45:00.005+08:00

Hello guys!! Haha today may be the last post for the year of 2009!! Ok, is a 80% chance that today's post is the last one haha. This week is the last week before school reopens, nooooo!! Why does time travel so fast always only when I am having my holidays? Why time so slow when I go to school everyday? Hmm...haha. Well, this week will be the start of my revision for my Common Test 1 in 2010 which is in 2 weeks' time! AHHHH!!! I cannot possibly start my revision next week because I totally will miss lots of lessons next week in school since I am taking 1B(NA class) for sec 1 orientation. AHHHH!!

Hmmm... ....If I got a choice of taking 1B for orientation or staying in class to study, I think I would choose to stay in class. Hehe since next year is the last year I have in BPGHS, I must give it all I got for studies. Well so that is why this week must start le. Furthermore there is a topic of Biology about the eye that has not been taught but then is tested in Common Test 1, it is supposed to be taught next week when school reopens but since I will miss it, I have to study the whole chapter on my very own, boo hoo right? Haha. I hope time practice don't start on the first week when school reopens... otherwise DIE!!! O'levels, O'levels is coming!! OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHH NOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! O'levels!!! Just yesterday I was only in sec 1 haha and now I will be sec 4 le, haiz haiz.

Anyway I wanted to share a moive with you guys that I watched yesterday. Is a japanese movie and the title is "10 promises to my dog". Is a slow-going movie because is just about the life of this dog, so there is no action, romance all that, just love for a dog haha. However the movie is very nice to me because it is touching and is really like reality about people in life and how they look after a dog. The story goes like this:

"There is a girl named Akari. She is 14 years old and she was walking with her childhood friend, Hoshi on the beach. Hoshi is a guitarist but he only plays classic songs because his parents don't allow him to play any other songs. Akari saw a dog on the beach and carried it until the dog's owner came and then took the dog away. From that day on, her desire to have a dog is getting stronger. That night, when she went home, her mother had already finished making her birthday cake since it was her birthday. However her dad wasn't back because he was ,at that moment, engaging in an operation. Akari's dad was a doctor. By the time Akari's dad came home, Akari had already went to bed and that was when Akari's mum told him that she wanted to own a dog. The next day, after Akari came back from school, her mum was not at home and then suddenly there was a golden retriever puppy in her house's garden. She chased it around the garden but soon it ran away out of the house. That was when she received a phone call from her dad saying that her mum was admitted to a hospital.

The next day she went to visit her mum and Akari told her that she saw a puppy in their house. Akari wanted no other dogs but that puppy alone. One day, she managed to catch the puppy with her dad's shirt but that only occured in the house itself and not in the garden because the puppy ran into the house. This was also where Akari found out that her dad was afraid of dogs as he was climbing the sofa and stood at one corner. Soon, Akari's mum was dischared from the hospital and Akari, her mum and the puppy went to the beach where her mum settled down and drew something on the sketchbook. Her mum named the puppy 'Socks' and Akari liked it. Akari's mum then said that if Akari wanted to keep the puppy, she must make 10 promises to Socks, otherwise Socks could not stay with them. Her mum carried Socks and spoke on behalf of her. Socks was a female dog. The promises were,

01) Listen patiently to what I have to say.
02) Trust me. I am always by your side.
03) Play with me a lot.
04) Don't forget what I have feelings too.
05) Let's never fight.
06) If I don't obey you, I have a good reason.
07) You have school and friends, but I have only you.
08) Stay my best friend. We must get along.
09) I'll only live about 10 years. Make every moment count, every moment together.
10) Never forget our life together. When my time comes, please be by my side.

Akari made those promises. Her mum later passed away due to an illness that both Akari's dad and mum kept from her. Akari's dad was promoted and transferred to another hospital and so they had to change houses and schools as well. Before finding a new house, they would stay in a dorm but that dorm had a rule that disallow pets. Thus, Akari had to part with Socks, she left Socks in Hoshi's care and cried as the train left for the dorm. Akari was always alone at home as her father was always working so she was really bored. One time, Hoshi was accepted into a private school in Paris so he had to leave Japan. Akari promised Hoshi that if he was accepted, she would send him off at the airport. Her dad brought her to the airport but on the way there, he received a call and he had to go back to the hospital for an operation. Akari was angry at her dad so she took a taxi to the airport. By the time she reached the airport, Hoshi had left for Paris already. At the same time, Socks escaped from Hoshi's house and somehow went up the train that Akari went onto.

After the operation, Akari's dad said he would quit his job because the job had ruined his relationship with Akari. When he came home, he apologised to Akari and he received a call from the train station manager. Socks was there and they went to fetch Socks. Akari's dad learnt his lesson. However the dorm still did not allow pets, so they sneaked Socks into the dorm. By then, Akari's dad was no longer scared of Socks. Days later, they moved back into their old house since Akari's dad had already quitted his job. 10 years later, Akari had a job for herself and she worked in a zoo and hardly had any time to spend with Socks. Socks was old already. She was also reunited with Hoshi because Hoshi was a pro guitarisst now and had a performance on his own. The zoo that Akari worked at was far away from her home. Her dad became a doctor again and he set up his own clinic beside/inside his house.

Days later, Socks got really old and he could no longer sit up or walk. She could only lie down and stay still. Akari's dad called Akari, asking if she could come home to be with Socks, but currently Akari had an operation to perform on a pet. Her manager sort of overheard her conversation with her dad and said that she could go home. Akari then hurried back home and went to Socks' side. Her dad passed her a sketchbook that her mum once drew on and asked her if she remembered the 10 promises. Akari flipped the pages of the sketchbook and read the 10 promises. As soon as she read promise 9 onwards which is 'I'll only live about 10 years. Make every moment count, every moment together', she started bursting out into tears because she did not spend a lot of time with Socks as the years passed. Just as she finished reading all the 10 promises, Socks closed her eyes and Akari began to cry even more and called out Socks' name and apologising. Socks used the remaining of her strength to lift up her hand so that Akari would hold her hand. Akari thanked Socks for being a good friend to her and just then, Socks passed away. Akari just continued crying.

Days passed and as Akari's dad and her were cleaning Socks' kennel, they found pictures of Socks in them. Socks had hidden them because she loves to have pictures of her. In the midst of the pictures, there was a letter which Akari's mum had written addressing to Akari. Akari remembered the fun times she had spend with her mum and Socks. Days later, Akari married Hoshi.' THE END.

Nice story? Haha. The part when Akari remembered about her promises to her dog is really touching. Well I find the 10 promises are meaningful as well, if you want to own a dog, make sure you make that 10 promises to him/her ya? Haha. A dog has nothing except for his/her owner and family. A dog is also a living thing who as feelings like us. How would you feel if you were being neglected? Haha is exactly for your dog will feel so spend time with him/her if you want to own a dog. A dog's life span is short, so much shorter compared to a human's life span so treasure the times with your dog. Though 10 years may seem long but actually it is not long at all, before I know it, my dog(Joe) is already now 4 years + old. Thinking about the time when Joe will end up like Socks in the movie is really sad. ... ... ...

Anyway this can also apply to us. Life is short, don't waste your time doing things that are so insignificant in life. What is life for? Have you ever wondered about that question? As a teenager, life is not just about hanging out with friends going to arcade or to have fun. Have you wondered why were you even born into this world? Everything that happens has a meaning to it and you have a purpose in your life. God created everyone of us with a purpose for us to fulfill in life. If your purpose is unclear to you, ask God and God will let you know it in due time. But if you do not fill up to your purpose, I can say that your life is meaningless, meaningless to God. Whats imporatant is not what the world sees, is what God sees in your life. The world cannot see your heart but God can. Having praises from Man is nothing compared to the praises that God would give you. Because Man are sinners and God is Holy and has no sins. So think about how you would spend your life haha. Care for your loved ones as life really is short. By doing so, you won't regret as well.

Kk I shall go now le, haha see ya guys!

Dry run day!

2009-12-23T18:52:00.002+08:00

Ohaiyo!! Been a while since I last post ya? Haha... Well I am back to posting today for a little while. Quite tired now actually but I just woke up from my evening nap already. Ahhh, my body feels so heavy...hmm shall make this post quick, talking about today, it may be long, it may be short, once again, let my hands do the decision wahahaha :) Before I start, one thing is for sure... ...2010 IS COMING!!!!!!! MY HOLIDAYS ARE GOING TO BE OVER!!!! BOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! Haha.

Ok lets begin. Hmm today at around 12 15pm, I had already finished my lunch and left for school... I reached school at around 12 47pm, woots!! I was supposed to be there at 12 50pm and I wasn't late, wahahahaha!! I thought I might be but I wasn't, oh yeah! I reached the student council's room, opened it and the first person I saw was Ayaka haha! Second girl was Amanda and after that I don't know le haha. Said 'hi' to Ayaka after she waved and said 'hello', I walked in and all girls I see other than Qi Kai and Zhao Wei lol... ...all the boys disappeared. Haha. I went to sit down at a chair together with the excos who were there and then I started to emo!! Wahaha!! Not emo la, just kidding, just not talking to anyone only cause I did not have anything to say, furthermore all girls!! Starting a conversation with girls is what I like doing but then still shy so never talk lor haha! Anyway was enjoying the air con in the couns room with the fan directly below me I think, don't remember and don't really notice. Waited a while for everyone, meaning the sec 1s, sec 2s, sec 3s to enter the couns room for a short briefing before we start off our day of our very first game.

Oh ya we went to school today because we were dry running the orientation games for next year secondary 1 orientation which is a 5 days 'adventure' or 'tortue'. Which do you think it is? Haha it all depends. Well first game was don't know what doughnuts...step the plate this and that, don't know why they love to keep repeating that game haha. Second game was I don't know what and third game onwards is also I don't know what haha. I don't want to crack my brain to try remembering which game comes first hehe. Hmm ok there is a game called 'spiderweb'. Jeshrei was like saying I stronger than him so I should be able to climb over all the strings lol haha. Strength got to do with climbing meh? Hmm hmm? Well at first I did not want to do haha cause I not considered 'small' and it will be harder for me to play this game but in the end, haiz haiz I think Sheryln started calling out my name and then so many people followed... BOOO!! And Terence and don't know who, I cannot remember who, pulled me up like as if I was a ghost jumping out of the coffin haha. Then so I played lor and managed to finish it haha.

Hmm... ...I lazy post already haha, I shall talk about two more things and then shall not mention about today le haha. First thing, today I managed to wet so many people wahahhahahahahhah!!!! At some of the wet games, instead of me playing, I go and help to wet people haha. After one game, I remember I took a pail full of water and ran towards where the other councillors were gathering. Haiz, 2-4 of them escaped cause Terence saw me and told them, but most of them turned to look and it was too late!! I splashed the full half filled pail onto the whole group of people and they were all WET!!! Woots!! So fun wetting people haha! Not fun getting wet! Well, I did get wet too, but not as much as them I guess haha, Terence wet me, Jasmine keep wetting me with a small hole of a water bomb lol.

Second thing is about a sort of forfeit thing after a game of passing the volleyball. We were supposed to do the 'nobody' dance, the song that goes "I want nobody nobody but you" haha. The girls were in front while the boys were behind. I was doing the dance with the girls lor, then don't know why suddenly they say boys never do and then the girls get to sit down and watch the boys dance that dance... ...YEEEEEE!!! NOT FAIR TO ME!!!! Haha..Well so in the end all the boys stood in a straight line facing the girls and we did together the dance...very embarrassing you know? Somemore do inside the indoor sports hall leh, where the volleyballers are there and they can see also, both B boys and B girls. Furthermore after doing one time just the boys alone, don't know why suddenly must do again and the game master says must one person stand in front to lead... ...AHHHH!!! STUPID!!! Jae Hyeong and Jun Xian pushed me to the front and then suddenly I became the one leading...AHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! Nobody beside me to accompany me, all behind me.. AHHHH!!! Maybe thats why got to dance 'nobody' dance cause nobody to accompany me haha. The curse of the NOBODY!!! LOl haha.

Yea so dance again lor, this time was even more embarrassing la, cause I was like the center of attraction!! YEEEE!! I was looking at the wall while dancing the steps...don't dare to look at the girls who were obviously looking at me haha! I took a peek though and everyone of them were laughing like as if they will not stop laughing!! AHHHHH!! SO PAISEH!!! AHHH!!!!!

Haiz haiz today was kinda fun but then got embarrassing moments of Tommy! BOO HOO! Haha. Didn't get to talk much to sis(Samantha) and Si Ying, or rather didn't get to interact much with the girls, other than those of my age haha!! Well kk I think I shall stop here for today, my hands do not feel like continuing haha, getting lazy these few days, well so see ya!! Enjoy a poem before you leave!

My love for you
I could never tell you my true feelings,
That I feel for you.
I'll keep them to myself,
What I feel is true, you see.
But I know we can never be,
Too many things to get in our way.
I can only dream of you holding me one day,
I think of you with every waking minute,
And long for you each night.
Wish I could share with you, what is in my heart.
But I am afraid you don't feel the same,
And my heart will be torn apart.
So for now, I'll keep my secret to myself,
I'll just keep Praying that someday,
You'll take me by the hand, and tell me you feel the same way.
Until then I'll just keep loving you,
And hope that one day, you will love me too...

1 more week before revision time!

2009-12-18T11:26:00.005+08:00

Hello people!! Haha, my blog seriously is sooooo dead!! No one tagging for the last 3 days... ...dead blog. DEAD!!! Hehe. OH never mind, I didn't post at all anyway so its fine! Time to update my blog again...woots! Today is the fifth day since my last post! And today is exactly one week before I start to revise for my common test 1...ahhhh!! 2010 is coming, coming real fast, just 13 more days and is January, the start of my sec 4 life. BOOO HOOO!!! Play time is soon over!!

Anyway lets talk about dance practice on Wednesday. Wednesday, next Monday and the following Monday will all be dance practice. Next Wednesday is dry run for next year's sec 1 orientation games. Haha. Haiz every year has a different dance and then this year's one I find is the hardest but then still am able to catch the dance steps hehe. At first when dancing the first few steps, I was like HUH??!!! How to do?? And somemore Sheryln teach dance steps horh, like superman like that one leh...so many steps and then after a while then start music then practise, how to remember like that?? AIYO!!! My mind is a human mind la, not a robotic one, that registers it immediately after seeing the dance steps haha. Oh well so just follow and the first time with the music was a big failure sia, keep don't know what steps to do, just following Sheryln as she was doing with us haha.
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Ok suddenly I don't feel like talking about the dance practice thing already haha, suddenly hand-tied(tongue-tied) and then don't know what to say.. ..ok shall talk one more thing that happen during dance practice. During one of the water break sessions that we had, I was playing arm wrestling! Woots!! I also don't know how it started la, suddenly ended up playing it. Joyce played with me first...I also don't know what, Si Ying keeps asking Joyce to play with me. Haha so yea we played...so as usual since she is a girl.. I give chance lor, I use 2 fingers while she use her whole right hand haha. I still win within 1 second and is not surprising at all cause most of the girls I play with, all are the same haha. Well if a girl has so much strength, then that is really really surprising, cause girls are usually the gentle type I guess and they prefer delicacy to strength unlike boys who are the other way round haha. But for Joyce, maybe not, she plays soccer(weird) haha and sometimes you cannot tell whether if she is a boy or a girl BLECK!! Kk thats all I shall say about the dance practice on Wendesday. Haha.

Hmm let me share with you guys how life is created on Earth and this is the story of creation haha, here goes!!

Can you imagine it? Those days of Creation? Do you recognise the miracles you see every day? With just a few words, God made everything that you can see with your eyes, touch with your hands, or hear with your ears. Furry kittens. Huge mountains. Beautiful music. Leaping frogs. Booming thunder. Crawling bugs. Crackling lightning. Leafy green trees. The blue ocean. And much, much more. This shows what an artist God is. What I am about to say will tell the story of creation using the Bible's own words from Genesis 1. Together those words make up this remarkable celebration of creation. Hopefully, through what I am going to say you'll be able to imagine what those six days in the beginning were like, and realise how great your Creator my Creator is.

In the beginning God created the heavens and the earth. And the earth was without form and void; and darkness was upon the face of the deep. And the Spirit of God moved upon the face of the waters. And God said, Let there be light. And there was light. And God saw the light, that it was good. And God divided the light from the darkness. God called the light Day, and the darkness He called Night. And the evening and the morning were the first day. And God said, Let there be a firmament in the midst of the waters, and let it divide the waters from the waters. And God made the firmament, and divided the waters which were under the firmament from the waters which were above the firmament. And it was so. And God called the firmament Heaven. And the evening and the morning were the second day. And God said, Let the waters under the heaven be gathered together unto one place, and let the dry land appear. And it was so. And God called the dry land Earth; and the gathering together of the waters He called Seas. And God saw that it was good. And God said, Let the earth bring forth grass, and the herb yielding seed, and the fruit tree yielding fruit after its kind, whose seed is in itself, upon the earth. And it was so. And the earth brought forth grass, and herbs yielding seed after their kind, and the tree yielding fruit, whose seed was in itself, after its kind. And God saw that it was good. And the evening and the monring were the third day.

And God said, let there be lights in the firmament of the heaven to divide the day from the night; and let them be for signs, and for seasons, and for days, and years. ANd let them be for lights in the firmament of the heaven to give light upon the earth. And it was so. And God made two great lights: the greater light to rule the day, and the lesser light to rule the night; He made the stars also. And God set them in the firmament of the heaven to give light upon the earth, and to rule the day and over the night, and to divide the light from the darkness. And God saw that it was good. And the evening and the morning were the fourth day. And God said, let the waters bring forth abundantly moving creatures that have life, and birds that may fly above the earth in the open firmament of heaven. And God created great fish, and every living creature that moves which the waters brought forth abundantly, after their kind, and every winged bird after its kind. And God saw that it was good. And God blessed them, saying, Be fruitful, and multiply, and fill the waters in the seas, and let birds multiply in the earth. And the evening and the morning were the fifth day.

And God said, let the earth bring forth the living creatures after their kind, cattle and creeping things, and beasts of the earth after their kind. And it was so. And God made the beasts of the earth and cattle and every thing that moves upon the earth after its kind. And God saw that it was good. And God said, let us make man in our image, after our likeness; and let them have dominion over the fish of the sea, and over the birds of the air, and over the cattle, and over all the earth, and over every creeping thing that moves upon the earth. So God created man in his image; and in the image of God He created him; male and female He created them. And God blessed them, and God said unto them, be fruitful and multiply, and replenish the earth, and subdue it, and have dominion over the fish of the sea, over the birds of the air, and over every living thing that moves upon the earth. And God said, Behold, I have given you every herb bearing seed which is upon the face of all the earth, and every tree in which is the fruit of a tree yielding seed; to you it shall be for meat. And to every beast of the earth, and to every bird of the air, and to every thing that creeps upon the earth in which is life, I have given every green herb for meat. Ang it was so. And God saw that every thing He had made, and behold, it was very good. And the evening and the morning were the sixth day.

This the heavens and the earth were finished, and all the host of them. And on the seventh day, God ended His work which He had made, and He rested on the seventh day from all His work which He had made. And God blessed the seventh day, and sanctified it, because in it He had rested from all his work which God created and made.

So this is how the world was created by our very own Creator of all, God who reigns above all things. Haha. Before I end today's post, I would like to share with you guys two verses from the God's Word and that is this,

Isaiah 41:10 ---> Fear thou not; for I am with thee: be not dismayed; for I am thy God: I will strengthen thee; yea, I will help thee; yea, I will uphold thee with the right hand of my righteousness

1 Peter 5:7 ---> Casting all your care upon Him; for He careth for you

These verses tell us that God love and care for all of us, for you and for me. Whenever we are frightened of things, whenever we have troubles or any concerns of this world, we can always look up to God because He is always there for us, He is always there to look after us because we are His very dear children. God has promised us that He will help us with anything if we ask Him in His name. Trust in the Lord and believe that He can do anything.

Well thats it for today, see ya guys!! Byebye!! Haha.

Updating my blog!

2009-12-13T17:06:00.004+08:00

Hello people! Today is sunday hahaha! :) Sunday~Sunday~Sunday! Long time time since I last post har? But is cause I don't have anything to talk about, actually today also nothing to talk about haha. Have you guys completed all of your homework? Haha I bet not right? For me, I have completed every single one of my homework already, wooooo hoooooo!!! For the rest of my holidays I can just relax already other than studying for my common test 1 of course hehe! OH YEAH!! 3 more weeks before school reopens!! AHHHHHH!!!! SCHOOL!! My sec 4 life is about to begin!! OH NOOOO!!! Sec 4 is nothing but pain! Nah just kidding, the joy of moving closer to no studying anymore is there haha but the pain is I HAVE TO SIT FOR MY O'LEVElS!! BOOO HOOO!!! And after that I will be graduating from BPGHS. Haha and moving on to Junior College.

Anyway, tommorrow I am going for a council outing haha!! My third time going to an outing I guess.. ...since my mum hardly allows me to go for outing. Oh ya I will say again that the power of prayer is truly amazing! I have been praying everyday, asking to God to soften my mum's heart to allow me to go for outings more often and God has really been a blessing to me heart and has answered my prayer. My mum surprisingly allowed me to for the outing tommorrow!! God is truly amazing and wonderful, isn't He? Haha. So Yup I am going tommorrow. We are supposed to meet at 11am at Vivo City before going into Sentosa. But... ...before that, I am going to meet a group of friends to go there together, for now it is 10am at cck control station and I will be meeting Sis(Samantha), Terence, Mei Mei(Si Ying), Rachelle and Jia Ying. Haha... ..4 girls and 2 boys only, sad right? But its ok. Haha I don't really like big groups as in more than 4 or 5 people but never mind! Its fine! Haha. Haiz the word "Mei" brings back memories about the times I had with Hui Yu...I shall say is fond memories... those joyful times until she suddenly change her attitude towards me...oh well..haha.

At first I was not really comfortable with more and more people meeting in the group but then I was suddenly reminded of something which makes me feel at ease. Ok not reminded but I went to lie down on my bed for a while for about 20 minutes or so I think and I prayed and talked to God again, a simple prayer like ,"Lord, please calm my heart. Please calm my soul. I ask in Jesus' Name, Amen" and soon enough my heart was filled with peace. Haha! See the power of prayer? Hahaa... ...and now I remembered something that I once said before but have forgotten. I think you guys have forgotten as well, let me refresh both our memories through the following verses from the Holy Word of God.

Ephesians 5:20 ---> Giving thanks always for all things unto God and the Father in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ;

Colossians 3:17 ---> And whatsoever ye do in word or deed, do all in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God and the Father by him.

Remember what I said before already? Haha. Yup we should always give thanks for whatever that has happened because if a bad thing happens, perhaps is it God's plan to nurture us and that bad thing need to happen for nurturing to take place so give thanks always. So this was a reason why I suddenly also don't mind having big groups le. We must not complain for anything, be contented with what we have and always look up to God, thanking Him for all things. I like to share another 2 verses that I like. One is to show that the Word of God is the absoulte truth and the other is just one of my favourites haha.

Colossians 3:8 ---> But now ye put off all these; anger, wrath, malice, blasphemy, filthy communication out of your mouth.

Haha isn't this one of the proof that the Word of God is true? Words that people express are all of the above. Filthy communication=vulgarities and other filthy words. People get angry at things that they shouldn't be angry about.

Colossians 3:13 ---> Forbearing one another, and forgiving one another, if any man have a quarrel against any: even as Christ forgave you, so also do ye.

This is one if the many verses that I like in the Bible. I really wonder, why do people not forgive one another, God has shown an example that even though He is the almighty Father, He has forgiven everyone of our sins, including the Roman soldiers who crucified Jesus Christ on the cross. Well, I wil try my best to be like God, to forgive others! I think I already forgive a lot of people haha, because i have the Holy Spirit in me to guide me along!

Before I end today's post, I like to say one more thing. Asking a question, don't you guys agree with me that sins cause unhappiness, sadness, war, anger, and other bad feelings in this world? When you lie, you may have hurt someone, you may cause a fight to occur when the person you lied to finds out about it. When you get angry over trival matters, you cause a fight to occur. When you steal someone's things, you caused an anger or hatred. When you kill someone, you caused unhappiness in this world and perhaps revenge may come when more killing occurs and then the world becomes in chaos. Seeee all the effects of sins?? Yes sin may cause a "joy" but that joy will not last at all... ..the outcome will still be your despair and everything will not be as happy as it once was before. So if you agree with me, why do you people still sin? Why do you still lie? Why do you do things that still displeases the Lord? This is what I do not understand.

Whenever the Word of God is preached, yes Satan will be there to stop it because he is trying to get people away from God. So do not fear of Satan, pray to God and ask God to come into your life. Trust and obey the Lord. Doing so will you grant an eternal life, isn't that just wonderful? The truth hurt doesn't it? Sometimes you want to do this but God permits it so it hurt right? Haha but God is making the commands not so that you will be hurt but He does not want you to suffer from the real hurt, the pain that sin will produced. I end with this haha.

(A poem for you to enjoy) See ya guys!!

Morning Light
In early morning stillness, before the glow has lit the skies,
I lie upon my bed and slowly open up my eyes.
Though gray is all around me as I glance around my room,
I know the Light is coming to chase away the gloom.

For darkness holds no power to corrupt or to deceive
If I but turn toward the Light and say, Lord, I believe.
As surely as the Son did rise, the dark will pass away
As truth and love come shining into the break of day.

Today I will not cower; there is nothing that I fear.
Whenever I call out his name, I know that he will hear.
Each morning he reminds me, when dawn becomes new day
That Christ the Lord has risen and comes to light my way.

Sunday's post(rest day for me)!

2009-12-06T19:30:00.005+08:00

Offering lyrics
The sun cannot compare
To the glory of Your love
There is no shadow in Your presence
No mortal man would dare
To stand before Your throne
Before the Holy One of heaven
It's only by your blood
And it's only through your mercy
Lord, I come

(Chorus)
I bring an offering
Of worship to my King
No one on earth deserves
The praises that I sing
Jesus may you receive
The honor that You're due
O Lord, I bring an offering to you
I bring an offering to you

The above lyrics is the song you are hearing right now! It is a song that I have added to my playlist and for the alternate choice playlist, I have added some westlife songs to it haha! Have fun hearing them!!

Anyway I'll make today's post simple and short haha! I just want to tell you the guys the amazing power of prayer to the one and almighty Father(God). God has promised us in His Word that if we were to ask anything in His name, He will give it to us. Ask and we shall receive. Ok before I say any further, the prayer you know may not be the same as the prayer that Christians pray! For Buddist, your simple prayer of respect may just be the burning sticks thing. Sorry but I do not know what that is called and that is all for Buddist. Well our prayer is simply meaning having a conversation with God Himself. Christian is known as a religion officially but it is not a religion. Why? You may ask? Well the reason is simply because religion means it is a belief but as a child of God(Christian), is not 100% a belief, it is more like a relationship with God. God creates us in His very own image and we are His dear children, God is our Heavenly Father. The fathers that we know on are just our Earthly fathers, but God, our almighty Saviour is our Heavenly and eternal Father. So when we pray, we are talking to God and not like any other religion's prater.

Yup! Yup!! Haha. I like to share that God's words are true and that the power of prayer is simply remarkable or amazing I should say haha. Well today as I went to listen to God's words preached by a Pastor who is from the United States because he came to visit us again after 2 years. There was like a voice inside my head saying things like "Don't listen! Daydream! Think about other things!". Really I am not kidding you, there is really something like that going on inside my mind. Satan was distracting me from listening to God's words. Before I continue, for those who do not know Satan, Satan is the angel that God created and whom God loves the most. However, Satan wanted power and he wanted to overthrow God so therefore God cast Satan out of Heaven. Satan's real life is called Lucifer. Ok back to where I was saying, yup there was Satan in my head. I was immediately reminded of my Father and I immediately prayed a simple prayer of asking God to remove Satan out of my head because I want to listen to His words and ask God to take control and remove those unworthy thoughts that were in my head.

Immediately and I really mean immediately, within 5 seconds, the thoughts of deceit from Satan and temptation to stray from God's message were gone. They were no more and I went back to listening to His words being preached. See the power of prayer? Ask and you shall receive and I got what I asked God for. Not only today but other days as well. When I had a stomach ache or was sick, I prayed to God, asking Him to remove the pain and it indeed happened. Perhaps without God to help me, I may be sick for a longer period of time! God really is merciful and the power of prayer is plendid!! Therefor I can say this, if you believe that God is the Saviour of your life, believe that He is the only way to have everlasting life, believe that He died that cruel day on that cross at Calvary for our sins(to bear our sins onto Himself who is has no sin), you can pray and talk to God and tell Him all your worries and troubles and God will come into your life to help you and to guide you along in your life! I am your friend and I am not lying to you! Firstly is because lying is a sin. Do you not trust your friend(me)?

So I stand here today, saying that if you got anything you have an uneasy mind about, pray and talk to God. Even a small matter, God wants you to kneel down before Him and tell Him... ...God is waiting at the heart of your door, waiting for you to let Him enter your life! Do not miss this wonderful plan that God has for you.

AND AS YOUR FRIEND, IF ANYONE OF YOU HAVE ANY PRAYER REQUESTS, I WOULD LIKE TO PRAY FOR YOU AND PLEASE TELL ME YOUR REQUEST EITHER THROUGH MY BLOG'S TAGBOX OR ON MSN! I REALLY WANT TO PRAY FOR YOU BECAUSE I BELIEVE THAT GOD CAN SOLVE ANYTHING AND NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE THROUGH GOD'S GRACE! I LOVE YOU GUYS AND I WANT TO ASK GOD TO HELP YOU GUYS BUT SALVATION IS ONLY YOUR CHOICE AND THAT IS WHAT YOU HAVE TO DECIDE ON YOUR OWN!

Prayer is communication between man and God. A family that incorporates prayer into their lifestyle are giving the ultimate gift to themselves. Life is difficult and suffering is an inevitable part of life. A family that prays knows that they can turn to God and be accepted and loved for who they are. Every human being needs to turn to God with his or her triumphs and failures and know that life is meaningful. A family that prays together has the ultimate support system.

(A poem to enjoy)

My request prayer
Dear Heavenly Father,

I have a prayer request
for a very special friend.

Help her to know you love her
beyond human comprehension.

Wrap her in your assurance
that it is your joy to help her
see her dreams come true.

Let her come to know you
in an even greater way,
that she knows who's she is
before your throne.

Give her victory before the
satanic accuser and help
her to walk proud to be
a child of the King.

Help her to see the wisdom
in not closing a door that
isn't closed.

Give her the faith to stand,
knowing that she was chosen
for a very special calling and
that you never make mistakes.

And let her know that her friends
love her and rejoice
in her victories, too!

In Jesus Name, Amen.

SO ONCE AGAIN, IF YOU HAVE ANY PRAYER REQUESTS, I WOULD LIKE TO PRAY FOR YOU!!!!

Hey people!!

2009-12-03T20:51:00.004+08:00

Hello guys!! Miss my posts??? Haha! I am just kidding. My blog tagbox is evidence that not a loy of people miss my posts haha, cause so few people tagging everyday. Well today is Wednesday but I am not posting because of Flyff maintainence. I have not been playing Flyff since the start of this month, December. I had planned before school holidays that November is the month of all play and no homework or studying but December is the month of study and homework(+play if there is more than enough time to do so) Study and homework are the first piority of the month of December haha. So I did not play Flyff and so I have proven that I am not addicted to games. I can stop whenever I want to haha!

Well so yea the past few days I have just been doing homework and revising my work! WHEEE!! I have completed one subject out of 9 subjects!! WOOOOO!!! The first subject that is done, know what is it?? Are you able to guess??? WHAHAHA!!! It is Additional Mathematics!! WOOOTS!! Now is my rest time haha because I have been doing homework and revising from 9am already and now is already 9pm. Haiz 12 hours you know???? Including my lunch of course, I have not had my dinner yet. And yesterday I was doing the same thing but from 11am to 10pm haha. Cool right? Not only I can play for so long, but I can study for a long time too!! I know when to study and when to play ya? Haha. Well tommorrow I plan to start on my Elementary Mathematics homework next. I plan to finish all my Maths homework first because it is the homework I love doing a lot since Maths is my most favourite subject and is what I am best in, compared to all my other subjects hahaha. Although Mathematics is what I love to do and can do non-stop without getting bored, it is time consuming as one question can maybe take up 10min of your time already and since I will be having my O'levels next year, you cannot imagine my pile of homework and the number of questions each homework has hahaha.

If only Joe did this hahaha!!!

So for sec 1 and students, enjoy your sec 2 life next year!!! WAHAHA!! For sec 2 students this year, I'm sorry but your turn is going to come soon!! WOOTS!! Haiz but for me is even worse, AHHHH!! I will be pushed by teachers so hard for O'levels that I think I can be so stressed up until I become totally bold haha!! Just kidding of course!! Well even if there is such stress, I wouldn't mind if I end up with 6 points and below for my O'levels haha!! Hmm anyway what shall I talk about today? Hmm hmm I have absolutely no idea on what to talk about! Because these few days I have not been going out at home and you know, staying at home, whats there to talk about? And when if I talk about everything that I do at home, won't you get bored? And I would have no privacy haha, I am revealing everything lol. Ok I shall just say some things that are really meaningful or at least they are to me... ..but but actually it applies to everyone of us haha so here goes!!

What is life to you? Is life just about studying? Is life just about your computer games? Is life just about hanging out with friends? If your answer to all these questions are yes, I'm sorry my friends, but you do not know what life is all about... ...life is so colorful and it has many interesting sections to it but you have only seen one part of life which is really so sad. Is life all about money? Is life all about getting a good family and getting a stable job? Are you really sure that all these things are life? Think about it... ...is your life worth? Do you think you have spend your life wisely? You only have one life on this Earth and you do not have a second chance once your life is broken because once it is gone, it is never going to come back. Nothing you do can change the things that you regretted doing, nothing you do can ever change the pain that you have caused others, nothing you do can ever change anything.

Hey God has promised us that if we believed in Him and put our trust and life in Him, we will have everlasting life. Isn't that great? I mean, isn't it great to worship our God who created us in His very own image? In Heaven, there will be no more sufferrings, no more pain, isn't is wonderful? You will not feel hurt anymore by anything or anyone. There will no longer be sin because in Heaven, it is a Holy place and sin is not present unlike Earth where there are lots of riots, wars, maybe just a minor thing like fightings between siblings and friends or children quarrelling with their parents. On Earth, we are not able to communicate with animals but in Heaven, In the Holy Bible, it is stated that we will be able to talk to animals, even to lions and tigers that we fear right on Earth. Isn't it wonderful?? I mean I rather be there than be on Earth when I feel hurt, when I feel sad or bored. So think about your life... ...what you do on Earth, once your life is finished, nothing will matter anymore, everything you gain or earn will be left behing on Earth and you can no longer take it with you.

There is a second life for you, yes thats true but is either you will spend it in Hell, buring in the flames forever and ever without stopping or you will spend it in Heaven together with our Father, our Creator. Second life is forever and you will no longer die again. So if you do not belive that Jesus Christ is the only way to salvation and that He died on the cross at Calvary for our sins, your destination is Hell for second life and it is not a place of fun where you can enjoy. Is a total painful place where you will be burnt in flames and it is everlasting, non-stop. You know how it feels on Earth when you are on fire? Yup that is exactly what you will feel in Hell but in Hell, the pain is forever and you will feel it forever and ever. It is definitely not the place you want to spend the rest of your second life in. And by second life, I do not mean the life that is what recairnation(I spell wrongly) or whatever, that is all just a belief and is not true at all. Do you actually believe a spirit of a person enters a pregnaunt woman's womb and becomes the new-born baby?? DO you believe such things actually exist?? Is just your imagination.

So once again, I ask you my friends to think about your life and think about where do you want to spend your second life next, in Hell or in Heaven? I said all these because I care for you, I care for all of my friends. Do you think I just waste my breath on all these? Do you think I am so free to do such things? If what I say is not true, I wouldn't even mention it because I have other better things to do but what I say is 100% absolutely true and is what the Lord says so Himself. So think, my friends, I care for you and I do not want to see you sufferring in Hell, I want to praise the Lord together with you, I want to spend my life with you in Heaven, I want to be with you always!! Like the saying "Friends forever!" I want to worship the Lord together with you. I want to do everything with you in Heaven. I say these because I care and I want you to have the blessings that I have, I want you to know our wonderful Saviour, Creator, Father because I too came to know Him only through a dear friend of mine many years back! And I rejoice the moment I am saved and thank God that I have such a wonderful and caring friend.

Trust me, when you believe and trust God as your Saviour, your whole life will change and you can sense that God is now with you because the Holy Spirit would then be with you always to guide you in your life! You will realise that this world is full of sin and will know that God is really God!!

Yup that is what I want to say today, I think I shall compose 2 poems!! Enjoy and see ya other times guys!!

I can't sleep
God, I can't go to sleep;
My eyes won't stay shut.
I've tried over and over
And still again, but,

My mind's not at ease
And although I have prayed,
My heart is troubled
And very dismayed.

Please give me peace
And give me rest.
May I wake up tomorrow
And do my best.

So now dear God
I will try it again.
I will go back to bed
And lay down my pen.

And hopefully this time
Without further ado,
I will fall right asleep
And have dreams of You.

God, I can't sleep,
Help me to leave all
my worries and troubles
into Your loving Hands.
Help me to forget all pain.
Lord, through you,
my night is peaceful!

Friends are made by God
God made the world with a heart full of love,
Then He looked down from Heaven above,

And saw that we all need a helping hand,
Someone to share with, who'll understand.

He made special people to see us through
The glad times and the sad times, too;

A person on whom we can always depend,
Someone we can call a friend.

God made friends so we'll carry a part
Of His perfect love in all our hearts.

We need someone to see us through,
Because there is someone out there,
Who is trying to tear us apart.

Friends are there to stop these,
Special people sent by God Himself,
To give us the strength we need
To fight off this someone!

Oh ya one more thing before I go, I shall comment about my current pm on msn(Do you love me? If no, don't tell me you do because it hurts when you fake it. If yes, tell me because I want to hear you say it)
: Lately the distance between us has been growing far apart even though you are just close by, so what you say is what I will hold dear to my heart. I am afraid that you may say the things I do not want to hear but I rather you do that then fake your feelings! If your heart is not in your words, please do not try to fake what you don't feel. Anything you ask me to do, I'd do. But if your heart is not in it, I rather walk away and I will not ask you to stay .

Yup thats my comments haha, actually is like a continued version haha!! Kk got to go!! See ya!!(*hint about those words wahaha!!!!)

Poems to rock the day!!

2009-11-28T21:57:00.002+08:00

Miss and Love, are they the same?
I sit here on this cold bed
thinking about you, those lips,
those eyes, that beautiful smile,
that brings a light to my world.

I love you so much and can’t
resist your love and the way you kiss
missing you I will be; here in my room
it’s nowhere to be without you
all I can do is cry. My goodness,
how much I love you.

There’s memories of you in my head
there’s loneliness in my heart
I wish my life wasn’t so hard
And that we weren’t so far apart.

I will never forget that day,
the day my world has been shattered,
the day you and I see no more of each other,
the day I am left alone.
But that just brings me closer.

I miss that fire in your eyes
I miss the way you smile.
You took away that empty feeling
and made everything worthwhile.

I love you so much
with all my heart that it hurts.
And more than anything in this world,
I wish you still loved me
the way I love you….

I want you to Love Me
I love you so much,
but I can’t tell you
Cause you're far away.

My life changed when I met you
loneliness became a thing of the past.
I really thank God that we met
for where would I be without you?

I am not a great poet so I won’t try to be.
I just want to tell you what you mean to me.
It is so wonderful that we met.
It’s something I will never forget!

My love for you, Is so very true.
I love you my love,
and now and forever.
I want you to know that
you are my only true love.

If I only knew what was on your mind,
my answers wouldn’t be so hard to find.
It’s hard for me to say the things I want to say,
but I’m going to because I can’t wait another day.

You opened my eyes and now I can see,
really how much you mean to me.
You are my angel sent from above,
and you showed me the meaning of true love!

I want you to love me,
yet you are so far away.
I miss you every moment I don't see you,
that is just how much I love you!

Will you come back to me, my love?

Can we just be friends?
You kiss my cheek and walk away.
I am waiting for you to say "I love you"
But instead, you break my Heart
with your unkind words "can we just be friends?"
I look away.

A knife through my heart. It felt like the end.
You try to touch my cheek. I turn away.
Why can't we be more than Friends?
That is all I ever wanted.
Why? Why?

And More!!!

When you said those unkind words,
you ripped my heart to shreds.
My heart was broken, until tears can no longer hide.
I won't forget you!

Every time our song comes on,
I will think of you and sigh.
I want you so to be mine,
but yet the only thing I get from you,
which feels like a tiger ripping off my flesh,
are those words "Can we just be friends?".

Every time you call me
I will hang up without an explanation
Why?

That is the question that I asked that day.
The day you said

Can We Just Be Friends?

Love

2009-11-25T19:13:00.006+08:00

Hello friends!! I am back for my weekly post haha, actually I would be posting in the afternoon for every Wednesday but this morning I went to school to help out in the open house although I wasn't really helping out, I was simply slacking but also not really slacking because slacking basically means to do nothing. I was slacking from the open house duty of showing parents and students around the school, but I was busy doing my A-maths homework on further trigonometry in A-maths textbook. Today was not really boring because I love doing maths and besides it was my homework so I had to do it sooner or later so I don't really mind.

Anyway so yea when I came home, I was dead tired because of one simple reason, I slept for only 5 hours last night!! AHHHH!! I slept at 11+pm but then I woke up at 4 30am. I was supposed to wake up at 6 45am to prepare to go to school but I woke up at 4 30am just to play Flyff for a while until 6am hahaha. I wanted to play because yesterday I bought something in the game that lasted for 1 day period only so I wanted to make full use of it hahahaha , stupid me har? Oh well, I sacrificed my sleep for that waha. I reached home at about 3 30pm and I slept from that time until 7pm I guess? I was really tired but I didn't want to sleep further than 7pm because I need to post ya? YEAH!! Ok, I have nothing much really to post about, I have been staying at home for the past few days just playing Flyff haha. Besides I should play as much as I want because December is coming and that is month that I have to start on my other homework and to study for common test 1 in Term 1 Week 2. Busy month har? But I bet next year will even be more busy since I and the other sec 4s would be preparing for our O'levels examination. I am starting to feel the stress just from saying that haha... ...well it will also be the year which I will be graduating and leave Bukit Panjang Government High School to a Junior College.

Will you guys miss me? Will my juniors or friends forget about me? Haha... ...that is a question that I would want to know the answer but oh well I shall worry about that when I am about to graduate, not now. Now is still the time for me to spend with all my friends right? Haha... ... BUT.. ..we can still meet in Junior College or University if we enter the same one of course... ...furthermore, I may be classmates with this year sec 1 girls in University, who knows? Ok shall not think about that now haha. Back to what I was saying earlier, before I continue my post, I would like to thank someone. Thank You Si Ying for your present/reward/belated birthday present, whatever you want to call it haha!!!

Oh ya I shall make this post a little different from the rest of my posts, you'll see at the last part of this post haha. Ok today I am going to post about "LOVE" wahahaha... ...I got nothing else to talk about so I am just going to talk about that, let me warn you, not all the things I am saying is about me, I am just saying that topic in a general manner. Or you can say most of it is not about me haha...maybe? I won't know until I start talking about it haha because to be honest, up to now, I still have not really think about what to say about "LOVE" LOL!!! Ok never mind, let my hands and mind just guide me as I am talking about it ba...here goes.

Love is strange at times isn't it? There will be a time when you set your eyes on a girl or boy. Before I continue, let me ask you a question. Would you fall for a boy who is popular with the girls or a girl who is popular with the boys? Well the strange part is this, if you would like a person of such popularity with the opposite sex, like any other people who have fallen in love, you would chase after that person, you would chase all the way until you get him or her. But then if you achieve that love, you should be happy wouldn't you? Because you have finally gotten him or her. But then your heart may experiencea pain like an arrow piercing through because that person still has his or her popularity... ...and it hurts when you see him or her being together with other guys of girls. Strange isn't it? Well that is a thing that can never be answered, love just works that way and..
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If you are feeling that way, it would just mean you really love that person because after all, love(as in BGR love), is a 2-people relationship, only one boy and one girl. As love develops and grows stronger, you will tend to be more aware of what your partner is doing. When you see your partner being with another guy or girl, it just feels painful at times because you want your partner only to yourself. Your thinking and mindset will all start to change. At first when you are still chasing after him or her, you know that it is difficult but the jealousy you feel is not strong yet because your mind is just so concentrated on how to get him or her but after doing so, it changes totally.

AHHHHHHH!! I don't know how to continue how? Never mind I think of something else. Hmmm... ...ok never mind I am not good at explaining it, I need a real situation before I can show my skills of love because I am the master of LOVE wahahahaa, since I watch so many romance anime and movies, just kidding hehe. I think I shall just write poems ba.. ..poems poems poems... ..oh yea!!

A poem
I have tried to find the words
To tell you what I feel inside.
The words that will convince you
That what I feel is real.

The words that I tried to find,
are difficult to be expressed.
I know you have been hurt of love,
And I've been wounded too.
But being together we heal the scars
of love which makes us blue.

I has spent time avoiding love
With its anguish and pain,
But since the time I first saw you,
The time my eyes set on you,
I've learnt to love again.

But seeing you with the rest
Can't seem to fill my heart with content.
I tried to run away from love again,
For I am wounded the second time.
The more I run, the more hurt I am.

If you could only see with my eyes,
The beauty you would behold.
And with my heart you'd really know,
The love of which I've told.

I know you feel the same as I,
When in your arms I lie,
I feel the love that is in your heart,
And I'm always yours until I die.

I love you!

Warmth of the heart
Your body feels so warm.
Your body embraces mine.

I could just stay there forever
cuddled into you.
But I was greedy,
I want to tell you my love.
Emotions running wild in my head.
My heart screaming out.
Tell her
Tell her you love her.
It is so hard to try and keep it all together
When I'm in your warm arms.
I never want to let go,
I never thought a simple hug
could have sooooo much feeling.
When you hold me
In a crowded place,
Everyone seem to disappear.
And is just you and me standing there.
Feels like Heaven,
You made all my worries,
all go away,
away from my heart.
My heart is only for your warmth!

The reason I love you so
You wonder why I love you
And start to have doubts
When I pause to answer.
It's not that I making things up,
I know exactly what to say.
To me, it's second nature,
Just like Common Sense.

But the reason I pause,
Is because words don't seem to come out.
When I want to answer,
all of my reasons want to come out at once.
It's like a little race they have,
Of who's to be the first?

Don't question why I love you,
Because I don't want you to doubt my love
And that's more painful than what a bullet
Can do to my heart.
But if you really REALLY wish to find out,
Then okay, I shall tell you.

I know that I really love you,
Because in your arms is where I can really call my home,
When I am in my lowest state of emotion,
When I am so sad, so lonely, so 'far away'
Just your smile brings me back on my feet.
And when we kiss, every single bit of me,
Even the smallest and thinest particle,
Get centered in my heart.
And even though I can't see it,
I feel the fireworks going around us.

That is the reason why I love you,
Don't doubt me again,
Because that reason stays and is what
That keeps me going!

I love you!

Ok that is the end of my poems, enjoy them?? hahahaha!! Now is time for the something different but is just... ..Well see ya guys!!

(This is the something different)
To Sis(Samantha): Hello!! So many days of Band wor!! Didn't get to see you in school today though. Were you in school? Haha. Oh ya this Friday I can't go Youth, I going my cousin(Kenneth)'s house the whole day. Are you going?

To Serena: Hihi!! Hows things going? Good luck with your dance training tommorrow!! Enjoy your last training for the holidays! Haha.

To Si Ying: Yo!! Thanks for your present(reward) again!! I have not removed it yet, wahaha!! My mum also has not seen it. Lol. Have fun in your next year sec 3 class with your new classmates! Haha.

To Marcus Chua: Hey!! Waaa you good hor? Now go overseas already!! I this year not going overseas leh!! AHHHH first time end of year I never go anywhere, not fair!!! Never take me with you!! ARGH!!! Bad Bad!!

To Xin Tong: Ohaiyo!! Long time no chat!! Do you visit my blog often? HMM cause long time no see you tag haha!!

To Joanna: Good evening!! Haha saw you in school today. You got Infocom Club right? I MISS 105!!! Wahahaha!!!

3 pictures of Joe!! (His face is not seen)

2009-11-21T22:49:00.006+08:00

Hello people!! I am just being random, it has been a while since I last took photos and so I had taken 3 photographs of my dog, Joe today this afternoon! I am just being random here so bear with me, will you? Haha here goes, enjoy the pictures!! Joe is just so cute!! RANDOM!!

He is sleeping in between my bed and my bookshelf.

I disturbed him by putting my soft toy lion onto his body haha.

Joe in action!! A bit blur though(don't know how adjust focus)

Yup these are the three pictures wahahaa!! Kk see ya guys!

Weekly post!

2009-11-18T14:50:00.007+08:00

Flyff is having its maintainence again so here I am posting again to update my blog. I just came back from school though because today morning BPGHS is having its open house so I was there to help out. Kk lets see what is there to talk about... ...hmm I guess I shall start from last Friday ba. I shall talk about my visit to Pizza Hut with my friends who are councillors too, then about the time I spent at home from Saturday to Monday and maybe about today too, about the open house and such. Hmm lots of things har? I bet this is going to be a long post again if I have the patience to type and type and type(I think I have?) Haha. Lets start, shall we?

Hmm ok about last friday, I think it was after dance rehearsal was it? Hmmm it was last week after all and I don't really remember the event. Ya I think should be dance rehearsal. I have dance rehearsal because of the G7 campfire which is tommorrow from 7pm to 9 30pm in school. The Student Councillors who are attending the G7 campfire needs to perform a dance during the campfire itself so ya there are dance rehearsals. We were dancing 'Wonder Boys', 'Nobody' and 'Sorry sorry'. 'Wonder boys' is kinda super easy to do it but then there are lots of steps and I keep mixing them up and do not know which steps come first and what not haha. 'Nobody' as you know is better done when girls do it because there is shaking of body and then like girly girly actions like that hehe so there is a part too difficult for me to do I guess? Until now I still do not get it how to do that part. Must shake here and then hand actions, AIYOYOYO!!! I not flexible enough sia haha. 'Sorry sorry' was the easiest among every songs and it was the best that I did in, Sherlyn and Man Ling were like saying I dance really look alike. I don't know who they talking about sia, look like who? The 'Super Juniors' or Rui Feng dancing haha.

During 'Nobody' dance, there is the part where must lift up leg and then I was wearing long pants. I didn't wear pe shorts on that day. Haiz and guess what happened? My pants split lol!!! My pants got a small hole!!! AHHH the moment I hear the sound of the splitting, I quickly put down my leg man!! Later never, it split somemore, DIE!!! I no need to go home anymore le, haha because pants got big hole. Fortunately, when my pants split, it was outside the music room where the boys were practising on their own on how to do the 'Nobody' dance and no girls heard that or knew that, otherwise I am so gonna be so so so embarrassed haha! First time my long pants split man!!! ARGH!!! Ok yea and while dancing, Si Ying and a few others keep looking back to see me and Jasper dancing the steps la... ...YEEEE!!! They want to laugh at us de!! 'Nobody' already so hard, they still want to laugh at us!! BOOO HOOOO! Hehe. And miserably enough, there were only 4 boys dancing for the G7 campfire and I was the only secondary 3 boy there, excluding the student executive members themselves.

Ok that was about it for the dance rehearsal for that day. It ended at about 12pm I think and then I went to lot 1 with Rahmat(How to spell his name??? LOL!!). But on the bus '300', Si Ying, Delphine and Joyce were there too. When we alighted, 3 of them asked the both of us whether we wanted to have lunch with them. I was like 'anything' as usual and I said I go eat lor but Rahmat left me!! BOOOOOO!!! He wanted to eat at home so didn't went to eat with me and the 3 powerpuff girls(3 girls ma, then powerpuff lor hahaha). Haiz haiz so I was the only boy during that lunch time. Only secondary 3 too. They were all secondary 2. I am one year older!! AHHHH!! NO WAY MAN!! I am way younger I don't care!!! I am 5 years old!! HUMPH!!! Besides Delphine I play play with her, I call her "Jie Jie" or "Da Jie" too haha!! But Si Ying don't want play de!! So serious!! BLECK!! She says call me "Di Di" very weird so she still calls me "Kor" haha. I don't really mind though. Ok I am going off topic le haha, back to the lunch time. I thought they wanted to eat somewhere cheap, well not cheap really but somewhere cheaper, but then they said they wanted to eat at Pizza Hut! AHHHH!!! PIZZA HUT!!!????

My money!! NOOOOO!!! But they said there was a student meal which I didn't know of because I hardly eat student meal haha so I said ok lor. Besides one day spend more money only never mind lor. I ordered 4 pieces of sweet and spicy drumsticks and a oriental chicken(was it?) haha. It was a baked rice! GRAVE MISTAKE BUYING THAT!!! You will find out later in this post why haha. Si Ying's food was the first to come. Delphine's, Joyce's and mine were like taking so so so very long!! Si Ying wanted to ask them to faster but then in the end she didn't. Soon, she influenced Delphine haha cause she too exclaimed the word "Faster". Waited and waited while chatting at the same time. I was at first quiet throughout because I knew nothing to say. After all the people eating with me are ALL GIRLS!! And I very shy towards girls de, the lesser boys I have around me, the more shy I will be towards girld!! Don't know why but I am like that haha. Well I am special being me so still am proud of myself!! God created me to be this way, special in His eyes so I should be thankful. Hehehe. But soon later, I started to talk and I don't know why also, natural way of speech and attitude lol! I started to get into the conversation and then there was teasing here and there around the table! I shall not say the teasing!! As in shall not mention details of the teasing, not important and is confidental. BLECK!!

Minutes later, the food finally came and my food was so so not looking delicious. Becuase I hardly eat baked rice and it so did not look delicious. Nevertheless, I still took a bite since I had already ordered this and in my mind immediately struck the words, "YEEEEEE!!!" I did not want to show that I did not really enjoy the food so I ate it real slowly. It was okok but I did not really like the look of it and the taste, I still prefer my chicken rice hehe! While I was eating, conversation was still going on and Joyce, when she first received her food, she started to take the cheese bottle and added cheeze to her baked rice. She was saying, "I am so disappointed in Pizza Hut's level of cheeze" LOL!! She added added added and then stopped. After eating a while later, she started adding again. She like practically put so much cheeze into her food lor!! I never see people put so much like her de. Usually people eat anything, the most is just like sprinkle 2-5 times of the amount of appetizer into the food but Joyce was like RA RA RA RA all the way!! LOL!! Is like... ...somemore eating only cheeze on her plate! Well it seriously looked like that from where I was sitting, looking at her food.

Suddenly don't know why, the conversation suddenly came to talking about Higher Mother Tongue or just normal Mother Tongue. Si Ying was like my Higher Mother Tongue always get Distinction!! Haiz I know my chinese is so bad but she is saying until my chinese is really so so bad haha! The moment she said that, Joyce started adding more cheeze and I was like "... ..."!! She said she didn't even get distinction in her higher mother tongue before even though she kept on saying to herself that she must get at least once a distinction. I wanted face ma, so I said my higher mother tongue also got distinction. Haha but that was when I was in primary 5. I took higher mother tongue in primary 5. But then my higher mother tongue got distinction while my normal mother tongue flunk!! Haha that was really the case back then when I was primary 5. I also don't know why, I just find higher mother tongue easier to score than normal mother tongue hehehe! Weird har? So since I got distinction for higher mother tongue, I could continue taking it for primary 6 but whats the point when my normal mother tongue failed? So I dropped higher mother tongue in primary 6 and my normal mother tongue was 'A' grade all the way haha.

Joyce started adding really more and more cheeze to her food when I said that because she did not even get once a distinction in higher mother tongue. LOL and she added more!! CRAZY!! Look at her eat so much cheeze, I also losing appetite le lor haha. And guess at the end of the day, how much of a bottle of cheeze did she use up? 1/4? 1/2? If you guess that, you are WRONG!! She added the whole bottle of cheeze into her plate of baked rice!! And the thing is, she finished her food completely clean! ... ... ...can you imagine that? AHHHHHH!! Can puke man for some of you if you see her eat!! She stole Delphine's share of the cheeze haha, poor poor JIE JIE hor?? Well but at least Delphine got a little of the cheeze in that bottle. Ok apart from that, everything something in the conversation came up that could possibly involve teasing in the next statement, the first person I would always look at was Delphine or ... Dolphin! Haha. You know why? Because she is always the first one to come up with imaginative ideas and such and can tease me until don't know what, until so so so so extreme haha.

Ok enough about the lunch time le ba. After lunch, everyone took LRT home, I also don't know why. Delphine usually takes the bus home but then don't know why that day she took LRT too. On the way to the station, we met Ayaka. We bought Sweetie before going up to the LRT station. When we went up, I say Serena and someone(Crystal, Sabrina or Zoe) I guess? Haha I don't know who the other person was. I still not too sure. Well I waved to her cause the train already came and she boarded the train but that was Senja train and I was taking the Petir train so I don't want to make one round circle before reaching home. Joyce and Si Ying were supposed to take Senja train but then don't know why also they waited for the Petir train and boarded with me. Delphine could take anything because she was alighting at Bukit Panjang. As for Ayaka, she was taking the Petir train because she was going to her grandmother's house. I was sitting down while the rest were standing. The seat to my right was empty though. Joyce was asking Si Ying to sit beside me but then Si Ying don't want so in the end Joyce sat down beside me. I closed my eyes and rested. Ayaka was saying I was emoing haha, which I was not la, I was just tired I guess. Oh ya and that time It was raining super heavily and I got no umbrella!! Didn't know how I could go home.

Anyway, I was closing my eyes, resting when I could hear Delphine, Joyce and Si Ying talking. They were like saying "Pinch Tommy" Or something like that but then of course I could hear them la, they talked so loudly de, if I cannot hear, I think I have something wrong with my ears haha. I heard them so as soon as I heard those words, I would open my eyes de and then they wouldn't pinch me haha but after a while, I would close them again! Minutes later again, we had reached Bukit Panjang station and everyone alighted other than me and Ayaka. Bid farewell to one another and off the train went. When we reached Petir, Ayaka and I alighted and I still had no umbrella and it still was raining so so so heavily!! AHHHH!! Ayaka had umbrella but she only had one!!! ARGH!!! I didn't know where her grandmother's house was until she told me and then it was the same direction I was going!! WOOOOOO!!!!! She offerred to share with me her umbrella!! WHEEEE!!! SO kind right?? Thanks Ayaka!!! Haha. At first she was like holding the umbrella before we went under the rain(Obvious!! She was the one with the umbrella) but then she said, "The feeling weird weird de!! Because you taller and I shorter then I hold the umbrella!" I didn't even realised it until she told me that hahahah.

So I said I hold the umbrella lor. And off we went to cross the road by the traffic lights, I was sort of tilting the umbrella towards Ayaka because I didn't want her to be so wet. After all the umbrella was not mine and I would have been totally drenched if not for her. So I just sacrificed my right shoulder to keep her not so wet lor!! My right shoulder was sort of super wet though! Haha but it doesn't matter!! SEEEE, I so nice also right? Haha just kidding. She brought me to a flat where there was shelter and then asked me if I would be fine and I told her that I could manage on my own le and asked her to go to her grandmother's house and not to worry haha!! Well, so bid her farewell and thanked her and then I walked until the shelter till a point where there was no more shelter! That was under the void deck of another flat which was just a short distance away from my condo's back gate. I had no umbrella and I did not want to get drenched totally to the skin so I called my mother and asked her to bring umbrellas out to bring me back home!! Haha so my mum soon came out after I waited for a while and then I was back home!! WOOO WOOO!!!

Kk went home le, bla bla and the next day came. Next day was Saturday and it was supposed to be tennis day in the morning!! ARGH!!! However when I woke up at 7am, I felt terrible and my body was really umcomfortable. Haiz something was wrong with me! I felt a really irritating feeling in my stomach so I decided that I better not play tennis cause later something bad will happen so I cancelled the tennis game I had and continued to sleep again. I could not go back to sleep at first so I prayed and BOOOOOOOM!!! I fell asleep!! WOOOTS! God answered my prayer!! YEA!!! However I woke up at 10am again and then, I got out from bed because the feeling I had felt earlier had gotten really worse and I felt like vomitting. Soon, I couldn't resist the vomitting feeling and I ran to the kitchen and I vomitted into the sink! The feeling and taste in my mouth was HORRBILE!!!!! Vomitting is never nice!! It had been a while since I last vomitted haha, about 3-4 years I think. I vomitted out all the baked rice food that I ate the previous day!! AHHHHH!!! SEEEE WHAT I MEAN???!!!! GRAVE MISTAKE ORDERING THE BAKED RICE FROM PIZZA HUT FOR MY LUNCH!!!! HAIZ!! My stomach still felt terrible but then I went back to lie down...and slept again... ...slept slept slep all the way until 3pm. Because I seriously could not take it getting out of bed.

Feel like I could faint any moment. Did not eat anything for breakfast and lunch for that day. I started to have fever. My fever was so great that I was shivering even though no fan or air con was on and even when my body was under my blanket. I thought I was strong enough to not see a doctor so I continued to rest on my own in my bed. I rested and rested until 7pm when my mum woke me and told me that I was going to see a doctor at 9pm because my fever had not went down and I still had vomitting feeling. Well I got to force myself out of bed and went to see the doctor. After coming back from the doctor, I had to eat before I can take my medicine so I went back to sleep again while my mum was cooking. By then it was around 10 45pm already. My mum cooked porridge. That was the worst of the worst period for that day!! I was shivering really greatly and the coldness could not seem to go away. I prayed again, not really but just crying out to God, "LOrd, please help me remove this pain I am feeling at this moment of time!"... ...it sort of worked after a while and I got to sleep when my mum woke me up at 11 15pm. I went out and I got the vomitting feeling again. Oh ya the doctor said that I ate something dirty which just meant I had food poisoning.

I ate the porridge, just 4 bites and I could not take it anymore. I needed to vomit again and I went to the sink once again. I vomitted all the porridge that I ate a while ago and a few other things. I could not eat!! The stupid horrible feeling was back in my mouth haiz. In the end, so I didn't eat anything at all on Saturday. I just went to take my medicine and I managed to sleep again after talking to God. Thank you Lord!! Because of You, I am able to do anything and You are always there when I need You! Of course there were my friends too who were worried for me! Want to know who? Haha.... .... well they are Si Ying(Mei), Serena, Samantha(Sis) and Benhardi(Tennis friend). Know why only so little? Because they were the only ones who knew I was sick lol. Well so practically I slept the whole day and night for 3 whole days. From Saturday to Monday. Didn't get to play Flyff or go to church to see my sis(Samantha) after she came back from Shanghai and to didn't get to worship the Lord. Haiz haiz!! So so sad! My fever subsided only on Monday but I still got the vomitting feeling on Monday. On Tuesday, there was supposed to be the open house briefing, but I didn't attend cause I was still sort of sick although on Tuesday, I was well enough to get out of bed le.

I was playing Flyff since I could get out of bed haha and telling those who worried for me that I was well le. Si Ying and Terrence told Man Ling that I got food poisoning in the meeting and suddenly the whole council knew I was sick!!! Even My Hisham!! LOL!!! Haha. After the meeting, Delphine(DA JIE) also smsed me haha asking how was I but I was already near to recovering when she smsed me. Well but because she only knew it yesterday so can't help it lor!! Never mind de. Well so I like to thank my friends and others for worrying for me!! Thank you thank you!! I am well now! Recovered already! Haha. 100% recovered but still in the just recovered state so not going to do anything that makes me perspire a lot until this Saturday. Thank you, my loved ones!!! (My friends are my loved ones, cause I treasure them!!) Hahaha. I thank God for keeping me safe in His arms too and for putting His healing hands on me and for letting me have such loved ones!! Hehehe.

Note for Marcus Chua: That time when you say I sleeping at 8pm... ..that time on msn, I was sick so I didn't reply and so I needed to go back and rest.

Ok and now is Wednesday! Which is today la lol! Open house was in the morning from 7 30am to about 1 30pm. It was kinda fun especially when my primary school came!! Because I sort of know the primary school teacher and we were talking and talking. Miss Foo even was saying, "Waaa you catching with your ex-teacher ar?" hahaha!! Shall not talk much about today le, shall stop here because I think the post is really super super long already right? Should be haha, shall see the length after I press the 'publish post' button! Haha... ...Tommorrow is G7 campfire!! Haiz since I just recovered, I am no longer going to dance le, I am just going to watch! Haiz!! I actually wanted to dance together with my friends but then I fell sick, oh well it doesn't matter le since the days had already past.

Kk then see ya guys, but before I go, another poem for you to enjoy!!

God Knows Best For Everyone!
Our Father knows what's best for us,
So why should we complain...
We always want the sunshine,
But He knows there must be rain.

We love the sound of laughter
And the merriment of cheer;
But our hearts would lose their tenderness
If we never shed a tear.

Our Father tests us often
With suffering and with sorrow;
He tests us, not to punish us,
But to help us meet "tomorrow."

For growing trees are strengthened
When they withstand the storm;
And the sharp cut of the chisel
Gives the marble grace and form.

God never hurts us needlessly,
And He never wastes our pain;
For every loss He sends to us
Is followed by rich gain.

And when we count the blessings
That God has so freely sent;
We will find no cause for murmuring
And no time to lament.

For Our Father loves His children,
And to Him all things are plain;
So He never sends us "pleasure"
When the "soul's deep need is pain."

So whenever we are troubled,
And when everything goes wrong,
It is just God working in us
To make "our spirits strong."

Thank the Lord for everything in your Life!! Love Him as He loves Him! Every circumstances that you face in life, is what God plans but it is to build you up for further problems in life! Never fear because the Lord is here always with you, ask Him and you shall receive! Ask, it never hurt to ask Him! He is waiting for you! Call upon Him and open the door of your heart for Him to come into your life, to work in your life! Thank God always for everything that has happened because everything is planned and there is a good purpose and reason behind all of His doings! Trust Him! For God loves His little children!

Short post of Psalm 23

2009-11-16T19:06:00.002+08:00

Psalm 23:1--> The LORD is my shepherd; I shall not want.

Psalm 23:2--> He maketh me to lie down in green pastures; he leadeth me beside the still waters.

Psalm 23:3--> He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake.

Psalm 23:4--> Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; they rod and thy staff they comfort me.

Psalm 23:5--> Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over.

Psalm 23:6--> Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the LORD for ever.

Updating of blog time!

2009-11-11T10:57:00.007+08:00

(Pictures in this post has no link to the post, some of them)
WHEEE!! 4 days never post le... ...I am back to post once again! Haha but after this post, I will be playing Flyff again... ...so maybe I will only be posting once a week in the holidays? Haha. Now is maintainence of Flyff. And the thing is HOLIDAYS!! WOOO!! I just woke up! Haha, woke up at 11am. I was really tired yesterday after my tennis game with my friends but I didn't take any afternoon nap like I usually do after every tennis game, instead... ...you know what I would do right??? Haha... ..I was kinda addicted to Flyff so I went to play it even though I was so so so tired. Hehe. Kinda stupid of me, isn't it? To be honest, I am still tired right now. Anyway lets start talking about events for the past few days... ... ...ok wait, nothing much to talk about because I had been staying at home for the past few days, AHHHH!!! I never go out at all, I was just at home playing Flyff, boring life har? Excluding going to church and playing tennis.

Ok, lets talk about yesterday's tennis game with my friends before continuing to talk about other things(While doing so, I can think of what other things there are to talk about, hahahha). Before 8am, Serena smsed me to wish me fun for tennis while I wished her fun for her class outing haha. At 8am, Zi Yi smsed me that he was approaching the back gate of my condo already, so I left my house and went to the gate to bring him in as usual. We walked to the tennis court, played for a little short while for about 20 minutes, and then Benhardi called me. He was also at the gate already, thus I stopped playing and walked all the way back to the gate and opened it for Benhardi to come in. AHHHH!!! Tennis is not the only thing that made me exercise, haha, walking up and down to the gate was too!! Haiz. Oh well, so this time walked with Benhardi to the tennis court and then we started playing. Since I was kinda the better one there, Benhardi teamed up with Zi Yi to play against me, but we were only practising and not competitive that kind.

Play play play and then I was a bit exhausted, so is Zi Yi. Zi Yi got exhausted easily. Haha. I was a little tired because after all I was playing against 2 person, so I would use more effort to try to score and I would actually have to run more than both of them hehe. Benhardi wasn't tired then, so only Zi Yi and I went to buy drinks first, Benhardi was practising how to serve by himself. We bought drinks and went back to the court. Benhardi saw that Zi Yi was drinking a glass of soya bean so he wanted to drink that too, thus he asked Zi Yi to help him to buy. While waiting for Zi Yi, Benhardi and I continued to play tennis. Zi Yi was soon back and that was the commence of our first water break. It was roughly about 10minutes of rest only. Benharid and Zi Yi started to be very lame... they used their glass bottles to spin on the ground to play truth or dare!! LOL!!!!!! They were just spinning the bottles to see who was the victim but we didn't play the game haha. Just spinning of bottles and see who it pointed to, thats all. Oh well, anyway water breaks were boring so just did that while resting lor. Haha.

After which, first water break was over. I cannot remember the time haha. Since just now Benhardi was teaming up with Zi Yi to play against me, I wanted them to get a chance to really play tennis, so I stepped out and asked them to play against each other while I just watched haha. SEEEEE!!! I so good right? So kind!! Haha. Well thats me!! No la, just kididng, self praise not counted!! So lets ask those who are reading my post, AM I KIND?? YES? NO? Haha. Ok so in order not to be bored from not playing, I went to help them pick the tennis balls... ...ball picker haha and at the same time, I served from either side of the court while they played with my serve balls. Was my serve really that hard and fast??? Haha cause whenever I serve, they would always change their look on their faces into the serious type, seeing properly to receive my serve. But whenever either one of them serve, they would always give that kind of look which says, "AIYA!!! Easy serve la!! Surely won't serve over" that kind haha. Oh well, if that is the case, I am so proud of myself. Hehehehe!!! Soon, I think Javier called and said that asked if we were still plaing because he wanted to come and play with us too since this Saturday he couldn't make it as he would be in China.

So he said that he would be leaving his house soon. I continued to do what I was doing, until I was really bored from serving and picking balls only haha. I went to join Zi Yi first to play against Benhardi. Haha. I could react very fast and I kinda snatched lots of Zi Yi's balls!!! Sorry sorry!! I guess the tennis steps and movements are already registered in my brain and I just reacted whenever I see the ball coming... ...SORRY!! After a while, Benhardi looked more tired already and so I joined Benhardi this time to play against Zi Yi. This time I sort of learnt my mistake when teaming up with Zi Yi that time, I told my brain to stop reacting, yup yup!! And let Benhardi get an equal share in receiving the balls. Hehe I was having an internal battle with myself while battling outside in tennis haha. Sounds complicated, haha never mind. Well Javier soon smsed and said that he was about to come already, so we stopped for our second water break. Water breaks are important becuase our body need water and we were losing lots of water through perspiring already. Zi Yi went to help me to buy my bottle of water, the big big one. Very bad to drink soft drinks everytime I play tennis with my friends so this time I drank water only.

Zi Yi came back and I asked him to throw the bottle to me. AHHHHHHHH!!!! Biggest mistake ever man!! He threw the bottle and I thought he would throw to me properly but I guess he didn't have much strength. He threw the bottle so far away from me, in front of me and it fell to the ground!! AHHHHH!!! Water started to gush out from the bottle. OH NOOO!!! The bottom of the bottle has a hole. ARGH!!! So I must tilt the bottle the other way to prevent leaking. I place it on the bench near the tennis court to prevent it from falling over while Zi Yi suggested to buy another bottle of water so that when that bottle is empty, we can use the broken bottle to refill. Haha good idea!! But it was me spending more money on just water la. So throughout today's whole tennis, only 2 water breaks but I got 3 big bottles of water!! WAAAA!! Drank quite a lot har? Well, tennis is a very tiring sport anyway. After our second water break, Javier said that he was at the gate already so one of us had to go bring him in. I was lazy already, because I brought Zi Yi and Benhardi in le, so I asked Zi Yi to go. Zi Yi was so stubborn and refused to go, then Benhardi had his heart soften so he helped me to go bring Javier in. Haha. Thanks Ben!!! You're the man!! lol

I played with Zi Yi while waiting. Benhardi and Javier soon came into the court and then Javier joined me while Benhardi joined Zi Yi!! WOOOO doubles time!! After playing a while, it was getting really really boring. Because the amount of times you can actually hit the balls are lessen. And for a partner like Javier, he was so lazy to pick up balls and I always had to do it, otherwise no balls to play with. LOL. Javier too was bored and he suggested to play one vs one, cause the court beside us was empty, no one was using it so we got 2 courts to use. But of course I only booked on court to use but never mind. I played with Javier while Benhardi played with Zi Yi. Javier said he wanted to play with someone who can play better so that his skills would be able to come back to him cause he had not played for a while. He chose me because of that... ...hahaha seeee!! They all know that I was the best of them hahahaa, just kidding lol. Tennis is a weird sport isn't it? If you do not play it for a long time or for just a short period of time, your body tends to forget how to play it and you need a while before your body remembers everything again. So I played with Javier. I was playing like normal when Javier kept missing the ball or could not catch up to the ball, he finally said, "Hey dude, can don't hit so hard or not???"

I was like, "HUH?? This call hard meh?" but I didn't say it to him, just thinking to myself so I just replied, "OK i hit softer". Then I really reduced the strength I used to hit the ball. Javier was now satisfied haha and we rallied lots of times because Javier was able to catch the ball but still Javier was always the one losing points and the balls were all at his side of the court. Since he was the lazy type, he took quite a while to pick up the balls which made the game a bit boring but I was still kinda happy that I can play tennis. It was a bit unfair though haha, cause Javier used all his strength to play while I had to hit the ball soft soft for him!! ARGH!! Oh well doesn't really matter cause his strength wasn't that great! Javier is the type who plays normally and does not care about power haha unlike Benhardi. Benhardi was the type who as long as can over the net can le, but must have power and strength haha. So played with Javier for a while and then I think Benhardi was bored playing with Zi Yi and requested for a change of partner haha. Benhardi changed with Javier and so now Benhardi was playing against me while Javier was playing against Zi Yi.

Played with Benhardi for about 20mintues and then I asked to stop because don't know why I got a little stomach ache and I could not run properly so of course I would not catch up to lots of balls. Before I had stomach ache, I caught up to lots of Benhardi's balls which I usually does. When I was resting, Benhardi also rested and said a comment, "You really react so fast and run so fast sia. Your turning so quick de. Normal people won't be able to react to slices". Slice is a skill of tennis. Then I replied while drinking my water, "That means you saying I abnormal la?" LOL hahaha. But of course I know that Benhardi was not meaning that but I loved to joke around haha. Well that was a compliment! WOOO WOOO!!!! Yay for me!! Zi Yi saw that we were resting and so he also came to use and rested. Javier on the other hand, wanted to play somemore. By then, my stomach ache surprisingly was gone, and Javier asked me to play with him again. He said he wanted to see if he could make me run because whenever I play tennis, I always make my opponent run up and down or left and right of the tennis court. Javier wanted revenage haha.

So I got up and played with Javier. Benhardi and Zi Yi were kinda tired already and so they rested and chatted throughout the time I was playing with Javier. At first, yea Javier could make me run but it was a mild 3 times only, the rest of the times, I was just standing at the same spot, only moving like 10cm to the right or left to hit back the ball which was not really running, it looked like I was just staying still haha. Because Javier was basically just hitting back to me at the same spot so I need not even move. Haiz I guess Javier couldn't aim at the left or right, only know how to hit back the ball haha. Well as for me, I still played like usual but since Javier wanted to make me run, I instead made him run and I made him run even more than usual. After he ran to the extreme end to the left, I made him run to the extreme end to the right for the next ball. I very bad har?? But Javier did not mind haha. Of course sometimes Javier could not make it on time to hit the next ball. After a while, Javier said, "I still can't make you run!!!" Haha. At the same time, I could hear Benhardi saying to Zi Yi, "You see, his way of hitting the ball quite nice!"

I continued playing with Javier and sort of took a peek to see who was Benhardi referring to. Javier or me? And I found out that they were looking at me while playing so of course they were referring to me la. Hahaha. Well, I learnt how to hit the ball is through a tennis coach ma after all. But I had 3 tennis lessons only before I quitted tennis lessons to play on my own le. Continued playing with Javier a while until he totally gave up on trying to make me run so we rested together with Benhardi and Zi Yi after that. After resting, before we really ended our day of tennis, We played for the final time. I played with Zi Yi this time while Benhardi played with Javier. This was where Si Ying smsed me haha, she thought that I forgot to sms her because yesterday she asked me to sms her when tennis is done but tennis was not done yet haha. After playing, we packed up and we went off to my condo's washroom to wash our faces and for them, would be the changing of clothes. After which, we went to my condo's cafe to have our lunch. While eating, I smsed Si Ying and Serena. Si Ying was having her 202 class outing while Serena was having her 102 class outing hahaha. Both of them had class outing. Zi Yi ate spagetti and fried rice, both Benhardi and Javier ate 2 plates of chicken rice while I ate one plate of chicken cullet(with more chicken and add shao rou) and one plate of mui fan. Hahaha cool right? All of us ate two servings!!

Tennis is just so energy-consuming that we need to eat so so so much!! Haha so don't ever think that tennis is not tiring and is an easy sport hehehe. My knees were about to break then when I was in the cafe eating lunch and my arm now still hurt if you press it, but only if you press it. If you just leave it, I won't feel any pain at all haha. You know why my knees were about to break then?? Haha cause I had been standing for like 4 hours and playing tennis. We played from 8am to 12 30pm... ...4 hours and a half man!!! People will say we siao!! haha but we don't care. We just want to play!! WOO WOOO!!!!

ok thats all about tennis yesterday and WOAH!!! SO long already!! Haha so shall not bore you by talking about more things le. Shall just add one poem of the day. Enjoy and see ya guys!!! Before that, I MISS EVERYONE!!! I NEVER SEE EVERYONE FOR SO SO SO LONG!!!!!! I MISS ... .. ...(Fill in the blanks!!!) Haha I think you would know who... ...there is no need for me to say, BLECK!!!!

Keep Going (Move on)
When things go wrong, as they sometimes will,
When the road you're trudging seems all uphill,
When the funds are low and the debts are high,
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh,
When cares are pressing you down a bit,
Rest if you must, but don't you quit.

Life is queer with its twists and turns,
As every one of us sometimes learns.
And many a fellow turns about,
When he might have won, had he stuck it out.
Don't give up, though the pace seems slow,
You may succeed with another blow.

Often the goal is nearer than
It seems to a faint and faltering man;
Often the struggler has given up,
When he might have captured the victor's cup;
And he learned too late when the night came down,
How close he was to the golden crown.

Success is failure turned inside out,
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt.
And you never can tell how close you are,
It may be near when it seems afar;
So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit,
It's when things seem worst that you mustn't quit.

James 1:12 -----> Blessed is the man that endureth temptation: for whe he is tried, he shall receive the crown of life, which the Lord hath promised to them that love him.

Haha a memory that is found in my Bible which is so dear to me, I wrote down this when my heart was troubled and the Lord answered my prayer and gave comfort to my soul and heart. I cannot remember when I wrote this exactly, but it should be when I was primary 5 or 6. I wrote, "Lord, show me the way. You are my Saviour, please help me. I am lost in the woods, and you are the only one who know the way out. Show me Lord!" Haha... ...God is really wonderful in the ways He does things. Somehow we just do not see the way God is doing, but He knows and we should trust Him in whatever we do and believe that God is able to solve every problems and challenges that we may face in life. Do not weary when times are bad, look up to God. Remember that He is always there for you. Believe and take comfort in His wings of happiness, hope and peace. GOD IS GREAT!!

Short post for today

2009-11-07T11:07:00.002+08:00

Hihi!! These few days I will not be posting very often haha, cause I can play Flyff and when I got a game to play, I sort of neglect my blog maybe? Haha... ...oh well off and on like today I will still post to update my blog but it won't be that long of a grandmother or grandfather story anymore haha, so relax and enjoy reading. Well whats short to me may not be short to you, BLECK!!!!

This morning, woke up at 7am to switch on the heater to shower later and then I went back to sleep. OH NOOO!!! I would have overslept if not for Si Ying and Serena's smses. Both of them smsed me around the same time of 7 30am. WOOOOO!!! Thanks!! Thanks!!! I managed to wake up, woooo!! Otherwise I think I would have overslept. Thinking back now, I think I rather overslept than wake up at 7 30am hahaha, you will know why soon. Well since I woke up at 7 30am already by their smses, I looked at their messages and off I went to bathe before replying them! Since my heater had been left on for 30 minutes already haha. Went to shower and my way of showering is very unique I guess? WAHAHAHA!! Usually you undress or put on clothes in the toilet right? I am very different hehe. Hey hey, I know by now you would be thinking something weird right(Especially people who are dirty-minded or think wrongly hmm hmm like Marcus Chua maybe hehe)?????

Well first thing I do is I will take my towel from the toilet that is in the center of my house or near the center. Then I will go into my room, put it onto my bed. Next, I will undress in my room and then wrap the towel round my waist, covering from my waist to my knees I think. Then, I will take my clothes and put into the basket beside the washing machine for my mum to watch them later. After which, I will go into the master bedroom with my mum still sleeping and enter the toilet there to shower. Bla bla shower shower and then finish. After bathing, will do the same, dry myself clean in the toilet and then wrap the towel round my waist again and walk out of the toilet and from the master bedroom to my room and there is where I will put on my new set of clothes hahahaha!!! Unique way right?? Oh well... ...cause I guy ma so top reveal also nobody cares right right??? I bet if Marcus is reading right now, he will definitely say, "Tommy loves to enjoy watching his chest muscles!" LOL right MARCUS???

Ok I am off topic already haha. After showering, I went back to my phone again and then replied to the both of them. Serena is going to don't know what library to do don't know what orientation thing with young children I think? AM I right Seremy?? Hmm hmm I think so. Then Si Ying is going to Singapore Poly to do don't know what science thing... ...ahhh boring boring haha. At 8am, Zi Yi was still nowhere to be found and nowhere to be heard. I smsed him but no reply, so I predicted that he overslept. Waited for him in my room until 8 15am, then he finally send an sms, saying "Sorry, I overslept a bit", .... .... ... ... .... A BIT!!!! Is not a bit lor, is a lot!!! One minute of normal time is one hour's of my time!!!! No la, haha just kidding. Ok waited and then 8 20am, he messaged me again and said that he was arriving my condo's back gate already so I left my house and went to the back gate. Went there, Zi Yi still had not come yet so I walked out my condo through the back gate, and sat at a bench in one of the flat's void deck hehe. Waited and waited and AHHHHHH!!!!! Zi Yi still wasn't there, smsed him and he never reply, good way of being late har? Haha. I waited until finally, it was 8 40am when Zi Yi came!! He made me sit at the bench there for 20min!!!! AHHHHH!!!!! I will slaughter him to the pig sly man!!

Ok went to play, bla bla... ...my tennis skills sort of puncture haha!! Since I never play for 2 whole weeks already. Benhardi who was supposed to come at 8 30am also did not reply me and so I presumed he overslept as well but I already got Zi Yi to play with already. Until 10 15am when Zi Yi wanted to go for his tuition, then Benhardi smsed me and said that he overslept!! OH well!!! Never mind!! I am not angry haha, never get angry over such trival matters. So played tennis for about 1.5 hours today only, haiz so short but it was fun!! Tennis is always fun no matter what happens!! OHHH YEAAAA!!!

Kk thats all about today and lets talk a little about yesterday, shall I? Hmm hmm... ....yesterday during recess..walked past the school hall to accompany Kester to the canteen. I did not feel like doing anymore A-maths for recess yesterday so I just accompanied Kester lor. As soon as I walked past the hall about 20-30metres(I have bad estimation of length), I saw Serena!! Haha cause she was waving at me!! She was with two of her friends, Zoe and Vanessa, they seemed to be pulling her around and don't know what they doing la. Hahaha!!! From what I heard from Serena and from her blog, she said that they were trying to get her to talk to me!! Haha so funny!! I waved at her too and looked at Kester after that. He was like having this big wide smile on his face!!! WOAH!!! HAHAAHHA!!! And he was nodding his head... ... ...oh well, after which saw Sherlyn and we said "Hi" to one another. Walked down the staircase and then saw Clarrisa and Xin Tong!! Said "Yo!" to Xin Tong as well after she said "Hi Tommy!!" as usual again!!! Hahaha!! Serena said that Crystal was with Clarrisa and Xin Tong, AHHHHH!!! I cannot remember how Crystal looks like!!! ARGH!!! Bad memory!! Hehe.

Walked down to the canteen and saw Joanna eating something, don't know what she eating... ...said "hi" to her too!! Haha. Then followed Kester to buy his food while I just watched him eat, because I usually don't buy anything to eat or drink during recess. Most of the time, I would be staying in the classroom, either doing work or to chat with other friends or to sleep!! Haha these few days I never sleep during recess!!! WOOOOO!!! SO COOL!!!

Kk I guessed thats about it for today's post!! Short right?? Not long at all, not even one bit hahaha. Everyday in school, I am always hearing, stalker, watermelon, bla bla bla names said by Thomas or Marcus hahahaa!! They refer to certain girls!! Anyway yesterday was the end of forward track and was the start of my end of year holidays!!! WOOOOHOOOO!!! Oh yea!! But holidays must also study, NOOOOO!!!! ANd I got tons and tons of homework!! NOOOOOOO!!!!!!! AHHHHH!!! Haha ok, I shall stop my typing here, see you guys next time!! Tom Tom signing off!! WHEEEE!!!

2 more days!!

2009-11-04T20:01:00.002+08:00

WOOOOO!!! Today is Wednesday!! Two more days to Friday and Forward Track will finally finally be over!!!!! WOOOOOO!!! Anyway today so sad, Flyff having its weekly maintainence again so I cannot play for today. Thus I slept from the time I came home until 7 30pm I guess... ...and now I got the time to post haha. Hmm hmm I shall talk about yesterday's excussion to the discovery centre and today's adventure!! WAHAHAHAHA!!! Everyday is an adventure, ya? Hehe. Without further delay, I shall start my post... ...for some reasons that are unknown to me, these few days my post is no longer as long as long long long ago right? Haha. I also don't know why. Nothing to talk about without my dear sec 1 and 2 friends haha... ...

First lets talk about today. Present is more important than the past..Haha... Never remain stuck in the past, always move forward to experience what life has for you, what God has planned for you in your life. Ok, today morning, no one smsed me haha cause Serena is sleeping I guess and Si Ying, I told her not to because since she does not have forward track, means no school, I told her to get more rest and there is no need to sms me haha. Seee I so nice right??? Nah, just kidding. Went to school, and I don't like fourth floor classrooms!!!!! In the morning already make me exercise!!! ARGH!!! And somemore instead of seeing a nice classroom, it is 201 classroom which is so so so much smaller than the sec 3 classroom!! AHHHH!!! Next year somemore my classroom is on the fourth floor!!! ARGH!!!! But at least there is air-con hahahahhahaa since only sec 4 classes have air-con in them. Oh yea!! I love air-con!!!

Enough about air-con!! Haiz I am being distracted by the talk of air-con haha. Back to where I was, erm where was I? Oh ya, ok, erm I went into class as soon as the auntie unlocked all the classroom doors and once again I took out my A-maths textbook and started doing them. I had been doing them in the morning for the past few days. Cause no 105 for me to visit(HEY I MISS THEM A LOT, YOU KNOW???), I just have to stay in class do my own work lor. Boring boring!! Haha. Kester soon came and then Marcus and then Thomas bla bla. It was almost 7 45am and off I went down to the first floor to my gate duty as usual. OK bla bla have lessons, some interesting but some are boring!! I wanted to sleep but I never sleep in class before, so although I looked like I was paying attention to the lessons haha, I was actually fighting with the "Sleeping bad-guy" in me... ...beating him up and throwing him up and down in my body so that I can stay awake haha.

First lesson today was E-maths, had a short test!! Dots... ...is only 3 questions with of course the sub questions under each question. At first teacher gave us 30min to complete it, from 8 15am to 8 45am. I was like thinking, waaaa 3 questions give half an hour, must be very difficult la. Indeed first question, I looked at it and I was sort of stuck?? Haha didn't want to waste time so I did question 2 and 3 first before going back to question 1. When I got back to question 1, I don't know why but suddenly saw how to do it so I did it lor... ...while doing the questions, everyone was saying, "How to do?" and teacher was being kind or don't know what haha, instead of the half an hour only, he extended the time to 45min for just 3 questions.... WOAH!!! LOL!!! I finished the 3 questions in 20-25min though and wanted to hand up my work but then, teacher said I go sleep first haha. Then he asked, "Have you finished the paper or are you finished?" LOL!!!!! Haha didn't get what he meant for the first 5sec but then I got it... ...hahahaha!! Of course I finished the paper la, if I am finished by just a meer 3 questions, I am so pathetic man!!! Somemore is MATHS!!! My best subject!!! Haha.

Ok other lessons got nothing much to talk about... ...Oh yea notice something, Hui Ling' expression changed and she looked like she was in a bad mood or did she cry??? Haha during A-maths, the second period after recess, she came back to class with that sad or angry look on her face. During the time from recess until A-maths period, she was nowhere to be seen. Haiz haiz, what happen? I have no idea.

1 30pm soon came and lessons for today were finally over!! I went to have my lunch in the cafeteria(school canteen) with Sze Kai, Syafiq, Marcus Liau and Zheng Lun. All of them were staying back in school to play soccer I think but I staying back cause I had to practise dance steps to prepare for the performance during the G7 campfire on 17 November I think, if I didn't get the date wrong which I don't think I got it wrong haha. We were talking about level ranking and stuff. AND WAAAA!!!! 204 of 2008 seems to be doing well in their studies, well most of them. Mostly all below 100 de.... waaaaa!! Impressive haha! I think if I was now in 204 of 2009 with the same group of classmates, I think my class position would be 20+ or 10+ man!!! And my level is only 94 so you see, how well my ex-classmates are doing?? Haha. Well, we finished our talk and our food and off I went up to the hall with Shahera(Not 3L1 Shahera but 3P1 Shahera) cause she was also going for the dance practice. Went up to the hall and the dance instuctor was nowhere to be seen, the dance instructor was Sherlyn Wong. She had not even come to school!!! LOL!!!!!

A picture to see from yesterday's excussion(to brighten the post up)

Waited a bit, then (someone-a sec 2 male councillor, I forgot his name haha) came, followed by Charmaine and Jia Qi and then Sukruth. Pathetic man!! Today only 6 people learning the dance steps!!! PATHETIC!!!!!!!! Haiz haiz ok never mind we practised for a bit, and I was like "how to do this? How to do that?", AIYOOOOO!!!! The steps so confusing de and Sheryln like superman like that, do do all the steps so quickly and never pause to ask us to start from the beginning!!! AIYOOO!!!! My mind exploded sia haha. The dance steps were a modified version of sec 1 orientation in the year 2008. We did a bit and then suddenly at 2 45pm, a group of girls came into the hall and I thought they were the fencing people!! Cause the dance people were supposed to use the AVA room, Sherlyn and Serena told me de. But then they were all girls and the first girl who was like leading the group looked like from dance. And when they walked closer to where we were(on the stage), the person really was from dance and the whole group was from dance!!! AHHHHH!!! Paiseh liao, don't want practise dance le!! All of us went to hide behind the stage or at the side of it behind the red big fat thick curtains haha.

I was like telling my group of councillors... ...haha my group of councillors. I am trying to get back my high position in the council you know? Since they are sec 2s and Sherlyn is not an understudy and Shahera is only half-understudy, I used to have more hmm hmm authority last time??? Haha yea... ...haiz now new excos le, no more understudy for me le!! Stepped down le... ...sad right? Haha. Ok I told them that professional dancers come liao, then we unprofessional don't dare dance in front of them let them see haha. Furthermore, there were people in dance that I know. They are Serena, Xin Tong, Clarrisa and Crystal. Well but these four were not there at the moment yet. After a while, after discussing the dance steps at the side of the stage, saw Xin Tong and Clarrisa. Xin Tong was saying, "HI TOMMY!!!" and I just waved haha. I wanted to copy the way she called me to call her but then don't know why my voice didn't come out, oh well its fine! After another 10min or so, I saw Serena!! OHOH!!! Haha... ...I think she saw me too but then I think I was doing something and in the process I saw her haha. I forgot liao la!!! AIYO!!! I young inside but old in my brain!!

Well since the dance people were using the hall all of the sudden, they kicked us out of the hall haha. No la, just kidding, is cause we got so little people practising the dance steps anyway so we called it a day for today. Bla bla, met Jasper on the first floor and then we walked to lot 1, haiz he didn't want to take bus and I today suddenly didn't want to take bus alone so I walked with him lor. Haiz haiz. We talked about many things, about the song that we performed on stage last time and I talked about him and Delphine on that day which I saw them on the way homr from my Forward Track programme haha!!! WOOOOO WOOOOOO!!!!

Ok I think I lazy talk about yesterday's excussion liao!! Shall skip it!! Very tired from posting all of the sudden so I shall stop here for today. Going to watch anime now I guess, no wait!! First is blog hopping, oh yea!! So see ya guys!! Remember that God always love His dear children!!! Byebye!! So I will love you guys too!! Hahahha!!!

God is amazing!!

2009-11-02T19:25:00.003+08:00

If you have watched the movie above, nice trailer right? Haha but that is just a trailer about a Christmas Muscial Play last year. It is about a story where a boy named Ryan is upset because on his birthday, his mother is busy at work and break her promises about bringing him out for dinner while his father is also busy at work overseas. Ryan was disappointed and he soon went to be part of a gang on the streets. At the same time, a man named Guo Tao was released from jail after being caught for assulting a lady becuase he was in need of money and he was also taking drugs, part of the gang that Ryan is involved with. However when before Guo Tao was caught and sent into prison, he met the lady that he had assulted. He wanted to run away from her because he didn't want to get caught but as soon as he was about to run, the lady stopped him and told him that he need not run anymore because she has forgiven him like how God has forgiven all her sins. Guo Tao was shocked because how can a person forgive him when he almost had taken her life. Guo Tao saw that God has worked in the lady's life and he started to place his trust on God and surrendered himself to the police.

Guo Tao was a completely changed man after he was released from jail. Guo Tao met Ryan who already had became part of the street gang. One day, Ryan was desperately in need of help because he had offered to help the gang sell drugs to his classmates but he did not dare do it due to fear of getting caught and sent to jail. Guo Tao saw that Ryan was in the exact state that he was because he was sent to jail. He shared his story to Ryan, and told him that even though Ryan had done so many bad things, so many sins, taken up drugs that harmed the body that God has made for Ryan, Guo Tao said that God forgives all of our sins and that He gave up his life to die for our sins on that very cross at calvary. Ryan still had a wavering heart. Just then, the gang appeared and took Ryan away to see the boss because he did not manage to sell away the drugs. Guo Tao followed where they took Ryan to the boss. However, the rule was that "Only one was able to leave the place, either Guo Tao or Ryan". Guo Tao tried to persuade the boss to let Ryan go but the boss was determined to kill one of them. Guo Tao wanted Ryan to see that Jesus sacrificed His very own life just to save us from our sins so that we can have everlasting life with Him in Heaven.

Thus Guo Tao stood there and let the gang stab him with a knife. Guo Tao sacrificed his life so that Ryan can see that Jesus is the only Way and that he will change over a new leaf. Ryan soon believ in God and his life also changed for the better and that was the end of the musical play. Quite a nice story har? Yea I love it!! I went there to watch and I love it. Of course there are songs during the play since it is a musical play haha. So come down for this year musical play by my church again!! It is on the 24 and 25 December as usual. The details I am not too sure, I will comfirm in another date. But should be in Singapore Chinese Girls School, from 5pm-7pm.

Comments on my new first blog song
1. Come, now is the time to worship. -
This is basically just saying that if you have not been praising God, now is the time to do so. By singing praises to Him, this is an act of worship to the Lord. God is happy whenever His dear children are singing praises. He delights to hear us.

2. Come, now is the time to give your heart. -
Life sometimes is rough and sometimes we can just forget that God is just there, waiting for us to call upon Him, to ask Him to come into our life to help us, to guide us, to comfort us. We sometimes forget that God wants to help us, we simply think that our way is the best and do not see the "how" that God is going to help us, and we simply neglect God. So this is to tell you give your heart to God, surrender your life to Him for He knows what is best for you.

3. Come, just as you are to worship. -
God does not want us to worship him just because people tells us to or what the Bible has told us to do. God wants to have the right attitude, the right heart, the willing heart of wanting to praise God to worship. So even if you are out of bed and your hair is messy, you still can worship Him. Worship Him just as you are right now. God is happy whenever we sing praises to Him with the feeling of really wanting to praise Him.

4. Come, just as you are before your God -
Well of course you are singing praises to God, to thank Him in the way for the things that He had done and provided for you in life. You do not just sing the songs for fun, but is to sing it as an act of worship to the Lord. Seeing the songs like any other ordinary songs has no meaning to it so sing praises to the Lord!! Yea yea!!!

5. One day every tongue will confess that you are God / One day every knee will bow. -
The Bible has mentioned that when the world is coming to an end, the Gospel will be spread to everyone. Everyone would have heard the Word of God, but not everyone will believe just yet. When the world finally comes to an end, God will descend from Heaven to bring us all up and it would be called the "Judgement Day". God will questioned all our wrongs and the things we had done on Earth... and if you do not belive in Him, Hell is waiting. If you believe and accepted Him as your Saviour, you are able to spend eternity in Heaven with God forever. This is where everyone will know that God is really God, that Jesus died for our sins many years ago... ...but this happens and they want a change of mind, it is too late because God wants to to believe in Him, to believe and to faith is not by seeing. Thus, one day every tongue will confess that you are God.

7. Still the greatest treasure remains for those who gladly choose you now. -
God has prepared a mansion in Heaven for those who have believed and trusted Him as their Saviour. This is one of the treasures that God has promised us. For those who believed in Jesus, God will provide whatever that they ask, giving him happiness in life and providing them with the gift of everlasting life. There are the greatest treasures that are waiting for us!! Isn't is exciting? God is able to solve all of our problems, although we may not know how He is going to do it, but He is slowly working in our lives. If it takes long, continue praying and continue to seek God, continue to ask Him, because if you stopped, it would just mean you have lacked faith and have doubt that God is able to solve your worries and troubles. So all these wonderful things are waiting!! Why not take it? God wants to give it to you!

A video about "Vibe" that is a group activity and program thing by my church once again. This "Vibe" is to bring in unsaved ones to share with them the joy that God has. "Vibe" is to allow the youth in our church to mingle with others whether saved or unsaved around to the world, allowing us to have fun together! I don't know why the video mostly take girls' pictures but that is not my point here haha. In a way, the purpose I posted this video on my blog is because this is a thanksgiving video that Jia Hao, the leader of "Vibe", made. Seee, whatever your friends had done for you, thank them because they will rejoice in hearing you thank them. At the same time, there is someone who has done so much and so many things for you in life. Have you noticed? He is there for you when you need Him. He is always there... And He is none other God, the Lord of all. God has provided the things that you have asked so thank Him in your prayer. Even if it is just a little thing like you getting an eraser from your mum, thank God! Thank God for everything.

Even things that may affect your feelings by making you feel upset, still thank God because maybe by doing so, God is strengtening your feelings and He is working in your life. He has his purposes in the things He does for us and God is like a father to us so He would want only the best for us like how your fathers and mothers want the best for you. God's way is always the best way and so follow it even though it may not seem too "good" to you. But that is just the surface of it, the result is always satisfying. So... ...THANK GOD!!!!!! THANK EVERY LITTLE DEEDS THAT GOD OR ANYONE HAS DONE FOR YOU IN YOUR LIFE!!!!!! (This video's song is nice too, don't you agree? Haha)

Kk that is all I have for today!! See ya other time!!! (Haha today cannot play Flyff, game don't start, oh well, it doesn't matter.) Byebye!!!

My last week of school-last Forward Track week

2009-11-02T14:49:00.002+08:00

Hihi everyone!! WOOO!! One day down and 4 more days to go, 4 more days before the sec 3s' forward track has ended... ...before I start today's post, let me refresh my memory on some A-maths equations!! See if I am remember!
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(Do not read the following if you have not studied trigonometry....under Additional Mathematics haha cause this may demoralise you or maybe may make your brain confuse!! Cause I seriously am confused now and trying to remember all the formulas haha)

cot x = 1/tan x or cos x/sin x
tan x = sin x/cos x
sec x = 1/cos x
cosec x = 1/sin x
(sin x)^2 + (cos x)^2 = 1
1 + (tan x)^2 = (sec x)^2
1 + (cot x)^2 = (cosec x)^2
cos(A+B) = cos A cos B - sin A sin B
cos(A-B) = cos A cos B + sin A sin B
sin(A+B) = sin A cos B + cos A sin B
sin(A-B) = sin A cos B - cos A sin B
tan(A+B) = (tan A + tan B)/(1 - tan A tan B)
tan(A-B) = (tan A - tan B)/(1 + tan A tan B)
sin 2A = 2sin A cos A
cos 2A= 2(cos A)^2 - 1
tan 2A= 2tan A / 1 - (tan A)^2
a cos x + b sin x = square root(a^2 + b^2) cos(x - y)
a cos x - b sin x = square root(a^2 + b^2) cos(x + y)
a sin x + b cos x = square root(a^2 + b^2) sin(x + y)
a sin x - b cos x = square root(a^2 + b^2) sin(x - y)
sin A + sin B = 2 sin(A+B / 2) cos(A-B / 2)
sin A - sin B = 2 cos(A+B / 2) sin(A-B / 2)
cos A + cos B = 2 cos(A+B / 2) cos(A-B / 2)
cos A - cos B = -2 sin(A+B / 2) sin(A-B / 2)

(That is the end, well not exactly but is the end of where I stopped reading of the chapter haha, teacher is just a little bit behind from where I stopped)
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Ok back to my post for today haha! Hmmm hmmm what should I post about? I have absolutely no idea. After trying to remember all those formula, my mind goes blank hehe. Ok never mind haha, I have no idea on what to post about since today is just school and normal lessons and furthermore, only those taking O' levels and the secondary 3s are in school, so boring boring!! All my cute lower secondary students not in school, boooo hoooo!! So basically just going to school to prepare for sec 4 haha.

Well tommorrow got chinese period and will I have 听写？ Tommorrow I shall find out haha. Everytime I take 听写, always score so badly de cause firstly my chinese is like sooooo pathetic and secondly, I cannot put in more chinese words into my brain otherwise it would explode haha. Got maths, science, aiyooyoyoyoyo!! My brain is full of stuff, cannot put in so many things. Ok nothing more to say about today and today is really really a very short post to update my blog haha. See ya guys!!

The start of the end of year holidays!!!

2009-10-30T14:08:00.002+08:00

WOOOOOOOOOO!!!! Mr Tan had just declared that it is the end of school today!!!!! BUT... ...nothing much to wooooo about haha, cause it is the official holiday date but it only applies to the sec 1 and 2. Hehe, so sad right? Know why? Cause the sec 3s have to go back to school next whole week for normal lessons like as if it is not holiday like that and that is called the "Forward track". Actually it started on 27 October already. Forward Track is to study for sec 4 topics earlier to prepare for O'levels haha. SIAN RIGHT???? But is for our own good so I guess it is fine!! Well for sec 1 and 2, they can party fully from today onwards le... ...but I still need to go to school haha.

Anyway today was the day that I also got back my report book! I roughly already calculated where I would be around as in my level and class ranking... ...so was not that anxious to see my report book. I know that I would be top 10 in class and my level ranking would be from 90-120... ...and I was right!! Haha... ...My results are so pathetic!! I just let my mum see it and she was pretty angry I think. She thinks that my results are terrible cause I did not get A1s for all subjects... ...haiz haiz and she does not care about any A2s, all she wants me to get is above 75! And I failed to achieve that so she is pretty upset I guess. I am also not that happy with my results, well not say not happy but just that I think I could have scored better haha. Will work even harder next year, especially O'levels. Haha O'levels is not something I want to screw up... ...cause since I have already screwed my PSLE. Haha. Oh well since I have already sit for all the exams this year, I shall tell only my level and class ranking. I am aiming to be better than what it is now... ...So here goes... ... ... ... ...is just so terrible haha:
First semester: Class ranking: 5/43 Level ranking: 104/266
Overall: Class ranking: 5/43 Level ranking: 94/266

Lousy right? Haha yea I know. But I cannot change it anymore. Whats done is done!!! Must only focus on the present le!! Concentrate to score better for O'levels haha. Lets just hope my mum is not that upset until she forbids me to play my Flyff anymore haha, cause i want to play a bit more before I start to study for my Common Test 1 on the second week when school reopens.

SEE!! Cry le!! Haha lousy results!!! No la, just kidding.

Ok today I shall only talk about Biology lesson(Last period of today) and after school stuff... ... and brief intro about in the morning. Lets start!!

Today!!! Didn't see Serena in the morning haha cause I had to supervise and take charge of the prize giving today again. Good thing i didn't do pledge today and had passed to Qing Xi to do haha, cause there were about 10 announcements to make and 1 speech and 2 prize giving speeches!! PHEW!!! Besides I did the last 2 days le! There was a period of time when I was free in the morning so I popped by 105 and 205's temporary classroom to see them before school closes for them(not for me) haha. The first person I see when I entered the classroom is I don't know who!!! HAHAHAHA!! Cause is one of the 205's girls whom I am not really that familiar with. But Terrence saw me and he shouted, "Tommy!!!" and next was Xin Tong's turn to do so. A bit weird when I entered the classroom cause I see lots of faces from 205 whom I don't know and they were staring at me like as if wondering why I was there haha. Lol. Talked with my dear 05s for a bit before I went out to continue with my duty of supervising the prize presentation.

Ok now lets talk about Biology, the last lesson. It was now Mrs Joseph teaching us during the Forward Track period and not Miss Aza cause Miss Aza was doing some other matter and was busy. Mrs Joseph loved to tell us a story everytime after her lesson was about to end. First story that she told was about her visit to a Mental Woodbridge, second story was about her experience with a cobra and third was a story of her teaching her students about the reproductive system... ...haha her stories were all so funny la!! We just couldn't stop laughing in her lesson. We, as in my classmates and I. I bet if you were there, you would laugh like crazy too!! Oh well I am not going to explain the stories because explaining it in words are not as funny as her actions and expressions when she was sharing her story haha. Well today while teaching Biology, Mrs Joseph told us that evolution is utter rubbish and that we should believe that we are created by God. She said that people who believe in evolution is not thinking properly because evolution is rubbish and that our human body system is so unique that we must be created by God! Only fools will say that they do not believe in God haha. Praise the Lord for Mrs Joseph haha!!!

KK next shall talk about my lunch time! When school ended, Si Ying smsed me to say that she is going to pon her CCM and wanted to eat lunch with me!! ORH HOR!!!! NAUGHTY HAR???? Pon CCM!!! Oh well since she wanted to eat with me lunch, I went lot 1 to eat with her lor. While eating, she kept asking me to slow down.... ....haiz I eat so fast meh? Normal speed for me though haha. Suddenly, her friend, Daryl(did I spell her name correctly?) called her and wanted to have lunch with her!! ORHHHHH!!!! Si Ying cannot eat with Daryl le cause she was already about to finish her meal and I was with her... ...Daryl suddenly wanted to talk to me so Si Ying passed her phone to me. I shouldn't have answered the phone la hahahha, was a grave mistake!! The moment I said, "Hello" on the phone, the response from Daryl was "WHY YOU SNATCH MY SI YING AWAY???... ..." Cannot remember the rest of what she said le haha. Haiz she was actually shouting over the phone at me sia... ...and not I snatched away Si Ying lor, is cause she asked me go eat ma... ...and if I know Daryl wanted to eat with Si Ying then I would have not eaten with her le haha!! Seee I so kind right?? Hehehehe!!! Just kidding.

Kk yea that is all I shall talk about today!! Nothing much to post about le!! Ok not true actually, is cause I want go Flyff so I keep short my post haha!! OH MAN!!! I still got school next week!! FORWARD TRACK!!! HAha. No one else have school next week, only the sec 3s, how sad!! I WILL MISS EVERYONE!!! Ok not everyone but all lower secondary students this year!! Lets list down some people, I am biased, shall not list down boys hahahhaa. I WILL MISS 105, SIS(SAMANTHA), XIN TONG, VERNICE, SIM SHUANG, CHERYL, CRYSTAL, JESSICA, DEBBIE, SERENA, SI YING, JIA QI, DELPHINE, AMANDA, CHARMAINE, AYAKA, ... ... I CANNOT REMEMBER ANYMORE HAHA, POOR MEMORY!!!!! AND MUI HAO LA!!! SINCE HE CLAIMS TO BE GIRL!!! HAHAHHAHAA!! Lol... ...I somehow don't remember much names until I see the person's face, haha.

Kk I go out of my blog le!! See ya guys!!! LOVE YA!!! Love me or not?? Joking only!! Haha.

Second day of forward track

2009-10-28T16:52:00.003+08:00

(Today's post is a little different, not talking about daily life like the previous days haha)

Flyff is having its weekly patch now so cannot play today haha. Its patch will end at 1am.. ..so today cannot touch Flyff. Oh well... ...at least this leaves me with some time to post today. Ok not really, I went to sleep after I came back from school today until 7 45pm haha. Slept for 2-4 hours I guess, don't really remember. Even though I am a 5 years, my memory is like 55 years old haha!! Just kidding.

Pamela just asked me on msn to do for her pledge taking tommorrow!! ARGH!!! Today when go to school, saw Zhao Wei, he then asked me to do pledge today. Then friday is my usual day to say pledge, and what??? Do thrice this week??? Why everybody loves to ask me to do pledge de??? How can like that??? Haha!! My life in the morning is so nice de, now make it so busy!! HAIYO!!! Seeee!!! I not exco also do pledge almost everyday, how can??? Must make me exco I don't care!!! Besides if the system was still top 7, I would already be in exco I think so... ...oh well don't really bother much about it le. Now is just O'levels baby!!! Haha O'levels!!! Just thinking about it makes my blood cold!! WOOOP!!! Mentioning about O'levels, teachers mention that our common test 1 will start on the second week of term 1... OH NOOOOOO!!! Means holidays cannot play and must study??? OH NOOOOO!!! My life is really becoming busy man!! Furthermore, teachers also mentioned that everyday after school next year, we would have to stay back to do timed practice and everyday would be a different subject!!! OH NOOOOO!!! I am beginning to feel the stress and pressure. Never mind!! I have my wonderful dear friends to support me and my family and most importantly, I have a dear dear close friend, like a Father to me, and He is God haha!! I can talk to him anytime anywhere.

Oh ya this morning was kinda surprising... ...today and yesterday early in the morning Mr Lee came to talk to me. Yesterday was that he asked me how did I do for my results. I told him the L1R5 that I got and he said not bad because I do not have higher mother tongue to help me and I still get that type of score. However, his not bad is just to encourage me I guess? Haha cause my L1R5 really is terrible. As for today morning, Mr Lee talked to me and he had already seen my results due to signing on the progress chart I think. He came to me and said, "Tommy!! You did pretty alright for your exams but you can still improve on it. Try scoring better!" Haha... ..so short statement right? Next he went to talk to Qing Xi beside me and said, "What happen to you? No time to study is it?" WOAH!!! Means Qing Xi got worse!! OH NOOOOO!!!! What happen to Qing Xi?? Haha speaking of Qing Xi, someone called him a gay on msn just now to me. HOHOHOHOHOOHO!!! I cannot imagine Qing Xi being a gay man!! Haha so funny. After which, Zhao Wei was beside Qing Xi and Mr Lee went to talk to Zhao Wei. Their conversation was the longest so I guess... ...haha yea!! I didn't hear what was their conversation though cause I walked away after that, don't know do what, I cannot remember!! SEEEEE, poor memory har? Haha.

Random photograph haha!!!

Before morning assembly today, went to school with Si Ying as usual since we were both taking LRT to school. Met Jia Qi at the MRT at lot 1 which is also the usual routine, unless my dad is in Singapore and then he fetches me to school. Today since I was free in the morning, I went to meet Serena in the foyer!! WOOOO!!! Today she came so early to school... ...as soon as I put my bag at 201 classroom(My classroom for forward track), she had already smsed me that she was arriving... ...hahahaha!!! 201 CLASSROOM NO AIR CON!!!! AND SO SMALL!!!!! AHHHHH!! Haha. Meaning I was hot la, not sexy that hot but hot. Ya haha. Talked and accomapanied her to 3A classroom which was a temporary classroom for 102 and 202. Stood outside the classroom, saw Wei Xiong, Clinton, Jia Qi and Si Ying in it haha. Haiz Wei Xiong and Clinton suddenly shouted my name, revealing that I was outside the classroom!!! AHHHH!!! Their voices were loud!! Hehe.

Oh ya these few days also I never go 105 classroom!! NOOOOOOOO!!! I miss my friends there!! I miss 105!!! But I don't know where is their classroom at haha and they have post exam activities so cannot really go visit them anyway!! Do 105 miss me??? Haha... ...that is an answer I may never know har? Haha. 105, MISS ME OR NOT???? Haha. I miss you guys so much!!! I MISS EVERYONE SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!! Haha. But next year I am going to be busy as well, haiz haiz... ... NO FAIR!!!!

Never mind, my spirit shall be with everyone even though I am not near them haha!!! And I mean everyone when I said everyone!! You know, everyone???? Haha

Tommorrow still got forward track, gonna last until end of next week I think, haiz haiz haha. Never mind, is preparation for O'levels. Tommorrow got timed practice too!! OH NOOOO!! I shall go study le haha, for literature!! Study study!!! See ya guys!! Love all of you!!! Brotherly love, sisterly love, friendship love, BGR love, aiya whatever love are there la haha!!

(BYEBYE!! I just realise I used lots of singlish today har? Never mind it makes me Singaporean haha. See ya!!)

My blog is seriously dead man!!

2009-10-26T09:25:00.007+08:00

WHEEEE!!! I am posting again. THese few days really I never post sia because I was either busy playing Flyff, or I was busy with something important. My results are seriously bad and I think I must really improve on them next year cause is my O'levels. AHHHHH!!! Well, I didn't post on Thursday because i was too lazy and wanted to fully prepare for camp on Friday. I participated in my school's secondary 1 councillor recruitment camp which lasted from Friday afternoon to Saturday afternoon. ... ... ...bla bla bla don't want to waste, lets start talking.

Thursday morning
I cannot really remember what happened on Thursday so I shall only talk about in the monring when I came to school, cause that is the only thing I can recall. I went to school, just nice when I was taking the announcements book, saw Mr Tan and he told me that the prize presentation would be in the school multi purpose hall. After which, I wanted to go prepare for the prize presentation but Mr Tan suddenly said, "Tommy! What happen to your History?" with a soft don't know what tone haha, not his usual high fierce tone haha. We talked about my History which I had flunk for EOY... ... I thought he would be angry or something cause I failed his history exam but instead he said something like, "Failure will make one feel the experience of failure" and thats about it haha.

Friday+Saturday
Went to school again, but this time I brought my normal school bag to school cause after school bazaar will have the sec 1 councillor camp. I was carrying my school bag with clothes and stuff inside instead will be staying overnight in school and a sleeping bag. Dad fetched me to school again. Took the announcement book and went to class... ..put down all my things and waited there cause could not go 105 due to everyone being busy preparing up their stalls for the bazaar. Even my class was empty, only Kester and Han Wei soon came and put down their bags as well. Kester also brought his "baggage" to school because he had his NPCC camp which lasted until Sunday. ARGH!!! Everyone was wearing half uniform, either with house tee or pe tee. I was like the only one who wore full uniform to school. NOT FAIR!!!! Cause I was doing pledge taking on every Friday and need to wear school tie so need to put on full uniform!!! NOT FAIR!!!! Why am I always doing pledge taking on days which are able to wear half uniform????? AHHHHH!!!

Oh well soon I went up to the hall to get ready for pledge duty. AND OH NOOO!!! At first the announcement book had no announcements at all and then suddenly, 3-4 teachers approached me to record an announcement each in the book and soon I got 4-5 announcements to make. ARGH!!! I thought I could slack off that day but I couldn't haha. Did the pldege, said the announcements. However while saying the announcement, the students were pretty noisy and were not quiet at all. I said, "Please maintain silence" twice and they finally kept quiet for me to finish saying the announcements haha. I dismissed them and off I went to Mr Siva to see my results for EOY and Overall, to check to see if they were correct. AHHHHH!!!! My results were terrible... ..pathetic!! Ok I shall not talk about my results, too lousy to mention hehe. After signing the paper to show that the results were correct, we went down to our stall and bazaar started... ...WOOOOO!!! But Friday morning was really a boring one, nothing much to do, so boring. Only the bazaar haha. It was not as fun as last year or the year before, cause this time was just bazaar. Last time had Bpian idol or interclass games together with the bazaar so was not as boring.

Since I wasn't helping out with my class's stall, it was pretty boring for me that day. Was walking around with Thomas, Kester and Marcus Chua. First we walked past the sec 1 stalls which were selling things that were not edible. I bought something from 105 since they kept on insisting that I must support them haha. I bought a ring which cost only 50 cents. The ring could only fit into my pinky finger lol. Went to 102 stall, only Clinton and Wei Xiong saw me though. Saw Serena, but she didn't see me. Marcus was saying something about her which I shall not reveal... ... hehehehehe!!!! Later Serena angry, I die!! Haha. Next we went to the canteen to visit the sec 2 stalls who were selling food and drinks. Bought noodles from the PSG group, drink from 2A or 2B(don't know which one haha) and ice pop from 204. WHEEEE!! After which, we did not go to the sec 3 class, cause all games de and we did not want to waste money on games. Haha. So we went up to class and slacked there for a while. After a few hours, when it was around 9 45am, we went down and took a look at our class' stall. WOW!! There were lots of people playing and lots of people getting wet!! Haha.

Charis was like saying, "Tommy!!! You are not wet at all, so dry!!". I was like BLECK!!! I turned around, talked to Thomas and Marcus. Suddenly, I heard Eileen's voice and then a water bomb hit my back, but did not burst and it fell to the ground. I was like " AHHHHH THE IMPACT SO strong!!", wanted to turn around and scold her but before i could even turn around, another water bomb landed near my waist and my butt and shirt all wet!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!! Charis threw it this time!!! NOOOOOOOOOO!!!! My precious pants and shirt... ...booo hooo!!! Haha. Ok bla bla bla... ...it was soon 10 30am and I had to go prepare and planned more about the games for the sec 1 councillor camp. Went into the archieve room with so strong air con. WOOOOO!!! We planned there and I was like the first one who finished planning my games. So I sort of closed my eyes and rested there. Si Ying by then had entered the room which she was actually not supposed to enter, but oh well, it was fine haha. Out of the blue, Si Ying was whispering to Wei Shi that I like that also can fall asleep!! HAHAHAHA!! I wasn't asleep yet so I could hear her. TOOO BAD SI YING!!!! Your whispering so loud!!! BLECK!!!!!

Bla bla bla, school ended and Si Ying went to buy lunch for all of the game masters of the camp cause we were not supposed to leave school as to prepare the games at certain areas of the school. When she was back, I thanked her for the food. She was like panting while carrying a bag of don't 6 packets of nasi lamak and 3 sweet talk(奶茶，红茶，绿茶）I actually don't drink tea de, but then milk tea sounds not so bad, so I tried it and the tea taste wasn't that much so I could still take it haha. I still owed Si Ying $3.50 haha. We did not want to eat in the canteen so we ate outside the archieve room. We sat down somewhere there on the floor and Rodericks at that time was don't know where so I was surrounded by girls. Haha. On my left was Si Ying. On my right was Shu Xian and Man Ling. At my front was Wei Shi and Amalina. GEEEE!!! Only boy lor. While eating, Jae Hyeong and Mui Hao walked past and they must be laughing deep inside themselves, "HAHAHAHA Tommy only boy!!!" Lol haa. While eating, I looked at Si Ying and she was throwing rice into the drain. LOL!!!! Forgot why she threw rice into the drain already. HAHAHAHA!!! Oh well, she was kind ya? Went out just to buy food and we did not even order drinks and she bought drinks, good good!! Thanks Si Ying!!

After eating, we went to the AVA room for a short briefing by Mr Hisham. The camp was about to commence. Bla bla My Hisham talked to the sec 1s, and off the students went to the respective game stations that they were supposed to go. I was in charge of "Confidence game". It was a super boring game but was a game to test the sec 1s' confidence level. Well 2 hours soon passed and we were done with the games for the first day. Next up was dinner I think, and I was also in charge of group 6.. ..not really supervising the student sin group 6 but supervising the ICs of group 6 who were Charmaine Phua and Mui Hao. They did not want to eat with Group 6 at first but I ordered them to eat with their group haha!! Ok la, not really ordered la, just telling nicely hehe. I went to eat with Group 6 too. The only person I know in group 6 was my "big" sister(Samantha)!! Haha. After dinner, the sec 1s were supposed to come up with a group name, a group flag and 3 new original cheers. That was around 6 30pm if I did not remember wrongly. Charmaine and Mui Hao were not helping the group because they kept on claiming that they were not supposed to help haha, instead they were playing "heart attack". LOL!!! People doing work and the ICs playing "heart attack". Hehe.

I joined in too(Slacking from my duties of supervising) haha. While playing,I asked them who were the better ones in the group that could be councillors, cause they were supposed to judge the students in group 6, together with me of course. They told me bla bla bla, cannot reveal, and I found out Clarrisa's name, from 104. The rest of the names I kinda forget, so only know sis and Clarrisa. Haha. Clarrisa east to remember cause sec 3s are learning Fahrenheit 451 and in the story has a girl whose name is Clarrise haha!!! So quite similar in a way. Charmaine played with Mui Hao arm wrestling too and Charmaine won!!! I can't believe it!!! Mui Hao, a boy lost to Charmaine.... ....!!! Mui Hao!!!! HOW CAN YOU LOSE TO A GIRL!!!!!! I thought maybe Charmaine was really strong and suddenly she also challenged me to play. WOAH!!! I never see a girl challenging me to play arm wrestling before. I wanted to test her strength for myself so I played with her but since she was a girl, I gave chance and I used 2 fingers while she used her whole hand. I played with her and she lost in less than 1 second. LOL!!!! Like any other girls, just when I thought she was so strong as she won Mui Hao. So must be Mui Hao really did not have much strength haha.

Ok I soon asked them to stop playing and we went to help group 6 out. I gave them some suggestions on decorating their flag and mascot... ...oh ya I forgot to mention, every group is required to decorate one person as a mascot of the group with the resources given. Haha. Soon, Miss Jessie Lee had to do something so she came to me and asked me to look after her handbag. It was a purple big handbag haha. I wanted to act like a girl and wanted to really look after her bag so I carried it like how most girls carried their handbags haha. Carrying on just one shoulder. After a while, Charmaine and Mui Hao don't know why started to decorate me instead of the mascot... ...put plastic bag round my face... ...want me to suffocate la, so bad right they all??? Bully me de... ...Si Ying also, even worse lor, she put plastic bag and tied somemore, really want me to die!! I looked like these:

They dressed me up!!! AHHH Looked stupid haha.

Me acting cute with Miss Lee' handbag!! Haha that was how I carry it.

OK bla bla, every group went to do their performance on stage from 8pm onwards. During the performance, Mui Hao was so lame, he should have laid on Chramaine lor, since they like boyfriend girlfriend like that haha. Instead he laid on my lap, LOL!!!! And he dirtied my pants!! ARGH!!!! After which, the students had free time until 11pm... ..11pm was lights off and no more noise and so the free time they could do whatever they wanted, to eat supper, to have a bath, to talk, whatever haha. THe game masters were given until 12am for the bedtime and the sec 2 councillors were given until 11 30pm. I ate 4-5 breads as my supper, cool right? I was just so hungry and I could eat more. Talked to Mui Hao and Jae Hyeong from 10 45pm until 11 30pm. At 11pm, the sec 1s were supposed to sleep so I went around asking them to. Other than for the girls who were sleeping on the third floor while the boys were on the first floor. I was too lazy to go up to the third floor haha. And usually boys were not that coorperative so girls should be no problem hehe. The boys had 2 rooms, one beside 3M1's temporary classroom and one at 3A's classroom. I first went to 3M1's temporary classroom and I went in, saying, "Lights off already!! I don't want hear noise!" Closed the door.

Mui Hao lying on me!! ARGH!!! Should be Charmaine!!!

As soon as I closed the door, there was noise, so I shouted outside the classroom, "I said no noise!!!!" And woah!! They really listened sia, total silence le, not even one bit of whispering. Haha. Next I went to the second boys' room of 3A's classroom, I said the same thing. Went back to chat with Jae Hyeong and Mui Hao afterwards. Soon it was 11 30pm, and the sec 2 councillors, both boys and girls, went back to their respective sleeping rooms. I went to do something else and around 11 45pm, I went to check on the sec 2 male councillors to see if they were sleeping or not. From my room which was the NCC room that I was sleeping in, I saw that the sec 2 male councillors' room lights were on. I wanted to go there and shout but then as if I went into the room, they were asleep, at least they were pretending to sleep and not making noise so I just switched off the lights and went back to prepare to sleep myself haha. At about 12+am, I soon fell asleep. Woke up at 3 25am... ...cause Rodericks and Qi Kai were making so much noise until I myself woke up haha. And somemore the floor so bloody hard and my neck hurt so couldn't sleep much too. And besides had to wake up at 3 50am to prepare for the second day games already so it was fine. Woke up at 3 25am, went to brush teeth, whatever haha.

Zhao Wei was helping out with my game. Second day, my game was fun, it was a water game where I could splash the sec 1s, WOOOOOO!!! Haha. But the setting up of the game was very difficult, had Qi Kai, Jasper, Rodericks to help out. Need 2 chairs, 4 canteen benches, 8 canvas, 2 rolls of masking tape and lots of rafia string(did I spell it correctly??) Haha. We completed setting up the game in 1 hour+ when the sec 1s were starting to have their breakfast. Hehe... ...see how long that took??? SO good lor the sec 1s, can wake up at 6am, I need wake up at 3+am... ....NOOOOO FAIRRRRR!!!!! Had only 3 hours of sleep. I went to eat breakfast with my group members and Charmaine and Mui Hao again. After which, Zhao Wei and I went to where out game was, at the basketball court behing the indoor sports hall and the first group soon came to our station. Zhao Wei was kinda lame, doing his welcome speech to the station and he just left every explanation to me afterwards haha. Oh well I explained the game and we played le, shall not talk about the game, otherwise this post is really going to be very very long haha. During the game, Zhao Wei and I took turns to splash water onto the sec 1s hahaha. There was a time when Zhao Wei introduced the groups to the game and he said that I was his assistant when he was actually my assistant for the game hahaha.

At around 10 30am, it was the last group to play my game. Haha. And the group was my group, group 6!!! THEY WERE GOING TO DIE!!! Cause last group meant we would finish splashing the whole 3 pails onto them!!! HAHAHHA!! I think the second or third person to play the game was sis!! Haha. After she failed, I splashed 50% of water in one pail onto her, she was sooooo soaking wet!!! HEHEHEHE!!! And she was like making the angry but joking sound effect and giving that don't know what face to me... ...I was also playing a fool and showed her my shirt and said, "Seeee I still so dry!!!" Hahahaha. At 11am, the game soon ended and we walked back to the AVA room for a short talk by Mr Tom Chan and Mr Hisham. Sis started to squish me and make my sleeve wet by placing her hands on it haha after touching her own wet tee. After entering the air con AVA room, Zhao Wei told me that we needed to clear up our game so I went out of the room again and we went to pack up... ..packing up was also so very difficult la, must carry all the benches back into the canteen, wait for canvas to dry then folding them up bla bla bla... ...After doing so, everyone had lunch.

The sec 1s then proceeded back to the AVA room to have their last workshop of the day. I went back there and Mui Hao asked me to sit with him at a table with 2 empty seats somewhere in the middle of the whole AVA room, in the center where all sec 1s were surrounding us while Mr Tom Chan was talking to them. When I entered the room from the back door, everyone Sec 2 councillors in it were sort of sleeping and Mui hao and I, when settled down at the center of the room where 2 empty chairs were, we took out our specs and BOOOOOM!!! I laid on the table and also slept haha!! Before we could even fall asleep, Charmaine woke us up after about 15min and we went out of the AVA room where Mr Hisham told us that we needed to pack our stuff.

SO bla bla bla, camp was soon over and everyone went back home haha!!

Saturday's basketball
Went home to sleep for about 2 hours and woke up at 5 30pm. Haha. Cause at 6pm, Benhardi and Victor were coming my house to play basketball. WOAH!!! I seriously was already tired since had only 3 hours of sleep + 2 hours after camp... ...and had to play basketball from 6pm to 8pm...I did not want to last minute cancel the basketball game so I just played lor. We just randomly played shooting, just get the ball and shoot and shoot for about 30mintues. After which, we played match haha. First was I and Benhardi teaming up againist Victor, we won him 7-1. Haha. Kinda expected when Victor was soloing. Next, Victor started complaining so it was my turn to solo. Benhardi and Victor teamed up against me... ...very tiring de la, soloing!!! Somehow it was super tiring cause I need to guard two persons and then prevent them to score haha. However I won them 7-5. WHEEEEE!!! SO proud of myself hahaa, Victor and Benhardi were like saying, "AAA HOW???!!! PAthetic la, 2 person still lose!!!". Haha. We had water break afterwards. Just a short one of like 15min maybe?

Cute right? The cat saying "YES!" Hahahaha!!

Benhardi was still kinda tired so he sat down and drank his water, slowly drinking haha. Victor and I continued to play, but did not play 1vs1. We played the "ABC" game??? Where by both of us stood along the semi-circle line to shoot into the ring, after that 3 pointers, then 2 pointers and then over to the opponent's side. Must make one round in order to win. And if air ball, must move back one step, something like that haha, don't really know how to explain. I completed one round and the whole game, Victor still had not completed 50% of the game lol!! Haha. Benhardi was like laughing at Victor and Victor was devastated haha. The last 25 min or so before 8pm, we played our last match. By then a lot of people were watching outside the court cause they were playing soccer at 8pm, after my booking hours were up. Benhardi and Victor teamed up again since they lost to me during our first match. Hahahaa!! This time people were watching... ...got more pressure haha. I scored the first 3 points haha, so was leading 3-0. Victor and Benhardi were saying, "NO face liao la... ...2v1 still losing until like that. Serious liao, we serious liao!!" Haha, so funny!

Their seriousness like not much difference de haha!! I still scored the next 3 points, so was leading 6-0. One more point and I would win the match with them scoring no points haha. But... ..I was super tired already, panting like crazy haha. Cause scoring 6 points against 2 person is not easy!!! My stamina was running out and they scored 2 points after my 6 points haha, but was still leading 6-2. AHHHHH!!!! I thought they would going to catch up cause i was really out of breath, but somehow I took the nineth point haha!! I scored the final one and won the match of 7-2. WHEEEEE!!! So very proud of myself haha!! This week will be back to tennis again and not basketball. Basketball is only once in a while haha. So after winning that match, Benhardi and Victor went back home while I just walked back to my block!! Haha basketball was over!!! I could sleep again after dinner!! WOOOOOO!!! I slept at 9 45pm. Haha

Sunday
Went to church. Yesterday's service was good!! Thank God for the wonderful message!! Thank God for using Pastor Jason!! WOOO WOOO!!! Haha but was a bit tired during the service cause I did not have enough sleep. After the service, I went to the foyer area and sat down like I usually always did every Sunday. Sis(Samantha) soon came to me and sat beside me. Haha we were talking about camp...about Clarrisa, about Serena!! Haha. After 5min, her parents were standing on my left... ..woooo!! I didn't realise haha until sis told me. Sis's mum talked to me and sis told her mum that I sprayed water at her during camp and her mum replied, "He throw you water, you throw him fire la"!!! Haha very funny. I talked to her mum for a while, we were talking about sis's results and I was asked to give advices to sis.!!! AHHHH!!! How to give advices?? Haha I am totally clueless. And sis said that I talked like as if I was a teacher hehehehe!! I could be one next time, a mathematics teacher!! LOL but I think I don't want to be a teacher haha. Bla bla bla...thats about it for Sunday. Went home and played Flyff whole day until 11 45pm.

(OK!!! I have come to the end of my post today!!! Hahahaha very long har???? TOO BAD!!! Cause I never update for so long so must be LONG!!! Kk see ya guys!!!!)

The first day of EOY results

2009-10-21T16:03:00.003+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! Today was the day when my mood was spoilt haha. Today was the first day that BPGHS are giving us back our EOY exam scripts.... ....DIE!!! Tommorrow is the second day. Oh well, lets talk a quick thing that happened today in the morning of school... ...Cause i want to play Flyff again haha.

Went to school, dad fetched me again and everytime before I alighted from the car, he would always tell me, "Must eat rice ar." I also don't know why he made that statement..haha, he said something about growing age must eat rice??? HMM HMM?? Hehe. Reached school at around 6 40am, early right? HAHAHA I know, but oh well today's traffic wasn't that heavy so reached school earlier than usual by a little. Went up to class, saw Xue Yi packing her locker, waited outside for the auntie to don't know when come and unlock the classroom doors... ...after a while Zhao Wei came to school and I was surprised that he was doing pledge haha!! I thought he never do pledge de due to phobia or something but I was wrong!! Soon, I receieved an sms from Serena, saying that she was about to reach school again so off I went to the foyer.

Met her at the foyer, saw her father's car when I just turned back from the general office. She was like carrying so many things, her school bag, two plastic bags of don't know what haha and one box filled with also don't know what for the bazaar.. ..wanted to help her carry but then don't know why my mouth was sealed about that matter and I didn't said anything about helping her carry. BOOOO HOOOO!!! Haha. We talked as I accompanied her to her classroom again. Good thing Xin Tong came to school 2 min earlier than Serena did haha, then she wouldn't say things again!! HOHOHOHO!!! Oh well followed Serena to her class and she asked me to wait outside for a while. Didn't know what she wanted me to wait for so I just waited lor. She don't know do what in her classroom and she was out again in 1min. Saw Sabrina at the classroom back door I think, at least I think it was her haha, not too sure cause I only see her face through the yearbook.

Serena was so mysterious and suspicious out of the blue haha. Cause she asked me to move closer to her and she seemed to be hiding something behind her back. For a while, she turned and smiled to Sabrina which creates a mysterious aura round her haha. Just kidding!! She soon revealed what was in her hands and WOOOOOO!!! It was something for me...awww how sweet har? Haha. Well I thanked her for it and I went back to my class to put it into my bag... ...didn't open it yet cause I wanted to go 05 next, so I only opened it during my recess. Well, went to 105 classroom after that and sat at place, talking to Terrence, Xin Tong and Vernice. Soon sis sis came to school and told ther class to arrange the tables back to the original positions so I helped out a little as well, since i got nothing better to do haha. After all that was done, I sat at Ahmad's seat who had not come to school yet so it was made available for me. Hehe. Talked to Xin Tong and Vernice for a bit and when Ahmad came to school, it was about time for morning assembly already so I went out of 105 to the first floor for gate duty and supervising Jasper for the raising of the singapore flag haha.

(Before reading the following, please take note. What is lousy to me may not be lousy to you haha!! BLECK!!!!!!)

Morning assembly ended and off I went to the hall... ...bla bla bla... ...first exam script was returned to us!!! NOOOOOO!!! It was time for horrible results haha!! First paper that we got back was Social Studies and ARGH!!! What rubbish results did I get??? I couldn't believe I scored so badly... ...ok not really, I believe Haha!! It was seriously pathetic results... ...But I was kinda expecting it cause I am not good in Humanities subjects at all haha. Even Kester got better than me haha... ...Next paper was Elementary Mathematics. It kinda ruined my mood too though I had already predicted my marks before getting back the paper. I predicted I had 8 marks careless cause due to misreading a question, and really I had 8 marks careless... ... ARGH!!! CRAP!!! I did so badly... ...OH NOOOOOOO!!!!! Thomas wanted to compare with me but he didn't asked me my marks cause he already knew it from someone and had lost to me so he had nothing to boast about, hahahahahha!!! After E-maths, it was recess time!!!!!

Ok la, not really recess time but 30min before recess time. So the sec 3s had 30min free time before our recess started. I had nothing to do so I went down the the second floor to see my 105s again!! Haha. I went into class and was disappointed, so few people were inside haha. Saw Putra and gang so went there to sit with them and talked for a bit about the results we got back so far. I told them my marks and Putra had like no reaction to my E-maths but was laughing at my Social Studies results!!! I know I did badly, he still laughed at me hahahaha!!! I bid them farewell and went out of their class. Saw sis(Samantha) and Wee Chuan standing TOGETHER, their backs were facing me and Xin Tong and Vernice were 50m away from them I guess?? Haha. I went behind and in between Wee Chuan and sis and shouted, "BOOOOOOOOO!!!!!" at sis but then she was not affected de.... ....yeeeeee errrrrrr!!! So not fun haha. Sis turned around and saw that it was me and started to whack me!! LOL!!! Haha. Talked with them a bit and they soon went down to the assembly area after their recess ended.

Blabla, it was my turn to go for recess, and bla bla recess soon ended. Next paper that we got back was Chinese!! AND WOOOOO!!! I didn't fail my Chinese, I PASSED!!! Hahahaha... ...Was very happy!! But how much did I pass, I shall not tell you!! Very bad too though!! It was super bad and was expected results as well. I lost to Marcus in Chinese, argh!! I always lose to him in languages... ...but I bet English tommorrow I will win haha. Ok next paper was Chemistry!!! AHHHHH!!! I was pretty nervous about it because Thomas wanted to compare with me again and I wanted badly for an A1... ...I got back my section A, B and C... ...just by looking at Section B, my heart sank and it hurt so bad... ...I scored so pathetic-ly!!! NOOOOOOO!!!!! I couldn't believe I scored so low for my Section B!!! So pathetic!! I double checked my marks for Section B cause i just couldn't believe... ...MY face really looked so depressed that when Thomas calculated his marks, he was rejoicing cause he thought that I scored really bad since I looked so sad. I calculated my marks and then... .... ...WOOOOOOO!!!! I found out that teacher forgot to add the last 2 pages, marks... ...I add 9 marks to my results... WOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!! Thomas' face immediately changed after my marks was finalised cause he lost to me again!!!!! TOOOO BADDDDD Thomas!!! But Chemistry still I think, my results are not good enough.

Ok next paper was History and it was badly done too!! Don't want to talk about it, so so so badly done!! Haha. thats all I will say about it. Last paper of the day was Full Literature- Midsummer night's dream paper. Tommorrow still got second lit paper since I am full lit student. Ok today's lit paper I shall say I did pretty well because I never scored such marks before. At first before getting back the paper, I was like telling Kester, "TIME TO BE MENTALLY PREPARED!!!!" But when I got back my papers, I couldn't believe it!! WOOOOOHOOOOO!!! I did pretty well for my first lit paper. Well but being a humble 5 years old boy haha, I did not boast. I just kept it within my close friends and myself.

Kk then was the end of checking scripts today... ...Tommorrow shall be A-maths, second lit paper, Biology and English. OH NOOOOO!!! I only have confidence in my A-maths haha. Ok this is the end of my post... ...shall go play Flyff le I guess?? haha... ..See ya guys!! Is this post short??? Hmm hmm???? Hehe.

Tennis match today

2009-10-20T18:49:00.005+08:00

Haha I know it is after the exams and I am not posting like how I always post, like almost everyday haha. Cause now my mum's heart was suddenly softened so had been spending my time playing Flyff... ...an online 3D game, like Maple, just that Maple is 2D and Flyff is so much much more more fun!! Haha. I shall talk abouy Flyff, when I am about done with this post haha. First lets talk about my tennis today.

I just finished my tennis match today with my church mate, Yu Fei from 4 30pm- 6 30pm. We were supposed to start at 4pm but then Yu Fei had some booking of soccer court to do at don't know where haha, so he came half an hour late. Oh well.. ...I was happily playing Flyff while waiting for him to come to my house. When he smsed me, I went down and met him near the entrance of my condo and off we went to play tennis. I was full of motivation to win against him haha, cause the last time we played, I lost to him terribly cause that was really close to when I was deproving in my tennis skills. Today, I was all ready to win him. We played the first match(6 games of 4 points each). First point is counted as 15. 0 point is called "love". Second point is 30, and third is 40. If both hit 40, then it is called duce. Then you will know what happen. After that, a game is won by someone, and yea a match is made up of 6 such games.

The first game, I played and oh MY GOODNESS!! I didn't warm out properly, I lost to him in the first game of love points. Never scored a single thing while he scored all 4. GEEEE... ...terrible!!! And first game was me serving. ARGH!!! Second game he was serving and I was like "Die DIe DIe!!!" cause service game(the game then one serve) is usually when you win and I lost my first service game, AHHHH!!! However, as we played, second game i won!! WOOOO HOOOO!!!! We played 8 games, I lose-win-lose-win-lose-win-lose-win. Haha we were now at 4-4. Tie. And it was my turn to serve again. We lost all our 4 four service games which was really very very weird haha. But the winning is very weird too... ..we were like ducing don't know how many times, then win the game. It was really a close fight and I enjoyed it haha!! He made me run about the whole court, woooo!! Ok sounds wrong, not because i was running around the whole court that I enjoyed, is I enjoyed the thrill in today's tennis match haha.

However when we finished the 8th game, my stamina was really low... ...and I could no longer take it haha. Ok exaggerating, I could take it but could not play as well as before again. So in the end, I lost the next 2 games, and the score of the match became 4-6... ...with me still getting only 4 games. BOOO HOOO!!! I lost once again!!! And we took 2 hours just to play a match, long har??? Seeeee!! 2 hours non-stop!! How can?? Sure die one haha!! For me la... ... Ok la not exactly 2 hours but maybe 1 hour and 45 minutes? Oh well, I lost to Yu Fei again and he is the only person I ever lost to... ...other than my coach last time who teached me of course haha. We talked as we ended our tennis today, he went to my condo's toilet and took a quick refreshing shower, haha. As we were walking past the swimming pool to the toilet, we say Anutie Jenny, her husband, Geyland and Raynor haha!! They were all swimming. Luzerene was still in school I think. Not too sure, from what Geyland said haha.

Ok Yu Fei had his shower and off he went to church for Bible Study. I was being very lazy and I rejected his offer of following him for the Bible Study and here I am posting, lol haha. Kk at first I planned to talk about last Saturday's event too but then I want to play Flyff again haha so keeping my post short short... YUP YUP!!!

Ok before I end, let me talk a brief introduction about Flyff. Firstly it rocks!! Lol haha. Secondly, is better than Maple. However there is a twist to it, it is much much much much harder to level than Maple Story and you are unable to buy the "acash" in Flyff unlike Maple so no 2X exp for you haha. Unless you use in game money to buy from other players hehe but they are very expensive ya? Flyff is 3D, characters are way cuter... ...and is very similar to Maple. If you are the type of guy who likes leveling only, then Flyff is no good cause it is super hard to level. Haha. Well but on the whole, Flyff is super duper fun and I would be playing it for the rest of this year I think if my mum allows. I won't be playing Maple anymore this year.

You can download the game at http://flyff.gpotato.com. If you are playing too, let me know haha... ...then can join me in the game. My server is "Mia". My character's names are Babybones, Babybabybones, Babyboney. Add me at any one, I don't know which will I be playing haha. Well have fun guys!! See ya!!

EXAMS ARE OVER!!!!! NO MORE THIS YEAR!!!!

2009-10-16T16:21:00.004+08:00

WHEEEE!!! The end-of-year examinations are finally over!!! Can party and have fun le!! WOOO HOOOO!!!! Haha. It was over yesterday though...just that I too lazy to post yesterday after the exams. Somehow I just can't wait for next Wednesday to come... ...I want to know all of my results, even though they might be terrible, I do not mind, I am just being curious over how well or how badly I scored. Haha. Anyway lets talk about today, shall we? It had been a long time since I last posted..

Today is basically a day of wasting time!! Just come to school to play soccer and did almost nothing else... ..haiz haiz. Today was the post-exam activites and for the sec 3s, we were supposed to play soccer. Inter-class soccer. Haha. Oh well, no choice is still a school day and I cannot pon school without valid reason so just went to school lor. And since my dad is already back in Singapore, he fetched me to school!! YAY!!! In the car, my dad always asks me why I sms in the morning haha... ... I just told him talking to sec 1 and 2... ...don't want say is girl, later wait he tells my mum and then my mum will go on and on and on!! Haha. Anyway reached school, and I went to the general office to talk the announcement book since I was the one to do pledge taking today. Checked the book, no announcements, signed in and went up to class. Put bag down and went off to 105 WHEEE!!! Last few days go 105 not so fun cause was studying for exams in their class, but now... ...EXAMS ARE OVER!!!!! Haha so can relax and have a free of mind there. The first person I saw was... ...HAIZ WHO DID I SEE??? I don't remember!!! Oh oh oh!! Is Samantha, my dear sister who loves to touch my head or pat my head... ...

Haha talked to her about 2min I think and Serena smsed me le, saying that she was about to reach school. I asked her to help me look after my announcement book and school tie while I went down to the foyer to meet Serena! Sis suddenly got a little high, forgot what she said but I went out of the classroom le. I walked to the foyer area and saw Serena's car... ...I mean her dad's car. Then talked to her while we went up to her class. Before that, met Putra on the first floor, he was taking a few pieces of toilet paper from the first floor's washroom...cause second floor don't have I think. Bided farewell to Serena as she entered her class and went with Putra back to 105. Hehe. Went back and sis was GONE!!! She left my announcement book and tie on Terrence's table though. SHE WAS GONE!!!! Lol. Never tell me she would be gone. She was at the assembly area gathering there for band meeting I think, cause saw Zhi Yan and Miss Aza there. I went over to Xin Tong, Joanna, Cheryl, Brandon, Ahmad and Terrence were after taking the announcement book and my tie. Don't know what they were doing sia... ...don't know write what what thing in the student's handbook. Haha. After which, PUTRA!!!! I will kill HIM!!! Haha. He said to them, "You know, I saw Tommy just now walking with Serena!" And they were like, "OOOOOOOOOOO!!!!" ... ... ... ...DOTS!! Haha.

Terrence was saying, "Flirt!" haha, cause he sees me with girls a lot of times!! Well is true, nothing to hide... ...but I wasn't flirting!!!! Since he was joking, I also joked with him. Xin Tong had her back facing me and so I pointed to her and told Terrence, "My next target!!" Haha. Lol. He then replied, "I dare you to tell her in person." HEHEHE good thing Xin Tong didn't hear that!! Oh well it was all just a joke. Putra went to sit beside Terrence after saying that statement of me walking with Serena. He was asking my if I wanted to drink red bull... ...LOL. Isn't red bull alcoholic?? Hmm hmm I don't know but I don't drink such drink haha!! Later I really become a bull, howwww???? Haha. Talked to them for a while and then at 7 15am, I went out of 105 classroom to go to the hall to prepare for my pledge taking. I stood at the fourth floor, just outside the hall and looking down to the flag pole area. Saw Charmaine Phua and (????)-I forgot his name-tying the flag to the poles, haha. They didn't see me until they pulled the flag up to the top cause they would look up de ma. Then Charmaine was the first one who saw me hehe and told (?????) and a mysterious person writing something on the rocky rough platform where morning assembly was usually held(Don't know whats that called).

She was like saying, "Where where?" after Charmaine told her that I was on the fourth floor and I recognised the voice immediately when I heard it. She soon looked up and I was right!! It was really her!! Haha. She was Si Ying!! Didn't know who was she at first cause cannot really see since she was bending down to write something and I was exactly just above her on the fourth floor. Just that my eye was itchy and I went to rub it. OH NOOOO!!! Grave mistake!! I was wearing contact lenses, so guess what happened??? Can guess right? Answer so obvious... ...but if you think it fell off from my eye, you are so wrong!!! HAHHAHA!! I didn't fall off my eye but instead it came off from my pupil and was stuck somewhere above the pupil so I couldn't see with my left eye anymore and I could feel an irritating feeling in my left eye. I was only able to see with my right eye. My left eye's vision was totally gone!! And that happened 7min before everyone were to gather in the hall to prepare for morning assembly. DIE!!!! I was so dead, I couldn't see well!! Somemore Si Ying passed me a paper that was announcements for today!! OH DEAR!!! Si Ying and I went to 3T1 classroom cause I wanted Qing Xi to sub me for pledge taking. At first he refused but I told me my contacts was not in the right position, he went to help me do pledge while I went to the washroom to adjust my contacts. Haha

When I was done, I went back to the hall, and Qing Xi passed to me something, to find some people to do a survey. Today was the most unique morning assembly for me sia!! I was walking up and down the school hall... ...HAHAHHA while others were sitted down. Oh well THANKS Qing Xi!!! Morning assembly soon ended and it was soccer's time. Marcus, Zhao Wei, Kester, Thomas and I went to the indoor sports hall, ok not really all together but before our match at around 9 45am, we were already together in the indoor sports hall since it was raining and there was no way we could play under tha heavy rain. Oh well, from morning assembly to 9 45am, we had lots of time so we slacked while watching other classes play before it was finally our turn!! DAMN!! We were playing when the lower secondary were having their recess. YEEEE!! My soccer is horrendous man!! And the lower secondary saw me playing soccer!! NOOOOOO!!!! So embarrassing, not being able to know how to play soccer, haiz haiz. I don't like soccer and I hardly play it anyway, haiz haha. I missed a ball during the match too, ARGH!!! It was a 7min match only I think, and my team lost, WOOO!! Lol. We lost 1-0 to 3P1. Haha. At least didn't lose until so badly. Only just one goal. Hehe.

Ok bla bla, after that was our recess, we stayed in class and around 11+am, we went up to the hall to support the girls in handball cause they were in the semi-final. Did not want to look at soccer le, so very boring!! Went up, and I sat on a chair while my friends sat on the stairs. Hahaha... ...cause there was only one seat available and I got to it first. However, soon later, Jessica Chua was one of the handball's referee I think, not too sure, came over and wanted to sit on the chair I sat on... ...WHERE GOT LIKE THAT DE??? I refused to give her and she could lift me up with me sitting on it!! ARGH!! That was only the first time, the second time was she flipped me!! BOOO HOOOO!!! JIE JIE SAMANTHA!!! SHE BULLY ME!!!!! Haha... ...No LOLLIPOP FOR JESSICA!!! HUMPH!!! The girls lost though in the end, I mean my class girls... ...So next up, bla bla.... ...school ended and I went off to the foyer as we were supposed to have a council meeting there at 12 30pm. Saw Vernice, Xin Tong, Cheryl there, the rest I couldn't really remember who I saw haha. Oh well, soon Rui Feng said to assemble in the cafeteria so off I went there with some of my dear sec 2 MALE councilors haha. On the way there, saw Serena(was going to Clementi Town for her third language I think), waved at her and then while walking to the cafeteria, Bharat and Sukruth were trying to trip me, LOL while Jae Hyeong was putting his arms around me!!! AHHHHHHH!!!! And they were talking about my bad soccer skills!! Haiz haiz no fair!!!! Why was it not inter-class tennis competition? haha.

Anyway had meeting and then had free lunch by Mr Tom Chan!! OH YEA!!! Tom(teacher) treating Tom(me)!! WOOOHOOOO!! Ate with the excos and Ting Fang at the study area. Next, went up to 3M1 cause that was where we were supposed to be for our bazzar preparation, haiz!! I wanted to go home but cannot!! SADED!!! Ok it soon ended at 3pm and off I went home with Marcus Chua. Fast forward.. ..fast forward, I don't want to post le, hands tired for today haha!!

And tommorrow I am playing tennis again!!! WOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! One week never play le and I MISS IT A A A LOTTTTT!!!!! Can't wait for tommorrow to come!! Haha... ..but from 1pm-5 30pm I would be a lot 1 to help out in a registeration booth for the walkathon thing!! So anyone go lot 1 at the period of time will see me there!! HAHAHA!!!

Kk got to go!! See ya guys and will my blog be revived???? HMM HMM?? IT's dead!!!!! Byebye!!!

Structure of a heart

2009-10-09T20:57:00.003+08:00

Hello guys!! I said I would not post and yea I kept my word. Today's post is not considered a post haha cause I am writing about Biology. In a way, I am testing myself with the book closed on the structure of the heart haha. Well here goes... Lets see if I am able to remember correctly without the help of the book haha.

Deoxygenated blood from the neck, head and arms will flow from the Anterior Vena Cava into the right atrium of the heart. The Posterior Vena Cava will collect deoxygenated blood from the renal veins of the kidney and hepatic veins of the liver and the blood will also flow into the right atrium. The blood pressure in the right atrium is now higher than the blood pressure in the right ventricle, thus causing the tricuspid valve to open. The tricuspid valve has 3 flaps which are attached to the right ventricle by Chordae Tendineae. They point downwards to allow easy blood flow from the right atrium into the right ventricle. Since blood has flowed from the right atrium into the right ventricle, blood pressure in the right ventricle is now higher than the right atrium, thus causing the tricuspid valve to close to prevent backflow of blood into the right atrium. The higher blood pressure in the right ventricle also causes the semi-lunar valve of the pulmonary arch to open. Blood then flows into the pulmonary arch and the semi-lunar vale then closes, preventing backflow of blood into the right ventricle. The pulmonary arch leaves the heart and divides into two pulmonary arteries, each leading to each lung.

The blood pressure is lower in the aorta nearer to the lungs than when it was leaving the heart. This allows sufficient time for gaseous exchange and for the blood to be well oxygenated. The oxygenated blood is then transported by pulmonary veins into the left atrium. The left atrium now has a higher blood pressure than the left ventricle, thus forcing open the bicuspid valve. The bicuspid valve has 2 flaps and its structure and function is similar to the tricuspid valve. Blood flows into the left ventricle and the blood pressure is not higher in the left ventricle, thus causing the bicuspid valve to close, preventing backflow of blood into the left atrium. The high blood pressure in the left ventricle also causes the semi-lunar valve in the aortic arch to open, allowing blood to flow into it. It then closes and prevent backflow of blood into the left ventricle. The aortic arch split into 2 parts, one is the artery to the head, neck and arm. The other is that the aortic arch curls backwards to the left side of the heart and continues posteriorly as the dorsal aorta. The dorsal aorta distributes oxygenated blood through the arteries to the stomach and intestines, through the renal arteries to the kidney and through the hepatic artery to the liver and arteries to other parts of the body. Also, two small ateries called the coronary ateries emerge from the aortic arch to provide nutrients and oxygen to the heart muscles.

Ventricular Systole is the process when the ventricles contract and Ventricular Diastole is the process when the ventricles relax, 1 Ventricular Systole and 1 Ventricular Diastole forms a heatbeat. A normal heatrate is 0.8 sec per beat.

Ok that is just all about the structure of the heart. Ok thats all!! KK see ya!!

The end of Social Studies

2009-10-05T17:55:00.002+08:00

Hello people, it has been a few days since I last posted but I have decided that today I shall not post again until the end of exams for this year. I think I won't not have enough time to study last minute like for my previous exams so I think I shall study what I can, bit by bit before exams next week start. Oh well, anyway today was Social studies and it was horrible. I couldn't finish the paper, I am so so dead. Oh well, I think I can pass it though. ... ...Ok thats all I am going to say for today, my next post would be next Thursday, or next Friday. Kk see ya people!! Good luck for your upcoming EOY!!! God bless!!

Ok... ..time for my blog to hibernate I guess???

2009-09-30T18:50:00.002+08:00

Haha I'm back to post one last post until next Monday. Because tommorrow I'm having English EOY, Friday Chinese EOY and Monday Social Studies EOY. Just like any exams days, you woulnd't find me to be posting, well maybe once or twice but rarely. So yea today will be a short post again telling you guys I won't be active on my blog for these few days, hohoho!!! Good luck for all your exams!!! I will work hard on my part too!!! Haha. Kk see ya guys!!

The day I rush to school

2009-09-28T14:20:00.003+08:00

WOOOOOHOOOOO!!! Today is a very very very hectic day for me in the morning haha. The night before I had forgotten to do something and thus cause the hectic day of today. That was the first time I ever forget to do such a thing man...!! I forgot to acitvate the alarm clock on my phone before I slept on Sunday... ...OH NOOOOOOO!!! So you should be able to guess what happened today le ba??? If you can't guess, I seriously will have nothing to say haha.

I woke up from bed, and my room was sort of lighted a bit. As in there was a ray of light shinning into my room from outside the window. I KNEW SOMETHING WAS WRONG LE!!!!! AHHHHHH!!! Because everytime I wake up, the room would be totally dark and not a single bit of light at all!! I jumped out of my bed and my watch says, "6 45am". AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! 6 45am!!!!!!!! I usually wake up at 5 45am everyday.. and I woke up 1 hour later today!!! NOOOOO!!! I thought to myself, "Even if I rush to school and take a cab, most probably I will be late so... ...AIYA!!! Don't go to school la!!" and off I went to pop onto my bed again. However, exactly after 10 seconds, I jumped out of bed again, because I just remembered that I had History Timed Practice today and I might get to play basketball for PE. And I didn't want to miss my History Timed Practice so I had decided to go to school even though I would be late and get scolding from Mr Tan but I tried my best to be on time for school. I quickly went into the master bedroom and switched on the heater while saying, "DIE DIE DIE DIE!!!!" to wake my mum up at the same time haha. My mum got up and I told her to call a taxi and prepare my water bottle.

I think I looked like this? Haha.

Usually I would have my bath first and then brush my teeth and wash my face but since today I woke up late and had just switched on the heater only, I went to brush my teeth and wash my face first after switching on the heater. I did it real quickly, I was rushing through the whole process hehehe. Before brushing my teeth, I had already switched on my handphone. After brushing my teeth, I quickly checked my phone cause I knew that I would have messages cause I woke up so late... ...and true enough I had messages haha. I apologised to Si Ying because I kept her waiting at the LRT I think and I apologised to Serena because I cannot meet up with her today. I type really quickly too and I think my messages sounded really panicky!! Haha, cause I was rushing everything. I quickly went to take my shower after that and if there was a camera in the shower, I think you would laugh man!!!! I did everything so quickly, put soap so fast and anyhow scrub my hair with shampoo and I think I did everything in about 3 minutes only and I was done!! Haha amazing right? Some people said I rather not shower haha, ture but my hair is always in a mess or not nice hair style if I do not shower in the morning hehehe!!! Vain har?? Oh well... I admitted it!!

I went out from the bathroom in just my towel round my waist to my room. Haha. I quickly put on my PE attire and then my unifrom over it. I forgot something then but I didn't realise it. I put on my unifrom the slowest though out of everything else that i did because I was like seeing if it looked ok or not and such hehehe!!! I looked at my watch and it said, "7 02am". PRO RIGHT!!!!????? See how fast I did all my preparation for school? Only 17minutes sia. I went to the living room, put my water bottle into my bag that my mum had helped me prepare a while ago and went out of my house. Thanks Mum!! Love you lots!! As soon as I put on my shoes, I realised the thing that I had forgotten. I had forgotten to put on my school belt!!!! AHHHHH!!! I went back into the house and got my belt and went out again to the lift. In the lift, I quickly put on my belt and managed to do it before I reached the first floor. By the way I stay on the fifth floor. Haha. I went down to the lobby with my mum and found out that the taxi was waiting at the guard house of my condo. OH NOOOOO!!!! Wasted more time haha!! My mum called the taxi again and he drove to the lobby, by then it was already 7 08am. I boarded it and told the uncle my destination and asked if he was able to reach before 7 25am. The uncle was shocked and he proclaimed, "HUH!!! 不可以啊！！因为现在的时间有很多车。没关系，我会(try my best)的."

While he was driving, I was like, "DIE DIE DIE DIE!!! DM will kill me le!!!" Of course I didn't say that out loud la, I think if I did, the taxi driver will think I siao haha. As he drove, there were really so many cars and it was like a traffic jam and I think I was really going to be so late. But then, I was reminded of the Lord then and so I prayed from the very bottom of my heart, deep down I was praying, "Dear Lord heavenly Father in Heaven, please help me to reach school on time, please allow a smooth traffic so that I will not be late. In Jesus' name I pray, Amen." I closed my eyes as I was talking to the Lord in prayer, and I said it many times with my eyes still shut. As soon as 10minutes had passed, I was almost at my school!!! WOOOOOHOOOOO!!!!! The Lord has helped me and saved me!! I would not be late for school, I was so so happy and I thanked God immediately for it after that. I just couldn't believe that I would make it on time but I really did!! God is really merciful and wonderful!!! Love you God!!! When the taxi driver was driving at the last moment before reaching the school, he was driving real quickly because he was trying to make me to be on time for school, and I was like moving up and down in the taxi la hahaha, a bit fun though... because I did not put on my safety belt which I always did not do so hahaha.

When we reached the school, I paid the uncle and I thanked him before alighting from the taxi haha. Mr Tan was standing at the foyer area there while I was paying the driver. Fortunately, when I alighted, he had already walked away otherwise confirm he would say something to me de hahaha. From the foyer, I saw that everyone was almost gathered at the assembly area le. Oh ya and I reached school at 7 26am, wooooohoooooO!!!!! Thank the Lord!!!! Late was 7 29am, WOOOHOOOOO!!!!! I was not late!!!! I put my bag at the tables outside the conference room there and while signing in, saw Joyce and Rachelle standing at the tables area to do gate duty haha. I signed in but then there was still one thing I was panicking about. I DID NOT HAVE MY TIE WITH ME!!!! AHHHHHH!!! And monday is the only day of the week that students have to put on their school tie!!! AHHHHHH!!!!! Because I had lent my tie to Wei Xiong from 102 on last Friday for his oral examination. And I was supposed to go 102 and get my tie from him before morning assembly but then I overslept!! AHHH!! NO TIE!!!! During the singing of the national anthem and the school song and the reciting of the pledge, I was not wearing my tie!! OH DEAR!!! My Tan sees me and I am a goner!! HAHA!!

Mr Tan was being discussing some stuff after morning assembly so he didn't go to where i was, the latecomers there. Everyone was being dismissed and I saw Wei Xiong holding a tie and was like looking for me and so I ran all the way to where he was and I forgot to thank him!!!! ARGH!!! Was so caught up in getting my tie until I forgot to thank him! I just took from him and ran back to where the latecomers were. ARGH!!! Haha cause every morning I helped out in catching latecomers!! HAHAHHA!!! And this morning I was almost late!! How ironic!! Oh well yea that was my late morning and hectic one!! Panic like siao!! But I had God to rely on and I always will have Him to rely on haha. I didn't get to meet with Serena in the morning, I didn't get to see my dear 05 students, didnt' get to play arm wrestling with some people and I didn't get to take LRT with Si Ying to school. Haiz haiz. Ok First lesson was History, and you know what???????? !!!!!! AHHHHH!!! I walked into class and found out that the time practice was not today!!! NOOOOOO!!! I rushed to school for nothing!!! I should have slept and stayed at home haha.

Played this for PE, sian!!!!!
Next lesson was PE and you know what??? We played soccer only today for the whole of 1 hour and did no other sports, did not play basketball which I longed to play early in the morning!! AHHHHH!!!! Disappointing man!!! I dislike playing soccer so I found today's PE to be seriously horrible!! ARGH!!! I seriously should have slept and not come to school, cause the purpose I rushed to school was all gone!!! YEEEEEEEEE!!!! How can like that???? Haiz haiz. Oh well, PE soon ended and it was YMP and then recess. Recess I was standing almost for like 20min outside the school hall. I was standing at the back of the hall but I guessed no one saw me or noticed me. Cause Mr Chan wanted to see about something and asked me to look for him during my recess and there he was giving a talk about LEAPS to the dear sec 1 and 2 students haha. I did not know what time he would end and so I just stood there and listened to his talk as well, of course when my recess was close to its end, I went off and went to assemble in the assembly area. Haha. Following lesson was English and HAHAHHA!!! Zhao Wei could not escape from his public speaking any longer!! It was his turn today!! HAHAHAH!!! TOO BAD ZHAO WEI!!!!!! Hehe. Final lesson was Literature and wooohoooo!!! Homey time!!!

I went down to the first floor, waited and waited... Charmaine(202) walked past le but the main person didn't show up LOL!!!! Si Ying wanted to go home with me cause at first she said she wanted to exchange pencil case with me and would return me after school but I was almost late for school, so didn't change pencil case!! As we were about to leave the school, I saw Samantha!! WHEEEE!! My 'older' sister haha since I am only 5 years old... ...!!! Hahahaaha, since she was an older sister, she really treated me like a younger brother and pampered me by patting on my head haha or squishing me sometimes. She asked me to bend down a little and she patted my head haha. Although I am only 5 years old, I am taller than her!!! WOOOHOOOO!!!! Hahahahaa.... I taller than Jie Jie!! I taller than Jie Jie!!! MUMMY!!! I taller!!!! SEE SEE???? Haha. Yea haha so walked home and here I am posting!!! NOONONONONONONO!!! I mean I walked to lot 1 and took LRT home!! Hhaa not walk home!! Siao!! If really walk home, I think my leg would break sia haha.

Ok thats it for today ba... ...Before I close again, shall let you enjoy a poem once more. And apologises as well.. ..
1) Sorry Serena!!! Sorry cannot meet you at the foyer even though you're looking forward to it!! Sorry!!!
2) Sorry Si Ying!! Sorry that I kept you waiting at BPP station and I didn't reply cause my phone was off!! Sorry!!!!
3) Sorry 105!! I couldn't see you guys today!!! Sorry!! I overslept!! BOO HOOO!!!
4) Sorry Wei Xiong!! Hahaha, sorry I cannot play with you arm wrestling today!! NO time for me to go to your class!!! Sorry!! (But good, your face is not thrown hahaha)

Saying I’m Sorry
How many times have you thought of someone from your life and wish you could change things that happened?

Is there someone from your past that brings sadness to your heart?
When you remember something you did, that tore you both apart.
If you have, you’re not alone for we all have sadness from our life.
The things we did, the things we said were sometimes uncouth.

But it’s never too late to say I’m sorry if we hurt someone, sometime.
We can try to find them, let them know our sadness for being so unkind.
Some say you can never repair a relationship that has gone astray.
But I believe you can with honesty and love, and in a loving way.

If you’re truly sorry for what you did, it will come bursting through.
Driving all their doubts & misgivings away, and they will believe in you.
Sorry is not a hard word, but so many of us find it’s difficult to say.
If you mean it when you say it, it can change your life, in a very loving way.

Sorry is not as hard as Love. But sincerity comes with it!! Even if you troubles in saying "sorry", perhaps your heart is too hard so ask the Lord to soften it and change you for the better!

Primary Tuition

2009-09-26T11:55:00.004+08:00

Saturday's post!! WOOOO!! Unusual for me to post on Saturdays. Oh well cause I did not post yesterday so I shall post today lor, talking about yesterday. Anyway I had finished playing tennis this morning with Zi Yi from 8am to 10 25am. Was really tired after I entered my house after that, in fact now I am tired. And I had sleept already too. Ok lets talk about yesterday's events, shall we?

Friday... ...I went to school(DUH!!!). Saw... ...wait, who did I see? AHHH I don't remember haha. I went to class and put my bag. Talked to Zhao Wei a bit, enquiring about the Announcement Book. I was supposed to meet Serena like on Wednesday at the foyer area, but then she smsed me to say that her father was fetching her friend to school as well. So.. ..being a shy and not so talkative boy, I told her next time then we meet again haha, cause confirm I will not talk a single bit if she was with her friend hehehe. BOOO HOOO!! So didn't meet her on Friday, oh well, I still went to my 105!!! WHEEEEE!! When I walked down the staircase, I looked at 05 classroom and it was pitch dark!! LOL, they switched off the lights and closed all windows and doors. LAME!! Like as if playing "Blind mice" har? Nevertheless, I went into the classroom and everyone's eyes were like looking at me, like as if I was some intruder haha, and I think everyone said, "Yo Tommy!!" or was it just a few of them? Hmm Hmm?? Don't know la, sound like all of them cause the room was enclosed so the sound volume will be louder haha.

I went over to sit near to the back door area beside Ahmad and in front of Putra and Ignatius. They were doing their Malay homework in the dark. GEEEE, spoil eye sight man!!! SIAO!! Do in the dark. Of course not really in the dark la, cause there was a bit of sunlight but is still dark. They were using their handphone lights. I saw Ignatius's composition first word, "Orang" , it means "people" in Malay, but I played a fool and said it is "Orange" haha, cause if add an "e" behind, it really becomes "orange" ma. LOL! Vernice soon came and since Ahmad was sitting on her chair, she sat on her table. I was at first kicking her shoe, but she wasn't able to feel my kick haha cause i think I did it too lightly. Oh well.. ..I talked to them for a bit and Samantha, my sis soon came. Once again she said Hi to me, "Hello!! Hi little brother!!" Haha. I said, "Hi sister!!"...haha. (I don't remember what I talked to her about!!! AHHHHHH!!!!) Oh I remember liao, we talked about our Youth worship on yesterday's night. Yup!! She told me that she was not gonna go for the worship!! Oh well... I didn't go like 99% of the times, hehe!! Talked to her for a bit and then I needed to go to the assembly area to prepare for my pledge taking le.

I stood up from the chair.
Samantha(sis): Byebye!!
Tom: Bye!!
Sis: Wait!! Bend down a bit!!
(And she squished my head!!!) Haha. She might have ruined my hair style so I adjusted it a bit before going to the assembly area haha.

Ok went there. Charmaine Phua soon came down cause she was doing flag raising. She told me that there was a little drizzle which I didn't quite feel... oh well...since she said so, I went over to where Mr Tan was and told him there was a drizzle. HEHEHHEE, anyway even if there is no drizzle, I would get to say the pledge through the PA system and not in front of the school, hahahahaa!!!! I told Mr Tan and he soon announced that it would be through the PA system, wooohoooo!!! So good!! I went back to the assembly area and asked Qing Xi to accompany me for the PA system. We went into the general office and we were like talking and laughing in there before I said, "Bpians, please rise for the national anthem". Anyway, did the pledge and I pronounced a word wrongly again but fortunately I asked my friends, they said they did not hear any pronounciation error, Hahaha!! PHEW!!! Went back to class and I stripped!! WHEEEE!! Obviously not everything la, I stripped off my uniform and underneath is my PE attire. Went off to the indoor sports hall for PE lesson.

First game of the day is BASKETBALL!!!! WOOOOHOOOO!!! Gonna be fun! Basically, the boys divided ourselves into 4 groups. We were playing half court. 2 teams the other half and 2 teams another half. Lol. I shall talk about my team and my opponent's team only. Oh wait, at first we decided on the captains of who managed to score into the ring first. The first to score was me, then Thomas, so both of us were captains. I chose my members and Thomas chose his. My team was Zhao Wei, Marcus and me. Thomas's team was Yi Chen, Min Jian, Kester and himself. At first I was supposed to have 4 players because I selected first but then I gave the last player to Thomas. So we are 3 vs 4. Haha. Advantage or disadvantage? You'll see for yourself later!! HEHEHEE!! Since my team only has 3 players, I started the ball. And since it was the first point, my teammates were kinda dead and not hyper yet, so I played solo for the first point. The game started and I dribbled past 2-3 people... ...and scored in less than 20 sec. Opponent started to panic a bit but I scored so fast and I did it so easily. Well maybe not all of them but Thomas was...

Basketball!! Oh yea!!

So yea we played. There was one part where it was like a showdown between Yi Chen and me. Lets describe Yi Chen, he is about 180cm and his size is like 2-3 times bigger than me! 180cm!!! I am like 170cm only!! AHHHH!! Thomas threw a ball to Yi Chen for him to catch and then score(DUH!!! That is basketball, of course la!!!). However I was near Yi Chen and I jumped first to catch the ball. Yi Chen jumped about 1 sec after me and his position was in a way like bumping into me. When I caught the ball in mid air, that was when he bumped into me!! Mid air attack!! Haha. Guess what happened?? Did I manage to hold onto the ball? Did I get thrown backwards and fall? Haha cause Yi Chen is taller, bigger size wor!! The only thing is that i jumped higher than him lol. Ok the result was that we clashed in mid air. However, instead of Yi Chen managing to push me down and make me fall to the ground since he bumped into me, he fell to the ground and he slided against it. Since the ball was still in my hands, almost lose it though cause his impact was so great, I landed onto the ground safely quickly scored. WOOOOHOOOOO!!! Haha. But I was very surprised!! I thought I would be the one who fall cause I was like so skinny!! Oh well, it seemed like my body has an impact reflector or something haha. No la just kidding only.

Oh well... ...as the game was about to end, my team was leading 5-3 with one man short. WOOOO!! An acheivement!! Thomas wanted a change of players so Zhao Wei from my team swapped with Min Jian from Thomas's team. Played played played, and as soon as I scored one more ball, our PE teacher blew the whistle for us to change game to soccer.. Haha. YAYYY!!!!!! My team won 6-3...WOOOOOO!! I scored 4 balls out of 6. Zhao Wei at first was in my team, so he was winning, but then he swapped so he became from winning to losing. AWWWWW!!! Too bad Zhao Wei!!! No victory feeling haha. Min Jian however from losing became winning!! Haha. Ok, next went to play soccer. Ok not really, I didn't play much cause it was in the field. Firstly, I dislike soccer. Secondly, I do not want to get my legs and shoes dirty haha-the field was muddy and wet!! So I just stood near the goal post, not doing anything hehe. When I went to the field, saw 05 girls playing soccer too!! Vernice and Samantha shouted "Hi Tommy!!" to me. I just waved haha, a bit tired after the basketball. Played played played again, ok I didn't, so wasted time wasted time wasted time, and bell rang. Time to go for Chinese class. 05 was dismissed first from PE and Xin Tong asked me to shake her hand, so I shook her hand lor, but I also don't know for what. Sim Shuang came over and wanted to touch my face with her dirty hands!! YEEEE!!! I don't like to get dirty!!! Hahahaa...

Went over to the chin up corner to do a little bit before going back to class. My sis and Vernice saw me doing chin ups, OHHH NOOOOO!!!! Haha. They saw me do 2 only though, cause I did 6 before that but they didn't see. .. ... .. .. ... ... ... ... ... ... (fast forward... ... ...) Bell rang!! It is the end of school!!! WOOOOO!! Time to go back home!! Kester and Marcus Liau followed me back to my condo to have our lunch there, since in my condominium, there is a cafe. We were so so so hungry!!! Guess how many servings we ate? Haha the number is not big but.. ...we ate 2 servings. I ate two plates of "chicken + shao rou" rice and a drink of chin chow, Kester ate two plates of chicken rice, Marcus on the other hand ate one plate of chicken rice with a side dish of vegetables, a bowl of curry noodles and a cup of ice milo. Haha, a lot har??? Is cause we were just too hungry and were not full after the first plate so we ordered more... We are GLUTTONS!!!! WHEEEEE!!!

After which, we went to Bukit Panjang Primary School, just beside my condo and it was my primary school too!!! We went there for tuition, we tutored the primary 6 kids there every Friday. Unless the Friday is a holiday or they are having PSLE oral and such. At first, the class was like super noisy and we could not manage to get them to keep quiet and do their work quietly. I had no choice so I smsed the teacher-in-charge of the tuition programme...my message said, "The class is in total chaos. I am unable to control them". Soon, after about 5min, WAAA the teacher-in-charge, Mr Ravi who is also the DM of the primary school, came in and shouted, "WHY ARE YOU MAKING SO MUCH NOISE?? I AM HAVING A MEETING AND YOU ARE MAKING SO MUCH NOISE. WHO ARE THE ONES WHO ARE MAKING NOISE??? YOU DO NOT WANT TO STUDY, GET OUT!! TOMMY, WHO ARE THE ONES WHO ARE MAKING NOISE?? IF THEY EVER ARE MAKING NOISE AGAIN, YOU CAN SEND THEM OUT OF THE CLASS AND WRITE DOWN THOSE NAMES AND I WILL CANE THEM ON MONDAY!!! YOU GUYS WANT TO BE CANED... ...I WILL CANED YOU ON MONDAY!!!" While he was saying those words in raging anger, he was slamming the desk in front of him. AHHHH, OH MY GOOODNNESSSS!!! Mr Ravi is so fierce, befitting of what a DM should be. His voice is much much more louder than Mr Tan in BPGHS!!! I wondered whether Mr Tan was like that too when he was younger haha, maybe he couldn't shout as loud as Mr Ravi cause his age is more. Haha don't know la.

This cat looks angry to me?? Haha

Well, Mr Ravi soon left the class back to his meeting and the class was quieter than before but still not as quiet, ok ok only. I was very shocked that day too!! Because in my whole six years of primary school, I didn't hear Mr Ravi scold someone as fiercely as he did that day before. Time passed and when I was teaching someone, Le Tian called me to come over. I asked someone else to teach the girl whom I was teaching and then went over to Le Tian. At where he was, 2 persons were looking eye to eye at each other and saying some things and were about to start a fight maybe??

(The conversation goes as follows. The two students are named as A and B. Is not as detailed though.)
Tom: (facing A) What happened?
A: (talking to B with an angry face) Why you do it?
B: (talking to A) I never.
Tom: (Pulls A to face me) Tell me what happen.
A: He writes my name and scolds me on a paper and just now he showed it on the visualizer.
From here on, my tone changes into a harsher one.
Tom: (facing B) Why did you write such a thing?
B: (looking at me) I didn't he anyhow say.
Tom: Ok I don't know whether what he said is true or not, but whatever you do, think of the consequences!!
B opened his mouth, wanting to say something but I interrupted him.
Tom: Do not do such a thing again!
Tom: (facing A) And you!! Do you ever learn what is forgive and forget?? Even if he really did scold you on that paper, can't you just not fight? Even if you are angry, you can always tell a teacher about it.
A: (facing me) Easy for you to say. If is you leh? People scold you, you will not be angry meh?
Tom: I won't.
A: You talk only... ...(then he walks away)
I also walked away until I saw that B started to cry and put his head on the table. So I went back to B. Since he was crying, I could no longer use a harsh tone and changed into a gentle one... I guessed I scolded him too much.
Tom: (standing beside B) Hey, you ok?
B: (no response)
Tom: Tell me why you cry.
B: (look up) Because they say things that I didn't do.
Tom: Ok tell me truthfully... ...don't lie to me. Did you do it?
B: (pause for a while) I didn't.
Tom: Ok. But if you didn't do it, then why are you crying. If you are noy guilty of anything, why are you crying?
B started to wipe away his tears.
Tom: Even if your friends say that you do it when you didn't, it is alright, really. As long as you know that you didn't do it, then is fine. Do not put others' comments about you at heart. As long as you know that you did not do it, then is ok. So don't cry ok?
B: Ok. (Continues with his work)
Tom: Don't cry worz!

That was the end of our conversation. I couldn't really remember what I said to them but it was something similar. I scolded some others who were walking about in class too and not doing their work. It seemed like I need not raise my voice to get them to do things. They seemed to be afraid of me when it comes to me scolding. I just use a harsher tone than my usual friendly tone and just stared into their eyes haha. Ok the tuition soon ended and then all of us went our seperate ways. WOOOO!!! Back home!! And it is now Saturday!! HAHAHAHA!! LOL!!!

Kk nothing else for today le.. see ya guys!!

(one short poem to enjoy)

I Am Here, My child
I lay in bed all alone
Tears steaming down my face
I cried out His Name, Jesus, Jesus!
He came in haste

Father, hold me please
I cried
Wrap your arms around me
Be by my side

His Presence filled the room
Perfumed my bedroom air
I heard His Voice say
"I am here, My Child!"

His angles sang to me
My sorrow began to ease
In My Fathers Arms
I slept in peace

Thank you my Father for being with me at all times,
and bringing your comfort in the darkness of the night.
Thank you my Father,
because you are always there for me when I need you.

CCA stand down.

2009-09-24T17:23:00.005+08:00

Posting again! Today no devotional message again but I would to thank the Lord that my flu is gone and never coming back!!! WOOOOOOO!! At least I think it wouldn't come back but even if it does, all I need to do is just to pray! Haha. The Lord wants us to put our faith and trust in Him and believe that only through Him is anything possible and so I pray! Prayer need not just be because of prayer requests and such, is also a form of way to talk or communicate with God. Haha. Kk...shall start on today's post!!..

When I reached school, around the foyer area, I was walking to the signing in system to sign in, and as I was walking, suddenly Mr Tan called out my name, "Tommy!". At first, don't know why but I couldn't recognise Mr Tan's voice because I think I was used to his shouting voice? And he wasn't shouting when he called me. I turned around and wondered who called me, I didn't see anyone who called me, only saw students behind me and thats all so I continued walking again!! I walked about another 2-3 steps and that voice called out my name once again. This time I was finally able to recognise Mr Tan's voice haha. Xin Tong was like smiling at me while she walked past. Oh well, I went to where Mr Tan was and he told me that there was prize presentation today and told me to see him after I had put my bag into my classroom. So I signed in, put my bag, and back I was again at the foyer! Haha. I saw Victor sitting there at one of the chairs because he got caught for his long hair. Anyway, Mr Tan gave me the prizes and I went over to talk to Victor. Suddenly Mr Tan said to me, "Tommy! Go away!" GEEEE I wanted to talk to Victor also cannot... LOL!! And furthermore there were students coming to school and heard Mr Tan tell me that. Haiz!!! Like as if I get scolded la... ...AHHHHH!!! Oh well... Mr Tan is always like that de, so must get used to it.

I went to the assembly area and waited for Si Ying and Valerie, the prize givers for the day. Si Ying soon came and you know what? Haha she wanted to scare me from the back but she failed to!! HAHAHAH BLECK!!! I heard her footsteps before she managed to scare me. SHE FAILED!!! TOO BAD!!! After which, I asked her to look after the certificates while I went to fetch a table from the place just outside the conference room. Valerie soon came too by the time I carried the table to the assembly area haha. I arranged the certificates on the table and told Si Ying and Valerie which one to give first and stuff like that. After which I said to Si Ying, "Know already right? Ok I go 05 le!! Byebye!" Haha... and off I went to see 105!!! WHEEEE!! 05 05, here I come!!! I went there and the first person I saw even before I entered the class was my 'older' sister, Samantha!! Haha. Once again, she said "Hello little brother!!" and I said hi too. Talked to sis and Terrence at first. WAAA SEHH!! Terrence think like as if I was his bodyguard like that sia. Cause Samantha squished me again and so did Terrence and Samantha got mad at Terrence for squishing me without her permission haha. Not say got mad la, but play play getting mad?? Haha. Then sis and Terrence played 'catching' round me. AIYOYOYOYO!!!!

Soon after that, went to sit down at a chair(Cheryl's chair, she was not in school yet at that time) beside Vernice's. Haha. Xin Tong said hi and I said hi too!! My sis squished me again while standing beside me. Oh boy, I have become her squishing bag or something haha...she sure loves to do that!! And everytime she did that, I would adjust my hair a bit haha, afraid she might change my hair style. HOHOHO!!! Terrence soon sat down at Ahmad's seat and wanted to play with me arm wrestling. LOL!! He knows that he will lose, still play with me haha. Never mind, this is called "Never say die" spirit so good good!! First I played whole hand with him, as in the normal arm wrestling, and I asked him to use his strength while I just maintained our position without winning or losing. Samantha was looking, I think she sat with Vernice? Hmm hmm I didn't take much notice today. Haha. Until after 1min I think, I started to use my strength and Terrence lost in less than 1 sec from the time I used my strength haha. Sis was saying, "WOAH!!" cause out of the blue, I just used my strength and Terrence lost already. Nex up, Terrence wanted to play a second time but this time I used only 2 fingers while he used his whole hand. Guess whats the results??? Hehehe... I won him again!!! WHEEE WHEEE!! But this time it was around 10sec, because I was using only 2 fingers ma, so not much strength. WOOOOO!!! Terrence can't win my 2 fingers hahahaahha lol. Sis was saying to him again, "AIYO!!! 2 fingers only leh!!!".

OH MY GOODNESS!!! I couldn't remember what I did after I played arm wrestling!! AHHHH!!! What an old man I am, even though I claimed to be a 5 years old kid only. Haha. Anyway, I don't know what I did but I knew I went out of 105 classroom when I saw that the sky became really really dark all of the sudden and there was already a little drizzle. Bid farewell to Samantha and off I went to the assembly area again. Everyone was like panicking haha, cause it was drizzling le. In the end, there was no prize presentation because pledge taking was done through the PA system. So Si Ying passed me the prizes and off I went again to find Mr Tan to return them to him. I went to the foyer, saw that all chairmen were gathering outside the general office and sis was there!! Haha... She waved, I waved and I stood about 5 metres away from Mr Tan. He was scolding a boy who was like arguing with Mr Tan. I just stood there and hear his loud scolding!! Haha. After he was done, I passed the prizes back to him and I did my usual gate duty again. Sukruth(I spell his name wrongly) was doing gate duty today and I told him that there was no need to stop anyone for today because it suddenly rained and so the time for being late would be extended a little.

Rain clouds, WHEEEE!!

Bla bla bla gate duty was done and I went back to class. First lesson was English. Zhao Wei was currently having a meeting with Mr Tom Chan and thus was not yet in class. Mr Osgodby came into class and saw that Zhao Wei was missing and know what he said?? Haha. He was smiling and said, "Pathetic! Zhao Wei skips class because he does not want to speak to the class! How pathetic is that?" haha was just so funny. Because Mr Osgodby said that today Zhao Wei would be doing his public speaking but then Zhao Wei was not yet in class. Haha... so he said that lor. Zhao Wei soon came back to class though of course, but surprisingly, Zhao Wei didn't say his public speaking today again!! NOOOOOO!!! Zhao Wei, you are sooooooo.... ..ARGH!!! How can Mr Osgodby skip Zhao Wei for today?? YEEEEEE!!! NO fair!! I did mine already and Zhao Wei still had not done his!! NO FAIR!!! HAIZ!! Second lesson was Chinese and third was EL-Read. I was like don't feel like reading so I took out my National Geographic and changed my postion into a reading position and pretended to read while actually I was closing my eyes and resting haha!!! Of course off and on, I will open them and flipped the pages because I couldn't possibly be at the same page for 40min right? Haha. So yea, reading, I was sort of sleeping!! Haha was so boring.

Next was recess. At the end of recess, I asked Kester to follow me to the staftroom to get our files back from our chinese teacher's pigeon hole. We went there and the files were not there!! LOL!!! And Mr Phang told us to get it back from there. LOL!!! So we walked to the notice board on the first floor after that, he looked at his NPCC board while I looked at the Council board. After seeing, we went up and I was surprised and was wondering how come all the sec 1s were missing.. Not one soul was in all the classrooms. Wanted to find out what period was it so I went into 105 classroom again and took a quick peep at the time table and it was MT-Read!! So they must be in the hall. I was a little kpo and since I got nothing to do, I asked Kester to follow me up to the hall. We walked past the hall once and that was when the sec 1s were about to be dismissed le(We are at the left side of the hall). LAME RIGHT??? Haha is just because we didn't have things to do and was getting bored.

Oh well recess ended and next was History, haiz Mr Tan's lesson haha. Mr Tan seriously always loves to talk about boyfriend and girlfriend things, or things that are related to that sia. AIYOYO!! Mr Tan was talking about tone at first...and he said to Shahera, "If a boy whispers to you saying, .. ... .." LOL...all the mushy mushy stuff came out from Mr Tan's mouth haha. After which, he was talking about a History flim that he had watched before and that it was rated "RA". He even explained why it was rated "RA", OH MY GOODNEESSSS!!! Please be advised that the following is not suitable for children below the age of 18. Haha. Just kidding. Mr Tan said that the show was "RA" because of two things. Firstly, there was a love scene. And you know what he SAID??? Haiz, he said, "All you see is just the bed shaking only what, alright." ... ...LOL? Haha.. ..Mr Tan loves to talk about all these kinds of things de, AHHHH!!! The second thing was that the Germans were cruel and stripped all the girls totally naked before killing them, thus it was "RA". He then added that it shouldn't be censored just because they were stripped naked, because that was showing the cruelty of the Germans and would create much horror if it was not censored... ...Haha so lame. The next thing he said was really really "THROW MY FACE MAN!!!!!!!"

Do you want to know?? Haha... I don't even know why he said that la. He humiliated me!!! AHHHHH!!! Always like to throw all the bad examples on me de... NO FAIR!!! My reputation is soo ... on its last days!! Haha. Do you really really want to know??? Haha fine fine I shall say it but... ...is not true horh, is just Mr Tan's example only hehe. Mr Tan continued his speech, from the last part, "... ...if it was not censored. But for people like Timo...". This part he was already pointing to me and he wanted to call me Timothy LOL, he suddenly forgot my name even though he knew it just this morning. He was poor memory haha just like me... ...Oh well can't blame him, his age is really catching up!! HAHAHA!! Continuing his statement, "... ...for people like Timo... ...YOU!!(Pointing at me) always loves to look at girls' breasts!!" and then he walked back to where his laptop was. AHHHHHHHHH!!!!! MR TAN SAID THAT ABOUT ME!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! MY FACE IS NO MORE!!!!!!!!!! Everyone started to laugh la, even myself... AHHHH!!! I can't believe Mr Tan said these types of things and used me as an example. ... ...Last time he said I sleep with every girl in the school and now ThiS???!!!!! NOOOOOO!! Haha. And yea that was History lesson. Next was A-maths and finally Chemistry.

Lesson ended and I told Marcus to go buy ice cream with me before taking the bus 300 to lot 1! I wanted to talk photos of him eating ice cream which is so funny and unglam la, but he wouldn't let me. Haiz haiz the last time we ate ice cream...WAAA I couldn't stop laughing seeing him eat. Usually when you bite, the whole part will enter your mouth but then for Marcus, OH MY GOODNESS!!!! I don't know how he eat ice cream de sia, after he bites on a part, the whole thing enters his mouth but then one long strang of bread will be hanging out.... ...HAHAHHAHAHHA sooooo very funny la!!! ANd he said he eat ice cream is like that de... ... .... ...LOL!!!

Ok went home bla bla. Now I am posting Haha. I shall post a poem once again and add 1 or 2 photos for today... ...Hope you enjoy!!!

My Hand in God's loving Hand
Each morning when I wake up, I say,
"I place my hand in God's today!"
I know He'll walk close by my side
my every wandering step,
He will guide.

He leads me with the tenderest care
when paths are dark and I despair,
no need for me to understand
if I but hold fast to His Hand.

My hand in His! No surer way
to walk in safety through each day.
By His great bounty I am fed!
Warmed by His love, and comforted.

When at day's end I seek my rest
and realize how much I am blessed,
My thanks pour out to Him, and then
I place my hand in God's again.

God is my strength!! My everything!!

Photos

JOE!!!! Cute right? He just woke up though and is a little blur.

GEEE I look so ugly!!!! ARGH!!!!

KK see ya people!! Byebye and good night!! Oh ya one more thing, today Marcus very strange. Usually always tease me with Pumpkin, E.T, Watermelon and Stalker, but this time he talked about Serena only haha. MARCUS loves to tease me!!! I so fun to tease meh? Hahaha...

First encounter!

2009-09-23T20:28:00.006+08:00

Just one random picture!! WHEEE nice view though!!

YOU-HOOOO!! Had a great day at school today? Haha.. ..for me is always the same, just that today I was way way way too tired. I just woke up and I slept for 4 hours as my nap today...incredible right? Haha. Yesterday I slept at around 12 45am and so I couldn't take it today. I usually sleep at 10+ or 11+ pm so I was tired lor. Oh well anyway lets start today's post, I don't have much time haha.(Sounds like I'm dying? LOl don't care la!! Hehe) But actually is true, my fellow sisters and brothers in Christ, if you have not reached not to your friends, now is the time!! Because the world is coming to an end and you never know when Jesus would come down again so use your time wisely and spread His loving Word to your dear friends!!

Anyway, today went school as usual and WHEEE!!! No duties early in the morning so I can go visit 105 today, oh yea!! I went to 105 after putting my bag into my class. I was in there for about 2-4min, not really sure, was talking to Kelvin for a short while and off I went to the foyer!! Know why did I go to the foyer??? Hmm hmm? Know or not?? Don't know right? If you know, it is very very weird, it must be you have been stalking me hahahaha!! Lol. LAME!!! But never mind. I went to the foyer to wait for Serena hehehe because I received her sms that she was about to reach school le. When I went there, saw Mr Tan with all the latecomers bla bla, did not want to ask me something like "What you waiting for?" so I stood at a pillar which is roughly about 20-30m away from Mr Tan?? Haha don't know la, I am bad at estimating length without a ruler. LOL!!! Waited a while, since was really tired, I closed my eyes for a little while. After about 3-4min I think, not too sure, I opened them and WOOOOOPPP!!!! Serena popped out!!! Haha!! Talked to her for a bit while accompanying her back to her class. GEEEEE, I was a little shy(AHHHH!!!) and I bet she was too... because she was talking so little and I ran out of topics on talk about...

I was like, "What to talk about?? AHHHHH!!" These words were running in my mind wildly. Well I am the type that do not really know how to start a conversation so naturally I will think that lor haha. Oh well nevertheless, I walked with her to her class, without saying much things, just a little, and off I went, back to 105... WHEEE WHEEE!!! Went to sit in front of Xin Tong, Cheryl and Vernice.... Xin Tong was don't know doing what, just talking while Cheryl and Vernice were doing their E-maths homework on geometry. WOOOO!!! Sum of interior angles---> (n-2) X 180. Haha. LOl. While I was looking at the maths questions, OHHH MMYYY GOOODNESSS!!! I forgot something!!! YEEEE ERRRR!!! I left my phone on the table...and then when Ahmad came to school, he snatched it away.. ARGH!! He was like, "I see your messages, hahahaha!!!" ... ...DOTS!! I very lazy to get it back but fortunately, there is nothing much for him to see!! HAHAHAHA!!! Cause I deleted all my inbox and outbox le, the only message there was just one from Serena about her reaching the school le. Thats all!!! Actually got others but I stored them at another area!! HAHAHA BLECK!!! And phew!!! But Ahmad was saying, "OHHHH SE-RE-NA!!!" Lol.

Few minutes passed, and Samantha soon came to school and she said, "Hello little brother!!!" to me. Haha. I just replied, "Hello!!" Know why she said little brother?? Hahahaa because I love to be little (i.e childish!!). Xin Tong then spoke out something, "Obviously he is bigger than you? Still little brother?" Samantha suddenly got so high, don't know what happened, like as if she took drugs!! HAHAHA just kidding, she was so high and said, "I don't know!! He wants to be little!!!" Haha so funny. After which don't know what happened, she came and squish my head... and then it was not really a squish so I told her that and then she did a more severe one hahaha!! She squished me until my body was totally flat against the table, ok not really my head wasn't haha. But YEEEEEE!! SAMANTHA SO SCARY!!!!!! MUMMY!!! JIE JIE SCARYYYY!!!! BAD BAD!!!!! Haha... no la she wasn't, it was fun actually..hehehe. She soon went away to announce to the class about their sport games allocation...The bell soon rang and off I went down to do my usualy gate duty in the morning haha. Gate duty date duty, here I come!!!!!!

Bla bla. First lesson was Chinese. We had a test!!! OH NOOOOO!!!! During the test, I think I sneezed for more than 15 times.. LOL!!! I was not really able to concentrate on it la.. .I felt so horrible. Sneeze and sneeze.. ...Haiz haiz. Oh well did the test anyway and second lesson was English...Today near to the end of the lesson, ARGH!!! Mr Osgodby asked me to be the first one to do public speaking!! NOOOOO!!! I was picked today... YEEE and my topic was "Talk about a funny character in your class.. .... ..." so I talked about Marcus and his lame love theories again!! WOO WOO!!!! I could see why I was doing my public speaking, Mr Osgodby was laughing non-stop!! HAHAHAHA!!! Oh well, funny funny. Next lesson was CME, we did an anti-drug survey and the canteen survey and next up was recess. Recess was the best!! I slept throughout!! WOOOOOOO!!! The whole 40min of recess, all I did was just BOOOOM!!! Rested my head on the desk and slept. Marcus went to the canteen to buy his food first but later joined me to sleep as well. Bla bla bla... we slept.. ..DING DONG!! Bell rang and time to assemble... YEEEEE interrupted my sleep!! NO GOOOD!!!!! Outside the class just looked so bright haha!! Since I slept for a while.

The sun seemed to be so bright!!

AND ELVINA!!!!! She took my lion down to the assembly area again!! Don't know for what la haha.. she just loves my lion. Oh well can't help it. My lion got lots of charms worz!! Hahaha. GEEE and my flu was back again. I started to sneeze again. AHHH!!! This time, something struck me. I realised that I had forgotten to pray during Chinese lesson. OH NOOO!!! God was waiting for me but I didn't. However this time, I remembered that the Lord will always be there for me so I prayed and God had answered my prayer. My flu stopped for the rest of the day!!! WOOOOOHOOOOOO!!! Thank you Lord!!! Anyway next period was Social Studies. Mr Siva gave us back our worksheets that he had not marked yet and asked us to mark our friends' ones, everyone of us did not get our own paper. Of course, he provided the marking scheme for us to follow. At first, I received someone's paper(cannot remember who, OH DEAR!!! I am losing memory haha), then don't know why Aminah took mine and changed with hers.. ..LOL!!! And the paper she got was Hui Yu's(Mei's?). And so I had to mark hers lor, since Aminah changed it and I was lazy to ask for a change again. Oh well anyone's paper is fine. Zhao Wei don't know why suddenly told Mei that I marked her paper.. ..I didn't want her to know at first de..but haiz!! Because currently Mei is ignoring me and I did not talk to her much so... ...ya. Oh well, so I marked and marked and I wrote lots of things..haha on why she was wrong in whatever areas.. that is how I always loves to mark things hehehe. Hope she is not annoyed by it.

Anyway Social Studies soon ended and then it was E-maths lesson. And finally Literature. Haha. In Literature lesson today, Miss Foo teaches us a new word, "Orrwuay". Know what that is? It is a crying sound... The onomatopoeia of crying!! Haha. I know this is just reading, so I cannot pronounce it for you, but try to read it until it becomes a crying sound. Break the word apart, "Orr-wuay!!!" Haha. You are wondering why Literature Miss Foo told us that right? Is because sometimes Lit can be really really boring and Miss Foo would talk about other things to sort of awake us up I guess? Haha so yea learnt a new thing. Of course is not an English word so please don't use it in your Compositions!! Haha. Is just msn talking, WOOO WOOOO!!! Literature lesson ended and then I went down to the canteen to have a quick lunch haha cause had Council meeting at 2 30pm. I sat with my 05 people again!! WHEEEE!! 105 105!! GOGO!! Love you guys!!! Haha. Not girlfriend-boyfirend that type of love ar.. ..is a love between friends!! YUP YUP!! Haha. Was sitting beside Samantha and Terrence was opposite me. Sim Shuang was beside Samantha on her right and bla bla...

Samantha squished me again!!! GEEEE, she loves doing that haha. Terrence was a little playful and he did what Samantha did too but with more force?? AND AHHHH!!! MY face almost got smashed into my food if he had exerted more force haha. Samantha then said, "Hey!! Who says you can squish my little brother?" and told me that if ever Terrence bully me, I must tell her. Haha. AWWWWWWW, just like what an older sister would say to a young young brother. WOOOOOO!!! Good sister I have right? HAHAHA!!! Sister-In-Christ!!! Samantha is my 'older' sister!!! HAHAHA!!! Oh ya and suddenly don't know why, Sim Shuang came closer to Samantha and did the kissing face look and the sound effect. YEEEEE!! Gives me the cold shoulder haha. Fortunately I was not the target sia, I think I would have fallen from the chair if I was the target hehehe. Anyway after I had finished eating my lunch, I ran all the way to MP2 for the meeting. Because I was sort of running late I guess, I ate so slowly today. Haha.

Ok 1 hour+ was the meeting and then went home and slept and here I am posting haha. Ok today's post quite short right? I cut short on a lot of things le leh... Ok la, I go do other things le, thats all for today. But before I really go, a poem for you to enjoy.

Have Faith My Child
Look not, to the storming waves.
Look not, to the thundering storms.
But look to the horizon of Grace.
Look now, upon His Holy face.

Have Faith My Child

Look not, to the enemies front.
Look not, to doubting questions of 'why'.
But look at the cross at calvary.
Our Father's in control and draws nigh.

Have Faith My Child

Look not, at the circumstances of grim.
Look not, to the heartaches of woe.
But look to the Master of comfort;
Upon Him, your head, lay down low.

Have Faith My Child

Look not, to the attacks of this world.
Look not, to the struggles of men in sin;
But lay your building burdens down.
By Grace, through faith, trust Him.

Have Faith My Child

Look not, to trumpeting failures.
Look not, to the regrets of the world.
But look to our heavenly mansions;
And walk in the meadows of might.

Have Faith My Child

See then, the victorys of mountains removed.
See then, His power and might, so divine(so great).
When walking in faith, the path of His grace;
Sweet joy and great peace you will find.

Have Faith My Child

Walk on waters of assurance.
Live by faith, in the hand of our God
Stand strong, sing praise, cheer and applaud.
Walk in faith of the Lord.

Have Faith My Child, For I am with you always!

School life yet again - My life!

2009-09-22T18:17:00.005+08:00

WHEEE WHEEE!! I am posting again!! Before I talk about my school life again... lets have a heart to heart talk first, shall we? Haha. Ok it may not be as inspirational, but is something that I would like to say and share with you guys ba.

Q1. Have you ever felt that everything is lost and no one else seem to be able to be there for you and solve your problem? Have you ever felt that your life no longer has its purpose anymore?

Well before I continue any further, let me share an experience with you. Ok I know this may sound a little silly but what do you know? I was only about the age of 7 or 8 I think. My mum always scolded me for things when I had bad results or when I did a lot of wrong things. She always caned me too!! That time since I was really young, the pain of the cane seemed to be so great and I couldn't tolerate it. Everytime I got whacked, I would cry like crazy but my mum would just continue to cane me. It was around that period that I really thought that life has no meaning. I did not really know the reason why my mum keeps on hurting me and I was really lost. I had no one to turn to, no friends that I could confine in. I was all on my own! Sometimes I even entered my room and started saying things like , "What is life for? I want to die!" Something like that. I tried to knock my head against the wall, hoping I could just faint and not feel anything anymore. I was really depressed at that very point of time.

However somehow my heart was softened as I listened to the Word of God from my Sunday School teachers. As I listened, it felt like as if God is talking to me. God is like telling me, "Pray Tommy. I am always here for you. Tell me all your troubles." I was really shocked at that point of time because it was really like a voice that was talking to me as the Word of God is being preached by my Sunday School teachers. That very day, I went home and decided to pray to the Lord for my very first time in my life. I was really young that time so I just prayed a simple prayer, "Lord, I am feeling very troubled right now. I feel like dying and I do not know what to do. Help me Lord.". Thats was all that I said and prayed to God. Within a few moments, there was a change in my emotions and God had really answered my prayer. The Lord comforted my heart and I was really thankful. I felt like a new person and was no longer depressed. It was then that I realised that no matter what happens, God is always there for me when I need Him, all I have to do is just to pray and ask God to help me.

My friends, so you see, God has worked in my life, He has changed me completely. Don't worry if you have problems, if you have any troubles or worries, God is always there waiting, waiting for you to humbly pray and ask Him to guide you in your life. You may not believe me but it is true. God is amazing, God is great! If you need Him, just call out to Him. He will comfort your soul with His love and all your worries will be gone forever! All you need to do is just to pray and thats it. Pray to Him, believing that God is able to solve all your problems in life.

Q2. Have you ever experienced that not every prayer requests you make will ever be granted? Have you ever wondered why is that?

God knows everything that will happen! He knows what happens tommorrow or the day after which are things you do not know of. Yes, in Matthew 8:7, the Bible says, "Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you" and John 14:14, "If ye shall ask any thing in my name, I will do it." However God knows the outcome of everything, He knows everything! When your prayers seem like they have not been answered, there are probably three reasons for it. One is because you still have sins that are not yet confessed unto the Lord, two is because God is still working on your request, just that you have not realised it and lastly, is because perhaps maybe If God were to give you that particular thing you want, He knows that it is going to ruin your life so He did not fulfill your wish. God loves us and He wants the best for us, He is our Father, wanting the best for us, like how a father wants the best for his children. There is one more reason actually, and that is God is testing your faith for Him. If for example you ask for something and you only prayed once, and if God wants to test your faith for Him, He will deliberately not answered your prayer for the moment. If you stopped praying and asking for that thing over and over again, it just means you do not trust the Lord very much and your faith is not strong. God wants you to continue asking for the things you want.

Let me give an illustration of what it means that perhaps if God has granted what you want, it will be harmful or bad for you. Since God knows everything that will happen in the future, maybe you are asking for a girl's hand in marriage, and your prayer seems to be unanswered, perhaps maybe in future, the girl whom you marry is going to hurt you a lot and will make you feel so miserable and will turn you away from the Lord. God forsees this event and He does not want that to happen because He loves us for we are His dear children. He created us and we are very dear to Him, special in our own ways. There are some people in this world who ask for like things like, "I want money. Can I rob the bank?" Something like that and if God were to answer that prayer, won't the whole world be in total chaos and the world will be ruined? So yes, God will give you everything that you ask Him, provided that the things you want are not 'harmful' and will be able to serve Him better.

Q3. Do you want a life of happiness? Do you want a life that has no sufferrings, no pain, no sorrow?

God loves us so so much, don't you think He wants us to lead our days in happiness? God has a way for us to spend eternity in Heaven with him forever and ever, isn't that exciting? God promises us that we will be able to experience no sorrow, no pain, no hardship in Heaven, and we will be able to eat any fruits and drink any drinks we want in Heaven without worrying about getting poisoned. We will be able to communicate with animals too!! Isn't that so cool?? God has a way for us to go to Heaven...even though we are sinners while He is Holy. There is no way for us sinners to spend our lives with the Lord in Heaven, but God is great and He has a way for us to do so. Isn't that great? Through God's grace, we are granted everlasting life. John 3:16 in the Bible says, "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life." God sent His Son, Jesus Christ, to die on the cross at Calvary for our sins. On that very day, Jesus carried the burden of all our sins and died at that very cross where the Romans crucified Him. At that point of time, Satan(Lucifer) thought that victory was his, as the Son of Man, the Son of God has died but he was so wrong. Three days later, Jesus rose from the dead and He was the ultimate victor. Satan was defeated.

Because of Jesus, dying on the cross for our sins, we are able to be saved. If not for Jesus, we could never have eternal life. However, in order for you to obtain everlasting life, is just a simple thing that you need to do. Just take the step of faith and trust in the Lord. Believe in Him that Jesus died for your sins, believe that only through Jesus will you have eternal life. All it takes is just to believe in Him and thats all. Is nothing hard. The Lord is waiting for you to open the door of your heart, waiting for you to allow Him in come in.

If I have moved you today and you have decided to trust God as your Saviour, will you pray with me in this simple prayer(below, isn't any "official prayer" but rather a sample prayer to follow when asking Jesus into your heart. You can pray to God in your own words.) :

"Dear God, heavenly Father in Heaven, I acknowledge to You that I am a sinner, and I am sorry for my sins and the life that I have lived; I need your forgiveness. I believe that your only begotten Son Jesus Christ shed His precious blood on the cross at Calvary and died for my sins, and I am now willing to turn from my sin. You said in Your Holy Word, Romans 10:9 that if we confess to the Lord our God and believe in our hearts that God raised Jesus from the dead, we shall be saved. Right now, with my heart, I believe that God raised Jesus from the dead. This very moment I accept Jesus Christ as my own personal Savior and according to His Word, right now I am saved. Thank you Jesus for your unlimited grace which has saved me from my sins. I thank you Jesus that your grace never leads to license, but rather it always leads to repentance. Therefore Lord Jesus transform my life so that I may bring glory and honor to you alone and not to myself, bringing honor to your name. Thank you Jesus for dying for me and giving me eternal life. In Jesus' name I pray, Amen."

If you have problems and worries that you need help or someone to rely on, you can tell them to me. I will listen to you and I can help you. Trust me, trust the Lord. God is able to solve any problems that you have.

Ok, wow!! My post is already so long!! WOOOOOO!!! Oh well I have not talked about my school life today haha. So here goes... ...

In the morning today, I am not able to visit 105 because I got prize presentation preparation to do!! BOO HOOO!!! I cannot see them on the first day of school this week, so so so sad!! Oh well, I saw Xin Tong, Pi Gin and Putra on the way to school though. Haha. Actually my job for every prize presentation day is just to supervise the sec 2s on what to do only. However being a kind soul(Hahahhaa!!), I decided to help them today. I helped them take the medals from the teachers instead of them doing so hehehe. The people on duty for it was Jolle and Shi Ling. I told them to meet me at 7 10am at the assembly area. You know why I did that??? Hahahaha, is because I went to 202, supposingly to play a quick arm wrestling with some of the guys there. I went there like 7am and I thought that there would not be so many people there as it was quite early, to my horrow, WAAAAA!! Almost the whole class is like there le la!!! AHHHHH!!! Will definitely feel awkward when I entered the class lor. Nevertheless, I went in and stood beside Marcus Phua. I talked to him for a bit about Si Ying saying him being a pervert and stuff haha. Si Ying at the same time was asking Xin An to play with me arm wrestling. I heard Xin An said that his hand was injured but I don't think that is the case lor hahaha, I think he chickened out hehe!!

Besides I am not that good in arm wrestling as well, so don't know why he did not want to play with me haha. There was a group of boys in the class playing poker cards though. I went there to just have a quick look and suddenly, a girl behind me to my left said, "Hello Tommy!" I turned around(DUH!!! Natural human reaction haha) and said, "Hi!" I looked at her and didn't know who she was, but she knew who I am!!!! AHHHHHHH!! Since I didn't know who she was, I turned back because I seriously did not know what to say other than "Hi" and one more reason, I am very shy on the first few meetings with girls! Hahahahaa. After which, before I wanted to leave the class to prepare the prize presentation thing, Si Ying asked me to show her how to play arm wrestling with just 2 fingers, because she had never seen anyone playing with that method before. Well so we found a table and 2 chairs, sat down and started playing haha. She was using her whole right hand while I was using only 2 fingers from my right hand. I let her use her strength first because she is a girl ma, so must at least give in a bit lor. After the used, wow!! I could feel her amount of strength but then I started to use my strength and I .. .. won her ba? 2 fingers vs whole hand in less than 1 sec? Maybe? Haha not sure, but of well she is a girl after all so is not so bad!! Her strength is ok too, quite good!! HEHEHE!!

Anyway after that I left 202 and bla bla bla. First period was Literature. Second period was Chinese. Third period was English but Mr Osgodby didn't come to school so is free period!!! WOOOHOOO!!! Oh yea!! Ok la, not exactly free period because he has assigned us work to do through our english rep, Alvina. We had to write a summary on a topic in the National Geographic. I finished it in 30min I think and I slept for the next 30min haha. Don't know why but felt so so so tired in school... I am usually like that de though hehe, I just cannot help it but feel tired. The moment the bell rang which signified that it was recess, I woke up haha cause i didn't really sleep ba? Just resting so I could still hear my surroundings. I could hear Marcus' voice, I could hear Aminah's voice, I could hear Elvina's voice. HAIYO!!! All talk so loud de... no peace!! Hehehee. Anyway I asked Marcus to accompany me to the staftroom as I had to hand in my chinese file in my chinese's teacher pigeon hole and have to pass back Mr Tom Chan his cds for the council project thing. As I walked past 106 classroom to go to the staftroom, saw Debbie sitting at the back of the classroom door. I thought it was Jessica?? Oh man, is so confusing.

After going staftroom, went to the canteen to buy drink with Marcus, and back to class we went. Elvina took my lion!!!!! AHHHHHH!!!! My lion!!!! She took my baby!!!! NOOOOOO!!! I tried ways and means to get it back from her but I failed. You know why?? She put my lion in between her legs on her skirt. OH MY GOODNESSS!!! HOW TO TAKE??? Later she shout, "Molest" I die sia haha. Each time I tried to get it when she was hugging or holding my lion, she would slap my hand. LOL!!! MY LION!!!!! DON'T LEAVE PAPA!!!! Haha. To make matters worse, she brought my lion down to the assembly area after recess has ended. NOOOOOO!!! My poor lion!! Hehehe... oh well after recess, she returned me. Next was Biology lesson, and once again it was a free period and this time was really free period because Miss Aza did not come to school and did not set any work for us!! WOOOOHOOOOO!!! I forgot what I did in this lesson though. Oh well skip!!! Next was A-maths. And finally Chemistry lesson!! The last period of the day!! WOOOOOOOO!!! Shiok!!!!

Chemistry lesson was really funny sia!! Can't help laughing non-stop when Miss Lee said something really funny. She was teaching us about metals. Something like "Mg + Ag2O ----> MgO + Ag" She was saying Mg was Kester and Ag was Zhao Wei. Kester likes Miss Lee more than Zhao Wei so Kester kicks Zhao Wei away from Miss Lee and joins up with Miss Lee haha. Mg kicks Ag20 and forms MgO and left Ag all on its own. Haha she gives this type of example is just way way too funny la. She was laughing too when she was saying that and she sort of blushes!!!??? AWWWWW Miss Lee, you love us, don't you?? Haha just kidding. Anyway yea it was really funny. We had 10min free time before the dismissal bell rang. Lucas suddenly came up to me and wanted to play with me arm wrestling haha. Don't know whats gotten into him haha, lose me don't know how many times le still never gives up. Oh well so played with him both my left and right hand and the results are obvious ba? I no need say. After that, I challenged Kester haha. Kester whenever he plays arm wrestling, his face will turn super duper red sia and his hand will vibrate strongly. I played with him and I did not play to win, I play to see his face turn red haha. I let him use all his strength until he was exhausted haha, he still didn't manage to win me, but I managed to see his bloody red face!! WHEEEE!!! Hahahaa.

Kester was something like this girl haha, just that his face was red!!!

Ok bell rang.. ..went down to the signing in and out system. Serena had third language but everytime didn't see her leave the school de haha!! Did I leave the school first? Or did Serena leave the school before me? Hmm hmm. Oh well.. ..Marcus and I walked to lot 1, while Si Ying and her friend too. I was speaking to Marcus hokkien hahahaha... ...haiz Si Ying's friend was able to translate for her... .YEEEEE!!! I at first wanted Si Ying to wonder what we were saying de sia. YEEEEEE!!!!! Si Ying was saying that Marcus and I were old man though cause only old people speak hokkien lol!!!!! I became old today? Hahahahaa. MARCUS?!!!!! I OLD MEH?????? YEEEEE!! I am 5 years old only!! NOT OLD!!!! BULLIES!!!! BULLIES!!!!! BULLY SMALL KID LIKE ME!!!!!!! MUMMY!!!!! DADDY!!!!!!!!!! HELP ME!!!!!!! Haha.

Ok la, don't want to drag this post le la... I lazy type also le. I have been posting since 6pm and now is almost 10pm!!!! Can you believe it????? Haha. Kk nightz everyone!!

Public holiday

2009-09-21T16:35:00.001+08:00

WOOOOO!!! Today is a public holiday... I still have homework to come though haha. Tommorrow got to go to school again!! BOO HOO!! I want to stay at home and SLEEP!! Sleep is what I do best wahahaha. Not exactly, but yea. I really have no idea what to post because weekends and holiday I don't really go out so nothing much to talk about hehe. Anyhow today shall talk about random stuff haha... ...

Friday
(I don't remember exactly what happened on Friday so typing only what I remembered) In the morning, after visiting 105 for about 15min, I went down to the assembly area to prepare for my pledge taking. Saw Zhao Wei there already and he asked me to see if the height of the microphone stand was ok. So I went there, tested it and it seemed fine. However as time progessed and it was like 3min before the bell would ring, anxiety caught up with me haha so I went to test microphone again and you know what?? There was no sound!! DIE!!!! Left 3min only and there was no sound!!! I told Zhao Wei and he went to tell Agnes I think and she ran all the way to the general office to adjust the microphone volume hehe. Nevertheless, the national anthem started with the microphone still having no sound haha. While singing the national anthem, I was like "DIE DIE!! Later how?? Wait still no sound??".

Oh well, sing sing sing, and finally time for me to say the pledge. AHHHHH!!! Haha. I walked up and to my horror, OH NO!!! The microphone stand I think dropped a bit or something, it suddenly became not suited for my height. YEEE!! So I bent a bit(makes me look weird) and said the pledge. But good thing!! The microphone was activated on time. WOOOOOO!!!! Thank the Lord!! WHEEEE!! I bent my body backwards a little so that I could speak into the microphone haha!! Friday that time does not have any announcements. OH YEA!!! So good! Hehe. Mr Lee said this short little speech about wishing a blessed Hari Raya. Then it was Mr Tan's turn!! Bla bla bla cannot remember what he said. Hehe. After which was my turn again, "Class chairman please report to your form teachers". I had to bend again, look retarded man!! My body was not straight haha. Oh well, it doesn't really matter! After I said that, Mr Tom Chan was behind me(below the platform) and he told me to see him after the morning assembly. I did not know for what, but I just said, "Ok". Haha. Mr Chan wants to see me!!! WOOOOOO!!! Something big is happening, that was what I thought hehe.

Assembly soon ended after I dismissed the students to go back to their respective classes and I went straight to the canteen to meet Mr Chan after that. Mr Chan wanted me to take up a project. With 2 other councillors and an Infocom Club member. We talked a little about the new project in the canteen but Mr Chan did not want our lessons to be disrupted so he told us to meet him again later during our recess. ... ... ...(cannot remember anything le)

Meet up during recess, talked about it and then we decided to stay back after school to continue with the project. Is a council thing by the way, needing the Infocom Club member to help us, so roughly can guess what we are doing le ba? Can guess? Hmm hmm? I'm not telling you!! BLECK!! Mr Chan has kindly booked Computer Lab 3 for us to do this project. When we went there straight after school, 101 was still having lessons in the Com Lab 3 with Miss Susana Lee. WAAAA!! Music lesson in a com lab?? I didn't know that. Hehehe. We asked for permission if we could use the computers(basic manners since there is a teacher) haha, and she gladly welcomes us, wooooo!! Haha. A few minutes later, a group of sec 1 students came in too and wanted to use the com for their literature podcast I think, not too sure. Haha. Qi Kai and Zhao Wei are now this project oo hehehee. When the sec 1s came in, I was telling Zhao Wei, "I thought Tom Chan book the whole place?" Zhao Wei then replied me, "The lab you using meh?" Then I thought to myself and didn't bother about the sec 1s le haha, since we need not use the whole lab. But the only thing is we were doing a council stuff and there are others seeing,.. .. .. a bit? Hmm oh well since the Secretary of Student's Council don't mind then ok lor haha.

It was really boring in the lab lor. Zhao Wei at 1pm went to do his O'art. The Infocom Club member went home to get his equipment and stuff. So left Qi Kai and me at the computer lab. The infocom club guy is coming back to school at 3pm and I think Qi Kai and I finished what we needed to do at around 2pm. GEEE we got like 1 hour la and we did not know what to do until that guy came back haha. Was just so bored. Oh well, there was a little entertainment though and that was the lit project podcast just behind us. Some parts were really funny and I dared not laugh...Was like controlling my laughter. Oh well since Qi Kai and I didn't really know what to do, we soon went down to the canteen to have our lunch because we had not eaten anything then. We went down to the canteen and oh my GOODNESS!!! There was like nothing left to eat. Haiz our lunch is gone!! We only ate a bun and a drink and thats basically it for our lunch!! ARGH!! I ate a watermelon too! WHEEEE!! Long time never eat fruits... No proper lunch that day haha.

Oh well we went back to the lab again and slack slack until the Infocom Club member came back to school. Haha. We went home at 6+pm sia!!! AHHHHHH!!! And we did not manage to complete the whole project thing. YEEEEE!!! NO GOOD!!! At first I thought I had nothing on Friday after school de lor, and then suddenly got an assignment. Haha.

Ok nothing to talk about le. Due to unforseen circumstances, I cannot post any further. Got no time ba and nothing to talk about too!! WHEEE!! (Below are poems again for you to enjoy) Hahaha..

Felt so alone
Yes, I have felt these feelings, but they are a long long time ago when I have not yet known the Lord. I doubt that I'd be here today if it weren't for God showing me His love. If you are feeling lonely, just call on God.

I'm sitting here feeling so alone,
Like I haven't a friend to lean on.
I thought many times of ending it all,
So many times I'd trip and fall.

A friend of mine told me today,
All that I need to do is pray.
She said it would ease the pain,
And so much peace I would gain.

I considered what my friend had said,
I prayed to God laying in my bed.
After I prayed I felt such peace,
All my troubles seem to cease.

I never dreamed this could ever be,
That God would love someone like me.
I had a past that was of the devil,
God has brought me to another level.

God can help you just like he did me,
If you call on Him, you will be free.
You'll have no more loneliness and fear,
Now finally, your mind will be clear.

God is always there,
waiting for you to call for Him,
waiting to enter your life,
knocking at the door of your heart...

Don't keep Him waiting!!

Open your heart
Just close your Eyes and open your heart,
And feel your worries and cares depart.
Just yield yourself to the Father above,
And let him hold you secure in his love.

For life on earth grows more involved,
With endless problems that can't be solved,
But God only ask us to do our best,
Then he will take over and finish the rest...

So when you are tired, discouraged and blue,
There is always one door that is open to you,
And that is the door to The House of Prayer,
And you'll find God waiting to meet you there.

And The House of Prayer is no further away,
than the quiet spot where you kneel and pray.
For the heart is a temple when God is there
As we place ourselves in his loving care.

And he hears every prayer and answers each one
When we Pray in His name - Thy will be done.
The burdens that seemed too heavy to bear
Are lifted away on the wings of a prayer.

"Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest." Matthew 11:28

"Casting all your care upon Him; for He careth for you." 1 Peter 5:7

Calvary
The cross on calvary
Stood up many years ago.
The man in the middle,
Died there for our soul.

He died there with nails
In His hands,
Bleeding for His life,
To take us to the promise land.

Hs said I shall leave you now
For I am coming back soon.
So be ready for me,
It could be day, night or noon.

I'll show you signs in the sun
Signs in the stars,
So be ready, watching and waiting,
For I am not very far.

(ok thats all for today, see ya!!!)